please love me

It takes too much time to calm down in this situation.

Two years later, Jiang Ning'an found out about Wei Qian's death, so Chen Qi naturally knew about it too. He thought for a long time, and finally decided to tell Xu Huan, because he felt that Xu Huan had the right to know about it.

He didn't believe that Xu Huan was so hard-hearted back then.

"Hello? Sister Huan, Wei Qianzhen has passed away."

The voice from the other side of the phone caused Xu Huan, who was chopping vegetables, to cut his fingers.The blood was flowing, but she didn't care. She wiped it on the apron, holding the phone in both hands and questioning: "What did you say? Say it again, I didn't hear clearly."

"Isn't what I said clear enough? Then let me say it again, Wei Qianling has passed away."

"Don't be kidding! She should be living well now."

"I lost it, she has been dead for a month, Jiang Ning'an told me!"

Xu Huan hung up the phone brokenly and fell on the cold floor.All she knew was that her mind was blank, she wanted to cry but couldn't cry, it was very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

How can it be?

Obviously it's been fine all along.

How could he die suddenly?

Impossible impossible.

Must have lied to me.

Must have lied to me.

Xu Huan hypnotized himself over and over again, trying not to believe the bad news.

She hurriedly rummaged through the drawer to find out the home address that Wei Qianying had given her before, held it tightly in her hand, took some money, closed the store, and rushed to the station.

She was going to Wei Qianlin's city, to Wei Qianlin's home.

As long as you see Wei Qianying, all of this is fake, it's all fake...

Wei Qian said she was so good, it was impossible for her to die for no reason, impossible.

Her heart was very disturbed along the way.

Maybe she believed this, otherwise how could she go to Wei Qianling's city?

This news broke her down and took away her last ray of hope in life, making her seem powerless in everything she did.

She stared blankly at everything in front of her.The world lost its color, and the surroundings lost their sound. She was outside the world and could not hear any noisy sounds.

She didn't eat or drink for several days, and she had a mental breakdown, which made her look haggard.

When she arrived in Wei Qianling's city, she suddenly became confused.

It's not easy to find someone in such a big city. She took a note and asked if anyone knew this place, and she found a lot of people.

Many people don't know it, but whether they know it or not is clear in their own hearts.

Finally, when she was about to give up, an old man told her the location, which was actually not far from where she was!

She ran to Wei Xilin's house, and when she reached the door, she knocked lightly on the door.

The moment the door opened, the extremely old faces of Wei's father and Wei mother appeared, and the moment they saw Xu Huan, there was light in their eyes.

Wei's mother grabbed Xu Huan's clothes: "Why are you here? What are you here for? My daughter has already been killed by you. Because why bother him. What can you do? What are you so worried about? You .”

Xu Huan didn't care about Wei's father and Wei's mother's abuse.She saw the photo of Wei Qianling in the room through the big gap.In the black-and-white photos, Wei Qianzhen is still smiling, and that smile is full of hope for life.

Wei's father and Wei's mother lost control of their emotions and beat and scolded Xu Huan, but Xu Huan didn't hide, just stood there straight and let the beatings and scolding go.

If Wei Qianling was still around, she would definitely scold Xu Huan for being stupid, and scold Xu Huan for not running away.

But her posthumous photo is there, how can Xu Huan hide...

Xu Huan had no strength left.She didn't know why, she couldn't cry, but she felt a very special pain in her heart, a deep pain in her heart.

When Father Wei and Mother Wei pushed Xu Huan out the door, Xu Huan still didn't recover.There was no sound around her, and Xu Huan didn't know what was wrong with her.

Being alone, how could it be... that's it?

Xu Huan couldn't even imagine that it would be like this when they met again.Once, she stood alive in front of Wei Qianlin's photo, looking at Wei Qianlin in the photo.

What separates us is no longer a wooden door, but a distance that can never be reached.

Xu Huan never went to Wei Qianling's tomb, because she didn't know where it was and no one wanted to tell her.

Back in her own city, Xu Huan couldn't cheer up anymore, and blamed herself for Wei Qianling's death, suffering every day, and she started to commit suicide.

He was stopped by Chen Qi several times and rescued, otherwise there would have been no such person in this world.

The most serious one was committing suicide by slitting her wrists. Both hands were cut off. When Chen Qi came, she was almost dead.Chen Qi was so frightened that he carried her on his back and rushed to the hospital.

In the end he was rescued.

