Kiss badly

--30 years old--

Lin Yuanzhi has three major regrets in his life, the first regret that he failed to get Wen Hexi to quit smoking until his death, the second regret that he never heard Wen Hexi say I like you again, and the third regret that he did not live a long life with Wen Hexi .

Wen Hexi died.

He was tortured by illness for four years. At first, he was diagnosed with cancer. It was discovered early, and his condition improved after treatment. Respiratory function will be affected, and only conservative treatment can be adopted.

However, the treatment was ineffective, and Wen Hexi developed symptoms of respiratory failure, and his organs suddenly seemed to have entered the aging stage ahead of schedule. This process is long and irreversible.

The hidden dangers left in Wen Hexi's body by the pain of those three years suddenly exploded.

The effect of the treatment is getting weaker and weaker, and the treatment process is too painful. Wen Hexi has been favored by Lin Yuanzhi for many years and has not tasted pain. can not do this.

He didn't want to make Wen Hexi hurt anymore, he signed the agreement to give up the treatment with trembling hands, every stroke was like a knife cutting his heart, after signing, he went back to the ward and held Wen Hexi's hand, red Focus on saying: "It won't hurt anymore in the future."

"Lin Yuanzhi, I want to go to Flower Island." Wen Hexi said.

"Okay, I'll take you there."

Flower Island is warm like spring all year round, and the flowers are always in bloom. A Huajian Manor was built on the island. It was built by Lin Yuanzhi eight years ago for Wen Hexi. They would live there for a while during the winter and summer vacations. time.

But this time, they went there to wait for death.

Watching Wen Hexi lose weight every day, Lin Yuanzhi counted the days in detail. Every day is a step closer to death, and it will be April 4th of the year, which may be Wen Hexi's last birthday .

Lin Yuanzhi wanted to do a good job for Wen Hexi, so the whole manor was a bit lively. He also sent invitations to Wen Hexi's students, colleagues, and friends.

However, Wen Hexi died two nights before his 30th birthday. When Lin Yuanzhi couldn't bear the exhaustion and fell asleep, he left this world without a sound.

He didn't make it past 30.

When Lin Yuanzhi woke up from the dream and touched Wen Hexi's face again, he was already cold. In his dream, he dreamed that Wen Hexi was dead, but in reality Wen Hexi was really dead.

That night, he made another cut along the horrific scar on his left wrist. He held Wen Hexi in his arms in blood, and went with him.

During his lifetime, he had signed an inheritance transfer agreement, and donated all his property and shares to the foundation after his death. In addition, he also signed an organ donation agreement, in which he donated all his organs except his heart.

It will always belong to Wen Hexi.

--funeral--

On the day of the funeral, many people came. They were still preparing Wen Hexi's birthday present, but they didn't know who to give it to in a blink of an eye. In the end, all the birthday presents turned into white flowers.

Looking around, there was only one person in a white coat who looked out of place in the solemn black. She could be heard crying in front of the tomb from a distance. It's one o'clock."

Standing next to her was a man with a red rose in his pocket. He bent down and placed the rose among the clumps of white flowers, "This is the second time I have given you roses. The first time was to pursue you... This time I'm here to give up on you."

There were a lot of people who came to pay their respects, but some of them said sorry and left after they came, and one stood outside the cemetery and didn't go in.

Wen Shuyan only found out what happened at the class reunion the day before yesterday, and the news of Wen Hexi's death was poured into his ears. After that day, he drank a lot of wine and cried for a long time on his wife's lap.

All the students discussed to come together to pay homage to Wen Hexi, but he had no face to go, he wandered outside for a long time, but finally did not go in, on the way to leave, he ran into Chen Zhao.

Chen Zhao's whole body was covered with famous tags, but his bloodshot eyes, messy hair, and dirty clothes all showed his downfall.

"Drink together?" Chen Zhao shook the wine bottle in his hand.

They went to the barbecue restaurant near the school, the barbecue restaurant where Wen Hexi had a drink together. There were empty tables in the restaurant, but they didn't go in, so they sat down on the table outside the restaurant.

