please love me

At that time, I even naively thought that as long as I hid well enough, I would not be discovered.

It's good to have a good time.

After I was with Luo Sheng, my illness was cured.It should be fine, I haven't been sick for a long time.

He will make me all kinds of my favorite food, and the taste is not bad.Every time I see him busy in the kitchen, I want to laugh, he looks different now than before, he was fierce before.

Especially when Jiang Shu and I were together, once the two of us had physical contact, Luo Sheng would get angry easily, and we would often fight over it.

When it gets angry, it looks like a puppy with a blown hair, and it will bite anyone it catches.

What's even more ridiculous is that I thought he liked Jiang Shu at first, and I got angry when I saw Jiang Shu and I were too nice.At that time, I seemed to be complaining about him in my heart. I felt that Chen Qi was closer to Jiang Shu. Instead of arguing with Chen Qi, he quarreled with me.

Now that I think about it, I dare not tell him, otherwise he would have to say a few words about me.When I told him about this before, he also said that I had no eyesight, which made him very angry every time, so angry that I couldn't control myself.

I just looked at him happily, and I really didn't expect him to like me at that time, after all, people like me are not very good people.Maybe at that time, I also felt that it was impossible for me to have any relationship with Luo Sheng.It may also be because Luo Jidong stimulated him at the time, so he didn't dare to think about it at all.

He also asked about my leg, and every time I told him that it was a fall, he was dubious every time, which made me very distressed. If this continues, he will find out sooner or later.

But I also thought that I could keep it a secret for a day. If he really disliked me in the future, it would be fine. At worst, we would go back to our own lives. Anyway, I can't live long with this body, and I will suffer pain for a few years at most.

What kind of person does a son like him look for?I will soon forget the existence of me in the feasting and feasting.

Alas, if he really forgot so easily, I would feel a little sad.

He is still in college, and he will come back during the holidays. We don't stay together for a long time. He always wants to take me out on dates, but I have always been reluctant to go out.

Maybe he thought I was afraid of other people's strange eyes, but in fact there was also such a factor, more because I was a little inferior, after all, my legs were lame, and walking beside him was somewhat embarrassing to him.

Luo Sheng has always insisted on asking me to go out on a date, and he has done a lot of psychological work for me, saying that we should not care about other people's opinions, and we should be happy ourselves.I don't know what happened later, but he thought that I was reluctant to go out with him because of my lameness, and he did psychological work with me in that regard.

In the end, I couldn't stand his flirtatiousness, so I agreed that the next time he had a holiday, the two of us would go out on a date together.

Chapter 33

◎I don’t have any experience in love, and I don’t know how to date, so I can only look up some dating things on the Internet.It is said on the Internet that couples are usually dating... ◎

I don't have any experience in love, let alone how to date, so I can only look up some dating things on the Internet.It is said on the Internet that couples usually go on a date to eat, watch a movie, and the other thing is... to rent a room.

The first two are normal, but the last one, should it be an open house after a date?Let’s forget about this.

Eat and watch a movie...

I didn't know what to treat Luo Sheng to, because I earned some royalties from drawing comics, and I don't usually spend much money, so I saved a lot of money.It should be enough to treat him to a meal. After all, his financial situation is different from mine, and his financial needs are also different.

I heard from Chen Qi that a family like Luo Sheng would spend tens of thousands of yuan on meals.If it's really tens of thousands, I can't afford it. After all, my monthly manuscript fee is only so small, and it will take me several months or even longer to earn back a meal.

I haven't touched a penny of the money Luo Jidong gave me over the years, and I won't spend his money.The house I live in now is not his house either.

While waiting for Luo Sheng's vacation, I was quite nervous. I searched a lot of clothes in the closet, and found that none of them were suitable for me to wear on a date.Looking at the messy closet that I turned over, I suddenly smiled helplessly, when did I become like this?

I saw many boys on the Internet sharing their love life with their girlfriends. As long as they go on a date, their girlfriends will keep looking for clothes in the closet, and feel that none of them are suitable for them.

Don't I practice like this now?I used to think that as long as the clothes can be worn, they can be worn no matter they are not broken or dirty, but now I actually feel that these clothes are not suitable for me.

Looks like I need to go out and buy clothes.I went to several shopping malls but didn’t pick the clothes I wanted to buy. I sat in the corner of the shopping mall to rest, and a child sitting next to me just stared at me and buried himself in writing from time to time.

