please love me

Law is in jail!How the hell can you do such a thing. "

Jiang Ning'an and Jiang Shu helped pull Chen Qi away, and they all looked at me with strange eyes, as if they didn't believe what they saw now.

Chen Qi shook off the hands of the two of them, squatted on the ground, hugged his head and cried, and still muttered: "Jia Yi, what a bastard! Is there anything you can't tell my brother! You have to hold it in your heart! You have to bear it yourself! It's like this now! How can you be worthy of brother!"

My eye sockets are wet, seeing my former brother in such pain makes me feel uncomfortable too.

It never occurred to me that we would be separated and say goodbye under such circumstances.

"Okay, you guys, go back. I... don't want to delay you."

Jiang Shu, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "Jia Yi, I believe you have your own reasons, that person... isn't a good person, is he?"

I paused, and then smiled after regaining my senses. It was the gratitude of someone trusting me, "Let's go."

"Jia Yi!" It was Luo Sheng's voice.

I didn't look back, I didn't want to see that person's face and hear that person's voice again.Everything about him makes me feel hopeless.

Later, Jiang Shu and Chen Qi would write to me every few months, but I never received a letter from Luo Sheng.

That's okay, he forgot about me.

Chen Qi told me that he and Jiang Ning'an went abroad to get married, and showed me their marriage certificate. I was really happy for them from the bottom of my heart.

But Jiang Shu is not as lucky as Chen Qi. Jiang Yan has been away for so long, and he has been alone. He heard from Chen Qi that his family said that he could find another man and would not care about him anymore, but he still kept going. Didn't find it.

Every time Jiang Yan saw Jiang Shu after his death, he always looked very calm, as gentle as before, but I clearly felt his loneliness and pain. When it comes to loneliness, I have no right to talk about Jiang Shu. Jiang Shu is as lonely.Fortunately, among the three of us, Chen Qi had a good life, and his life became what he expected.

In fact, during those days in prison, I thought about committing suicide, not only because of mental torture, but also because of illness.But Jiang Shu told me that they are helping me to sue Luo Jidong, and Luo Jidong will be sued soon.

I'm waiting, I'm going to wait for Luo Jidong to go to jail.

In my fourth year in prison, Jiang Shu wrote again.I wrote to Jiang Shu and told me that Luo Jidong was in prison.

All of a sudden, my eyes were red and my nose was sore, as if all the years of suffering had been rewarded, my hand trembling while holding the letter.

Jiang Shu didn't say how to sentence Luo Jidong, but I know that Luo Jidong should be sentenced for his crimes against me, and I have no other requirements.

I stayed up all night that night, and I wrote a reply, but there were only a few lines—thank you, I have lived a miserable life in this life, and you gave me the best gift of my life in my last days.

The next day was my birthday and I killed myself.I actually wanted to pierce my heart with scissors, because there was only one person living in that heart, and that person was Luo Sheng, who I regarded as my salvation, but I didn't have that sharp weapon.

Daisy, daisy, take me home, I'm homesick.

The author says:

Finished flowering.As for the extra episode, there will be a relatively long extra episode between Xu Huan and Wei Qianyu.Then there are stories of some supporting characters who have appeared once or twice in the text.Thank you for your continued support, thank you.

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◎It's finally over.This article was also a sudden inspiration.

I spent a lot of heart◎

It's finally over.This article was also a sudden inspiration.

I spent a lot of thought on it, and when I was alone, I was very, very silent, inexplicably irritable, and tore up many manuscripts.Hey, I also lost a lot of hair, hahahaha, I didn't have much hair in the first place.

The text is rather bloody. At first I thought it was a bit inappropriate, but then I thought that real life is pretty bloody, so I haven’t changed it. Forgive my laziness and ignorance.

The main purpose of writing this article is to allow boys and girls who have been sexually assaulted to stand up and protect themselves.Don't let those who bullied you go unpunished and do whatever they want, you have to be the masters for yourself.To live a good life, you can live a different life.

Boys and girls who have been sexually harassed should also protect themselves.

In this article, I also wrote about school violence and cyber violence, because I really hate the existence of these two. I have also suffered a little bit of school violence.

Cyberbullying is the kind of cyberbullying that I have seen many people suffer and die because of it, and I feel so...

