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Nguyen Gai clearly remembered——

She has had no appetite for several years.

I just don't feel hungry, and I don't have much desire for anything to eat. I can eat it or not.

Those few years were probably the darkest period of time she had ever lived.

As much as she wanted to erase her memory, she couldn't.

That was 2010.

She successfully passed the key class of the key high school in the city.

Still, as the class teacher expected, they were admitted in batches in advance.

Everyone is very happy.

So is she.

She finally had a chance and went to the city.

Although during the senior high school entrance examination, I went to the city to take the exam.

But at that time, I was in a hurry, and all the time was arranged by the team leader, so I didn't have time to take a good look at what the city looked like.

At that time, she naively thought that if she was admitted to high school, she would have the confidence to go to the city to find her little dirty boy.With the money she saved during the two-month summer vacation after the high school entrance examination.

But what she didn't know was——

It is not good to be a teacher.

Life in the city was not as beautiful as she imagined.

And the beginning of high school life was not particularly pleasant.

When she went to study in the city, she had some trouble with her family.

So she only took tuition fees, and did not ask her family for living expenses.

Her few hundred dollars alone are not enough to live in the city.Even in school, after removing the accommodation fee, there are food, transportation, daily necessities and miscellaneous living expenses, which far exceed the money she has saved in two months.

She took the bus to the city one day in advance, and she will never forget that feeling in her life.

Want to sleep, but can't sleep.

All the scenery drifting by outside the window are printed in the bottom of my eyes.

She got out of the car in front of a KFC store.

She remembered that the little dirty boy had told her that the hamburgers in the city were delicious.

Before coming to the city, she asked the people around her where there was a burger in the city.

Others told her that both KFC and McDonald's have them.

Might be able to run into her here.

So when the car drove into the city and saw the first store like this, she couldn't wait to get out of the car.

At that time, she didn't bring a lot of luggage, a thin blanket and straw mat, a bag for clothes, a schoolbag, and a bucket from home.

She thought it was weird to carry a bucket on her back.

I don't really want to take it.

But the school teacher told her that Lincheng No. [-] Middle School is a boarding public school.

There are [-] beds in the dormitory. There is no hot water in the bathroom. You have to go downstairs to pick it up yourself, so it is best to bring a bucket to facilitate bathing and washing clothes.

If you go to the city to buy it, it must be more expensive than our country.

That's the reason.

Unexpectedly, when she got off the car, she walked in a hurry and threw away the bucket that she hated at the beginning.She didn't think about it until she was walking back to school.

At that time, she had very little money left.

I don't know if it's because of the soil she wears or her words and deeds, she is too reserved, but it is obvious at a glance that she is a little girl from the countryside.In the pocket on his body is definitely the money he will spend when he comes to the city.

It's her fault too.

Because I have hundreds of dollars in my pocket, I have to touch it from time to time.

Ugh.

When I was at home, I was very calm and everything was planned, but when I entered the city, I became in a hurry.

What she could recall was that she was bumped lightly.

By the time she realized that the money in her pocket was gone, the other party had long since disappeared.

She stood at the door of KFC, crying loudly.

It frightened everyone in the store.

Some people thought she wanted a hamburger and couldn't afford it, so they gave her one specially. With tears in her eyes, she told others that my money was gone, and the money I needed to study in the city was gone.

At this moment, she saw the dodging eyes of the people in the city.

It took her a long time before she could truly understand this kind of gaze.

Probably at that time, others thought she was a liar.

But at that time, she regarded others as hope, cried out of breath, and told others how she worked hard to save the money.

Finally the man walked away.

Everyone is far away from her.

The aunt who bought her a hamburger in the first place threw that hamburger in the trash.

That was the most embarrassing time for her.

That is, since then, she seems to have no strong desire for so-called food.But this is only part of the reason, the most important reason is still because of poverty.

Have no money to eat.

Later, she still asked her family for living expenses.

But not too much.

Fortunately, there was no need to buy clothes at that time. Everyone wore school uniforms.

Studying in a public school, although the campus environment and facilities are not as good as those in a private school, the school rules and discipline are still very strict.

In such an environment with no appetite, I spent three years of high school life.

It was after studying in university that her roommates from all over the world changed her view of diet; apart from this reason, there is also a particularly important point that the university provided her with a platform to broaden her horizons and see what she used to do In a small place, life is simply unimaginable.

From the first semester of her freshman year, she began to do scientific research with her teacher and publish papers.When there is plenty of time after class, she will also do some part-time tutoring. During the summer vacation of her junior year, she also signed up for a two-month teaching support in remote areas.

