please love me

Relationship has been severed! "

With Xu Huan's roar, the world fell silent.

"Back then you were the ones who looked down on me the most! Did I get less money now for raising me so much? What do you think of me? Tell me, do you think of me as your daughter? Even for a day! How have I lived all these years? ! I'm really broken! Very broken!"

"Even if you gave me a little love back then, a little bit is enough! But have you ever given it? Give me an ear! Give me a stick! Give me endless swear words!"

"I work hard, I work hard to make money, I want to get your approval and a little attention, but what about you? Give me what? Give me life! I beg you to take it, really! I live I would rather die than live!"

Xu Huan burst into tears, this was the first time Xu Huan saw Xu Huan like this, no matter how they scolded her and beat her in the past, she never cried so sadly.

But in the end, they were hard-hearted, left a word and left. "You are Guangyan's sister, our daughter, so you have to help us buy a car and a house."

These words kept ringing in her ears, like a sharp claw pushing her into the abyss little by little.

She had no choice but to sell all the shops and owe a whole lot of debt to buy a car and house for Xu Guangyan, and even all the money for the wedding was hers.

Due to debts, she was even more impoverished than before.It was also difficult to find a job, and she was once desperate.At this time, Shangguan Chu brought the phone.

"Hello? Sister Huan, I just want to open a milk tea shop. You can help me. I can't do it alone. I'm in ××. Do you think so?"

"Yes! How long will you go to work?"

"anytime!"

"Okay, I'll come tomorrow."

"OK, I'll wait for you."

"Okay, thank you."

"Thank you? They are all family."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Huan was in a very complicated mood. The phrase 'we are all a family' was a sentence she had dreamed of, but she never expected to hear it from a friend she had known for only a year...

How ridiculous!A friend who has only known each other for less than a year can regard her as his own family, but his own family does not regard her as his family at all.

In order to repay the debt, Xu Huan was scratching his head. Although Shangguan Chu was his good friend, it was also money owed to others, and the time could not be delayed for too long.

She had no choice but to find another part-time job, and the time of that part-time job happened to be the opposite of Shangguan Chu's milk tea shop, so everything was fine now.

She saved money and paid off all her debts after two years.She lay on the bed and took a deep breath, letting go of the burden on her body.

But her life is still tight, and buying a new dress worth more than 100 yuan feels like a luxury.Because Xu's mother and Xu's father asked her to transfer 3000 yuan to them as living expenses every month, you must know that her monthly salary is only about 3000 or more than [-] yuan.Not to mention firewood, rice, oil and salt, water bills, electricity bills, etc. also cost money.

Usually, when Chen Qi took her to eat hot pot, he would always pay the bill first. For a long time, Xu Huan also felt embarrassed and refused Chen Qi's invitation many times.

But every time Chen Qi asked her to have dinner together, he could always introduce a lot of friends to her. Most of those friends liked to write novels, read comics and so on.

Everyone established a group and communicated in it. Xu Huan, who has always been withdrawn, suddenly gained more than 20 friends. It was difficult to accept for a while, but she got used to it over time.

In front of those friends, she could liberate her nature, as if she was with Wei Qianling.Because those friends will not laugh at her, nor will they ridicule her, let alone look down on her.

She also began to slowly write articles and publish novels.But the articles she wrote all have a characteristic, the protagonist must be surnamed Xu, surnamed Wei, and there will always be a trace of regret.

Xu Huan brought the shadows of himself and Wei Qianlin into the text, and the characters in his works are very similar to her and Wei Qianlin.

There is no best outcome.

Like her and Wei Qianling's life.

Speaking of Chen Qi, Xu Huan felt that his life was really colorful.

He talked about several boyfriends, and every relationship was very romantic and happy. In the end, he chose Jiang Ning'an.However, what Xu Huan envied was that Chen Qi's family did not object and gave support.It is undeniable that Chen Qihuo has become what Xu Huan admires the most.

But after a few months of this kind of life, Xu Huan got a serious gynecological disease again, and he couldn't have children after surgery. Xu Huan agreed, anyway, the person he loved was gone.

In other words, it is impossible for you and the person you love to have children, and it doesn't matter whether you can have children or not.

After Xu Huan was resting in the hospital after the operation, Xu's mother and Xu's father broke in, pulled Xu Huan and began to curse:

"Are you going to have an operation and you won't be able to have children in the future?"

"If you can't have children, how will you marry in the future? How can we accept the bride price? You white-eyed wolf! You just don't keep any benefits for us, you!"

