Xiqing as usual GL

She goes to the table.Shake a jug of wine "Why don't you get drunk tonight, you're tired, aren't you?"

The setting sun is sinking and falling, as if I don't want to leave with my heart full of thoughts, but I have to go.He couldn't even fake a wry smile.I lay down on the table, "Lu Yuner, Yuner."

The eyes gradually became crystal clear, why the same name, I only think of Yunchi.

"Don't think about someone else through me," she said.

I took the wine from her, "You are a strange person, Lu Yun'er, I remember you."

Standing up, I vented a bit and my heart returned to peace.Although I didn't expect how to face it in the future, at least at this moment, I felt more at ease.

The person who never forgets for a moment is hidden deep in my heart. I try my best to control myself and make myself look like I don't care about Yunchi.

This woman standing in front of me has the same name as her and a more beautiful face than her.But all I want is her.

This pink and willow green brothel, this fragrance permeates all around.This enchanting and gorgeous Qunfang.It has long lost its original meaning.

Turning to look at her smiling face.Has this woman ever had the same past as mine?It seemed that she had discovered everything on her mind.

Or, we can be confidants.Meet at the end of the world, regardless of birth.

"Won't you stay for a drink?"

She still smiles, such a clean smile is rare among prostitutes.

I turned my head and shook my head, "No. I'm sorry about what happened just now. I hope you don't mind."

Before she could answer, I ran back the same way.

All I need is a moment of cleanliness after venting.The tears that I could not hold back for a long time seemed so fragile in the dark night.

The store was closed and I couldn't get in. The silver in my arms was heavy, and I took it out and smashed it on the ground.

His temper became more and more uncontrollable, worse and worse, and even started to look a little like his father.Some cold.

Find a place to sit down and touch the place on the arm that Yunchi had scratched with scissors.The wound has already healed, and she took good care of it, not even leaving a scar.

Pillowing my arm, I thought of Yunchi lying in my arms and reading a book.

Tears were disobedient and won out of their eyes.Hugging my shoulders, I curled up in the corner in pain.

Why am I not born a man?That way, when I took her down the mountain to meet her mother, I could openly declare my feelings for Yunchi.

What now?Yunchi is my sister-in-law, my brother loves her so much.what should I do.

Holding my head in pain, I hammered my head hard, "Yunchi, Yunchi."

I can't stop myself from thinking about you, thinking about your smell, thinking about your smile, as if you are right in front of you.He was looking at me, and then softly called "Lan Lou."

Hallucinations?I really saw that you were really in front of me, seeing that I didn't respond to you, your hand holding the lantern was trembling, "Lanlou..."

You called me again, I opened my eyes wide and tears fell disobediently, I wanted to see more clearly, even if it was just a phantom, I wanted to chase after it.

Standing up suddenly, I stretched out my hand to her, but she didn't disappear, but I was afraid when I was about to grab her.I'm afraid it's just a phantom.

I'm afraid that as soon as I touch her, she will disappear, and as soon as I touch her, she will disappear with the wind.

I dare not touch her, just like when I first met her, she was touched by others.Withdrawing my hand, I stared blankly at her in front of me.

The face is thin and pure without rouge.The lantern in his hand is printed with Song characters.The dim light shone on their faces.The tears on his face glistened in the moonlight.

"Yunchi... I know, this is an illusion again. Don't disappear. Okay? I miss you, but I dare not see you. Yunchi..."

Thinking she was a phantom, I spoke to her.Even if it's just a reflection, I'm satisfied to see her.Full of thoughts poured out.

"Yunchi, I can't give you anything, I can only watch you happy, what should I do? Do you still care about me? Yunchi, I..."

The shadow in front of her suddenly moved, and she threw away the lantern in her hand, allowing the lantern to be turned into ashes by the candle flames inside.

She hugged me, warm tears fell on my chest, "Lan Lou, I'm not a phantom, look at me and touch me, I'm in front of you. Lan Lou."

She called my name, I was stunned, the person in front of me put my hand on her face, I felt the real touch.

The teardrops fell from the face separately and mixed together.

I actually saw her, not a phantom but real her.I can't think of anything at the moment, and hug each other regardless of everything.

"Yunchi, where have you been? I miss you so much..."

