limited first love

Guo Wei originally wanted to cover up.

What Ruan Yiyun has said and done all along has been deliberately concealed, just because he doesn't want him to worry and feel distressed.Ruan Yiyun was already feeling very uncomfortable, after enduring so much hardship, Guo Wei hoped that he could at least cooperate with him at this moment, cover up his emotions, and pretend to be deceived.

But that was too difficult.

His tears kept pouring out, quickly blurring his vision.

"Why..." Ruan Yiyun tried to sit up, "Don't cry."

Guo Wei held him down with one hand to prevent him from getting up, and wiped his face with the other.

Neither side is doing well enough.

Ruan Yiyun grabbed his hand, propped himself up, and stretched out his hand to wipe the tears that were wiped everywhere on his cheek.

Guo Wei hid back, raised his arms to cover his face, shook his head and said, "I didn't cry, I didn't cry."

Ruan Yiyun was stunned, shook his head and laughed helplessly.

Guo Wei soon realized what a stupid thing he had done.His forced cover-up is better than Ruan Yiyun's, it's completely deceitful.

He wiped his eyes vigorously with his sleeve twice, and after putting down his hands, he finally saw Ruan Yiyun's appearance clearly at this moment.

Ruan Yiyun turned sideways, half-closed his eyes, and the corners of his lips raised an inconspicuous but natural arc.What is reflected in his pupils is Guo Wei's silly and embarrassed look at the moment.

Guo Wei couldn't help but also smiled.That short, light voice that barely made it through quickly changed its tone, sank straight down, and then twitched and twitched into sobs.

Tears welled up in his eyes again.

"I'm sorry," he mumbled and lisp, "I shouldn't...I..."

Ruan Yiyun quickly put away that little smile, looked very embarrassed, frowned and stretched out his hand to pull him.Guo Wei got up obediently and sat down on the edge of the bed again. Then, being hugged by Ruan Yiyun, he buried his face on Ruan Yiyun's shoulder.

"I'm not sorry," Ruan Yiyun gently stroked his soft hair, "Cry, cry, give me a kiss after crying."

It seems that there is no need to be patient anymore.Guo Wei quickly stretched out his arms, hugged Ruan Yiyun tightly, and let himself cry on Ruan Yiyun's shoulder.

He felt bad.Because of this sudden change, because of the unresolved worries that have been pent up in his chest for the past few days, and because of Ruan Yiyun's appearance of grabbing his heart when he was enduring the pain just now.

Ruan Yiyun whispered in his ear.

"It won't last long, it will be fine. What I told you in the message yesterday is true. The doctor said that I am doing well. Now these are just normal reactions. Just get through these few days, and the next The transformation will become smoother and smoother.”

Guo Wei sniffed and nodded: "Yeah."

"I'll be fine if you're here," Ruan Yiyun said, "I'll be fine for you."

Guo Wei raised his head.

Ruan Yiyun looked down at his face, and soon smiled again.There was obviously a slight frown between the brows, but it seemed that she had seen some extremely interesting scene, and the corners of her lips were raised while revealing her white teeth.

Guo Wei hurriedly buried his face in the crook of his arm, and wiped it quickly and vigorously with his sleeve.

He guessed that his current appearance was probably [-] times more sloppy than when Ruan Yiyun made a video call with him a few days ago.

"...It's okay, give me a kiss after crying." Ruan Yiyun said.

Guo Wei was afraid that he would laugh again when he saw his embarrassment, so he covered his brows and eyes with his hands while raising his head again.

Ruan Yiyun closed her eyes cooperatively, and turned her body sideways in his direction.Guo Wei also closed his eyes, and leaned forward with his head up.

When their lips met for a long time, Guo Wei withdrew his hand and clasped it on Ruan Yiyun's shoulder.

"Salty." Ruan Yiyun whispered with a smile, pressing against his lips.

Guo Wei did not refute, but still closed his eyes and kissed him seriously.

Crying is a very tiring thing, it will make people sleepy and become more dependent on warm and comfortable body temperature.

Guo Wei was reluctant to part with him, but Ruan Yiyun insisted on talking to him.

"Don't worry, everything will still be the same as before, I'm still me," he asked Guo Wei, "Have my lips changed?"

With his lower lip in his mouth, Guo Wei gave a vague answer: "Yes."

Ruan Yiyun paused for a moment.

Guo Wei stepped back a little, opened his eyes, and said seriously: "It used to be soft, but now it's a little peeled, hard, and pokes people."

After finishing speaking, seeing Ruan Yiyun standing there without any response, he tried to stick out the tip of his tongue, and lightly licked Ruan Yiyun's lips.He easily found the small piece of lip skin that was slightly raised due to dryness and became a little stiff in the air, and then tried to bring it moisture and softness in his own way.

That process brought some ambiguous sounds.

Ruan Yiyun quickly became cooperative.

This inseparable kiss was interrupted by a slight sound not far behind.

The two quickly stopped their movements, turned their heads to look in a panic, and saw the tightly closed glass door.

The curtain drawn aside shook slightly unnaturally.

Guo Wei blushed instantly.

"Yes, who is it?" He asked anxiously, "Could it be..."

"There's no one," Ruan Yiyun interrupted him, and stuck to him again, "It must be the wind."

Guo Wei didn't believe it.

The room was isolated from the outside world, even the windows were sealed.The only way to communicate with the outside air is the special fresh air system placed in the corner that can filter most of the pheromones in the air.

This is the information he found on the way here today.

But he didn't have a chance to say it.

"I don't poke people anymore," Ruan Yiyun said after getting closer, "Is it?"

