Sir, I'm not good

"Why, can't sleep again?"

Gu Yinian, who was accompanying the bed, was lying on the sofa, listening to the person on the bed tossing and turning for over an hour, and asked.

The ward was very quiet, but Gu Yinian's voice came very clearly.

The rubbing sound of the quilt and the bed sheet stopped immediately, and a few seconds later, Omega's voice came from the bed.

He said, "I want to go out for a walk."

"now?"

"Ah."

"Because you can't sleep?"

"Because I want to see the snow."

Gu Yinian finally got off the sofa and moved to the bed.

The moonlight and snow light spilled into the house, shining some fine flashes of dust in the air, very dreamy.

Under the reflection, Shu Xian's eyes are bright, looking clear and clean, like a child who has never suffered.

Gu Yinian couldn't bear to reject him.

"Then change your clothes, wear thicker ones, it's cold outside."

Shu Xian did not expect Gu Yinian to agree so directly.

He thought that because Gu Yinian cared about his body, he would tell him, it's cold, let's go tomorrow.

But Gu Yinian didn't, not even the slightest hesitation, he agreed.

Shu Xian sat up from the bed, the man had already gone to fetch clothes for him, "I didn't bring any thick clothes."

"I know, didn't I buy it for you a few days ago?"

"It's been put in Xu Zhi's ward, and I haven't been there again."

"Yes, so I brought it over for you."

Gu Yinian took out the down jacket he bought for Shu Xian from the closet, took a look at it, and couldn't help complaining: "I bought it for you and you didn't wear it, and the label wasn't cut."

"That's because I have been in the hospital and have no chance to wear it."

Shu Xian casually made an excuse, but it was mainly because Gu Yinian bought the clothes.

He disdains and is unwilling to accept Gu Yinian's kindness, that's what he thought at the time.

But now it seems that, regardless of whether he wants to or not, he has been protected by Gu Yinian for a long time without knowing it.

Gu Yinian cut off the label of the clothes and brought them over to him.

"At worst, I'll give you the invoice, and you give me the money." Gu Yinian said, his voice was clear and cool, but it made people feel gentle.

Shu Xian's brain is not working well right now, and after thinking for two seconds, he finally understood what Gu Yinian meant.

Because he knew that he didn't want to accept his kindness, so he simply turned the kindness into a transaction, so that he could accept it with peace of mind.

He remembered that after being scolded by Jian Wan, he went to Gu Yinian to question him. Gu Yinian's first reaction was to deny it.

"You don't need to bear these", this is what Gu Yinian said to him.

I don't want to put pressure on him, so I hide everything I did.

So, Shu Xian smiled very rarely.

It's not the forced, forced smile that you usually show to Xu Zhi, but it's very natural.

He smiled and asked Gu Yinian: "Then how much is this dress? I'll transfer it to you."

"It seems to be more than 3. My assistant said something, but I didn't remember it clearly."

"..."

Shu Xian's smile disappeared.

"Is the brand premium too high? It's not that I don't have money, I just don't think it's necessary. 3 yuan is enough for me to buy a nest of ducks and pluck their feathers to make clothes."

Gu Yinian actually smiled, "Since this is the case, will you still refer to me?"

"...Turn!" Shu Xian felt a little pained, but the words had been said, so it was hard to take them back.

So, Gu Yinian helped him get dressed, and he picked up the phone with his free hand, and clicked on the dialog box with Gu Yinian.

His hands were shaking, but this time it wasn't because of losing control of his emotions, it was just pure distress.

Trembling, he pressed a few zeros, counted and confirmed, and then moved his finger to the confirmation key.

I don't want to press it down.

"Raise your arms." Gu Yinian put on a sweater for Shu Xian, and it was a little difficult for him to wear clothes for others.

Shu Xian raised his arm cooperatively, switched the phone to the other hand, and continued to hesitate.

Or, take it easy and pretend that you just farted?

He should have thought of it earlier, what spending power does Gu Yinian have?Is it comparable to him, a college student who has not graduated?

