please love me

Beating on the door, trembling helplessly.

Luo Jidong raped me with those things. I don't know if a man used this word when he was raped, but he did it that way.My struggle was of no use to Luo Jidong, and I couldn't escape at all.

There is always a glimmer of hope to no hope, from desperately begging to let go to having to speak out to save his life, from struggling hard to being bound and threatened with a knife so that he dare not move.

Everything is so helpless, so much despair.

I never thought that there would be men who love men, how could there be such a disgusting existence.

too disgusting.

It's all so disgusting.

That was the first time I had thoughts of wanting to die.Why do all these misfortunes befall me?

I want to call the police, and I must call the police when I go out of this door.

I want to call the police, arrest Luo Jidong, and let him accept legal sanctions!

right!Call the police!

Call the police and arrest Luo Jidong and send him to prison!

But soon Luo Jidong broke my desire to call the police. He warned me not to have such thoughts, otherwise he would kill my mother.

This terrifies me to the extreme. Luo Jidong walks the talk.

As long as he said it, he would definitely do it...

Really desperate...

why?

why?

why?

Why should I be targeted by such a pervert?

Why did my father bring him home?

Why should he adopt me?

why?

What is all this for?

After that day, he would rape me every other month, and over time I seemed to get used to this kind of life.I am no longer as optimistic as before, and I can think about everything.

I always felt that I was living under his control. Every time I asked for help, I got no response, and every time I asked for forgiveness, I was tortured even more painfully.

Life is just like this day by day, and day by day is also dark like this, which is very depressing and painful.But I still thought that after the college entrance examination, I would be in university, and I would be able to escape from his clutches after university.

I study harder, I want to pass the university entrance examination, stay away from this city, stay away from that pervert.

Chapter 6

◎As the exam was approaching, sisters Chen Xiang and Xiaoli came back from abroad and asked us to have a meal together◎

As the exam was approaching, Sister Chen Xiang and Sister Xiaoli came back from abroad, and asked us to have a meal together, which was regarded as a wedding wine.Naturally, we couldn't be absent, and we worked hard to do our homework the night before, just for that meal.

Chen Qi was in no hurry, as if it had nothing to do with him.While doing homework in the living room after taking a shower at night, Jiang Shu asked Chen Qi: "Chen Qi, what did you guys not prepare for sister Chen Xiang?"

Chen Qi stopped writing, supported his head and said, "What are you going to prepare? I'm so poor, I can't afford to give her anything."

"Anyway, she's your own sister. You don't give anything when you get married, is it appropriate?"

"You know it's my own sister! She looks like your sister."

"Sister Chen Xiang treats me and Jia Yi like a younger brother, we must also care about her affairs."

Chen Qi smiled, "My dear sister, I will definitely give something away, you don't need to worry about this for me, what have you prepared?"

"You'll know then."

Chen Qi snorted coldly, turned around and asked me what I had prepared, but I didn't say anything, Chen Qi just stared at us with resentful little eyes, while doing homework, he said that we were doing bad things behind his back.

The next day we packed up our things and went to the restaurant. From afar, we saw Chen Xiang and Xiaoli waiting for us holding hands.

Sister Chen Xiang was still wearing the gorgeous red dress, and Sister Xiaoli was still wearing the light blue gown with a pair of denim shorts.I didn't expect that their clothes haven't changed much since I haven't seen them for several years.

Sister Chen Xiang waved to us as soon as she saw us, and we walked forward, she hooked the necks of the three of us, and said with a smile, "Boys, do you miss Big Brother?"

This personality has not changed, and he likes to call us three boys brothers and sisters.The three of us echoed her words, saying that she was happy when we missed her.

Sister Chen Xiang has always felt that she is different from other girls since she was a child, but I just can't see the difference.Later, after he and Sister Xiaoli were together, I realized what was different, but I felt that they were the same.

This feeling is very conflicting.

Although I didn't support or understand homosexuality before, and I even had some resistance in my heart, but now I sincerely wish them well.

After we sat down at the table and finished ordering, we chatted. Sister Chen Xiang told us about her marriage proposal, and then some experiences abroad.

Sister Xiaoli smiled and agreed, adding a few words occasionally, and the whole atmosphere was very good.

"Baby, can you give me a friendship price for the gift money for marrying you now, can I add the rest in the future?"

"You will give me as much as I am worth in your eyes."?

"Yeah, then I can't afford it in my life."

"why?"?

"Priceless treasure, how can I afford it?"?

