like her

Although Ruan Gai's family has many bad things and troubles, but because she has been too independent since she was a child, she basically relies on herself for everything, including many important choices. In addition, her mother still understands her these years .

That's why in her personal principles, she can easily distinguish between likes and hates.

If she didn't want to get involved with herself, she resolutely refused and avoided opening it.

She didn't get many things, and for a long time, she was hurt. With those so-called relatives who were related by blood, she couldn't remember the last trace of warmth, so she was able to break it clean.

Even if someone pointed her nose at her and scolded her, saying that she had no conscience, that she was raised so big for nothing, she could still become deaf in both ears.

Don't argue with those people.

She only needs to care about and take care of those who, in her opinion, are important.

But as far as Lin Duqing is concerned, she is different.

She used to have those beautiful things, and her family is the softest part of her heart. If someone wants to hurt them, she will definitely erect edges and corners.

And that man who had never asked her anything for more than ten years.

It also brought him some soft memories.

She couldn't erase—

The tenderness that man once gave her is something that no one in this world can give her again.

Even if it is completely broken.

Also find the answer she wants.

In the ward on the intensive patient floor of the inpatient department on the fourth floor, a middle-aged woman was admitted yesterday. Ruan Gai didn't say those words just to appease Lin Duqing.

Because the patient was diagnosed with——

Cervical cancer.

And it's late.

At present, the cancer cells have spread, and the situation is still quite serious. Surgery may be arranged in the near future.So Ruan Gai paid special attention to it, but he only knew that she was a middle-aged woman. As for the name, he really didn't remember it specially.

Cervical cancer, also called cervical cancer, is one of the more common gynecological tumors, with a high incidence age of 50-55 years old.Refers to malignant tumors that occur in the uterine vagina and cervical canal.Clinically, cervical cancer is divided into four stages: I, II, III, and IV.

The first two stages belong to the early stage. As long as the operation and treatment are combined, most patients can be cured; the prognosis is good; stage III and stage IV belong to the advanced stage of cervical cancer, and the prognosis is poor. The five-year survival rate is only 30%. %-40%, or even lower.

In order to find out what happened as soon as possible, Ruan Gai went to the nurse's station to inquire.

But I always feel that there is something faintly wrong.

That day, the patient admitted to Ward 401 was named Lin Huaiqin.

The names of visiting family members are also registered.

When Ruan Gai saw the word "Lin Yimin", he couldn't recover for a long time.

Is it the same name?

Or is it that person...

Ruan Gai couldn't be [-]% sure.

After all, in this world, people with the same first and last names still exist.

The nurse told her that the two were cousins.

But I don't know why, the words "cousin relationship" sounded weird to Ruan Gai.

She had stopped by that ward and seen the scene where the brother and sister were together.How should I put it, it doesn't feel like an ordinary cousin relationship.

There seems to be a little more of that gesture, the intimacy of an intimate relationship.

But maybe she was overthinking it.

But sometimes I feel this kind of thing, how should I put it.

Always fantastical.

She is not an idealist.

Judging a thing and a person from subjective consciousness.

But this matter, I always feel that it is not as simple as it seems on the surface.

But if you want to ask rashly, it will be too offensive.

If not, wouldn't it be causing trouble for others at this juncture.

Ugh.

Ruan Gai felt his head hurt a little.

And how should she tell Lin Duqing that the person you met that day had the same name as your father...

She, who was always calm, seemed to hesitate at this moment.

She suddenly missed Brother Zhou very much.

All these years, apart from thinking about Lao Mo and the others, the kind of thinking about Brother Zhou is the most indescribable.

He is a very special person.

In particular, when you encounter any difficulties and overwhelmed, he can handle them all.

He will analyze the problem with you from a perspective that others have not seen.To allow yourself to think, to make choices.

In the eyes of outsiders, Ruan Gai is a special rational existence.

She can make the decisions she wants to make, and she can handle everything beautifully without letting anyone worry about it.But only she knows that, in fact, she also has times of panic.

Sometimes she also denies and doubts herself.

But all her emotions are hidden in her heart.

So no one can see it.

Just as she was sitting on the stairs alone, thinking about how to deal with this matter, He Lele called.

Since the two separated last time, He Lele would call her every once in a while.

The time for each talk is not too long.

Basically, the content of the talk is simply how the current situation is.

He Lele was still the same as before, knowing where her elder sister Gai could accept it.But part of the reason is that she is busy herself.

After separating from Ruan Gai, she used the first sum of money she had saved to open a small jewelry shop on the Internet; after a while, she opened a physical jewelry store, and later expanded the store and added more For some clothes, I invited someone to do nail art.

It can be said that when you go to her store, you can buy clothes with jewelry.

My girlfriends in the same business can do nail art.

In order to save money, she always works as a model by herself.

She is thin, has a good figure, and looks very good in skirts, and the discount is also low.

Coupled with the good service attitude, she has taken a big step in just two years.

Next, she plans to open a garment factory.

From proofing to finished product, do it yourself.