During that time, she grew up rapidly.

She saw families that were more difficult than her own life, and also saw the children's diet, and their strength and optimism in the face of life.

After living for two months, she returned to school.

The mentality and thinking are not the same as before.

She will cherish the life in front of her even more.

She cherishes the life she has now won for herself.

If she hadn't insisted on studying and studying medicine at the beginning, maybe she should be living in that small place now.

Working hard to live.

But she carved out a path for herself.

Why not live well.

The power of hope made her positive and optimistic, and she saw the road ahead more clearly and clearly.

She is capable of doing whatever she wants to do.

In fact, what happened before entering high school had a great impact on her.

As a result, she would not dare to inquire about the little dirty boy for many years to come.

She felt that she was incapable of taking care of the little dirty boy.

So the option is gone.

These words were all spoken by Ruan Gai to Lin Du later.

She told her that three meals a day must be eaten well.

There is nothing more important than eating.

Food will give you strength.

Lin Du nodded lightly, indicating that he understood.

But she wasn't sure if she would do it.

After filling their stomachs, the two walked out of the cafeteria side by side.

This feeling seems to be a lot more subtle.

How to describe it.

In my memory, she always followed behind me, pulling on my trousers.

Then he walked very slowly.

But now she is shoulder to shoulder with herself.

The two are on the same level.

Just a slight glance from the corner of the eye.

You can see the people standing next to you.

Ruan Gai smiled calmly.

The two separated at the intersection of the teaching building and the school hospital. Before Lin Duqing turned around and was about to leave, she said to her, "Then I'll go back to the classroom first."

Ruan Gai paused for two seconds before replying, "Okay."

Lin Duqing felt that she had something to say, but she never waited.

"Ah."

Just after she turned around, she suddenly ran out from the side, pulled her wrist, and put something in a golden package in her palm.

"I bought it when I passed by a small store before."

Before Lin Duqing had time to ask what it was, she disappeared.

She looked at the things in her palm and felt familiar.

After taking it apart, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise.

It's chocolate.

It was her favorite chocolate when she was a child.

She still remembers.

Everything, she remembers.

Lin Du lightly held the chocolate in his palm tightly, leaving a residual warmth on the golden paper shell.

is the temperature of the cover.

very nice.

When returning to the school hospital, Ruan Gai just took over the evening shift.

There are two evening shifts every week, and I sleep in the duty room of the school hospital.

Being on duty is the most familiar routine for medical students.

So does staying up late.

Just then, the phone in his pocket rang.

It is an unfamiliar local number.

She picked it up.

He frowned slightly.

"I don't have time, I have to go to work."

The call was from grandma. There was no phone at home before, so it should be done later.After getting the phone, Ruan Gai never told her what his number was.

It should have come from her mother.

In recent years, the relationship between Ruan Gai and his family has not been close.

Apart from talking a little more with my mother and younger brother, my grandparents are not willing to talk at all.

The old people have traditional thinking, and there is no way to communicate and communicate at all.

But since she graduated from medical school, grandma became inexplicably enthusiastic about her.

Maybe I heard people say that studying medicine is promising.

This time I called her directly and asked her to take her to the hospital for treatment.

She felt that her waist was not very comfortable.

And legs.

I can't walk anymore.

Ruan Gai refused without thinking.

It's not that she is cruel.

It's just that this shouldn't be something she should undertake.

The most important thing is that she didn't do the care that an elder should give to the younger generation, but she spoke up when she needed to ask for it.

She can't take it.

"I'll wait for your vacation."

"Then I don't have time."

Grandma yelled: "You have been studying for so many years for nothing! It's useless in the end! I just said, you shouldn't be made to read too much!"

Ruan Gai sneered: "You are sick, you should go to my father. What is the use of you looking for me. Besides, did you pay half of the money for my education back then! You have no idea what you have done to me !"

"Hang up, I have to go to work. Don't call me again in the future."

When putting away the phone, Ruan Gai felt someone standing beside him.

Ruan Gai froze for a few seconds.

She was a little excited when she answered the phone just now.

She should have heard it all, right?

"I……"

Lin Duqing was a little unresponsive at first, she had never seen Gai Gai like this before.But when she put away her phone and looked at her with gentle eyes, she felt that everything was fine.

Anything her Gai Gai does must have a reason for her.

"I didn't mean to listen to your call. I suddenly thought that there is something I want to give you."

The author has something to say:

I hope that the collection can pass three hundred and five before the end

But now it seems to be stuck

Burst into tears