Xiqing as usual GL

Carefully wrapped dozens of handkerchiefs. I have never seen a woman as generous as her. Those handkerchiefs are expensive.

"You click, there are 35 in total. Five taels for one, it is 170 fifty taels. You give 170."

The maid carried the things over.She went with me to pay the silver on the cabinet.

"Hey, Song Zhufeng, why are you ignoring me?"

She stopped me, and I walked straight ahead without being afraid that she would run away, anyway, she was in the brothel opposite.

"Hey. You are too shameless. Or did I call you by the wrong name? Song Lanlou, Miss Song?"

Slightly startled, he immediately regained his composure.Since entering the store, the only thing I have learned is to be calm.I wouldn't be surprised no matter what she said.

In this world, there are too many things that make people puzzled, and there are too many things that cannot be explained clearly. I don't want to know how she knows my name.

"Girl, if you are coming to the shop, I welcome you. If not, please return all that you have just now, or I will call the Yamen to come."

I don't believe she is not afraid of moving out of the government.The brothel is afraid of the government.But she just had a funny face on her face.

"I said, why are you so scared? You called my name twice, and I answered you. Why didn't you answer me when I called you?"

I just don't want to mess with other people.My heart is already full of worries.Can't this woman see that strangers are written on my face?

"I'm not afraid, girl, I don't know you at all, please don't recognize people indiscriminately. At first Song Zhufeng, now you call me Song Lanlou, are you kidding me?"

She smiled, her stunning face was even more beautiful than Mrs. Zhu.Laughing makes people feel dizzy.

"I just investigated who you are. Why, Miss Song, am I a scourge or am I carrying a sharp weapon and blade so that you dare not approach me?"

Anyone is meaningless to me right now.There is a person engraved in my heart.

How much I want Yunchi to be by my side at this moment, how much I want to hold her hand, buy a Supa and hand it to her.How I wish I could hold her arm and watch her smile bloom just for me.

This is just my dream.

She is staying at home in that compound now.I deliberately stay away from them.But I can't control my heart.Every night I look at my brother's yard in a daze.

Even though you are not far from me now, I still miss you so much.

Can't hug you, can't comfort you, can't say I care about you.The pain spread again.

Staring at the woman in front of me, she doesn't look like a bad person, but I'm not in the mood to entangle with her, I just want to be quiet.

"No matter what you think or say, I'm not interested in you. Girl, please bring the money first."

She laughed softly, took out her purse and handed it over without even looking at it.Then turned around and walked over.

I didn't think too much about it for a while, so I accepted the money.

There are only a few guys in the shop.I am also one of them, wearing the same clothes and eating the same meals.I have to train myself to break out of Song's prison.

I will not be willing to be my father's tool.I will not be willing to lose my love like this.

People, in this life, they will always encounter many dilemmas that they don't want to choose.

How do I choose, how do I choose?If I choose to take you back, I will lose my brother, my parents, and if I choose to give up you, I will be unhappy for the rest of my life.

Sighs always come out of his mouth inadvertently.Shaking his head, he untied the purse in his hand.

"Work hard, work hard." Cheer yourself up, I will work hard.

What appeared in his hand was a green hairpin, which was so simple that it didn't even have any carvings.But at a glance, it is known that it is used by women.

"No way, I got it wrong."

The only thing that came to mind was that the woman gave it wrong, and this hairpin was worth 500 taels at least.Why are you so careless?

The shopkeeper came over and saw that I was holding a hairpin in my hand, so he couldn't say anything. After all, I am a young lady, so he has some sense of propriety.

Give it back to her.But I don't want to see her again.Don't give it back to her, I feel uneasy.

To be a businessman is to be treacherous, but not to lose one's nature.I don't want to be like Dad.

"Shopkeeper, I'll go out for a while, and I'll be back in about half an hour."

I said to the shopkeeper, not a question but an order.Maybe it's the nature of the lady.I still can't break my figure.

Now there is such a large amount of money in the account, so I have to go and ask for it back.By the way, return her hairpin.Otherwise, don't even think about having a peaceful life in the future.

The setting sun looks so small in the sky.The sun shining on my body is no longer as hot as noon.Cross that street.Go to the brothel.

How do you get in in women's clothes?Holding the green hairpin in his hand, he wandered around.

A moment later, a window on the second floor opened, and a charming smile came from upstairs, "Hey, isn't this Miss Song? Why are you wandering outside my small pavilion for no reason?"

