please love me

, then without reservation.

What's more, I will never have that kind of ending with him.

Life is like this, don't be too obsessed with unknown and virtual everything, in any case, people always need to face reality.

You can be unrealistic, but no one will pay for your unrealistic.

After I went back, I listened to Luo Jidong's words honestly every day, and almost achieved the loyalty of a 'dog' to its master.That life without dignity was with me again.

During this period, Luo Sheng and I met several times, and he wanted to talk to me, but I ignored him.The reason is simple, I hate him.

That's who I am, and I probably hate him more than I love him.His behavior made me feel hopeless, and the love he gave me was very cheap.

A person like me would be an imperfect and disgusting character in a novel.

So what?That's who I am, and that's what my life is all about.

I can't tolerate the harm of a person who says he will love me forever and is willing to believe in me for the rest of his life, not to mention I give him life-saving things.

I begged him to save me...

He didn't save...

he didn't...

He has no obligation to save me.

Yeah, he's under no obligation.

He loves me, but I am an outsider, and Luo Jidong is his relative.

His choices are really clear.

Am I overestimating his love?Or did I overestimate the knife he blocked for me?

Waiting for me in those years is nothing more than the psychology that men can't get and always want the most.

That's right, Luo Jidong said that Luo Sheng often brought people to his home in those years.

I overestimate the love of a rich second generation.

Later, I found out that there was an extra ornament on Luo Jidong's neck, the bone of a finger hanging from that necklace.When I saw clearly that it was the bone of a finger, a terrifying thought came to my mind.

The bones may have been cut from my hand.

I can't imagine how perverted this person is, he would use the hand bone cut off from my hand as a necklace decoration.

Is it to demonstrate his authority in front of me?

I have not been arrested for using other people's hand bones as necklace decorations. Is there really hope for me in this world?

But neither Luo Jidong nor I thought that this necklace decorated with human bones would be evidence to send Luo Jidong to prison.

Chapter 56

◎After returning home, Luo Jidong tortured me even more perverted, I couldn't bear it anymore.secretly ran back to my hometown,◎

After returning home, Luo Jidong tortured me even more abnormally, and I couldn't bear it anymore.I sneaked back to my hometown, burned the house down, and lay quietly in the sea of ​​flames, waiting for death to come.Looking back on my sad life, because of my father, I lost my mother, my freedom, my bright future, and everything I had as a normal person.

To be honest, I hate my father so much that I don't even want to admit that he is my father.But when he knelt in front of me, broke his hand and begged for my forgiveness, my heart softened...

But when I thought I was going to die, the neighbors in the neighborhood called the fire alarm, and the fire brigade arrived.A fireman rushed in, walking against the light.

The fire was so big that he opened every room and finally found me dying in the corner.I wanted him to leave, but he still rushed up, carried me on his back and walked out.

The bookcase in the room fell down and blocked the way. The man sent me out, but he couldn't get out.

At that moment, the sound of the emergency call sounded in my ears, and the back of the firefighter was shining, facing the fire, he had already fallen.

I wanted to save him, but I didn't have the ability. All the other firefighters rushed in to save him, and I was the only one who stood there dumbfounded.

"You want to die, but what about him?" The doctor grabbed my collar tightly, his eyes were red, expressing the anger in despair and the catharsis in the collapse. "Does he want to die? He doesn't want to! If he lives, he can save more people! Do you know how difficult it is for him to be a fireman? He has only been a fireman for less than two years! He died... "

I was dumbfounded. It is true that not everyone in this world wants to die. A firefighter has made far more contributions than me, an ordinary person.

I killed a firefighter...

I was later told that the doctor was a relative of the firefighter who saved me, and my guilt made me want to run away.

When I was sitting helplessly in the corridor, the doctor came over, smoking a cigarette in his mouth, I could see that he was more desperate than me.

He sat on a chair in the corridor of the hospital, "Some of what I said before was extreme, I'm sorry."

"I should be sorry..."

"At this point, it's useless for anyone to say sorry. People can't be resurrected after death."

"My life is of no benefit to anyone..."

"You're doing no one any harm by being alive."

"To myself."

"You are not very old, but your age is definitely not as young as him. The firefighter who saved you is 21 years old." Speaking of this, the doctor choked up, followed by crying. It is painful, but you might as well face it with another mentality. You are the one who is going to die, and you are the one who is alive today, and you have been reborn! Alive.”