Chen Zhao poured one bottle of beer after another, and the document said the same. He became drunk after drinking, and tears followed.

Wen Shuyan suppressed his sobs: "Tell me, how old is he, why did he die?"

Chen Zhao's eyes were red, and he slammed the wine bottle on the table fiercely, and his voice yelled out along with the sound of the bottle breaking: "I don't know."

"You are yelling at me." Wen Shuyan yelled back.

Chen Zhao seemed to be discouraged, and leaned on the back of the chair, "I was still thinking on the plane, I finally returned to China, I want to find him, and I want to throw the money in his face."

"I want to tell him that I am rich, and I can afford him." He laughed as he spoke, tears rolled down, and the laughter turned into crying. The choked voice in his voice could no longer be suppressed, "I You can give him love, but you can also give him money."

He collapsed to the point of crying, crying, "Damn it, I heard someone say he was dead the next day, and I f*cking want to ask, how the hell did he die."

They shed tears, drank wine, and swallowed their tears mixed with wine.

After that day, Wen Shuyan never met Chen Zhao again. He only found out the next day that Chen Zhao had a car accident and died after they parted. He remembered that when they parted, Chen Zhao drunkenly said that he was going to find Wen Hexi. He thought he was drunk and confused In the end, Chen Zhao really went to find Wen Hexi.

The moon was very bright that night.

The people lying in the pool of blood were bloody, the chaotic images kept flashing, and finally the world became pitch black, and a light suddenly lit up in the darkness.

He saw Wen Hexi walking towards him.

"Wen Hexi, I'm rich." He told him, "I'll support you."

——Belated last words——

Wen Hexi had left a recording before his death and kept it with Xu Ninghe, asking him to hand over the recording to Lin Yuanzhi after his death, but Lin Yuanzhi failed to hear this belated last words.

Xu Ningyu played the recording to the cold corpse.

At that time, Wen Hexi couldn't hold a pen anymore, and even his voice was weak, and he would cut off after a few words, "Lin Yuanzhi, I might die soon, I had expected that I would be a short-lived ghost, but I didn't expect to be so short-lived..."

There was a chuckle in the interval of ten seconds.

"There's something I haven't said to you all this time, thank you... people, they're probably cheap, and they're used to being abused. If someone treats him better, he can remember it for a lifetime, not to mention that this person is still in that terrible scene. The first person to be nice to him."

This time the interval was longer, the sound of rapid and heavy breathing, and the sound of the machine running, "...but I hate you too, you are so high up, you threw a life-saving straw at will, and stripped the hearts of others, Take it in your hand and play with it."

"Lin Yuanzhi, without you, I can still earn money to pay off my debts. I have been lying to myself, and I want to wait until one day you suddenly feel that the heart in your palm is suffering for you. The ground is beating, three years, what I waited for was that the heart died and rotted."

"I hate you to death. Aren't you superior? I just want you to become a humble dog in front of me. I want you to watch me lose weight day by day, tortured by illness, but helpless. Every minute and every second In remorse for the pain you inflicted on me in those three years, I want you to sign my death verdict with your own hands, and you will live in regret and pain for the rest of your life, and you will never forget me for the rest of your life."

"I hate you so much, I'll take revenge on you until I die." The words were mixed with laughter.

Every sentence he said was hate, but also seemed to be saying love.All his life, he had secretly and deeply loved Lin Yuanzhi, but at the same time hated Lin Yuanzhi arrogantly and happily.

"...Lin Yuanzhi, I hate this so much, I'm about to die."

"After I die, scatter my ashes in the sea of ​​flowers. When you visit next year, the world full of flowers will be the continuation of my life."

"Lin Yuanzhi, I wish you a long life."

"I love you...mylover...mylamplighter..."

At the end of the story, their ashes were mixed together and turned into nourishment for flowers.

"Lin Yuanzhi, I must have been a murderer and arsonist in my previous life, and did all kinds of evil, so I will be punished in this life."

"Tomorrow, I will sign a legacy transfer agreement and an organ donation agreement."

"why?"

"I will accumulate virtue for you, and I hope that my child will be born among the brocades in the next life, and will not experience any more suffering."