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——A big dream——

The person on the bed suddenly opened his eyes and woke up from the dream. The warmth of the hand gently holding him made him feel clearly that this was reality.

"What's wrong? Have a nightmare?" Lin Yuanzhi held his forehead and wiped the cold sweat off his forehead.

"It's not a nightmare, nor is it a good dream." Wen Hexi said weakly, "I dreamed about the past, and there are also things that may happen in the future."

He dreamed that Lin Yuanzhi loved him, dreamed that Han Xiao apologized with his death, dreamed that he was dead, and dreamed of his own funeral, and then woke up...

There is another him in the dream.

And he can only watch those things happen, like a bystander, he knows what the person in his dream is thinking, and also knows what the other self is thinking, he can feel everything, know their thoughts, and understand their emotions , but he could only watch.

"What did you dream about in the future?" Lin Yuanzhi asked.

"I'm dead." You're dead too.

"Don't think about it, it's always reversed in your dreams." Lin Yuanzhi suppressed a choke in his throat, "It's your birthday the day after tomorrow, let's persevere."

"En." Wen Hexi responded gently.

Lin Yuanzhi kissed Wen Hexi's forehead: "Go to sleep."

Wen Hexi closed her eyes again.

People probably know that they will die before they die, at least Wen Hexi is like this, he knows that he will not survive this long night, he closes his eyes, facing death does not make him feel fear, he is very calm, waiting The moment has come.

After a long time, I heard Lin Yuanzhi's subdued cry, like countless nights before.

The man fell asleep crying and crying, he was too tired, busy during the day and had to watch over Wen Hexi at night.

After the man fell asleep, Wen Hexi opened his eyes. He looked at the man's sleeping face lying beside the bed at night. The thick night was draining the oxygen from his lungs.

Bit by bit it devoured his life.

Some people say that before death, a person will see a revolving lantern, and the beautiful nostalgic memories flash by like a slideshow. He sees nothing, and he probably has no nostalgia or regrets.

A light flickered out of the darkness.

The sun was so dazzling that you could feel the warmth when you saw it. He turned into a little one and was picked up by his mother.

Mom smiled at him and said, "We're going home."

A week later, the landlord opened the door because of the unbearable stench coming from the house, and there were only two rotting corpses inside.

Wen Hexi died, died in a dream, and didn't wake up until he died to take another look at this cruel world.

After investigation, the cause of death may be excessive blood loss or respiratory failure caused by lung rupture.

His and his mother's bodies were cremated by the funeral home after police investigation, and the ashes were disposed of by the funeral home at will.

There are no tombstones, no one to pay homage to.

After he died, the world was still the same.

After Han Xiao got married, he completely took over the Han Group. After marriage, he and his wife went their separate ways.

After returning to China, Chen Zhao approached Wen Hexi. He was only a little regretful when he heard the news of Wen Hexi's death. Later, he got married and had a lovely daughter. After that, he never thought of Wen Hexi again.

Xu Ning and still worked hard for Lin Yuanzhi to make a living. Whenever it was Qingming, he would burn some paper money and gold ingots for Wen Hexi with his wife and children. He buys a cemetery.

Wen Shuyan felt remorse after knowing Wen Hexi's death, but that was all.

One year after Wen Hexi's death, a new tenant lived in the house he had rented. He was a boy of seventeen or eighteen years old. He was fair and thin, with an abnormally pale face. little girl.

The tragedy never disappeared, it just changed.

—Loving you, that's why I lived, Loving you, that's why I died—

Not long after Wen Hexi's death, Lin Yuanzhi raised another boy who was very similar to Wen Hexi, even his eyes were the same, he always thought of the lively Wen Hexi.

The plaything he was most satisfied with, a plaything that made him addicted and even pampered him willingly.

For a long time, playthings have been the same thing for him. Things don't need petting, love, or being nice to him. Wen Hexi is different, he only spoils Wen Hexi.

Therefore, Wen Hexi is a very special plaything for him.

So special that he didn't know whether to use the word plaything to describe him.

He would regret it occasionally, if he hadn't got angry that day and asked Xu Ningyu to go find Wen Hexi, then Wen Hexi wouldn't have died.

However, what has been done cannot be changed, just like a dead plaything is worthless, and there is no need for nostalgia.

He had heartache, but only for a moment, when he heard the news of his death, he felt a sharp pain like tearing his heart, and then that piece seemed to be empty, and it didn't hurt anymore, but it always felt empty, and he knew that his heart probably followed Wen He. Xi died together.

At that moment, he realized that he loved Wen Hexi.

Falling in love with Wen Hexi made him truly live and truly die.

The heart is dead, but he is still alive.

He has long been used to living like this. He has lived like this before, and he will continue to do so in the future. Without Wen Hexi, without heart and love, people will still live.

He stuffed a fake heart, a non-beating heart, in the place where the heart was empty, so that it wouldn't be empty.

No one in this world is really irreplaceable, he admitted that Wen Hexi is special, he is like the biggest and most delicious peach, but this peach is dead and rotten, naturally he will not guard a rotten peach Thirsty for a lifetime, so he saw a smaller peach, not as sweet as Wen Hexi and not as moist as him, but enough to quench his thirst.

Lin Yuanzhi spent three months holding the peach he thought would quench his thirst.

Later, he became more and more irritable. It took Wen Hexi three years to turn Lin Yuanzhi from a sadist into a violent patient with a bad temper. In just three months without Wen Hexi, Lin Yuanzhi turned himself It changed back, and finally his condition even affected his life and work, and he had to receive treatment and take a lot of drugs.

He gradually became less irritable.

Suddenly one day, he regained his emotions.

On that day, he committed suicide.

He was still thirsty, but he didn't know it all the time.

He was mad with thirst.

Wen Hexi is special, irreplaceable, really really irreplaceable.

No one can make him miss him for a lifetime like Wen Hexi, and no one has given him the feeling of being alive like Wen Hexi. In the long years without Wen Hexi, he is "dead".

The author says:

This is the real ending of this story, but I hope that the ending will be fixed in the he chapter.

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