please love me

Interesting people feel interesting.That day, all the things that I was not interested in became interesting, and the rituals that I thought were meaningless before became meaningful.

After watching the movie, we went to eat again. After dinner, we went to the playground and sat on the Ferris wheel.There were many couples that day, and we were one of them.

I used to watch the Ferris wheel rising slowly in the sky, couples sitting on the Ferris wheel and kissing, with fireworks in the background, I thought it was just a romantic painting.But after trying it today with the person I love, I realized that it is not just a seemingly romantic painting.

Paintings carry emotions, and we are the emotions themselves, both of which are extremely romantic.

After this brief sweetness was over, I began to formally address the issues I needed to address.Xuan Jinchen has already contacted Li for me, and I have consulted many questions, and everything is ready.

But one thing scares me a little.

Chapter 55

◎I was afraid that Luo Jidong would search for those video evidences, so he put all the videos on a hard drive.I want to hand him over to the person I trust the most, so that... ◎

I was afraid that Luo Jidong would search for those video evidences and put all the videos on a hard drive.I want to hand him over to the person I trust the most, let him keep it for me, and return it to me on the day of the court, so that I can testify.

That person was undoubtedly Luo Sheng.

One night, I went to his house secretly, and he had just finished eating.Seeing me coming, he said to make another one for me. I stopped him and said that he only came after dinner, hoping he could do me a favor.

He asked me what I was doing, and I handed him the hard drive in my hand.I told him that the things in it could save my life, and I asked him to keep them safe for me. As long as we get through this period of time, we can be together freely.

He nodded his head and kept his eyes on the hard drive. I could see that he wanted to know what was on the hard drive, but I didn't want him to know about it before the lawsuit was over.

I told him not to look at the hard drive, and he agreed after my various requests.

As long as he agrees.

I admit, at that moment I was selfish.

"Luo Sheng, do you think strawberries are delicious?"

"It's okay, but I know you don't like it."

"Do you know why I don't like to eat?"

"do not know."

I smiled, lowered my head and rubbed my fingers, "Because I hate red food, it looks like blood, it's disgusting."

"Are you dizzy?"

"No, I just think it's disgusting like blood."

Luo Sheng stepped forward and hugged me, and said with a smile, "You don't like food, so I won't do it in the future. I won't touch anything you don't like. As long as you're by my side, I'll listen to you in everything."

I didn't speak anymore, I felt the temperature in Luo Sheng's arms, it was really warm in this cold world.

Later, I did a lot, and finally took Luo Jidong to court.But to my surprise, Luo Sheng did not show me the hard drive to testify in court, but instead cleared his third uncle.He didn't even look at me the whole time, so he didn't see my despair.

Obviously in this lawsuit, Luo Sheng should testify for me and send Luo Jidong to prison, but he didn't.

I thought he would save me...

But I forgot, after he gave me the hard drive to testify, the person who will be sent to prison is his third uncle, the third uncle who raised him and brought him everything now.

He... chose his third uncle...

not me.

not me……

never me...

In the end I lost the case, and I rushed to him and asked him why he lied to me.

"He is my third uncle." Luo Sheng lowered his head, not daring to look me directly, he was afraid, but at the same time his fists were clenched as if to cover up his anger. "Then have you ever thought about how I felt when I knew you had been in love with him for so many years? Didn't you feel that you were perverted? Jia Yi, what kind of person are you? Why did you lie to me? Why did you lie to me? ..."

I cut him off before he could finish, I knew what he was going to say next and I didn't want to hear that.

My eyes were red, and the tears seemed to flow endlessly. "Luo Sheng, you are not human! You are a complete bastard!" I grabbed the railing beside me and yelled at him in despair, "Is it all my fault? Does a father like this blame me? Why should I bear it?" These pains? I should have a happy life, I have a good mother, I have a future, but now... all... are ruined... all are ruined... I... I... am not a pervert I’m not sick! I gave you a heart, how about you? You destroyed it unscrupulously! What do you think I should do! I’m also human, and I also have emotions, why do you think I deserve it!”

