please love me

Sheng came out together.I was really surprised that Jiang Shu called Luo Sheng, but I also understand Jiang Shu's kindness, he wanted to help me reconcile with Luo Sheng.

But I really can't go back...

Standing in front of that house, I froze for a long time, I didn't really want to go in, just standing here, I felt pain.But I have nowhere to go but here.

I used to think that as long as I moved out, this would be my safe haven, but reality and fantasy are two different things.

Maybe I'm still too naive.

Everything is so simple.

After entering the house, I put everything back, closed the windows, and drew the curtains, because I felt that the sunlight was too harsh and made me feel very uncomfortable.

Immediately afterwards, I felt that something bad would happen today, and I thought the worst thing for me was the arrival of Luo Jidong.

I hurriedly found my mobile phone and put it in the corner facing the bed. It was difficult to be found from that angle of view. He didn't install surveillance cameras in my room, so he wouldn't find out.

Just as I was resting on the desk, a pair of hands hugged me. I opened my eyes in horror and subconsciously wanted to break free, but the hands became tighter and tighter. When the familiar smell of smoke filled my nostrils, I Only then did I realize that Luo Jidong was back.

Luo Jidong said before that this business trip would take several months, but now he has returned in less than half a month, and he doesn't know what kind of medicine he sells in his gourd.

But fortunately, I have already put the phone in the corner, and now I just need him to get angry, and I suppressed my nausea to accept his hug.

"Where have you been these days when I'm not here?"

I answered him without emotion, like a machine without any emotional awareness.

Luo Jidong let go of me, "Why am I not welcomed by you?"

I didn't say a word, and he walked away sensibly, and sat beside me silently.Maybe it's because he's getting older, Luo Jidong is not as perverted as he was then, and won't do anything to me.But every time I see his face and hear his voice, I still feel sick and want to vomit.

Sanctimonious, dressed like a beast.

Why is there such a person as Luo Jidong in this world?I hate him, I hate him so much.

His presence ruined my life.

It ruined the future I should have, ruined my happy home, and ruined my hope for life.

"You've been out for so long, don't you want to see that nephew of mine?"

I gritted my teeth, not wanting to reply to his words, he finally couldn't bear to get angry.He grabbed me by the hair and dragged me to the bed. I have been tortured by him all this time. I broke two ribs and one leg.Although the leg was reconnected, I was left with a lifelong hidden disease and became a cripple. My health has always been poor, and I have been relying on medicine to continue my life.

Luo Jidong's beasts humiliated me and raped me.

I couldn't struggle, so I could only bite my lip to keep myself from making any sound.

As time passed, Luo Jidong put on his clothes and left. I was paralyzed on the bed, like a breathing corpse.Luo Jidong's crimes are all over his body.

However, everything he did just now was recorded by my mobile phone in the corner facing the bed.

I can sue Luo Jidong soon.

soon……

As long as I collect some more...

Collect more...

That day, I went out for a stroll, and suddenly became dazed while walking, and a passerby chatted with me.It was an uncle in his 40s. From the chat, I think he is a person who is full of hope for life and faces life positively.

I envy people like him.

Suddenly, a rose fell from a tall building. In the air, the withered petals were blown away, and a petal fell on my body. I looked up, and then a girl fell from it within a few meters of me It fell and killed the passerby who was chatting with me just now.

Both are dead...

I stood still and watched people gather around me and silently called the police.The police came soon, and I didn't stay long, so I went back.

One inadvertent act of a death-seeker kills a hopeful, and perhaps there could be two families behind that.

I don't know why one person's death involves another person besides old age, sickness, accident, suicide.

I hate this kind of regularity, but there is nothing I can do about it.

Chapter 44

◎For a long time, I stayed in the house, did not go out and did not contact anyone.Jiang Shu and the others have gotten used to me not being with them for a long time...◎

For a long time, I stayed in the house, did not go out and did not communicate with anyone.Jiang Shu and the others are also used to me not being in touch with them for a long time, and occasionally send me a few messages.

Luo Sheng didn't know where I lived, but he didn't know where to find my contact information, and he called me every day.I didn't want to make things so extreme, so I didn't block him.

He called, and I would answer it occasionally, but the words he said were just a few words.

At the same time, my comics also ushered in a wave of enthusiasm, and the popularity also means that there will be doubts. I stopped updating and continued to draw after the popularity disappeared.

