please love me

"

"What are you holding in your hand?"

"We'll find out when the police come."

"Look at this car is also a rich man, the driver who caused the accident will suffer."

"The police are here."

The police came and dealt with everything at the scene.They found out that the driver who caused the accident was driving under the influence of alcohol, not to mention injecting drugs. He had lost consciousness at the time, and now he crashed into the side of the bridge and died.

During the whole process, Mu Zhinian stood there numb.

It's raining.

The spectators gradually left, and Mu Zhinian stood not far from my shattered corpse in the heavy rain.It was very similar to the time when he lay on the ground and asked me for help. I stood in the distance and watched, but there was no longer any two looking at each other, and those clean eyes no longer had any light.

When the police asked him to leave, he finally couldn't help running up, knelt on the ground, and looked at the string of small English tattoos on my hand - IwillbefaithfuluntilIdie.

With trembling hands he took the necklace out of my hand.

"Comrade, please don't destroy the scene!"

He held the necklace firmly in his hand and placed it on his chest, wept bitterly, and called out heart-piercingly, "Gu Pingping."

For the next few days, Mu Zhinian spent the whole day in our former home like a shell of a lost soul, hugging the big baby we had captured before, depressed.

He put on the necklace again.

He received the notification letter from the police again. He went there, and the forensic doctor gave him my necklace. The forensic doctor said: "We found this from the broken heart of the deceased. The deceased crushed it with his hands before he died. It held the necklace, so it wasn't crushed."

After hearing these words, Mu Zhinian collapsed to the ground, almost passed out.Later, after Mu Zhinian recovered, he asked him to claim the body and asked him, "Are you the brother of the deceased?"

"...I am his... lover."

"..."

In the end, my body had to be cremated, and Mu Zhinian returned home with my ashes in his arms and let me be buried.When he was packing my things, he found my diary.It was filled with my regrets and what I wanted to say to him in the past few months.

"I won't be jealous of Mu Zhinian, I just want an explanation. But if I say no, I can care so much about what to do."

"Our love seems to be coming to an end. He started to lie to me recklessly. He clearly knows that I hate cheating the most. He said he would never lie to me."

"Mu Zhinian is gone, he walked very fast. I called him, but he didn't look back. That's right, turning back is the way to step into the secular world. He shouldn't look back, and he shouldn't have a good impression of me, an old man How can an old man have a young and beautiful girl? Marrying a wife and having children is the life he should live."

"It's me who delayed him, let him go free. This may be the best thing I've ever done in my life, but it's ridiculous that I can't let go now."

"I want to find him tomorrow, him. Only now do I realize that I really can't do without him. I finally understand the kind of shit in TV dramas, but it's not reality. Let him go, but I really want to save him." , In the final analysis, I still do it myself... Isn't it cheap."

"If he doesn't want to, I will leave forever and go to a place without him. If one day I die in another country, I hope that Mu Zhinian can live a long life, have many children, and don't forget about me. Now, I should be his unbearable past."

"If he is still willing, I will marry him abroad. If he likes children, we will adopt a child. Watch the child grow up, watch the child become a talent, and get married. We will never be separated for the rest of our lives. After death, the child will take Take our ashes back home and bury us together."

"Secularity is just a rumor in front of love."

"Our love is also love, and other people's opinions are just opinions, and opinions don't have to be accepted."

"Gu Pangze trusts Mu Zhinian."

Every word is like a blade, piercing deeply into Mu Zhinian's heart, breaking through every line of his defense.

He broke down crying, and his hoarse voice sounded again.

"Gu Yuze, I was wrong."

"I was wrong."

"Gu Pangze, I'm hungry..."

"Can you cook for me again when you come back..."

"Brother, my name is Mu Zhinian..."

"My brother's Mu Zhinian..."

Mu Zhinian only survived for two days.

That day, he looked at the endless sea and smiled.

Leaping forward, he laughed and cried again.

"In the next life, Mu Zhinian and Gu Pangping will be together forever."

"Mu Zhinian will never bully Gu Pingping again."

[A long time ago, probably a few years ago, I wrote a bloody drama with my friends, and I added it because someone said they liked it.Don't spray if you don't like it. 】

64. Prototype Issues in Companion Chapters

◎Let's talk about "Enlightenment of the Heart" first.