Her bright smile carried a bit of heroic heroism.There is also a bit of the shyness of the younger daughter's family.

I shook the thing in my hand and shouted, "You gave it wrong, I'm here to get the money."

She pointed to a hidden entrance, which was a path with a hidden door on the wall of the path.She pointed there and said, "Then please come up and pay me back, it's not convenient for me to go down now."

Had to go up that road.The scenery is also very beautiful, but I feel dull.No interest in anything.

After entering her Accord, seeing that the food and wine had been served early, she sat there as if waiting for me.He put the hairpin in his hand on the table, took the silver she put on the table, and turned to leave.

"Since it's here, it's safe. Miss Song, can't we make friends?"

I turned my head, although I didn't have a good impression of the brothel.But this woman is not a bad person.I tried to keep my tone as calm as possible, "I don't know you at first, we only met once, why should you be like this?"

As soon as I move, I have to leave, I can't stay in the brothel.

"You have something on your mind, don't you? You're in pain, aren't you?"

She guessed what was on my mind, I had something on my mind, I was in pain, but these had nothing to do with this woman "Mind your own business."

She poured two glasses of wine slowly, as if she expected me to sit down, the corners of her mouth curled up in an intoxicating arc, but she couldn't get me drunk.

"I have had a similar experience with you. I see myself in your eyes. So, I want to know you."

A bitterness in the throat, similar?What kind of person can have a similar experience as me.

He took a glass of wine and downed it, hoping to drain the bitterness in his throat, but it didn't work at all.The wine flowed down the chin to the lapel.I can't always drink.

"Are you like me? You'll never feel what I feel."

I have never vented, I am holding back at home, and I am holding back in the store.You can't say anything to Zifen.Now meet a woman who says something similar to me.My anger and pain could only be vented through her words, "What do you know? You know the pain of losing the one you love to your own brother? You know the sadness of sending the person you love into the house with your own hands?"

She slapped the table and knocked everything down on the ground in an instant. She didn't move at all. She had already guessed that I would make such a move.

"You won't understand the pain of being bound by your family, like a puppet. You won't understand, you won't understand my pain. My everything. Why should I bear what I shouldn't bear? You say , why did all of this happen to me? I had everything at first, but it was all shattered overnight...I..."

Another slap of the palm overturned the table, she was still sitting, with an inexplicable smile on the corner of her mouth, she grabbed her clothes and lifted her up, feeling that her body was weak and boneless.

"You laugh, what are you laughing at? Laughing at my stupidity? Tell you not to laugh. I, Song Lanlou, are not easy to bully. Who do you think you are?"

I pushed her away and I sat on the chair, she looked at me, suddenly laughed and handed me the wine glass, poured the wine and said, "I haven't been able to find a place to vent, right? Why, come to me, I feel better Bar?"

After taking the wine glass, I really don't understand this woman, but I vaguely know that she is a good person.She tasted the contents of the cup in a low voice, "You are kind, you almost demolished the house, much more ruthless than I was back then."

I took a deep breath, although I couldn't solve the depression in my heart even though I yelled a few words.But after all, there is an outlet for me to vent, and the sullenness in my heart will be reduced.

"Hmph, I haven't demolished your brothel yet."

She clapped her hands, and immediately rushed in with several maids to pack up the things, and quickly set up a table of banquets.

"We are two people with the same disease. I want to know you because I understand you. Your feelings are not tolerated by the world. You are just like me, wandering on the edge of distress and choice."

His complexion hasn't been better since he came in.Sitting on the chair, the wine glass in his hand was gradually crushed by the force of his palm.

"What? Do you want to save me, or push me and let me fall into the abyss from then on?"

She smiled, let her go behind me, leaned against the window and smiled, "Naturally, I saved you. I can't watch you make the same mistakes again. What happened to me, I don't want to happen to you."

Don't want to know what happened to her.Hearing what she said, it is probably a story similar to mine.The person I fell in love with was a woman.I think she fell in love with her too, but she couldn't be together in the end.

Can women only end with the end?Is it true that Yunchi and I have no hope of starting over again?

"Yun'er..."

I read Yunchi's name.I like to call her Yun'er when I'm in love, it makes us feel closer.

And now, call the name.But no one responded.

She turned her head and smiled sadly, "Did you know? My name is also Yun'er, Lu Yun'er. There used to be people calling my name like that, but now, no one has left."