Regardless of what pedestrians who pass by occasionally will think of us when they see us, they pull her over and lock it firmly.

"Don't go, I won't let you go. Don't let me go..."

Heartbroken, I hugged her so painfully that I wouldn't let her go. She threw herself into my arms, weeping like me, "Okay, I won't go, Lan Lou, I won't go."

He stretched out his hand to grab her fingers, tightly entwining them, "Yunchi, Yun..."

She kissed her suddenly, salty tears passed from her mouth, I closed my eyes and slowly bit her lips.Her hands were tightly wrapped around my waist, as if she was afraid that someone would separate us in the next moment.

If Brother sees us like this, we will definitely be torn apart.

Brother, he opened his eyes suddenly. This is my brother's woman, my sister-in-law.

How could I do this to my sister-in-law.Pushing her away with trembling hands, I took a few steps back and knelt down on the ground.For a moment, I couldn't tell whether it was guilt or sadness.Just remember that I did something I shouldn't have done.

"You promised me that you would never hurt me, Song Lanlou, how could you do the opposite."

She stood in front of me, I dare not look at her "Sister-in-law... sister-in-law..."

I called her, using the most awkward title.Wipe away the warmth she left on the corners of her lips.

"I'm sorry. I really don't know how to face you."

She raised her hand as if she wanted to drop it, I closed my eyes and waited for her to hit me, but the slender hand didn't drop, instead it slowly touched my face.

"Song Lanlou, how can you be so indifferent to me? You said that you would cherish me for the rest of your life, why would you push me away?"

I looked down at the child who did something wrong, and couldn't help sobbing. I really didn't want to let go of her hand, but I had to let go.

"Sister-in-law. I, I am not. I love..."

I wanted to say those three words, but what's the point of saying them.It is impossible for us to escape the Song family.I simply do not have the ability to give her a lifetime.Efforts have yet to bear fruit.I am simply a puppet living in the Song family.

I can't let Yunchi suffer with me, and I can't let her get hurt for me.

"You care about me? You still want me. Don't you?" She bit her lip, and I could feel the pain in her heart.He wanted to wipe away tears for her, but couldn't lift his hand.

Song Lanlou, how can you be so cowardly, this is the person you love the most, this is the person you want to protect the most.Why did you shrink back when she was in front of you?I kept asking myself in my mind.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Sister-in-law. You..."

"Don't call me sister-in-law, you know that the person I love is not him."

She yelled at me, so eager to tell me that the person she loved was not my brother.

"But you became my sister-in-law, didn't you? Why would you marry if the person you love isn't him? Sister-in-law."

I talked about my sister-in-law, and my heart ached unbearably. The pain seemed to take away all the strength and blood from my whole body, and made me watch my heart slowly wither on the verge of being tortured.

"Don't call me sister-in-law, okay? It's really not what you think. All I want is you..."

She wanted to get close to me as she spoke, and I leaned against the wall to suppress my sadness, as if my words would bite me, making myself regret, "Sister-in-law, please, don't come here. Don't...don't come near me."

Her raised hand really fell on my face this time, she seemed to use all her strength, and my ears were buzzing with that slap.The burning pain rose immediately, but I couldn't find a reason to fight back, so I kept saying "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

I really don't understand my own mind.I love her, but I am afraid of hurting her.I care about her, but she has become my sister-in-law.

I am in a dilemma between my brother and her.I don't want to hurt either, and I want to keep both.

"Song Lanlou, don't make me hate you, okay?"

She lowered her head and said in a low voice.Her hands were clasped to her chest as if something was hurting her there.The pain was so painful that I couldn't even shed tears, and stood there quietly.

"Do you want to hate me? Then hate for the rest of your life, okay?"

I shook my head and said so.Hate me, hate for a lifetime, I can't fight for you, I can only watch you and brother happy.You hate me so you will remember me forever.

If I hadn't hurt my brother so badly that year, if I hadn't met you that day.Maybe now I won't feel so bad.

I owe my brother, and I have nothing to pay him back.I want to keep my brother happy, and the only one who can give him happiness is you.

Do I have to sacrifice my feelings to fulfill bro?

Yunchi, I really don't know what to do, you owe me an explanation, I'd rather never hear it.And what I owe you is a lifetime, I still don't know.