like her

Tossed to New Year's Eve.

Mom and Dad came back from other places with their younger brother, with big bags and small bags, and also brought new clothes for Ruan Gai, but they found that the clothes they bought were too big.

To be precise, it's not that the clothes are too big.

But Nguyen Gai was too thin.

She was so thin that her mother couldn't recognize her daughter when she first saw it.

Mom stood in front of her and asked her why she was so thin?

Ruan Gai wanted to say that he was fine, but grandma interjected and said, picky eaters don't eat, so of course they lost weight.I feel that no one else's food is as good.

Ok.

Ruan Gai didn't speak any more.

Even though I know grandma is talking nonsense.

But she didn't want to explain anything either.

No strength to argue.

This is a change that Nguyen Gai slowly discovered in himself.

In the past, I didn't take it seriously, I thought it didn't matter, it didn't affect her much, and I didn't care about it or argue.

But now it's more that she has something in her heart.

But I just don't have the strength to say it.

The new beginning of the new year that I had been looking forward to for a long time has also become nothing.

There is no year thirty that is as long as this year.

The long process of preparing the New Year’s Eve dinner, from plucking chickens and ducks to cleaning the intestines; from wiping the table and stools to cleaning the bed where parents and younger brothers sleep, to cleaning the dishes in the cupboard, all left one by one A cutscene.

Ruan Gai said nothing.

obedience.

In the past, I might have complained in private,

But now she doesn't say anything.

Neighbors left and right were speechless when they saw her.

Originally, Ruan Gai seldom talked with the people around her. Since Lao Mo and the others left, she basically walked with her head down when she saw people.

Occasionally those people would say something, but Nguyen Gai seemed to be unable to hear them.

She spent the entire winter vacation making handmade garlands in her small room. She thought she could save some money now, as there are too many places where she really needs to use the money in the future.

Every year my younger brother will receive a lot of lucky money.

But neither did Nguyen Gai.

What the adults mean is that she is past the age of collecting lucky money.

And the New Year's money I collected when I was a child is also kept by my mother, but every time she goes out to work, she will give her some as pocket money.

For a moment, Ruan Gai thought that there was no way for her to change her grandma's traditional feudal thinking.

But after all, I am my mother's child.

Even if she has patriarchal thoughts and prefers her younger brother, as long as she works hard on her, it will definitely change, right?

With this in mind, Ruan Gai began to approach her mother.

But you can't use the word close either.

It can only be said that she started to do something with a purpose.

For example, her goal before the third year of junior high school was to persuade her mother to stand on her side and let her go to high school.When I take the university entrance examination in the future, I will persuade her to insist on filling in medical-related majors when she fills out her volunteers.

She thought, this should be her last hope to get rid of this kind of life.

On the one hand, she found that while she became silent, her heart became stronger, and on the other hand, she learned to show softness in front of some people.

It is to deliberately lower one's posture and negotiate conditions with others.

But not for everyone, but for her, it was helpful.

The first person she came into contact with was her mother.

At the dinner table on New Year's Eve, everyone wished that there would be plenty in the coming year and a good harvest, and hoped that my younger brother would grow up healthily and happily.But she went to raise a glass, wishing her mother still young and all the best.

Mom was visibly taken aback.

So are others.

They more or less knew Ruan Gai's temperament.

can't speak.

Not to mention good things.

But who would not be happy to hear this sentence.

After the mother reacted, she smiled happily.

"Thank you daughter."

At the end of the New Year's Eve dinner, children have to take garlic sprouts and put them on the stove, and then ask the adults at home for lucky money.After taking the New Year's money, children will have money to set off fireworks and firecrackers.

After the age of ten, Ruan Gai never took any lucky money.

For the past few years, she hadn't held out any hope.

I also don't want to ask my family for the money.

But this year.

she wants.

And it is necessary.

But she knew that if she asked her to speak, the chance of success was not very high.

So the second person she came into contact with was her younger brother who she had never coaxed before.

After all, he is also a child of four or five years old. What a child of such an age wants is very simple.

Nothing more than eating and playing.

Ruan Gai also knew that his younger brother would call her back and forth. When he was in a good mood, he would call her elder sister.

It's really uneducated to others.

But in her grandma's opinion, she still thought it was a good call.

It's ok.

She really doesn't care about this.

Only, when she saw her brother.

There will always be a familiar figure flashing through my mind.

She didn't dare to continue thinking.

After gathering her thoughts, she squatted in front of her younger brother and called him by his nickname.

My brother is in a good mood.

Obediently looked at her.

"My sister knows that there is a small store that sells fireworks. It's very beautiful. It's your favorite kind. My sister wants to buy it for you." Hearing that it was fireworks, my brother's eyes started to flash, "Really, where is it. "

"Of course it's true, but my sister doesn't have enough money. You know, my parents like you very much, but my sister has nothing. But my sister remembers your brother's favorite fireworks."