Guo Wei shook his head, thinking to himself, he is not very soft, compared with the past, there are still some differences.

Ruan Yiyun said again: "Keep going."

"Oh." Guo Wei nodded, and obediently stuck out his tongue.

Not long after, Ruan Yiyun was too sleepy to keep his eyes open.

But he refused to separate from Guo Wei, and insisted on sitting, with his arms around Guo Wei's waist, and his head resting on Guo Wei's shoulder.

Guo Wei had no choice but to carefully hug him, adjusting his posture so that he could lean more comfortably.

"The doctor asked me if I had a lover, and I said yes. He asked again if I was in a relationship, and I said it was very good, very good, very good."

Ruan Yiyun was half-dream and half-awake, and he spoke lightly and softly, with a drawn-out tone, showing laziness, which made Guo Wei also feel sleepy.

"Then he said, that would be great, we must get in touch more, if possible, it is best to meet more. This will be good for me."

"Well," Guo Wei nodded, "I know, I will."

Ruan Yiyun closed his eyes and smiled: "I'm so lucky, the luckiest thing for me is to meet you."

Guo Wei also laughed.

He was deeply honored by Ruan Yiyun's words.

“If only the visits ended later,” he said, “I could come every day.”

Ruan Yiyun is important, but the class is not good and he doesn't go to class at all, which is really distressing.

"Call me every day." Ruan Yiyun said.

"it is good."

"And the video."

Guo Wei nodded: "Okay."

"kiss Me."

Guo Wei turned his head and put his lips on the skin of his forehead.

Ruan Yiyun laughed again: "I mean, kiss me in the video every day."

Guo Wei blinked.

"It's okay to kiss now." Ruan Yiyun said again.

Guo Wei nodded vigorously again: "Okay!"

Then kissed him on the cheek.Seeing Ruan Yiyun smile again, he stretched his neck somewhat reluctantly, wanting to kiss Ruan Yiyun's lips.

Ruan Yiyun quickly noticed it, squinted his eyes and raised his chin.

Guo Wei didn't want to think about the things that might annoy him that would happen after Ruan Yiyun's successful split.At this moment, he just wants to cherish the beauty in his arms, and wants to be a part of it.

Ruan Yiyun soon fell into a deep sleep.

Guo Wei supported him and carefully stuffed him into the bed.During the process, Ruan Yiyun woke up slightly, and when he saw him, he subconsciously curled his lips.

"I'll be by your side." Guo Wei told him in a low voice.

Ruan Yiyun obediently closed her eyes again.

Guo Wei stared at him for a while, and couldn't help but secretly took a few photos.

He is so good looking.Even with obvious haggardness, Guo Wei's heart still throbbed, and he couldn't restrain the urge to get close.

This face may change slightly due to gender changes in the future. Guo Wei saw many examples last night.

Therefore, he wanted to record Ruan Yiyun's appearance at this moment and keep it secretly.

Maybe five or ten years later, when Ruan Yiyun has become a thorough Alpha, he can still show it and enjoy it with Ruan Yiyun.

Until the end of visiting time, Ruan Yiyun was still asleep.

Guo Wei took a nap beside the bed for a while, and not long after waking up, the call button on the bedside flashed, and then made a sound.

It turns out that this thing also has the function of a walkie-talkie.The nurse at the desk asked him if he needed help and reminded him of the time.

Guo Wei had to leave.

Before leaving, he tore off a piece of post-it note just like before.

"It's time, I'll go back first, remember to send me a message when you wake up."

After writing this sentence, he drew two stick figures in the corner.One lying flat with long hair.The other stood beside him, with his mouth stretched out, kissing the forehead of the lying little figure.

After finishing the drawing, he thought about it, added a few strokes, and marked arrows next to the villain, writing "Sleeping Beauty" and "Prince" respectively.

It is not enough to finish writing, but I have to draw a small crown for my own villain.

Of course, draw some shiny stars around Sleeping Beauty too.

After stuffing the note into Ruan Yiyun's hand, he leaned down cautiously, and kissed Ruan Yiyun's lips earnestly and reverently.

When passing the service desk, Guo Wei was surprised to find that Mrs. Ruan was also there.

Mrs. Ruan moved a stool from nowhere, sat by the service desk, and chatted with the little nurse while eating melon seeds.

Looking at the melon seeds beside me, I'm afraid they have been there for a long time.

Thinking of the slightly shaking curtain a few hours ago, Guo Wei's ears burned, and he was too ashamed to say hello.

When Mrs. Ruan saw him, she took the initiative and walked over with a smile while carrying a bag in her hand.

"Auntie bought some fruit for you, let's eat it on the way." She said, and put the bag into Guo Wei's hand.

Guo Wei quickly declined: "You don't have to be so polite! I... I'll be back in less than half an hour, how can I eat so much..."

Mrs. Ruan was amused by his blunt words: "Then take it back and eat in the dormitory. If you can't eat enough, you can share some with your classmates."

"But……"

Mrs. Ruan forcefully stuffed the handle of the bag into his hand, and firmly held his hand: "Don't argue with Auntie, it's not something expensive, it's just a thought, so you can accept it. "

Guo Wei hesitated for a few seconds, then nodded, "Thank you, Auntie."

Mrs. Ruan showed a relieved smile: "Be careful on the road."

Guo Wei carried the heavy bag and walked towards the elevator. After a while, the voice of Mrs. Ruan chatting with the little nurse with a smile came from behind.

"That's right, that kid insisted on fetching water to wash his hair in the morning, so I knew it must be Xiao Guo who was coming."

Guo Wei lowered his head and laughed too.