After hesitating for a while, when Gu Yinian finally dressed him, he raised his head: "Sir."

"Ok?"

Gu Yinian was in a good mood and raised his head with a smile.

He likes Shu Xian to call him Mr., this kind of restrained and polite address is called out by Shu Xian, but it is quite seductive.

"I feel a little suffocated."

Shu Xian said, his voice was hoarse.

"It's okay, you can save the 3 yuan first, and return it to me when you have your graduation job."

"...No, I want to say, you put the sweater on for me backwards."

"Really?" Gu Yinian was a little embarrassed.

Shu Xian raised his neck and turned his collar outward, revealing the brand logo that should have appeared on the back of his neck.

"Honestly, it's a bit of a gut-wrenching sign."

"...or we cut it?"

"It doesn't hide the fact that you're wearing my clothes backwards, trademarks are innocent."

As Shu Xian spoke, he raised his arms, and Gu Yinian took off his clothes.

"Do you really owe it?" Shu Xian asked sullenly with his head covered in the clothes when he put on his clothes again.

"Otherwise, do you want to renege on your debt?"

"...you businessman."

Shu Xian complained in a low voice, his head was exposed from the sweater, and he bared his teeth at Gu Yinian who was facing him.

After baring his teeth, he still resigned to his fate and transferred the money.

Then he saw Gu Yinian put down the down jacket that was half worn for him, and went to the sofa to get his mobile phone to collect money.

Shu Xian had no choice but to put on the remaining half of the down jacket sleeve and zip it up silently.

Evil capitalism.

At one o'clock in the morning, Shu Xian followed Gu Yinian out of the hospital.

Snow covered the city, Shu Xian stepped on the snow wearing basketball shoes, and when he heard the crisp sound of "creaking", he immediately felt relaxed.

Walking out of the hospital, there were few people on the street, Shu Xian squatted on the curb, Gu Yinian stood behind him.

There is a waiter directly above, and a light shines from the top of Shu Xian's head, illuminating the snow under his feet golden and sparkling.

There are no stars overhead, only a moon.

The air does not have any mist, it is as clean and thorough as if it is cool and white, and it makes people feel refreshed after drinking it.

so comfortable.

Shu Xian squatted on the curb and took a few deep breaths of air, feeling very relaxed.

It was rare for Gu Yinian to see Shu Xian in such a good state, so he resisted the urge to chat with him.

He was afraid that if he spoke, he would make Shu Xian irritable, and he would always bring pain to Shu Xian.

But what he didn't expect was that Shu Xian actively turned his head and looked over.

Of course, Shu Xian's words also made him unexpected.

The Omega squatting on the ground grinned at him: "Is there any smoke?"

Gu Yinian paused for a moment, then frowned, "Why?"

"Think about it."

"Then don't think about it."

"Don't be so indifferent, I just think this atmosphere is really suitable with a cigarette."

"I don't think it's appropriate."

Gu Yinian seemed very determined, he didn't understand what this kid was thinking, what's the point of smoking in such a good atmosphere?

Seeing that he didn't give it, Shu Xian was a little disappointed, but soon raised his fighting spirit again.

He squatted on the ground, raised his hand and grabbed the corner of Gu Yinian's coat and began to shake it.

"just one time."

"Just once, make it clear."

"Just this one time."

"Not touching again?"

Gu Yinian's expression was very serious, and he looked down at him from top to bottom, with his back against the light, his eyes looked very gloomy.

Shu Xian was a little afraid to speak. He originally wanted to say that he would take it with him in the future and would not ask you for it.

But Gu Yinian is too fierce, right?too fierce...

Shu Xian was a little displeased and aggrieved. He felt that he might have to live a hard life with Gu Yinian in the future, so he couldn't help feeling even more sad.

He kicked the snow angrily and was slipped, but when Gu Yinian saw that he was about to fall, he stretched out his foot.

He sat on Gu Yinian's shoes.

"..." Not only did he fail to achieve his goal, but he also lost a person. It's really over.