One night when I went out to buy groceries and returned home, I accidentally met Qimeng. He was a man who looked very cultured, and he was sitting by the bridge wearing glasses and didn't know what he wanted to do.

I took a closer look and found that his expression was not right, so I sat down and chatted with him for a while. During the chat, we found that we had many common topics, and his expression gradually calmed down.Finally, he stood up and exchanged contact information with me, and we separated.

It didn't take long before I received his invitation, and he invited me to see the painting exhibition.I thought I was idle, so I went.

Our friendship has gone one step further.

The light rain was blown on the window, looked up, reached out and drew a smiling face on the window, got up and walked into the room, put on a coat, a scarf, an umbrella, and went out.

Today's light rain always wants to rush into my arms and cling to my body.I lowered my head and stroked the coat helplessly, wiping off the rain on it.

Qimeng and I are walking faster, and our destination is getting closer.

Walking to the head of an empty bridge to see the scenery under the bridge has been my habit since I met Enlightenment, but today is different.At the head of the bridge stood a man stepping barefoot in the sewage.It was cold winter, but he was only wearing a thin shirt and a pair of black trousers, his eyes that should have been bright were dim.

He wants to jump off.

I don't like to meddle in other people's business, but I feel that saving someone's life is better than building a seven-level pagoda, which is still a life anyway.Just thinking about it, he suddenly fell forward. Before I could think about it, I dropped the umbrella in my hand and rushed forward to pull him down. Enlightenment was one step faster than me.

He took advantage of the situation and fell on Qimeng, who lost his balance and fell to the ground.He is about 1.8 meters tall. It seems that Qi Meng was almost overwhelmed by him.

Qimeng gently pushed the man away and sat up, took a look at him, took off his coat and put it on him, then picked up the umbrella beside him to support him, and I picked up the umbrella to support Qimeng.

The man closed his eyes, and then raised his arms to cover his eyes, as if in pain.

Both Qimeng and I froze in place, as if we had found our own shadow in him. For a moment, we felt mixed feelings, Qimeng said: "Get up, I'll take you home." Gently grabbed his hand and pulled him up, but Qimeng seemed to have overestimated his own strength, so he just sat up.

"The moment you jump, you'll regret it," I said.

"No regrets."

"Being alive is better than anything else," Enlightenment said.

"I have nothing, everyone wants me to die!" He roared suddenly, then broke down and cried.

Qimeng sighed, put down the umbrella in his hand, just at this time the rain also stopped, maybe this is the so-called coincidence, Qimeng knelt down and hugged him tightly, and said, "Is it warm?"

He stopped crying immediately, and it took a long time before he replied, "...um."

"There is still warmth in the world, isn't it?" Qi Meng let go of him, put his hands on his shoulders, and let the man look directly into his eyes. "It's not that everyone has lost their warmth, it's just that you haven't met that warm person." Qimeng patted him on the shoulder, asked for his address, and sent him home.

We just dropped him off at the door of the residence.When leaving, Qimeng still left the umbrella to him.I thought it was over like this, but what I didn't expect was that on the third day, he brought an umbrella and a coat to find Enlightenment.

It happened that day I came to ask about Enlightenment. At that time, I was still surprised how he knew the address of Enlightenment’s home, and suddenly remembered that he had asked about Enlightenment the day before yesterday, and Enlightenment had also mentioned it.

At this time, the man also had a trace of tenderness on his face.

Qi Meng practiced hospitality, invited him in, and handed him a cup of hot milk.

Come early in the morning, probably didn't have breakfast.

"did you have breakfast?"

"I'm not in the habit of eating breakfast."

"It's not good to skip breakfast. It's not good for the stomach. It's just in time. Let's eat together!" After putting away his coat and umbrella, Qimeng brought out the prepared dumplings and said to him.

He paused, and then there was a smile on his face, that smile was very gentle, and suddenly I felt that the cold winter months also have the softness of spring.

He walked to the table and greeted me.

Qimeng put the plate of dumplings in front of him, and said, "I only wrapped cabbage and pork stuffing, let's just eat it."

It is also because Qimeng only likes to eat cabbage and pork stuffing, so there are no other dumplings at home.

"Thank you! No, I think everything is fine."

Enlightenment smiled and sat down to eat together

.

After eating, Qimeng and I were about to collect the dishes, but he took the first step to collect the dishes and walked towards the kitchen.

Enlightenment asked him to put it down, and he only said that after eating Enlightenment's breakfast, washing dishes should be done.

Enlightenment can't beat him, so we stand