In the past, Nguyen Gai did not say these seemingly flattering words.

But now, maybe these words became her hope.

The younger brother and older sister haven't seen each other all year round, and they didn't really have any conflicts during that time.

And when he was at home, even though Ruan Gai didn't like him, the things he was supposed to take care of for him also declined.

Even when others bullied him once, it was his sister who helped him drive those people away.

It's not that my younger brother didn't remember these things.

It's just that children will follow the example of adults.

He saw that adults were rude to her, commanded her to come and go, and he would follow suit.

It is mentioned in the "Three Character Classics" that at the beginning of human beings, nature is inherently good.

However, affected by the environment, those who are close to vermilion are red, and those who are close to ink are black.

Problems in family education are the most direct cause of children going astray.

Under the suggestion of his sister, the younger brother understood something.

But he hesitated.

"Sister, will you really take me to buy fireworks?"

Ruan Gai replied with a smile: "Of course, and my sister will accompany you to set off fireworks and take you to eat delicious food."

"But the premise is that my sister must be rich. My sister is still a child, and she doesn't have a lot of money."

"right."

"Ok!"

Brother understands.

After New Year's Eve, when the younger brother asked his father for the New Year's money, he said, "Dad, my sister is still a child, so I have to give her the New Year's money."

Dad was visibly taken aback.

Didn't expect this to happen at all.

But in the end it was given.

Because if you don't give it, the child will have to roll on the spot and start crying.

When adults give new year's money, they usually go to the bank to exchange for brand new money, and then wrap it in a red envelope.Two hundred more, fifty less.But every year, 200 yuan will be stuffed into it in order to let the children go out to play and have a little face.

Then when the children go out to play, they will start to show off how much lucky money they have taken.

As everyone knows, before going out, the adult has already exchanged the odd money.

But every year I still enjoy showing off to my friends.

But this time, Ruan Gai and his younger brother got 400 yuan each solidly.

Because after the younger brother got the red envelope, he didn't hand it over to his mother for a look, but went straight to his sister. When the mother asked, she said that the elder sister kept it.

In this way, sovereignty transitioned to Nguyen Gai.

Ruan Gai naturally only took his own part, and took his younger brother to buy what he wanted to buy if there was more.

The younger brother seemed very happy.

Holding her hand, showing off to people everywhere.

"My sister took me to buy fireworks. Oh, we got a lot of lucky money."

"This is my sister, she is going to take me to buy fireworks."

"La la la."

The younger brother is ostentatious.

And the little dirty boy—

What is she like.

Every time she took her out, she only dared to pull her trousers.

Silently followed behind her.

But when encountering things, she never backs down.He will also straighten his back and be true to others.

Shou Sui crosses twelve o'clock.

All the images Ruan Gai could think of were about her.

I don't know what happened to her now.

where again.

Is life going well?

Have you encountered any unpleasant things?

Does the Latin dance continue?

Did she bring the dance clothes and skirts that were given to her?

Is the place where she is so lively today?

Will she think of herself?

When everything around you fades away.

Then only you are left.

Nguyen Gai's eyes were swollen.

She looked away.

exhale.

The picture in my mind is frozen in the evening of a certain day in midsummer.

The little dirty boy clamored again that he wanted to watch the sunset.

I am young but I prefer some twilight.

There is a concrete wall where you can watch the sunset.

In front of the concrete wall, there is a small stream.

That day.

Ruan Gai washed her hands in the river with her in his arms.

The weather is hot, but the water in the stream is cool.

After washing their hands, the two watched the sunset in front of the concrete wall.

Ruan Gai had a sudden idea.

Stretch out your hand, spread your fingers, and press down hard against the wall.

A palm print with water stains appeared.

She pointed to the wall and said to the little dirty boy, "Look, it's my fingerprint."

"Hey, I want it too!" said the little dirty boy.

"Okay, you can just print it."

"No~"

"He wants to be in the same position as you."

Ruan Gai laughed at her: "But you can't reach it."

The little dirty boy rolled his eyes: "Then Gagai, won't you hug me!"

ok.

Ruan Gai hugged her up, keeping her at the same position where he pressed his fingerprint.

The little dirty boy pressed down solemnly.

Then laughing and rambling.

"Yeah"

"I'm holding hands with Gaga."

puff.

What kind of holding hands is this?

At most, it's hand to hand.

But the little dirty boy doesn't care so much.

That's what I thought.

Twelve o'clock sharp.

The fireworks of the New Year's Eve are everywhere.

Quietly: "I miss you so much." It was mixed in the sound of bang bang bang.

The new year is here.

The author has something to say: #Galaxy can only be seen when everything is silent, and so are you. #

In the movie "Runaway Family", all the power in Tokyo was cut off, and the world became quiet in an instant. The hostess said that only at this time can the Milky Way be seen.And only at this time, I am willing to admit——

In all the dark nights where no one knows, all I think of is you.

(Please give me the button to light up the full score love story, haha.)