Shu Xian hugged his head, got up from Gu Yinian's shoes, took two steps, and squatted down depressed.

Seeing this, Gu Yinian showed some helplessness.

"How did you touch the cigarette?"

"Follow Bai Yu."

"He won't teach you something good?"

"It's what I want."

Shu Xian's simple sentence was full of protection for Bai Yu, but it was unconscious, subconscious maintenance without any thought.

When Gu Yinian heard this, his eyes flickered, his eyebrows were lowered, and he looked at the shiny snow blanket on the ground.

He is always inferior to Bai Yu.

Shu Xian will never get out of Bai Yu.

But so what?Just like what Shen Yao said, those who can't surpass them should be willing to stay behind.

No one stipulates that you can't live with pain and love.

In this world, there are always fewer perfect loves and more imperfect ones. They are just especially imperfect.

Just as Gu Yinian finished cleaning his mind and sublimating his soul, Shu Xian came over again.

Is it the squatting walking posture, or sideways, like a crab, moving over in small steps.

By not facing him directly, are you expressing dissatisfaction with him for not giving him cigarettes?

But smoking is a thing with no benefit at all, he doesn't want Shu Xian to touch it too much, especially Shu Xian has no addiction to cigarettes.

Shu Xian came to his side, then lowered his head and said without looking at him: "I want to see you smoking."

"……what?"

It's not that Gu Yinian didn't hear clearly, it's just that he couldn't believe what he heard.

"Isn't what I said human? I said, I want to see you smoking."

"……why?"

"Because I want to."

"Then don't think about it."

Gu Yinian was about to amused Shu Xian, he couldn't laugh or cry, what kind of twists and turns did this brain circuit have to say this to him?

Why would you want him to smoke?

Shu Xian seemed a little annoyed, like a child who couldn't get a toy in the mall, and said to him angrily: "Why! I want it!"

"..." It's kind of cute, I want to rub it.

But he held back and kept a serious look: "Answer well, why?"

As if he was enduring something, Shu Xian bit his lip, but refused to speak.

But after holding back for two seconds, the man on the ground loosened his expression.

"...Because he's handsome."

"..."

There was intermittent silence between the two, and Gu Yinian was dumbfounded by Shu Xian's words.

Thinking so fast?

There was a stalemate for a while.

Gu Yinian sighed, turned around, walked to the side of a small tree, leaned against the trunk, and took out a pack of cigarettes from his coat pocket.

This is the first time in his life, smoking, in order to look handsome.

Sighing again, Gu Yinian put the cigarette between his mouth and took out the lighter.

Shu Xian was still squatting on the spot, watching intently.

It is these eyes, cold but full of lust, whoever sees them will sink into them.

That's how they met at the beginning, when they didn't hate each other, and no one owed anyone else.

They met and greeted each other innocently, as clean as this snow.

Suddenly, Shu Xian stood up from the ground.

After squatting for a long time and getting up suddenly, it was inevitable that he felt a little dizzy. He propped up his knees to slow down, then straightened up and walked towards Gu Yinian.

Under Gu Nian's puzzled look, Shu Xian approached him step by step, then stopped just a few feet away from him, and grabbed his shoulder.

"What's wrong?" Gu Yinian looked at the confused Omega, a trace of rosin had drifted from the tip of his nose, it was a bit unbearable, but he didn't dare to touch him.

Shu Xian rubbed in front of him, hot breath on his neck: "Spray on me."

"……what?"

"cigarette."

"..."

"Give it to me." Shu Xian repeated, almost reaching Gu Yinian's mouth.

The shock in Gu Yinian's eyes was immediately replaced by deep desire.

He wrapped his arms around Shu Xian's waist, then turned over and pressed him against the tree.

The remaining snow on the trees fell rustlingly, casting stars for them.

In this field of stars, Gu Yinian kissed Shu Xian's lips, breathing in each other.

Smoke, mixed with cedar and galbanum, escaped from their lips.

The smog is so choking that people want to cry.

Shu Xian was awake, but also confused.He obviously just wanted to smell the smoke.