At first, I saw her sitting there alone, without her parents around, and thought that maybe her parents had gone shopping and let her rest here.Not long after, she walked up to me and handed me what she had just written.

I was taken aback, and finally followed the notebook.She smiled and asked me to help her see what was going on, but I didn't think too much about it, I was just doing nothing if I didn't have time, and besides, the children are willing to show me what they wrote, because they think highly of me.

I nodded and looked down.

The girl's handwriting is very beautiful. Before reading the content, my mood has improved a lot.What is written in the book is a short story: After returning home today, grandma cooked noodles for me, and hurriedly called me to eat when I came home. I put down my schoolbag, sat on a chair, ate noodles, and looked out the window. heavy rain.Grandma is knitting a sweater aside.

Grandma is thin and looks fierce.But in fact, she is just a person with a knife mouth and a bean curd heart.As long as we eat together, grandma will tell me about my father and the others when they were young, as well as some hardships of their time.

This time she talked about her heartbeat when she was young, and I was embarrassed to see her for the first time.The ignorant pestered her to continue talking, she smiled, and slowly said as she watched the torrential rain outside the window.

That year, the drizzle was continuous, and it seemed extraordinarily vibrant.Grandma went out to cut pigweed in the light rain. If she didn't cut pigweed today and went home to feed the pigs, she would be beaten again.

She was walking on the dirt road with a big load of pigweed on her back, when she suddenly slipped and fell heavily to the ground.She couldn't help complaining: "This damn weather is really annoying."

Grandma got up from the ground, and when she looked up, she saw the 'little master' who was reading in the room.There were no landlords many years ago, but their family is really a family of landlords.Now it is not true to say that you are poor, but it is true that you live better than farmers.

He saw grandma running under the eaves to hide from the rain, put down the book in her hand, ran to open the window, and asked grandma, "Sufen, come out to work in such a heavy rain?"

Grandma patted a large piece of mud on her body and said, "Yes, if I don't work, I won't be killed."

"Do not say that."

"You don't have to work, just read those little books all day long." Grandma said a little enviously, she always took her younger siblings with her when she went to school, leading two and carrying one on her back. After that, I have to run up the mountain to find my grandma's mother to breastfeed.As soon as school is over, I have to cut pigweed, collect firewood, carry water, and cook.What can I learn?

He smiled and said, "It's all about doing things, it's just that I look more relaxed."

"Okay, okay, you have a lot of reason." Grandma looked at Yu, sighed, and left with a basket on her back, and greeted him before leaving. "I'm leaving first, you can continue to read your book."

"Take it easy, don't fall again."

"I can't fall to my death."

"Look at your feet."

Their family used to be a landlord class, so people in the village often gossip.My grandma has been my friend since I was a child.He didn't do anything, and his parents didn't do anything, but the villagers wanted to label them as 'exploitation'.

Maybe, you obviously did not do something, but as long as you have the slightest relationship with it, then in the eyes of others, you must have done that thing.

Never explain.

On this day, grandma finished all her work and ran to him secretly.Grandma lay on her feet in front of the window, tilted her head and looked at him who was studying quietly, and said, "Little idiot, don't you want to go out to play?"

He smiled and stood up from the chair, walked out the door, and took grandma to the back mountain.

"Hey, what are you bringing me to this shitty place for?"

"Don't you think the scenery is wonderful?"

"What a ghost." Grandma kicked a small stone away, "If you work in this poor land every day like me, you will feel bored." He looked at grandma like this and laughed out loud, yes, every day What individuals endure is different, and so are the good and bad comments on things.

That day, grandma took him to climb a tree. He accidentally fell from the tree and broke a leg. From that day on, his parents' attitude towards grandma became worse and worse.Grandma has always been guilty of this incident, but she can't make up for it no matter what.

He also often said with a smile: "It's nothing, I fell from the tree because I was not as skilled as others and had to fight to get up. It has nothing to do with you. Don't blame yourself!"

At this time, grandma would only smile wryly.

As she grew older, grandma finally understood the difference between men and women. She was no longer afraid of being talked about by others as before, and she spent less and less time looking for him.

It happened by chance, and grandma could only find a few reasons to leave in a hurry.Until one time, he and his grandma sat on the top of the back mountain and looked at the mountains and rivers in the distance.

He asked grandma: "Do you like me?"

Grandma shook her head violently and said, "How can I