There are not many characters with archetypes.First is you◎

Let me talk about "Enlightenment of the Heart" first.

There are not many characters with prototypes.First of all, you have asked me many times in private about Jiang Jun and Jiang Shu. Jiang Jun has no prototype, and neither does Jiang Shu.But Jiang Shu was an ideal boyfriend I fantasized about when I was young, that is, I wanted a boyfriend like Jiang Shu when I was young.When writing Jiangshu, my first feeling was that Jiangshu must have a sense of security.Because Jiang Yan is a very insecure person.

Jiang Zhuo and Gu Qi.

For this pair, I don't seem to have given a clear answer at the end. I am here to tell you that this pair has no prototype.

Kailan and Nanyu.

The prototype of this pair is from one of my relatives, in 'Something to Say', I have something to say.My relative, she had excellent grades since she was a child, so she could be directly understood as a child of someone else's family, but then her rebellious period caused her grades to drop, and she began to mix in society.He ran away from home when he was a teenager, and when he came back in his 20s, he brought his girlfriend back home.Because of this incident, her father was furious and did not allow her to enter the house and drove her away. She went to the house of her grandmother who loved her the most, but her grandmother treated her just like her father and did not allow her to enter the house again. .Later, they broke up, and she found a boyfriend again, worked hard, but never returned home.Once when our family was hanging out with her family, her father clicked on the phone screen, and the wallpaper was her.Her father pointed to the phone screen and asked me if I knew her, and since I had never met her, he shook his head.Her father smiled and said proudly that this is my aunt, his eldest daughter.He was smiling, but there were tears in his eyes.At that time, I seemed to understand something, but I didn't understand anything.Before I knew this, I never thought that there would be such a story among my relatives.I was thinking, if I knew at that time, I would definitely stand up and bless them. This is something I have always felt very regretful about.Kailan and Nanyu in the novel are the prototypes of the two of them. Although most of them are not very similar, they are indeed written based on her story.In the novel, I didn't give them a chance to stay together because they didn't stay together in real life.But they dare to face their own love, as Kailan and Nanyu have demonstrated.

Wei Xiaowei and uncle.

This pair should talk about the prototype, I just took a look.It may be a little magical to say it, that day happened to be my birthday, and then my family came out to dinner to celebrate my birthday.It was very late after dinner, and I can't remember the exact order.Because the car at home is farther than the place to eat, we still have to walk for a while.When passing a park, it is next to the park.Because I walked back, the adults were chatting, and the children were only me and my brother, and my brother followed his path very honestly, without looking around.I caught a glimpse of them in the corner, and that was the first time I came into contact with them so closely (I have never met that relative, and when I knew her story, I was already in the second year of junior high school).For me at the time, it was really close.They kiss out of corner of the eye.I still haven't found the words to describe that scene.That uncle is like what was written in the novel, it is really scary, anyway, it scared me at the time (I was very face-controlled at that time, after that time I have no "face-control" again), and later I feel extremely beautiful.Their age difference can be said to be ignorant and they thought the uncle was his lover's father.The reason why I didn't say it was because I was afraid that you would not believe me and think that I was making something up to get your attention.

Liu Chun and Han Song.

The two of them are what a reader wants to know very much. A month after the end, they have been asking me if they have prototypes.Because I was very busy, it took me a long time to see her message.Here, let me also give an explanation.The 'archetype' of the two of them is just an inspiration to me, I don't know if their 'archetype' in reality is that relationship.I met them on a shopping trip. As far as their 'prototypes' are in reality, one has no legs and the other has no hands.They help each other. When shopping for vegetables (don’t ask me why I go to the vegetable market, because during the Chinese New Year, I have to go shopping with my family for the dishes to be cooked at noon and the necessities for the New Year), the person who lost his hands said which one? The dish, the one who lost his legs reached for it.Because of Chinese New Year, the atmosphere of Chinese New Year was very, very full at that time, the streets were full of people, the surrounding area was bustling, very festive and lively, but now we can’t see that scene anymore, even during Chinese New Year, the streets are very deserted. There were only a few people here and there, and there was no Chinese New Year atmosphere at all.The streets are full of people, the two of them act together