"Why do you say that I was married under him? Do you know how I have lived these years? Do you know how he tortured me? What can I do, I have no proof! I have thought countless times I want to escape, I want to break free countless times, but what do I get in the end? Endless beatings, over the years, my scars have covered my body over and over again!"

"Do you know how much it hurts? It hurts so much that I want to die, but I want to live. Do you know what it feels like? You don't know, you don't know anything at all."

"Have you ever cared about anything? Have you never bothered to get anything from me? Luo Sheng... I hate you! I hate you! I will hate you forever!"

Hearing this sentence, there was a flash of shock in his eyes, as if he never believed that I would hate him.

In his eyes, I seem to have always been a machine without any emotions, and he can let him play with everything...

At that moment, I was relieved.

no one can save me...

no one can help me...

No one can get justice for me...

nobody……

I have only myself...

There is no dawn in the world, and my world is always dark.

All this is just to explain my pathetic, my stupidity.

That day, I went to the flower shop and bought a flower.

Xiao Yuan said to me: "Brother Yi, I will be able to have surgery soon."

Looking at the smile on Xiao Yuan's face, I seemed to understand why a reborn person would be so happy, "Congratulations."

"Brother Yi, I can see with my eyes, you must come and see me, I want to see you."

"it is good."

I agreed, but I don't even know if I can see you again.

I took that flower to the light, but the light only sprinkled on that flower.

Later, Luo Jidong sued me for slander, threatened me with threats, made trouble in my house, and cut off one of my fingers.

That day I was curled up and resting under the quilt, when a sudden knock on the door woke me up, I hugged the quilt unconsciously, and felt my body trembling.After trying to calm down, I slowly walked up to the door. At this moment, the door was opened, and several people in black clothes and masks rushed in.

I ran subconsciously, I didn't know what they were going to do, but my instinct told me that I must run in this situation.

Those people also ran after me. I rushed into the bathroom and locked the door. Those people kept banging on the door. I could feel that the door would be smashed by them soon.

I'm devastated, I don't know them, I don't know what they're up to.

The unknown danger is the most dangerous.

"I don't know you guys...what on earth are you guys doing..." I screamed with a broken heart.

"Let me go... let me go...don't do this again...I'm not guilty...I just want to live so hard...I just want justice...a justice...let me go... "

No matter how much I begged, the door was smashed down after all. Those people rushed into the bathroom and dragged me to the kitchen. They put my hands on the cutting board, and I didn't have any conscious resistance.

I know my resistance will have no result.

I have lost the heart to resist.

In the past, I resisted again and again, but I never succeeded, and I was constantly strangled.I've been fighting all my life, and now I'm really tired.

A knife cut off my thumb under my gaze. It was a piercing pain, but I didn't cry out and watched quietly.The guy who grabbed me threw me to the ground and kicked me in the stomach several times.

that hurts...

But that's also numb...

After those people left, Luo Jidong also sent someone to say that as long as I continue to entertain him as before, honestly, everything can be resolved.

I thought for a long time and agreed.

I only agreed for an hour, Luo Jidong called me over, I found a black shirt in the closet, looked at myself in the mirror, I collapsed again.

Now I seem to be more miserable than before.After taking a hasty shower, he followed the man to Luo Jidongna.

Looking at the city with light rain outside, I gently leaned against the car window and stretched out my hand to touch the water droplets on the car window.

I can't touch it, what I can touch is nothing but mist.

I lost my way home in the wind and rain, he smiled and said to me, don't be afraid, I will give you a home.But after the storm passed, I realized that I had long since lost my home, and he had also lost his trust.

Luo Sheng, Luo Sheng, I will never love you in this life.

I can't wait for a person for the rest of my life, because I'm very realistic.

I will not forgive a person who gave me hope and then pushed me into the abyss.

I love him, I have selfish intentions, but I'm all for being with him.

It's like the person you love the most stabs you in the heart, and later he loves you crazily and loves you, will you forgive him without reservation for all the mistakes he has made?

You can, but I can't, my heart is still more or less responsive, and love will no longer be as strong as it used to be