I don't know if it was my fault, but what I saw in the doctor was not a bereaved relative, but a bereaved man.

As I was about to leave, the doctor told me another thing that broke me down.

I have AIDS.

The doctor who just persuaded me to live was more painful than me.

No wonder my body has so many strange symptoms.

No wonder...

Luo Jidong...

Luo Jidong...

Luo Jidong...

It's all because of him...

I left the hospital in a daze. As soon as I left the hospital gate, Luo Jidong's bodyguards were waiting for me outside the gate.I ignored the bodyguard and walked straight to the road.

A car rushed towards me, and I retreated at the nick of time, and the buds of revenge sprouted in my heart.I returned to Luo Jidong, and through adventure after adventure, I successfully tied Luo Jidong and took him to the basement, the basement where I was imprisoned for six years.I firmly fixed him on the pillar, seeing his unbelievable appearance, I was both scared and excited.

The knife in my hand scratched Luo Jidong's skin bit by bit. Seeing that he didn't dare to resist at all, my desire to kill him became stronger and stronger.

This man used to be so powerful. When he was torturing me, his perverted appearance was very different from what he is now.

To be honest, I dare not do it, but I want to do it again.

If I want to kill this beast that is not as good as a pig or a dog, as long as he dies, I will be free, and I will not suffer like this again.

I waved the knife but didn't dare to start, my hands were shaking constantly, and there was a small cry from my mouth.

I am afraid……

At this moment, someone broke in. I was terrified and curled up unconsciously. The sound was very similar to Luo Jidong bringing someone into my house and trying to cut off one of my fingers. I tried to hide in the bathroom, but they forcibly broke into the bathroom. The sound of the door.

When I reacted and looked up at the person who was approaching us, I quickly got up and put the knife against Luo Jidong's neck.

The person who rushed in, Luo Sheng, was the man I had longed for and hoped for.

He looked at the knife I put on Luo Jidong's neck and tried to make me put it down, but I didn't and couldn't agree.

Just ask who would let go of a person who tortured himself to the point of death, I'm not a saint, no.I don't have the heart of the world, and I don't have the heart of a bodhisattva to think that all wicked people can lay down their butcher knives and become Buddhas immediately.

Luo Sheng moved slowly step by step, I growled and told him to back off and not to approach.

"Jia Yi! What the hell are you doing! I'll give you whatever you want and compensate you, okay? Put down the knife! Do you know you're committing a crime now!"

"Didn't Luo Jidong commit a crime to me?"

As soon as these words came out, Luo Sheng was speechless.

"Talk...you talk! Why don't you talk? Do you think money can solve everything! Including buying dignity!"

"You're nothing like a man!" He almost roared out, he didn't know how sharp this sentence was to me, and how ironic it was to himself.

Is it okay for a man to be raped?

What's wrong with a man's body?

A man deserves to be raped, right?

Luo Sheng, how did you say it?How can you say such a thing!

Is this person standing in front of me really Luo Sheng?

I had difficulty breathing, opened my mouth a few times, and said a word in pain, "What if you were me?"

AIDS like me, crippled like me, mentally damaged like me, endless pain and humiliation like me.

What will you do?

Luo Sheng.

That sentence was my last question to him.Looking back on the past, I didn't dare to ask him too many questions, so many that I can't think of one now.

I lifted up the hand that had one finger cut off, and said to Luo Sheng: "Look..." I smiled, tears streaming down my face, "What did I do wrong? I have a face ?”

Luo Sheng tried his best to calm down, so that he could have a good chat with me, so that I would not impulsively kill his third uncle.I slowly moved the knife towards my chest, he panicked and called me not to mess around.

I looked at his painful expression and said in a low voice, "Luo Sheng, I hate you."

When the words were over, I swung the knife and cut off Luo Jidong's physiological organs. Luo Jidong's screams echoed in the warehouse, and I got great satisfaction.

Seeing this, Luo Sheng rushed up and grabbed my knife, subdued me, and then I was jailed and sentenced to life imprisonment.

On the day I was imprisoned, Jiang Shu, Chen Qi, Jiang Ning'an, and Luo Sheng all came.Chen Qi grabbed my collar and scolded me: "What the hell did you do! Why did you commit a crime?