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September of the same year.

Major colleges and universities open.

Ruan Gai also received the admission letter from the Faculty of Medicine of MoU before the start of the semester as he wished. The light blue envelope was the color of the sky.

Her mentor also specially wrote her a message, hoping that she would not forget her original intention of studying medicine.

The mood of returning to Mocheng this time is completely different from the mood when I sent Lin Duqing to Moda to study a year ago.At that time, there seemed to be a little lack of confidence.

Now I feel like I have found my confidence and focus.

She regained her motivation and persistence.

But it should be more tiring than before.

Maybe he will be dragged to the hospital to work as an intern assistant. After all, from graduation to returning to school, there is also a period of vacancy.

It will definitely be pulled out by the instructor to grind it hard.

It was such a coincidence that Lin Duqing met her father whom she hadn't seen in more than ten years in the tertiary hospital arranged by Ruan Gai's mentor.

Everything seems so dramatic.

After the start of school, Ruan Gai followed his tutor to study a clinically relevant case analysis, and had to go to the hospital for long-term academic exchanges and practical investigations.During that time, Nguyen Gai almost lived in the hospital.

Lin Duqing felt sorry for her, and would occasionally prepare some food and send it to her.

That day.

When Lin Du woke up lightly, he felt an unspeakable uncomfortable feeling all over his body, that kind of premonition that something bad would happen.

When she has this bad feeling, she won't stay by herself.

It's easy to overthink.

She bought Ruan Gai's favorite taro ball and bean curd in the school cafeteria, and brought some fruits.

Going to see her in the hospital.

At that time, by accident, she was going to the third floor of the inpatient department to find someone, but she walked an extra floor to the fourth floor where the critically ill patients were located.

When he realized that he had gone to the wrong floor, Lin Duqing felt an indescribable feeling in his heart, and his chest was a little stuffy.

She frowned slightly.

Ready to go downstairs.

Just as he turned around, a man came up from the stairs.

The man was wearing a gray jacket, with serious eyes and a dull complexion.There is a slightly protruding brown mole on his left eyelid near the end of his eyebrow.

For some reason, Lin Duqing's heart skipped a beat.

The man's gaze followed her, but he didn't stay for long before passing by.

On the contrary, Lin Duqing kept watching his back, and hurriedly walked towards the end of the corridor.She wanted to follow up to have a look, but she couldn't move forward.

She suddenly became very flustered.

For more than ten years, she has never bumped into a man with a mole in that position among the crowd passing her by.

Although there is no picture of that man at home, she herself can't remember his appearance.

But the mole on the eyelid is something she has never been able to forget.

When she was young, she always loved to wrap around him, hugging herself and sitting on his shoulders.

Every time she puts her hand on his slightly protruding mole, that mole seems to have a very magical power, more like a switch.

As long as she holds it down.

She is the little princess spoiled by her father.

The switch is gone, the magic is gone.

Her princess dress is gone too.

Although she was very reluctant to admit it, she would still think of the childishness her father brought to her when she was a child.Even later, I felt that my father was busy and didn't have so much time to be by her side.

but--

She always remembers.

Happy hours with myself sitting on my father's shoulders.

She stood on the stairs from the third to the fourth floor for a long time.

I don't know whether to go downstairs to find her Gai Gai, or go upstairs to find the man who gave her a very different feeling.

finally--

She turned around and went downstairs.

She didn't tell Ruan Gai when she came to the hospital, so Ruan Gai didn't know she was coming, so he went to the archives to sort out the materials.Lin Du gently put the food on the nurse's desk.

If you want to trouble the nurse sister, please pass it on.

The sister nurse on duty has a good relationship with Ruan Gai, and she also remembers Lin Duqing.After all, such a beautiful young lady can be remembered at a glance.

Just say, take her to the lounge for a meeting first.

"Classmate Ruan will be here in a while, so don't rush away. Wouldn't it be better for you to give it to her yourself later?" Maybe it's because her face is not very good, so don't worry about her leaving.The nurse sister tried her best to persuade her to stay.

Now that the other party said so, she couldn't put down her things and leave.

"Okay, then trouble sister."

"Don't bother, don't bother, I'm just free, I'll take you there."

When the nurse sister laughed, she showed her small canine teeth, which was very cute.

Also very enthusiastic.

It's just that every time Lin Duqing came to the hospital, he was in a hurry and didn't talk in detail.

Because Gai Gai didn't let her stay in the hospital any longer.

But she herself lives in the hospital because she needs practical clinical data and real-time case analysis.

Lin Du looked at her accommodation conditions lightly.

Really very simple.

Just a few bunk beds and a desk.

Not even a cabinet.

Clothes were piled up on the bed, and it was hard to tell which ones were clean and which needed to be changed.

It can be said that those minor problems such as cleanliness and not getting used to living with other people were forced to be cured.

Lin Duqing said that she would help her tidy up, and also wanted to buy a cabinet for her to put here, but she said no.

She will go to wash in a while.

It's just that when I didn't have time, I was met by her.

But in fact, every time she finished all the materials, she fell asleep.

I thought about doing laundry, thinking about doing something, but I didn't have the energy.

But she didn't want Lin Duqing to help her with these.

