limited first love

That night, Guo Wei systematically checked a large amount of information on the Internet and stayed up until late at night.

He specially created a document, sorted out the key information one by one, recorded it carefully, and listed in detail all the matters that need attention in daily life by category.

Even at the end of the term, he had never paid so much attention to homework.

There are some information in it that he is particularly concerned about.

In addition to biological, gender also involves psychological identity.Just like Ruan Yiyun said that he always regards himself as a Beta, after many people undergo repeated changes in the day after tomorrow, their psychological identity will be out of sync with their physiology.

For example, a person who should have been an Alpha posted a post complaining that he had been an Omega for more than five years, no matter how the outside world treated him or the psychological hints he gave himself, he had completely integrated into his Omega identity .Now converted into an Alpha, his body has completed the transformation, but he still uncontrollably defaults to being an Omega psychologically, which makes him feel very contradictory and painful.

In the replies, a large number of people who have similar troubles with him have shared their experiences.

Those were all sad stories, Guo Wei looked at them, and in addition to sympathy and emotion, some ambiguous expectations surged in his heart.

Ruan Yiyun said that she has already accepted that she is an Omega.If he can't digest such a change, and still holds the mentality of an Omega... that would be great!

In the middle of the night, Guo Wei was lying on the bed looking at the laptop screen, his little heart was beating.

Ruan Yiyun has such a gentle temperament, even if he grows taller, he is a complete Alpha in his bones. If he takes out the two of them, he can still be his wife.He doesn't mind at all.

Another piece of information that he was very concerned about was that studies have shown that a stable romantic relationship is a very helpful thing for re-differentiation.

A good, sweet relationship releases a variety of hormones that are beneficial to the body, many of which are good for differentiation.Especially when converting from Omega to Alpha, the instinctive desire for exclusiveness will stimulate the release of pheromones, making the differentiation process more peaceful and safe.

Many people expressed their agreement in their replies and shared their personal experiences.

After Guo Wei read them one by one, he realized that what Mrs. Ruan said to him in the hospital actually meant something else.The current him is too important to Ruan Yiyun.

He regretted that he left early at noon because of the escape mentality caused by excessive shock.

It would be great if I could spend more time with Ruan Yiyun.

The next day, after he woke up at the old time, he immediately sent a message to Ruan Yiyun as usual, saying good morning to him.

After washing up and having breakfast, Ruan Yiyun finally replied.

--Morning!

- I just woke up hehe

——[kiss]

Even though it was just a few simple words and a system default emoji, Guo Wei found it more and more cute the more he looked at it.Once again, he sighed in his heart, how could such a person look like an Alpha?This is really a huge joke God made for him and Ruan Yiyun.

——Did you feel too uncomfortable to sleep last night?

he asks.

Looking back now, there are reasonable explanations for these weirdness at the beginning.It is precisely because of the transformation of gender that Ruan Yiyun suddenly grows taller at this age, and has untimely growing pains.

Judging from the information collected on the Internet, Ruan Yiyun's discomfort may be far more than just bone and joint pain.

——Because there is no class during this period, and I am locked up in the ward with nothing to do every day, so the biological clock is a bit messed up, so I oversleep

Ruan Yiyun replied.

This person always reported good news but not bad news, so Guo Wei could not rest assured.

He decided to ask more bluntly.

——I searched on the Internet, and I heard that the period of retransformation is very painful, and there will be various dangers. Are you sure you are completely fine?

Ruan Yiyun replied with an emoji of a kitten that seemed to be full of energy.

——Ann, if you sneeze and search the Internet, you may be terminally ill.See what those are doing, the doctor said I'm fine, so don't worry~

What he said made sense, Guo Wei was slightly relieved, but saw that Ruan Yiyun had sent a new message.

——Did you stay up all night to check?

——Treat me well, but you should also pay attention to rest. If you are sick, you can’t visit me often

His words reminded Guo Wei.

——I have no class tomorrow afternoon, can I come to visit you?

Ruan Yiyun told him to be careful.

—Okay, look forward to it!

For the second time, Guo Wei is already familiar with the way, and there have been many changes in his mentality.

In addition to the longing for Ruan Yiyun and the urgency arising from it, he was also somewhat timid, the closer he got, the more uneasy he became.

From Omega to Alpha, the shape must gradually change, right?

Apart from height, Ruan Yiyun may have been quietly changing in many places.See you later, will he become rougher than before?

If one day he becomes thick-browed, big-eyed, low-pitched, and thick-bodied, I'm afraid he won't be able to scream his wife.At that time, if Ruan Yiyun with such an appearance still firmly believes that he is a delicate omega, and whispers softly to him and asks her husband to ask for a kiss, the scene will really make people feel creepy.

Guo Wei comforted himself, even if this is the case, he will have a gradual and gradual acceptance process, at least he will not have to face it today.

When he came to the information desk, he showed his ID and filled out the form as before.I have already gained experience and no longer need to lead the way. I was about to walk in alone, but I saw the indicator light in the corner next to the service desk flashing with the prompt sound.

The nurse glanced at it, stood up quickly, and walked in quickly ahead of Guo Wei.

"What happened?" Guo Weigen asked from behind.

"You're going to Ward 1458, right?" said the nurse, "The patient is calling."

An ominous premonition suddenly surged in Guo Wei's heart.