"Xu Huan, what the hell are you thinking? Your body is yours! Even if you feel sorry for Wei Qianlin, and feel that you killed Wei Qianlin, you should live well! Do you think Wei Qianlin would wish Are you dead? Do you think she would want you to accompany her?" Chen Qi looked at Xu Huan's dull eyes, and continued, "What she hopes most is to see you live your best life, Instead of being submissive and controlled by others! Don’t you feel that you have been living for others all your life? You supported your family when you were a teenager, and you are still supporting it when you are in your 20s Your home! You study to make your parents look up to you! Later, after being together with Wei Qianlin, I worked hard to make money and save money, so that Wei Qianlin can live a good life and complete the good things between you promise. Have you lived for yourself in those times? Have you lived for yourself? Xu Huan, tell me, have you lived for yourself? "

Xu Huan stared blankly at Chen Qi, not knowing how to answer.

She never seemed to live for herself, but for others.

"Sorry……"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, what else can you say besides being sorry? How did you, Xu Huan, feel sorry for me, Chen Qi? What I need is your sorry? I want to see your actual actions! You can change your former self, and then for you Live by yourself? I just need you to do this! We all just need you to do this! Do you know how much your friends in the group worry about you? Xu Huan! You have a lot of people who love you now and they all care about you , I am very worried about you. I hope you can treat all this rationally, instead of looking for death all day long. Aren't you very strong? Are you not a strong woman? I ask you to cheer up now! OK? Huh?"

"……Um……"

Xu Huan agreed.Chen Qi didn't know whether she had really figured it out or because of something, but it was unexpected that Xu Huan could agree.

After coming out of the hospital, Xu Huan changed completely.She chose to live a good life, and this time she wanted to live out herself, the way Wei Qianying wanted her to live out.

She learns makeup and dressing, trying to make herself very confident.His back is straightened, his personality is no longer the same as before, and the soft persimmon has become a hard persimmon.

Although he was still forced by Xu's mother and Xu's father to make it difficult.

But life is fulfilling, which gave her a lot of motivation.She still has many goals in life.

Work hard, earn money, go abroad.

She went to several countries, and during this period, she also developed an inexplicable habit of standing next to the Civil Affairs Bureau in silence for a long time.

Seeing people coming and going, she is always envious, especially when she sees two same-sex couples holding hands with happy smiles all over their faces, she always has an indescribable feeling in her heart.

I can only sincerely bless and envy you from the bottom of my heart.

Occasionally, I would meet a foreign friend who had just received a certificate to greet her, and curiously asked her if she was waiting for someone, or if she needed directions.

At this moment, all she could say was, "Sorry."

After returning to China, she did not get rid of this habit. Sometimes she would stand by the Civil Affairs Bureau and watch for a long time.After a long time, the staff is also very puzzled.

Once, the staff member suddenly asked Xu Huan why he often stood here and didn't bring his partner to collect the certificate.

Xu Huan said: "Is it possible?"

"Of course, as long as it's legal," she said.

Xu Huan asked again: "Is it okay for two girls?"

Immediately, the staff showed a shocked expression, and then slowly shook their heads.

Xu Huan smiled.I believe that I can always wait until that day, no matter how long, I will wait.

After that time, Xu Huan should get rid of this habit and never went there again.

Days passed and she bought a house.

The house avoids some tall buildings. Standing on the balcony, you can have a panoramic view of the sky, and you can have a panoramic view of the stars at night. She likes it very much.

However, this also troubled her. Xu's mother and Xu's father didn't know where they found out that she had bought a house, so they made a fuss and insisted on her buying a car and a house for Xu Guangyan.

"Your brother is going to get married soon, and the girl wants a new house and a car to marry. You, the older sister, have to pay for the younger brother." Xu Ma sat on the sofa, speaking in the tone you should.

Xu Huan just bought this apartment, and she has no money at all. Where will she go to buy a car and a house for Xu Guangyan at this time?

"I also just bought a house, and I have no money at all."

"Then you give your trick to your brother."

"I bought this! I want to settle down too."

"Didn't your ex-girlfriend have a suite? It's fine if you live there. She's dead anyway. It's a waste if you can't live there."

"How can you say that! That's her house!"

"Aren't you two together? What's wrong with living?"

Xu Huan couldn't believe his ears, and said with a shocked face: "At first you were the one who disapproved of us being together, and now you admit to me that we are a couple? You...you...do you really have a conscience? ?”

"Conscience? I raised you so much, and you say that about me? I am your mother! Your mother!"

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