Once she washed it secretly, she was still angry with her.

The kind that can't be coaxed well.

She said, if you do this, it will make me feel that I am useless.

Lin Duqing stopped arguing.

But also really distressed.

In the past, she knew that studying medicine was tiring and hard work, but she never thought that it would be so hard.

She is still studying for graduate school. If she really becomes a doctor in the future, besides consultations, she will also write academic papers, and she will take this job as her career throughout her life.

The pressure will be even greater.

Every time she came to the hospital, she would go back with a particularly heavy heart.

So Ruan Gai simply didn't want her to come frequently.

On the one hand, it is true that it is a hospital and an inpatient department, so there are many bacteria and viruses, but the most important thing is that she is unwilling, and she also bears such pressure.

She wants to have fun dancing and studying.

Instead of bearing it with her, it was not what she should bear.

Lin Duqing also knew her temper, so he came to see her whenever he missed her.

Even when they meet, just say a few words in a hurry, or watch her sleep.Sometimes when facing special patients, she also has to be on duty with her.

I was on duty at night and had to study materials during the day.

Often at noon, she would fall asleep in the lounge.

Lin Duqing specially chose noon to come over.

Supervise her eating.

In the past, she was the one who supervised her eating, but now she is the one who supervises her.

But today—

Because she bumped into that man inadvertently, her mood suddenly became very depressed.

She climbed onto the bed where Ruan Gai usually slept, and buried her head in the quilt that smelled of her, seeking some comfort.

She hoped it was him.

At least we met each other.

Let it go.

But she didn't seem to want that person to be him.

Appearing in the hospital ward, there are only a few possibilities.

Either you are sick.

Either a family member or an illness.

Either one is related to illness.

Even if that person has left all these years, he doesn't care about everything.

But she didn't want her to know when that person was sick.

It has been so many years since my mother's illness.

She really can't bear it, her parents are sick.

Ugh.

Take a long sigh.

Lin Du lightly closed his eyes and tried to fall asleep.

Sleep is the best decompression.

But it's just the body sleeping.

My mind is still very clear, and I have been trying to find some past memories.

The more I try to find it, the more I can't remember it.

Instead, he was upset.

But I don't know how to calm myself down.

Thinking about the nose a sore.

That man never thought of coming back to find them. Why did he react so strongly when he saw someone who had the same characteristics as him.

……

When Ruan Gai came back, Lin Duqing had already cried a round in bed.

When she saw a piece protruding from the bed and the things on the table, she knew that she must be here.

Maybe it's the feeling in my heart after being together for a long time.

Ruan Gai always felt that the air pressure was very low.

She put down the documents and walked towards her.

After confirming that it was her, I asked her softly, "When did you come here? I just went looking for documents."

After hearing her voice, Lin Duqing got up immediately.

Then he hugged her tightly, "Gai Gai, I'm so sad."

Ruan Gai was taken aback.

It seems that she can feel her sadness, which is different from the previous sadness.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm here." Ruan Gai patted her back lightly to calm her down.

Lin Duqing choked up and said, "Gai Gai, I seem to..."

"I saw..."

"That person."

Ruan Gai was taken aback, "You mean..."

Lin Du nodded lightly: "Yes."

Ruan Gai promised her to find someone for her before, but there are so many people with the same name and surname in the vast sea of ​​people, where to find them.

But I didn't expect to meet in Mo City?

Ruan Gai: "Are you sure?"

"Didn't you say that that person's home is far away?"

Lin Du sniffed lightly: "So I said, it seems."

Ruan Gai: "Then let me help you find out, tell me where you saw him."

Lin Duqing told her what happened at the stairs and the characteristics of that person.The name she had told her before was Lin Yimin.

After hearing this, Ruan Gai thought for a while, "I've been to that ward before. I didn't see any man in the hospital. And I've seen the relatives who came here several times. There is no such person as you mentioned."

Lin Du was afraid that she would not believe her, so he hurriedly said, "But I did see him enter that ward."

"Okay." Ruan Gai followed her words, "I know, I'll check it out for you later. It means that a new patient came yesterday, I don't know if it's true."

Lin Duqing then asked: "But the fourth floor, isn't it full of critically ill and terminally ill patients?"

Lin Duqing's mind flashed, the scene when he met the man at the stairs, his face was dull and lifeless.

Ruan Gai didn't dare to answer.

After a few seconds, I said: "Ah, my brain, it seems to be a woman who lived in yesterday. I think you may have misunderstood it. I will check it for you later. Don't think too much about it. And, Even if he is sick, or his relatives and friends are sick, it has nothing to do with you."

"How have you and your mother been doing these years. You have always been in the same place, and he didn't try to go back, nor did he ask once."

"so……"

"Even if it's him, don't put too much pressure on you."

"Do you understand?"

Lin Du lightly buried his head on her shoulder, and hummed softly.

But there is still a feeling in my heart that I can't speak.

The author has something to say:

#completely let go

it really needs a process

especially those related by blood

is difficult

Very difficult

Especially a woman has a soft side deep inside her#

感谢在2020-09-0120:21:45~2020-09-0319:29:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: your mother is like a fucking dream with 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!