These two are really hateful in reality, very hateful.

But in comparison, I hate school violence more, because school violence has a greater impact on a child's youth, although cyber violence may also have such an impact.

But I think real life may be more serious, just desperate.

It may be that I have been subjected to school violence, and I hate school violence even more. I clearly remember the expression and language of the perpetrator at that time.

It's still lingering, and it's been several years.

I still remember what she said at the time, one is to slap myself twice, the other is to show her self-mutilation, and the third is to ask someone to beat me.

Her exact words were more exaggerated.

At that time, I was really stupid, I slapped myself directly, and then I was blinded by myself at that time, hahaha, it was also at that time that I gradually developed a self-harm mentality.

I don't know why, anyway, I feel a little twisted psychologically.Later, I often asked for leave and often took medicine, which caused my body to be completely broken down by taking medicine.

Before that, I found out that there was a problem with my liver, so I was really pretty good about that.Anyway, it was quite unexpected, I didn't expect that I was a person with so many problems.

I cite this example not to win sympathy, but for people who have really experienced it personally. I think it will be more convincing to use my own things.

At that time, I was really cowardly. I was timid and afraid of getting into trouble by myself. I didn't dare to defend myself. I hope that those who are suffering from school violence can stand up and resist bravely.

A perpetrator is always a perpetrator, they are not gods, it is not that there is nothing that can restrain them.

I know that there may be more serious cases than mine, and I hope everyone can take good care of themselves.

In addition, there are some examples of being violated in the novel.Many examples are collected in real life. In order to collect this, I really used a lot of paper. It really makes people cry, and some of them are my own experiences provided by netizens.

Their experiences are only included in this article with their permission. Although they are living a good life now, they still cannot get over this hurdle in their hearts.Hope they can live well in the days to come.

Maybe sometimes I feel that there are so many examples around me?What I want to say about this is that there are many things in this world, including those around you, but you have not observed them.

For me, writing really needs every bit of reality.It usually takes me half a year or a year to find those broken shadows scattered in real life when I feel inspired to start writing.

Sometimes I get a real-life example and start writing, but that's very rare.

Before writing this article, I was not in a very good mood, and I more or less brought my own emotions into the article.In the process of writing, I took Jia Yi as myself many times, and used my own vision to see everything.Some of Jia Yi's actions in the article were done by myself.It was really hard during that time. When I was alone, I was silent for no reason, and my face was inexplicably sullen.

I'm numb all day long, day after day making me feel helpless, doing things I don't know what I'm doing, very tired.

When I finished writing this article, I was relaxed and felt released.All my life, I have been relying on writing to express all my inner emotions, hahaha hiccup.

Sometimes I feel that I am quite hypocritical, I can't stand the toss, I can't stand the reality, so I am quite hypocritical.

I am used to writing my own character to each character.I like that they carry their own shadows and live in a different way.I envy them so much.

I like writing very much, more than love, and I regard it as half of my life.I have tried countless times to give up, but in the end I found that I wanted to keep writing.

I hope that everyone will not lose hope in life. I hope that everyone will live the way they want to be, happy and healthy.I don't want everyone to be like the characters I wrote, their appearance is a foregone conclusion, but everyone is different.

Make an effort to change your life.

Live well and take good care of yourself.

The world is grand, and there is always something worthy of our nostalgia.

In addition, it is the similarity of the texts. I really haven’t read many novels myself, so I think of many of them by myself.Maybe sometimes the writers' thinking collides with each other, and then there are similarities between them.

However, I will never plagiarize.If you find that this article has a lot of similarities with any novel, you can bring it up and I can make revisions.

But I can swear to God, I never plagiarized, and there is no such thing as Rongge, because I really know very little.

I haven't read a novel for many years.

Thank you all here.

The prototypes in this book are Xu Huan, Wei Qianyu, Chen Qi, and Jiang Ning'an. These two CPs are my friends.

Xu Huan and Wei Qianzhen in the article have the same ending and the same process as their prototypes in real life, only adding the appearance of Jia Yi.

In this, I changed the number of years between them. In reality, it was eight years. Xu Huan was already in his 30s when he passed away.There will be a full text of the extra episode, but