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Such a thing?In a school where everyone is getting a good education and getting good grades, why would something like this happen?This is very puzzling to me.

It was only later that I realized that excellent grades do not mean good conduct, and receiving an excellent education does not mean that he can become a person of good conduct.

On the third day after this incident happened, I was called to the office by the teacher of the girl's class.

When I arrived at the office, I saw the girl's mother slapping the table emotionally and cursing: "Why should I spend my whole life telling my daughter to obey the shit, to be a girl with self-respect and self-love, and you are not even willing to spend so much money?" Years or hours to educate your sons to respect every woman? Now that something like this happens, you villains will sue first and slander my daughter! Have your conscience been eaten by dogs? Or have your brains been robbed? Are you still a college student? Did your teachers educate you like this? Or did your parents educate you in the same way? Don’t you have any tutoring? If your daughter was the one who was slandered and humiliated today, how would you feel? I have worked so hard to raise my daughter for more than ten years! In the past ten years, I have never said a word of cruelty to her! What right do you have to say that about her?"?

Not to be outdone, the boy's mother replied: "What we said is the truth. If your daughter doesn't dress up and show off, how can she attract my son's attention? It's not your son who wants to go in. Of course you don't feel bad. Don't tell me Isn’t my son raised by me so hard?”?

? "The victim is still your son? How did you have the face to say these words?"

"Besides, why did your daughter sneak off to the boys' dormitory in the middle of the night? Hmm? Doesn't that explain who your daughter is?"

"My daughter was forced, by a group of girls."

"I don't believe in any forced nonsense."

Then there was a fight in the office.When the bell rang, the students also returned to the classroom, and I was the only one standing at the door looking at them.Because I'm a witness, I can't go.

The boy's parents rushed up and grabbed my arm, yelling viciously: "Why do you say that the one you saw is my son? You are slandering! How can you lie at such a young age? Your parents are How did you educate yourself?"

The teacher stepped forward to pull them, but they pushed them away. I felt pain in my arms. When I looked down, it turned out that they were scratching and bleeding.I want to push them away, but I can't.In my eyes, they are like ghosts who want to eat me alive, and now they are tearing my body apart, preparing to share the food.

I broke down and screamed, yelling to let go. They seemed to be frightened by me, let go in a hurry, and looked at me like a monster.

I curled up in the corner with my head in my arms, tears kept rolling down my face, and the scene of Luo Jidong torturing me kept appearing in my mind. At that moment, it seemed that countless black hands were tearing my body apart, and in front of me was a giant With a knife in his hand to stab my heart.

Fear and pain eat away at me.

Invisibly, another hand grabbed my neck, and I was almost out of breath.

Seeing this, the teacher hurried forward to comfort me, and kept talking in my ear.Under the comfort of the teacher, I told what I saw. I saw that the face of the boy's parents was getting darker and darker, and the girl's mother was getting more and more painful.

In the end, the boy's parents took the money and came out to suppress this matter.The girl's mother was not willing to accept the money, but the boy's parents threatened the girl's mother that if she did not accept the money, the matter would be over, and her daughter's sexual assault would be made public, so that her daughter would be scolded for the rest of her life clean.

The girl's mother compromised.She doesn't have any culture, and she doesn't know how to defend her rights. She just knows that her daughter should not suffer such a bad name.We all thought that those boys would eventually pay for their mistakes.

But this matter didn't end, the girl's story was still spread, many people pointed at the girl and scolded her as a bitch, and wrote □□ and disgusting words all over her desk.I can't stop it, I don't have the ability to stop it, I don't even have the courage to comfort that girl.

The girl endured it silently, but there was a heavy rain behind the silence.

The author says:

In fact, that teacher is my junior high school biology teacher. I don't know what he said, because we are divided into two classes. He is our biology teacher, and he is also the biology teacher of another class.He said those words in another class, and there was my friend in the other class, and then she told me. According to my friend, no one stood up to refute the teacher at that time. I personally still feel that Quite... um...

Chapter 7

◎At noon that day, it was raining heavily, and the students rushed to the cafeteria to eat. With a scream, the students ◎

At noon that day, it was raining heavily, and the students rushed to the cafeteria to eat. With a scream, the students put down the plates in their hands and looked outside.

