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After the little dirty boy left that year, Ruan Gai felt that he had lost something every day.

She didn't dare to think about it carefully, she just knew how to study hard and challenge those seemingly impossible plans.

For example, memorizing 1000 English words a day or memorizing the difficult professional knowledge in a whole medical book is something that cannot be completed in one day even if you work hard.

The sense of loss and disappointment generated by the impossibility of doing this will mask her thinking about other things.

At first you will feel like nothing.

But it turned out that what is particularly interesting is the things that can't be done in one day——

Give it a little more time and you'll be done.

No hurry.

When she was up close and on the same level as the little dirty boy in her memory, she obviously felt her heartbeat was different from usual.

Over the years, she has been too stable.

When she was in middle school, Zheng Bo, the only one who didn't leave, told her so; when she was in high school, the teachers and classmates in the school also said it; after she went to university, she heard more voices like this.

A lot of people don't think she looks like a young person.

Whether it is mentality, feeling, or even daily behavior, it is not like contemporary young people.

No one is on her, feeling the restlessness full of youthful breath.

But after coming to Chengnan No. [-] Middle School.

Slowly smell the fresh breath.

Although it still looks very stable, only she knows what she is expecting.

She didn't know whether such expectations were correct.

But right now, in her mind, only those three words that she summed up before——

No hurry.

The two looked at each other, and the air was still.

No one took a step forward.

Since there is no way to move forward, there is no choice but to retreat.

No one will stay in place forever.

"If you can't think of what to do now, just take it easy and tell me when you think about it. I'll go out and have a look first."

The sane person is often the first to take a step back.

While taking a step, Ruan Gai said to her.

Lin Duqing didn't reply, his mood was like a balloon filled with water, inflated.Not very good.

Although she didn't dare to get any closer.

But will look forward to.

What if the other party gets close?

But the fact is that the other party retreated before her.

She has to take the initiative every time!

It was like this when I was a child, and it is still like this when I grow up!

Lin Du said lightly, "Go, you go, anyway, this is not the first time we have separated."

Emotions came out of nowhere.

After finishing speaking, Lin Duqing himself was startled.

There was no transition in her mind about this sentence, and she blurted out dissatisfaction.

Ruan Gai paused for a while, apparently also stunned by her sudden emotion, and after a few seconds of delay, explained: "I'm not going to a far away place, I'm going to the infusion room outside, and I'll be back in a while ah."

Of course Lin Duqing knew that she would come back soon.

But when my brain became hot, the words immediately came out of my mouth.

She just wanted to let her know her dissatisfaction.

And there is no way to tell her directly that I want to be as close to her as I was when I was a child, so I can get close to her as much as I want.I want to tell her that I don't want to be separated from her at all.

"Just take it as my nonsense." Lin Duqing sat down and stopped looking at her.

Ruan Gai sensed that she was somewhat dissatisfied.

But I didn't dare to think about whether it was because I took half a step back.

Only when she was emotional and didn't want to talk to her.

"Then you rest first..."

"Humph."

A small hum was the answer.

Lin Du lightly wrapped his hands around his waist, not looking at her at all.

Her angry look really makes people want to pinch her face.

Thinking of this, Ruan Gai couldn't help laughing.

"What are you laughing at?" She stared slightly, but she was also very good-looking.

Ruan Gai looked at it, quite happy, "I suddenly felt that you are quite cute when you are angry."

Lin Duqing: "..."

Oh.

"That's so cute, don't you plan to hug it before leaving?"

God knows how much effort she spent on such a simple word.

After I finished speaking, I didn't seem to hold back as much as before.

Ruan Gai pursed his lips.

He swallowed again.

I don't know how to open the steps under my feet.

Lin Duqing didn't force her.

I didn't have any hope.

Anyway, in my memory, the person in front of me didn't take the initiative to hug her.

"Just pretend I didn't say anything." Lin Duqing couldn't sit still any longer, and got up to leave.

Just as she passed by her, she was grabbed by the wrist.

Then she was pulled into an embrace.

"I thought that we would never be able to embrace as we were when we were young." Lin Duqing buried his face in her shoulder and said in a very low voice.

A low voice poured into my ears.

After hearing this, Ruan Gai had a sore nose and told her, "Why not. We finally met again."

Lin Duqing burst into warm tears.

Why can we get along calmly when I was young, but when I grow up, I start to beat around the bush.inaccurate words.

He would also be sulking because of something she said that didn't go his way.

Just tell her directly, that's fine.

But worried about this and that.

School canteen.

The two chose a seat by the window.

I ate small bowls of dishes from the school window, and the dishes I ordered were relatively light.

Ruan Gai ordered all the meat and vegetables, and this time Lin Duqing didn't fight with her to pay, so she followed her instructions and sat obediently at the designated place, waiting for her to come.

After working for a while, she asked again, should I drink milk or soup.

She said drink milk.

She replied okay.

After the hug, the two seemed less restrained.

It's strange to say that when we met for the first time, I couldn't hold back and hugged her too.But it seems that this is the beginning of the restraint.

Because she wasn't sure if she would like such an abrupt hug.

But today she made sure with her.

She loves cuddling.

Ok.

Lin Duqing's mood suddenly became better.

"That's all you eat for dinner? It's too little..." Ruan Gai asked suspiciously when she saw her put down her chopsticks after the dinner started.

"I can't eat too much." Lin Duqing didn't tell her that he usually didn't eat dinner, or only ate an apple.

Ruan Gai hurriedly added food to her bowl, "How about that, I still have to eat."

Lin Du lightly looked at the mountains of food in the bowl, and said helplessly, "But I really can't eat any more."

It wasn't that she was on a diet, but that she didn't seem to have much desire for food.

"Eat slowly, don't wait until you're full. I don't think you're even half full." Ruan Gai added another piece of ribs to her, "We're not in a hurry, you cooperate with me, eat as much as you want." point."

Ruan Gai didn't mean to force her.

But it seems that she eats too little.

Hearing what she said, Lin Du smiled softly and replied, "Okay, I will cooperate with you and eat more."

Ruan Gai took a big mouthful of rice, "Thank you for your cooperation."

"For the sake of your cooperation, I will invite you to have dinner with me in the future."

Looking at the full bowl of food, and then comparing what he had for dinner before, Lin Du sneered, "For this dinner, don't make appointments for every meal. You have to have a good meal every now and then."

Ruan Gai pretended not to understand, "I think eating together every day is the happiest."

Lin Duqing: "..."

The rice in the bowl suddenly didn't know how to eat it.

In fact, Ruan Gai has already noticed that she has some stomach problems from the perspective of diet and appetite.

Losing appetite is a particularly scary thing.

It's also pathetic.

Losing the desire to eat is the real lack of experience, ups and downs.

Nguyen Gay was like this for a while.

But fortunately, I am a medical student, so I can slowly adjust.

At this moment, Ruan Gai really wanted to ask her how she got here all these years.

But she held back.

She took her milk and helped insert the straw.

Then say, "It's okay, let's take our time."

For some reason, Lin Duqing wanted to cry when she heard her say such words.

But she still tried very hard to hold back, and then replied, "Okay."

Ruan Gai pushed the milk to her, and smiled: "Then it's settled, every night from now on, I will ask you to have dinner together."

Lin Duqing: "..."

This person always has a way to make people jump into the pit by themselves! ! !

The author has something to say: Ruan: I am just sincerely asking for an invitation.