please love me

On the original, looking at the sky full of stars, but I am alone.

It's okay if it can't be realized, and I don't really want you to realize it, in that case you are too lonely.

Oh, and you've probably found a new boyfriend by now.I am sorry if this paper of mine has caused you any inconvenience.

In fact, I don't need to say anything more, can you understand my mood?Maybe you don't understand my mood.

At that time when you told me to break up, I was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, like five thunderbolts. At that moment, you never imagined how painful my heart was.

Will your heart ache like mine?

You said that all this is for my own good, and I admit it.It is true that the two of us have received too much criticism together, and we have been under a lot of pressure.

After I came back, my parents introduced several boys to me. I didn’t feel anything about them. I even felt a little fear, the kind of fear from the heart, you know?

Oh, by the way, let me tell you a very funny thing, the boy I met last time, he asked me a sentence, that sentence is like this, can you give birth to me at home after marriage?

At that time, I was stunned, and I was thinking, why did that boy ask such a question.But I haven't figured it out all the time, and I'm on the verge of death, and I don't think about it anymore.

How are you doing in your city?I think you should still live with your aunt now, I think that's fine, after all your parents are really bad to you.

I hope you can have the courage to contend with them, and let yourself suffer less and suffer less.

Back then I really didn't want to be separated from you, not at all, I swore the moment I was with you.

There is no separation between us, only death, and now it's time for me to fulfill this oath.

Oh, after much deliberation, I don’t really want people to show this to you, but I also want to know what kind of mood you will feel after watching this, and will you regret it?

Will Xu Huan, who broke up with me back then, suffer as much as I do now?

Forget it, I won't show you.

It's okay for me to bear such a painful thing alone.

I still want to say, Xu Huan, you are my salvation, maybe I am not worthy of your blatant love and courage beyond everything.

Thank you for giving me so many happy and happy days, so that I no longer feel that I am being played and applauded as a plaything. I realize the love that both sides go to, even though we also go our separate ways in the end.

If there is a next life, I will come to you again, but I hope that you will depend on me for the rest of your life.

Little idiot, big idiot is gone, goodbye.

We never saw each other again. '

After reading it, I only knew that I was stunned for a long time before returning to my senses.

The love between them is better than life and death. They used to retreat cowardly, but now they are not afraid of death.

Love is just that.

This kind of behavior of getting together to die is not advisable in real life, but when it comes to the two of them, I think this ending is the best, it is a kind of liberation yearning for freedom.

At that time, I began to think to myself again, isn't death also a kind of liberation for me?That is the freedom I yearn for, without having to endure those inhuman tortures.

I hope that in another world, they meet again and love each other again.

At the same time, I hope that I can be freed as soon as possible.

Get out of this sea of ​​bitterness.

While wandering the streets by chance, I ran into another old acquaintance.As soon as I got out of the supermarket, I saw him parked opposite. I just glanced at him from a distance, and I knew that he had changed a lot.

What I didn't expect was that he was also sharp-eyed. He glanced at me and saw me. Surprised and excited, he rushed over from across the road in a hurry, as if he was afraid that I would run away.

Xuan Jinchen rushed to me, "Jia Yi! You fucking finally appeared! I thought you were gone!"

I sighed softly, I really didn't expect that the first sentence he rushed to me would be like this.The way he speaks has not changed.

"Ah."

"Well, it's over? Let's go! Take my car and I'll take you back."

"I don't want to go back yet."

"Let's go then, I'll treat you to dinner."

"No, I don't want to eat."

"Then I invite you to shop? I'll spend for you."

"No. I don't have that leisure and elegance."

"I found out that you are fucking shameless. I have been inviting you all the time. Why don't you know how to look at your face?"

I smiled helplessly, "Then why don't you look at my face? I really don't have that kind of leisure and elegance, thank you very much for your invitation."

Xuan Jinchen's domineering energy was provoked by me again, he took my hand and headed towards his car, "I don't believe I can't cure you today, take my car, we can chat while driving .”

I was so naive by his behavior, and I really didn't have the strength to break free from his hand, so I followed him.