A few girls yelled, dead, dead.

Everyone ran out holding an umbrella, and I was standing right in front of the girl's body, and I saw her fall to the ground.

Blood flowed to my feet along the rain, and the smell of blood stimulated my nerves.I collapsed on the ground, my shirt wet with blood, as if I was the one who died.

The girl's death didn't have any impact. The boys in the school were still presumptuous, and everyone was still eating melons, commenting, and slandering.

In their eyes, they can comment with peace of mind if they have nothing to do with themselves.

Later, a schoolgirl found me and gave me a note, saying that it was written by that girl.I took the note and looked at it, and the letter said: Hello, Jia Yi, although we are not familiar with each other, we met at that scene, but thank you for coming forward at that time.I know you were affected after that, I always wanted to say thank you and sorry, but never had the chance, I'm really sorry.

"She is very grateful to you, and I am very sorry that you have been affected by her." The senior sister leaned against the wall, smoking a cigarette, and cursed with her head down, "Fuck, what a fool."

After that time, I never saw that senior girl again. It was later that Chen Qi said in a small chat that the senior girl dropped out of school angrily because she beat up some boys who violated the girls.

I don't know what is the relationship between them that can make the senior sister do this, but I admire that senior sister from the bottom of my heart.

Also ashamed of his cowardice.Every time I think about it, I question whether I was right or wrong, and I feel like I was wrong.

But at the same time, I feel that there is nothing wrong with me, because this world is very realistic. Maybe everyone is more selfish and will first consider their own interests. I am just an ordinary person. I do what I can. all done.

This incident has left me with a lot of shadows. After all, a life is slowly disappearing in front of you, and no one can face it calmly.

It also makes me hate those boys who can't control themselves and go to sex with girls, it's really disgusting.They think that girls have just lost a piece of membrane and are also trapped in sex, so they forcibly count this behavior as taking what they want, but they will never understand the meaning of being forced to defile their bodies by people without feelings pain.

The sex in their mouths is just a physiological reaction, which is the most disgusting physiological reaction to all people who are raped.

It rained at night, and I got out of bed and sat by the window. I couldn't see the heavy rain outside the window, I could only hear its sound, and the sound of raindrops falling was also mixed with the sound of thunder and lightning.

The sound of falling raindrops does not produce a beautiful rhythm as written in the book, but is impatient and turbulent, which makes people feel inexplicably depressed.

I don't know why, but I always feel that the temperature in the dormitory is getting lower and lower, making me shiver, but I like this feeling.

At night, Chen Qi got up and pulled me together. I didn't understand why Chen Qi had to be accompanied every time he went to the bathroom. Jiang Shu and I both asked, but he never said anything.

He was in the toilet, and I was outside the toilet. I asked him: "Chen Qi, why do you act like a girl every time you go to the toilet, insisting on dragging someone to accompany you."

Chen Qi didn't answer me. When he came out, he hesitated and explained to himself. I don't know why, but I was inexplicably sure that what he said was not the real answer.

I said, "What are you hiding from us? Tell me openly, it's nothing, we are brothers, we confide in each other."

Chen Qi looked at me with indescribably uncomfortable and tangled eyes.

"When I went to the public toilet alone, I met a pervert. I almost let the pervert do it. I was afraid. Just...a little bit of fear, oops, you don't understand that kind of fear anyway. Don't tell Jiang Shu , only the two of us know."

I agreed to him, and I really want to tell him that I understand his fear, because I deeply understand the pain.But I can't say, maybe it's for face, maybe it's for self-esteem, this is not something that can be said.

That is what I thought.

Everyone thinks differently.

There are still a few months until the second year of high school. I want to put my studies first and not think about anything else.

The incident with that girl had a lot of influence on me. Those boys often troubled me and blocked me from time to time. Once they blocked me, they would speak ill at each other.Chen Qi and Jiang Shu didn't know about these things at the beginning, I could hide them, but paper can't cover fire, they soon found out about these things.

Chen Qi was so angry that he lifted the table, he said he was taking care of the eighteen generations of the ancestors of those boys, and angrily wanted to fight with them, but fortunately, Jiang Shu and I stopped it, otherwise this matter would become more and more troublesome Not to mention, it will involve