please love me

People don't know I'm a man yet.So he found a girl yesterday and took him home to meet his parents.

I am a person who has never been angry, and this time I was really angry.I smoked another cigarette, took a deep breath, and said, "I'm just a shameless thing. I'm a man who doesn't suit you, so go away, and I won't stop you. Also, I'm looking for you based on your family background and appearance. What kind of man can't find it? I'm the man who is looking for me. It's true that I've delayed you. Take your things and move out, let me calm down. "

"That's not what I mean, I just want to deal with the family side. I have no other meaning, really."

I glanced at him, turned my head away, and remained silent.

The room was silent for a moment, and the breeze blew from the window, blowing up the cards I put on the table. Those cards were meant to be given to him, but they didn’t seem to make any sense now. I stretched out my hand and pushed them. They all went in the trash.

"Gu Pingze! I said I didn't mean that! Why do you insist on thinking that way?" This was the first time he called my name, and I was stunned.

"What? Do you think I'm making trouble for no reason? Mu Zhinian, let me ask you, when have I managed you in these years? I don't care about you because I trust you. Yes, it's my fault for indulging you, but What do you mean you're here to play your temper? How much have you told me about you over the years?"

Mu Zhinian was silent. After an unknown amount of time, he walked up to me and confronted me.

Said sorry and told me all about him.I began to soften my heart, but I still couldn't forgive his deception.

I separated from him.The house he bought is not far from my house, and he often comes to my house to find me.Gradually he moved back again, and everything went back to the way it was before.

But one night, his parents came to the house, and his mother beat me and scolded me: "You old man, what a face! You seduced my son! Bitch! You are the same sex, you have to have sex with my son!" ! Three generations of our family! Where is my son? Ah? Where is my son?"

Mu Zhinian was taking a shower, and when he heard the sound, he put on his pajamas and ran out. He protected me behind him and told his parents to leave.

"Zhi Nian! How can you find a man to play with! What if you contract some disease! This kind of person is unclean, come home with us!"

Mu Zhinian said with a dark face: "Please pay attention to your words and deeds! This is my lover! This is my lover! What's wrong with the man? Can't I like men?"

"Can a man give birth to you? Can you last long? What will you do when you get old? How many people have to laugh at you?"

"I love him, I don't care if I have children! Don't impose your thoughts on me! He is the only one who cares about my feelings." Mu Zhinian's parents and Mu Zhinian quarreled for a long time, and finally they were killed. Mu Zhinian rushed out.

After that time, I thought about it for a long time. I am already 33 this year, and Mu Zhinian is only 25. It seems that I am not good enough for him.

I stood on the balcony and smoked several cigarettes. Mu Zhinian snatched my cigarettes after seeing it, and was very angry.

"Did I stop talking? Don't smoke!" I glanced at him and went back to the room. We didn't hug each other and sleep that night, and he didn't go back to the room either.

Mu Zhinian didn't show up for several days, and then he called me to break up with me.I was stunned for a long time, silent for a long time, and agreed.

When he came back to move things, I happened to be at home, I drank wine, he packed things, and finally when he was about to leave, he said to me: "You really don't care about me?"

"It was you who proposed the breakup."

"Did you never keep me? Every time! Every time! You never refused to keep me! It was like this when I was a child! It's still like this when I grow up!" Mu Zhinian dropped the wine glass in my hand on the ground and shattered it all over the floor. .

"You want me to beg you? You find out the facts." I was very calm and met his gaze. "You are the one who has to leave. I don't care if you have fun and have fun. I can't find what I lost. It's the same with you." He left, and I slumped on the sofa and continued to drink.

This time, he seemed to be gone.

Later, when we met again, Mu Zhinian already had a girlfriend. That girl was very beautiful and matched him very well.But Mu Zhinian didn't seem to like that girl.

"Mr. Gu, you see that Mr. Mu has found such a beautiful wife. When did you get the hang of it?"

"Yes, yes, you can't let the junior see the joke."

I looked at Mu Zhinian, and he was also looking at me.I immediately looked away and replied: "I haven't met a lover."

That day, he kept drinking, I didn't care, because what am I?Not yet qualified for that.I left early.The restaurant is very close to home, so I didn't drive.

I walked alone under the moonlight, there was a river beside the street, I could see the water view, the evening breeze blew gently, I untied my tie, today's tie made me really breathless.