"Then you should be happy now, my priceless treasure will only belong to you."?

Seeing the two getting bored, Chen Qi rolled his eyes and tapped the table lightly with his fingers, "Stop! You two seem to be afraid that others will not know that you two are a couple."

Sister Chen Xiang grabbed Chen Qi by the ear and asked him about his grades.The two siblings started 'quarreling' like this, but knowing that it was a public place, the two of them restrained themselves, they didn't let go of their voices like they used to at Chen Qi's house.

I, Jiang Shu, and Miss Xiaoli didn't speak, and looked at them silently.

I looked at Sister Chen Xiang and then at Sister Xiaoli. To be honest, their appearance together made me understand what it means to meet you when you are young, and you will be with you for the rest of your life.

Not long after, the dishes were served, and the two of them stopped.The five of us sat together to eat, and Sister Chen Xiang brought food for Sister Xiaoli, and Sister Xiaoli invited us to eat.

A few people chatted occasionally, enlivening the atmosphere, and talking about some funny things from time to time, everyone laughed together again.

The same is true for the guests at other tables. From the outside of the restaurant, the restaurant presents a warm scene.

Friends and relatives gather together, eat some home-cooked food, drink a little wine, and chat about some homely things, without the pretense of the workplace and the pressure of life.

After dinner, sister Chen Xiang planned to take us to play, but sister Xiaoli said that there was a lot of homework in high school, and asked us if we wanted to play, leaving the decision in our hands.

What Miss Xiaoli said is true, we have a lot of homework, and we have to spend the rest of the time playing, maybe we have to light the desk lamp to make up homework until dawn.

We unanimously said no, and they said that they would find time to take us to play after we had a long vacation.

They drove us back to school, and Chen Qi suddenly wanted to go to the toilet, so I had to drag Jiang Shu to accompany him, so I had to wait for them in the parking lot with Sister Chen Xiang and the others.

Sister Xiaoli sat in the car because her legs were inconvenient, fearing that they would not be able to do it later, so sister Chen Xiang and I stood outside the parking lot and waited for them.

At this time, I suddenly remembered what Sister Chen Xiang said before that after marriage, there is no freedom, so she doesn't get married, she longs for freedom.

In a moment of curiosity, I didn't think about it, so I asked Sister Chen Xiang directly: "Sister Chen Xiang, didn't you say before that you wouldn't get married? Why now..."

Sister Chen Xiang turned her head to look at me, put her left hand on my shoulder, and said with a smile, "Love and freedom are inseparable." She looked at the sunset in the distance, but her eyes were the light of dawn, "In In life, only you can decide the right or wrong of your choice, and it has nothing to do with others, they only play the role of watching your life choices and commenting from time to time." Sister Chen Xiang turned to look at me, turned her body slightly, once again Showing a happy smile, "Maybe occasionally someone can guide you."

I half understand, if someone will guide me, when will that person appear?I can't wait.I long to be guided, to guide me away from such a life.

Before returning to his senses, Jiang Shu and the others ran over.

Sister Chen Xiang drove us back to school, Chen Qi and Jiang Shu chased us all the way, running faster, I walked slowly, this one was slower.It was late when we got back to the dormitory, and there was no one around.

When I passed a corner, I heard girls calling for help and some unpleasant voices.I hurriedly searched for the source of the sound, and groped my way into corners where no one had passed by.

At this moment, I saw an extremely unsightly scene. A girl was pressed down by a boy. The girl begged in pain, but they acted as if they hadn't heard anything.

Continue to do outrageous things.

I rushed up and dragged the boy off the girl's body, and put my coat on the girl's body.Those boys used me to block their "good deeds" and rushed forward to beat me.

I yelled, and when they saw this, they quickly pulled up their pants and ran away. My yell attracted Chen Qi and Jiang Shu.When they found me, I had rushed out with the fainted girl in my arms.

Seeing this, they hurriedly took off their coats and put them on for the girl. We couldn't take her back to the dormitory, so we had to send him to the dormitory auntie.The dormitory auntie is very nice. She bathed the girl and changed her clothes.

We stayed there all night, and when the girl woke up, she tried her best to self-mutilate, thanks to us being able to stop her, otherwise the girl would...

Hey, damn beast!

The girl's mood has not stabilized, and the dormitory manager can only get a rope to tie her hands up and let us go to class quickly.

Just like that, when we came back from class, the dormitory manager said she had sent the girls home.The three of us still have lingering fears.

Why do key schools still