Chen Qi hurriedly pulled them away, the operation Xu Huan had just performed couldn't stand their tossing like this. "What are you doing! You! It's her business whether to have an operation or not, so it has nothing to do with you, okay? Don't you just ignore her? Yes! You even cut off relations with her! If you don't have an operation, the disease will become more and more serious What are you talking about? You are talking about it. I warn you not to touch Xu Huan! She is a patient now, so please say what you have to say."

"We are her father. What can a woman do if she can't have children? A woman who can't have children can't even get married. Which man wants her? We raised her so much, so why don't we just ask her for the bride price? She If we can't get married now, how can we collect the dowry money? Where did you come from, a wild man? Are you in charge of my family?"

Xu Huan's pale lips parted slightly, but he didn't speak.Now I don't know what to say anymore, no matter what Xu Mom and Xu Dad say, they won't listen to them.

"What the hell? Feelings, in your eyes, women are tools for childbearing? SB, you guys! Does it have anything to do with being able to have children or not being married? Could it be that everyone is together for the sake of life? A child? A child is the crystallization of love, and it’s not a fucking task. You can say things like dowry money! Fuck.”

Just like that, the three of them quarreled, and Xu Huan, a patient who had just had an operation, couldn't stop it. Finally, the doctors and nurses came to persuade the fight to end the fight.

Xu's father and Xu's mother left a sentence: "I'll take care of you when you go back!" and left, while Chen Qi was out of breath, and Jiang Ning'an dragged his words for a long time before he calmed down.

The two talked in the corner.

"Hey! Why are you blocking me? Look at the faces of Xu Huan's parents! They said that Xu Huan was raised so much for her little gift money, and that Xu Huan would be useless if he couldn't have children now. No matter what You have to care about Xu Huan's illness first, do you think that's a human thing?"

"Little ancestor, stop making trouble. Xu Huan just finished the operation not long ago, and needs to be quiet, so stop making noises there. Don't we people know what his parents look like? Don't quarrel with them every now and then, it's a bit Quality."

"I give them back quality? Is it because they did too much?"

"Okay, okay. I don't want to quarrel with you. Let's take care of Xu Huan honestly. Shangguan Chu will come tonight. Let Shangguan Chu help persuade me."

"Me too, I'll go."

As Chen Qi was about to step forward, Jiang Ning'an hurriedly pulled him over, "Little ancestor, don't bother others, you don't know what you say yourself? Girls should let girls Come and comfort me. We just serve tea and water."

Chen Qi frowned, turned around and pulled Jiang Ning'an by the collar, pointed at him fiercely and said, "I know what the hell I'm talking about! Don't tell me anything else! You bastard, we two The matter has not been clarified yet, you still owe me 250."

"Damn it, I'll give you back the 250 now, will it work?"

"No, I'm in a bad mood today, so I won't accept it."

"Oh, you..."

Before Jiang Ning'an finished speaking, Chen Qi moved away. He took a knife and peeled Xu Huan's favorite apple, and when he handed the apple to Xu Huan, he said: "Sister Huan, come, eat an apple, Leave them alone, with me here, I will never let them touch your hair."

Xu Huan took the apple with dull eyes and said thank you, Chen Qi felt distressed when he saw it.

Chen Qi has always believed that girls should be treasured in the palm of their hands, but he only realized after meeting Xu Huan that not every girl is cherished as a treasure.

After Xu Huan was discharged from the hospital, under the protection of Chen Qi, Xu's mother and Xu's father did not dare to do anything to her.That day, Xu Guangyan also came, and he bought some things for Xu Huan. Now he didn't feel disgusted with Xu Huan as before, but felt that he was ridiculously cold-blooded at that time.

"Sister, pay more attention to your body. If you have nothing to do, come to my place and sit down. Your nephew would like to see you too."

"Ah."

Xu's mother on the side said with a bad face: "Where are you going? How unlucky, be careful that she invites bad luck to my eldest grandson."

Xu Guangyan ignored Xu's mother, helped Xu Huan into Chen Qi's car, and watched her leave.This is all he can do as a younger brother. He wanted to make up for it, but found that his sister gave him too much, and he didn't know how to make up for it.

He himself hurt his sister too deeply, so it's better not to appear around her, so that she doesn't think about those unbearable pasts.

After being discharged from the hospital, Xu Huan recovered very well and was able to work again soon.

An Anxin works and does what he should do every day, which makes Xu Huan feel comfortable and at ease.

The hot summer was replaced by the cool autumn wind. When Xu Huan came home from get off work, he could always find a place next to him outside the community.