Xiqing as usual GL

Dad seemed to have made up his mind.His face was dark and ugly.I don't know what will happen if I make him angry again.He sat down again.The breath of being angry with me is uncertain.He drooled to see that I was still kneeling there and didn't go down. He waved his hand, "Okay, okay. Go down. Go pack your bags. I'll send you up the mountain early tomorrow morning."

I stood up slowly, nodded slowly and retreated.

He stopped as soon as he turned the corner.The beautiful and dignified lady stood in front of me.I lowered my head and whispered, "Mom."

My mother was standing outside the door, as if she had just arrived, she turned her head to look at my depressed face, smiled and helped me brush off the dust I didn't know where I got it, and said earnestly, "Lan Lou, your father is doing it for your own good, You should change your temper."

With a sullen face, I scratched my head and said, "Mom, why don't you even speak for me."

Mother patted my hand and said, "It's not unreasonable for your father to be angry. You have been playing all these years. You are different from other girls. You still have a burden on you. Your brother can't do anything with his appearance. She is a woman who can only embroider. But you are different, you can read and write. Your father has always hoped that you can improve, he completely cultivated you as a son, and in the end all the family property is yours. He wants you to study, Learn the knowledge in the book and learn the principles of life. Even if you marry a useless husband, you can still carry the burden of the Song family! Mother and your brother will depend on you in the end!"

I heard these words over and over again.Why can't I be like the daughter of an ordinary family.Play happily, get to know the person you like happily, and then wait for him to come to pick me up with a big sedan chair?Things that should not have fallen on my shoulders fell on my shoulders.

I shake off my mother's hand, so what if I don't listen to what they say?

Think about my brother, I caused him to look half-dead.Now I am atonement.All the things that I should do should be done by my brother, but now it is me.But I really don't want this kind of life.

I shook my head and smiled at Niang Qiang, "Mom, I know. I'll go. I want to see my brother, so I'm leaving first!"

The disguise in front of his parents can only be completely removed when he sees his brother.

Knocking on the door of the courtyard, a little maid came in response.It's my brother's maid named Dong'er.She welcomes me in.With a worried expression on his face, he said, "The young master doesn't eat anymore. Miss, you are here, and the young master will only listen to your words."

Facing her words, I walked into the bedroom.There is only a simple big bed in this room.Nothing else.

I turned around and asked Dong'er, "Did my brother smash the things in this room again?"

Dong'er came to me from the outhouse, serving food on a tray.Then he said, "Well, the young master smashed all the things just put away. It hasn't been arranged yet."

I looked at the person lying on the bed who didn't know whether he was dead or alive. I sighed and took the tray from Donger's hand, and told her, "You go down first, leave it to me here."

She backed away.I carefully shook the tray in my hand.Just walked into the bedroom.The person on the bed didn't move at all. I stood in front of the bed and shook him with a hand, "Brother! Brother, I know you are awake. How is your body suffering if you don't eat? What's wrong with you? Are you sorry?" I said, don't hurt yourself!"

He still didn't respond, I looked at his thin back.sink into the past.

Seven years ago, a field trip.My parents took us to play in the mountains... In the end, I went to pick fruit and dragged my brother away from my parents.

The two wandered around the mountain for a long time but couldn't find the exit. I was so impatient that I burst into tears.Unexpectedly, it led to the beasts in the mountains.

Because he was too young, he didn't know where to escape.Several wolves followed us around for a long time. My brother and I climbed up the tree in fright, because I am not very good at climbing trees. My brother pushed me up. Before I could climb the tree, a wolf bit my leg .But I couldn't catch his hand, he fell from the tree and hit his head all at once, and I fainted from fright at that time.

When he woke up, his brother had been diagnosed as disabled for life, and one leg was permanently disabled because of being bitten by a wolf.Getting bumped on the head can be good and bad, normal and childlike one moment.And beat people.

There was a bitterness in my throat. If I had grabbed my brother's hand, if I could climb trees by myself, or my brother would not have been like this.He is incapable of taking care of himself.I can't control my temper either.In the past seven years, he injured many servants who took care of him.Now there is only one Dong'er who is willing to watch over him.

My elder brother was a well-known child prodigy in the town. He was able to write poems and speak well at the age of seven.Much smarter than the average kid.Long and handsome.

But, it was that disaster!He is ruined!So my parents pinned their high hopes on me.

I have been making atonement, but my heart is rebellious.The situation where the two contradict each other is really difficult.

Putting the tray on the ground, I sat by the bed and said softly, "Brother, I'm going to another place tomorrow. Are you still so angry with me today?"

He slammed his porcelain pillow down to the ground, and there was a crackling sound. I jumped up in fright, calmed down a little, and saw that he was struggling to get up.Some of the swollen cheeks don't show the beauty of childhood at all.His mouth is crooked.He wanted to yell, but he didn't have the ability to shout, "Lan... Lanlou! You, you're gone... What should I... do? Look, I... like this, I was ridiculed by so many people. I If I...don't see...you...I will collapse."

I have been afraid to see my brother all this time.Afraid to see everything about him, remembering that it was all my fault.I feel guilty day by day.I can't read any books.I just want to find a way to get rid of the current situation.

But my brother was making trouble every day and every day, and besides me, the only one who settled him was my mother.When I leave, my mother will take up the burden of my brother.Sometimes I really would rather die with my brother at that time, lest one be guilty and the other be disabled now.