"Gu Pangping." I was stunned for a moment, then turned my head to look at Mu Zhinian, he stumbled towards me and almost fell, he hugged me and started to cry.

Only then did I feel that this man is already much taller than me, he has grown up, hasn't he.

I pushed him away, tidied up my clothes, and said, "We have nothing to do with each other anymore, don't forget things too much. Your girlfriend is still waiting for you."

I turned around and left, he grabbed my wrist and shouted: "Mu Zhinian only loves Gu Pangping!"

"..."

"That girl is not my girlfriend! She is only for money! My parents gave her money! I have never admitted to her! She came here by herself today too! Gu Yuxie, trust me! Don't say 'We have not met' Beloved, these words...don't say these words..."

"Mu Zhinian, in your eyes, do I still give you too little trust?"

"no no!"

Mu Zhinian suddenly knelt down on the ground, took my hand and said, "Gu Pangze, I was wrong, I shouldn't break up with you in a fit of anger. Can we get back together?"

"I really can't leave you, I really can't leave you, Brother Gu, let me go home, okay?" My heart softened again.After he came home, his mother ran to my house to make trouble all day long.In the end, the matter between me and Mu Zhinian was made public, saying that I was too shameless to seduce her son.

My normal life was disrupted.The company couldn't keep going, and they didn't dare to go out, because there were a large group of reporters when they went out.

Days like this really break me down.Mu Zhinian didn't explain, and I don't know about his breaking off with his parents.

His company is very busy, and now he basically only goes home once a month or two.

This matter was gradually suppressed, and my life was back on track, but I did not start a company again.Since Mu Zhinian doesn't want to go home, it's fine. I went abroad, and I went abroad for a year. During this period, Mu Zhinian didn't call me once.

I get it, he's really tired of playing.I tolerate and forgive again and again, and he finds it very funny.In the end, I called back and planned to go back to my country to explain clearly to him, but unfortunately, the plane broke down, and I was in distress and almost died.

This time he panicked. Before I woke up, he didn't leave, just sat beside me and guarded me.I dismissed all thoughts of breaking up with him.Am I very spineless?As soon as he reached out, I held him.

Then we quarreled again because of one thing, and this time was the last time we quarreled.

He left again, and this time never came back.

One day, Mu Zhinian came out of the company, stopped at the traffic light, and accidentally glanced at a necklace on the axle of the passenger seat. He frowned, reached out and picked it up, and found that it was a necklace that I customized with him.

The autumn wind blows through the branches and leaves, and the haze is about to rain everywhere.

All the emotions came to my mind at that moment.Now that they broke up, everything will be over. At that moment, he threw the necklace to the green belt beside him.

Perhaps in his heart, the feelings of these years have all been wandering on the streets with the necklace.

Our love was born on the street and weaved on the street.

When the green light came on, he drove away. The depression in his heart became more intense. When he returned home, he looked out the window at the gloomy sky that was about to rain, and felt that something big was going to happen.

For the next few days, Mu Zhinian was in a state of anxiety, and he was still hesitant when he wanted to go back to retrieve the necklace.

And I thought about it for several days, and finally decided to find Mu Zhinian to get back together, because I really... can't live without him...

That day, we seemed to have a tacit understanding and rushed to the intersection in both directions. I drove in silence, feeling excited, happy and hopeful.

He will get back together with me.

he will...

Suddenly, a large truck out of control hit a car in front of me, and the car drove towards me out of control, hitting me into the lawn beside me. I opened the door and escaped, but my leg was injured and I fell down land.

Suddenly, I saw a necklace lying in the grass not far away, and I recognized it at a glance. It was...our necklace...

But I don't want to admit it, I don't believe it...

I reached forward and tried to grab the necklace, and I finally caught it, but I also broke down and despaired.

The weather was very gloomy, just like when we first met, the entire intersection was very noisy because of the accident, and I only heard the autumn wind blowing the rustling of fallen leaves, and my thoughts were blank.

Looking up, I saw Mu Zhinian somewhere at the intersection, but he didn't look in my direction, but looked around looking for something.

My eyes were blank for a moment, and with the sound of a car, the big truck drove towards me again. I couldn't run away, and I didn't want to run away.The big truck ran over my body, and I never got up again.

Mu Zhinian's heart suddenly ached, and only then did he notice that there was a car accident in front of him. When he saw a familiar car, he was dumbfounded and stumbled out of the car.

"Oh, what a pity, look at this man, only his hands are intact.