Walking into the outer door of the ward, the curtain behind the glass wall was pulled up, making it impossible to see the situation inside for a while.Guo Wei cautiously followed the nurse, and when he entered the glass door, he was quickly taken aback.

Mrs. Ruan, who was standing by the bed, saw them, immediately took a step forward, and pointed to the bed: "Please help, he started..."

On the hospital bed, Ruan Yiyun was lying on his side, his body under the quilt was obviously curled up, his eyes were closed tightly, his exposed hands were visibly trembling, and the sound of gasping could be heard vaguely.

The nurse quickly took his temperature, and after confirming that it was still in the normal range, he leaned over and asked softly, "It's hard? Can you bear it?"

Ruan Yiyun still had his eyes closed, his brows were frowned, and after a few seconds, he seemed to nod slightly.The continuous trembling of his body made his weak movements extremely inconspicuous and difficult to distinguish.

Mrs. Ruan on the side said anxiously: "It's been a while, he's covered in cold sweat, and he can't speak even if I ask him questions."

Ruan Yiyun's face was pale, his tightly pressed lips did not show any trace of blood, and he still kept silent, obviously enduring the physical pain at this moment had exhausted his strength.

Seeing this, the nurse immediately took out a notebook from behind the hospital bed, handed it to Mrs. Ruan, and asked her to sign it.After that, he quickly brought the needle tube and medicine, and slowly pushed them in through the indwelling needle on the back of Ruan Yiyun's hand.

The whole process lasted about 5 minutes.

Guo Weisheng was afraid of affecting her, so he stood in the corner of the ward all the time, not daring to make a sound.

After pushing the needle, she led Mrs. Ruan to the outside compartment and explained the precautions.

Guo Wei pricked up his ears and listened secretly.

The nurse said that it is not recommended to persist in similar situations, and it is best to consult with the doctor during the routine rounds at night.The injection just now might make him a little drowsy, and he will be fine after a rest.You can always find her if you need to.The analgesic injection prescribed before was the last one just now. If this happens again, you need to contact the doctor, so you can't delay.

While listening, Guo Wei looked at Ruan Yiyun on the hospital bed.

The injection gradually took effect, Ruan Yiyun's originally tangled brows slowly relaxed, his whole body was no longer tense, he relaxed, and began to gasp for breath.

After talking with the nurse, Mrs. Ruan walked in again, showing an apologetic smile to Guo Wei: "I'm sorry, I didn't have time to greet you just now. Xiao Guo, come and sit first."

Ruan Yiyun seemed to be falling asleep at first, but upon hearing this, he immediately opened his eyes and propped himself up.After catching Guo Weihou with a reserved face in the corner of the ward, he narrowed his eyes and smiled at Guo Wei: "Why are you here so early?"

Guo Wei did arrive half an hour earlier than the appointed time.

The little bit of resistance in his heart was still no match for the urgency to see Ruan Yiyun as soon as possible.

I thought that what greeted him would be familiar scents, sweet words and warm hugs.

Ruan Yiyun's forehead was still covered with sweat, and although his smile was the same as usual, his voice was clearly weak.Guo Wei really wanted to respond to him with a smile, but tried his best to grin, but only made the expression weird and funny.

He obediently sat down on a chair beside him, looked at Ruan Yiyun without saying a word, his hands on his lap clenched tightly into fists.

Ruan Yiyun seemed to really want to say something more, but he didn't have the strength, so he opened his mouth and quickly closed it again.

Mrs. Ruan hurried over: "You should have a good rest first, and sleep for a while."

Her eye sockets were visibly red.

Perhaps because she was afraid of losing her composure, she tucked up the quilt for Ruan Yiyun, and quickly adjusted her smile to Guo Wei, saying, "Auntie, go out for a while, and you need to go through some formalities. Please help me take care of it. The call button at the head of the bed, the nurse will be here soon."

Guo Wei nodded quickly.

After Mrs. Ruan left, Ruan Yiyun, who had already closed her eyes, narrowed her eyes again, and looked at Guo Wei, who had always kept quiet.

The two looked at each other silently for a while, Ruan Yiyun said softly: "It's okay, I don't feel uncomfortable anymore."

After he finished speaking, he stretched out his hand from under the quilt, and opened his palm to Guo Wei: "Give me your hand."

Guo Wei hurriedly moved forward with the chair, walked down close to the edge of the bed, and passed his hand over.

The two held hands together, Guo Wei was afraid of affecting the indwelling needle on the back of Ruan Yiyun's hand, so he didn't dare to use force, and only carefully rubbed Ruan Yiyun's skin repeatedly with his thumb.

"My mother made a big fuss," Ruan Yiyun said slowly with half-closed eyes, "Even if you don't deal with it, you can just bear it for more than ten minutes."

Guo Wei finally spoke: "Do you often do this?"

Ruan Yiyun immediately denied: "No, very occasionally."

"Did you also feel so uncomfortable those nights?" Guo Wei asked again.

"Nope," Ruan Yiyun shook his head shallowly, "That's just growing pains."

Guo Wei didn't speak anymore.

Ruan Yiyun opened his eyes and looked at him, shaking his hand slightly: "Really, I won't lie to you."

Guo Wei nodded: "Yes."

At the same time, large drops of water gushed out of his eye sockets, quickly passed through the skin of his cheeks, and landed on their overlapping hands.

Guo Wei hurriedly lowered his head.

But the tears that fell one after another after that could no longer be concealed.