"Let me tell you, I'm not the same as before. I've opened an entertainment company now, and I've been working hard to make money. I'm no longer the gangster I used to be."

"congratulations."

"Just these three words and it's over?" He turned his head and glanced at me, very dissatisfied, but maybe he thought in his heart, I'm just such a person, and I don't want to bother with me anymore.He continued to drive, and laughed out of nowhere, "When I saw you, I couldn't control myself. Over the years, I want to see my achievements most, and that person is you. Back then, you I will always remember what I said, I repented, and I am what I am now. Thank you very much."

To be honest, I really didn't know what to say at that moment, it was the first time I heard the word thank you from Xuan Jinchen.That sentence seemed to be what he had hidden in his heart for a long time, and now that he finally said it, a smile filled his face.

What I said about him back then was purely because I felt that his behavior was really excessive, and I didn't expect him to change because of it.I was surprised and happy for his change.

In any case, this is one less bully in the world.

"no need to thank me."

"Thank you for thanking you, and scolding for scolding you. You are really good. I have been looking for you everywhere in the past few years, but I haven't heard anything about you. It's like his mother has evaporated from the world."

"I said I was locked up, do you believe me?"

Xuan Jinchen paused, and blurted out: "Who locked you up?"

I laughed, he asked this means he believed me?A person who doesn't even know me very well believes it, but what about Luo Sheng...

"Hey, let me ask you something! If you encounter such a troublesome thing, tell me! What do you mean if you don't tell me?"

"I'm kidding you. I just haven't been in touch with acquaintances in the past few years, and I want to be alone."

"Damn, say this to tease me, I haven't seen you for a few years and you've turned bad."

I just laughed and said nothing, gradually he drove the car outside the community, he glanced at the community, then turned to look at me, "So rich! I didn't realize it before."

I didn't answer his words, just said goodbye, and he handed me a business card and asked me to call him if I could help.I took it, maybe it will be useful someday in the future.

Back in that house, I saw a person, and the moment that person saw me, he became angry immediately.I didn't expect Luo Sheng to come here, but I didn't need to think about it, it must be Luo Jidong who called him here.

I looked into his angry eyes, and it didn't matter.

The moment I saw his girlfriend holding his arm, all this so called didn't matter anymore.

He can hate me forever, and he can be happy forever.

I sat down very calmly, obviously I was eating but it looked like a courtroom, those eyes made me feel uncomfortable.

After finally surviving the 'Hongmen Banquet', Luo Jidong said again: "Xiao Sheng, do you want to stay tonight? I just have to go out to deal with some company matters, so you can have a good chat with your brother. emotion."

I feel sick.

After all, this charitable face is pretending to be seen by others. The front is a human, and the back is a pervert. It's really disgusting.

Besides, what is the relationship between me and Luo Sheng, and whether we need to enhance our relationship, Luo Jidong knows it well.Saying these things and doing these things is just trying to torture me.

As soon as Luo Jidong left, Luo Sheng sent his girlfriend home and he came back again. He pushed open the door angrily, grabbed me, and questioned where I had been all these years, and why I left without saying goodbye.

I didn't answer, because I knew there were countless surveillance cameras in the house, and Luo Jidong was sitting in the surveillance room, watching everything that happened in the house.

"Where have you been all these years? Why don't you even reply to a message? Do you know how many messages I sent you? Do you know how worried I am? I've been looking for you everywhere, asking all your friends I searched over and over again, but I just couldn’t find you! Now that you appear in front of me as my third uncle’s adopted son, do you know how I feel? Jia Yi, what the hell have you done? You are talking!"

I said calmly: "I'm sorry for the past few years of disappearance, but I have never heard from you. Besides, you don't already have a girlfriend. With my appearance, you can just use your third uncle's adopted son Introduced to your girlfriend as a person. It's all very easy to explain."

"I've been waiting for you for a few fucking years! You can do this amazingly!" Luo Sheng's eyes were red, like a beast about to swallow me, but he tried his best to calm himself down, and finally said good-bye "I can break up with her right now! Tell me where have you been all these years?"

"I don't know where I've been. You don't have to