After the cost is greatly reduced, the profit will rise.At the same time, you can also be your own supplier and engage in wholesale.

In short.

After meeting Ruan Gai, she was full of strength.

However, she was indeed getting busier.

Sometimes it's once a month, but most of the time, it's two or three months.

Each call will not exceed 5 minutes.

Looking at the call reminder, Ruan Gai patted his head to cheer himself up.

When the phone was picked up, He Lele's brisk voice called her: "Sister Gai, are you busy?"

Ruan Gai replied: "No, I just sat down and rested."

He Lele: "Then my timing wasn't right?"

Ruan Gai smiled: "Yes. Quite accurate."

He Lele asked again: "Sister Gai, I plan to open a tea house again recently."

It seems that this field has never been heard before?

Ruan Gai asked, "How did you come up with this idea?"

He Lele smiled and said, "I think it's interesting."

"Oh."

"That's pretty good."

"I feel so too."

"Now it's done again. When it's done, I'll buy you a plane ticket. Come and have a look."

Ruan Gai leaned his head against the wall and replied, "Okay."

After He Lele finished speaking, she seemed to feel that Ruan Gai's condition was not good, and hurriedly asked: "Sister Gai, what's the matter with you, are you tired recently?"

Ruan Gai said in a negative tone, "It's okay, but there are some things that I can't figure out."

He Lele was surprised.

Her elder sister Gai actually had something she couldn't figure out.

"Can you tell me?"

Ruan Gai sighed: "It's just a mess, it seems to be a little dazed all of a sudden, but it's not really a big deal."

He Lele's voice subsided: "But——"

"In my eyes, sister Gai, your affairs are always very important."

"Every time, I'm the one who chatters. But I also really want to hear your story, so that we are in sync."

Over the years, Nguyen Gai would say the general trend.

But when it comes to specific things about emotions, she probably won't mention them.

"Hmm." Ruan Gai thought that what she said made sense, many emotional exchanges were equal, "You said—"

"If there is one thing that is very important to your good friend. But after your friend knows about it, you may not be very happy, then you will open that mouth and help her find out the truth ?"

After hearing this, He Lele was silent for a few seconds.

Cai replied: "If that matter is the answer that my friend has been looking for. I will not tell her directly, I will guide her to find the answer by herself. Because in the end, she still has to reconcile with herself, not us She can be relieved when others tell her what to do. It must be done, and she thinks it's okay to go to a step in her heart."

"It's time, everything is over."

"It's really letting go."

"But in fact, maybe many times, there are many things that have not reached the point of getting to the bottom of it. The answer will appear."

"Isn't this the feeling you, Sister Gai, have always given me?"

Yes.

What happened to me, I don't know what to do.

Ruan Gai's gloomy mood improved.

"Well, thank you."

He Lele looked up to the sky and laughed loudly: "Oh, hahahaha, Sister Gai, what are you thanking me for?"

The two continued to chat for a few more words.

But what they said were all ordinary things, He Lele didn't ask the bottom line about the question just now.

This feeling is just right.

After hanging up the phone.

Ruan Gai, who didn't go back to school for more than three weeks, simply packed up a few clothes and prepared to go back to school for a few days.

her.

Need some space to free myself.

Ruan Gai returned to the school dormitory and took a shower first.

During the period of staying in the hospital, it can be said that I really even took a shower casually.

After taking a shower, she called Lin Duqing.

After beeping a few times and no one answered, Ruan Gai hung up the phone and sat downstairs in her dormitory.

It has been a long time since the last time I sat here waiting for her.

But this time was different from the waiting mood last time.

Last time I could feel my impatience.

But now it's more about giving yourself enough time to calm down.

Perhaps it is also because there is more trust and certainty between the two people.

Waiting and waiting, Ruan Gai fell asleep leaning against a tree.

Before going to bed, she was still reciting a case in her mind.

This seems to have become an instinct.

Lin Duqing returned to the dormitory about half an hour after she fell asleep.

When I got downstairs, I saw her.

The busy day of classes and rehearsals, as well as the anxiety of thinking about that person, also disappeared in this instant.

She walked towards her.

Sit quietly beside her.

He also placed her head on his shoulder.

Ruan Gai, who was originally a light sleeper, was sleeping soundly at this moment.

Maybe it's been too long since I've had a good night's sleep.

Lin Duqing thought so.

Turning his head, a kiss fell.

No matter what happens in the future.

With her by my side, everything is not too bad.

The author has something to say: Today's love story:

#Originally, I thought the world was not what I imagined it to be at all.But, because of you.So, I would start to look forward to it being what I imagined it to be. #

Notes:

The professional explanation of cervical cancer comes from Baidu

I will write this because women and gynecology have more problems as they get older, so everyone must have a sense of physical examination when they are young, healthy life routines and habits, and any discomfort in the body, especially private parts. Don’t feel uncomfortable Sorry, you must see a doctor in time, and don’t think that getting gynecological diseases is caused by any disorder or environmental factors, so you must have such awareness

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safe and sound

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Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 33 bottles of Linye Shuangze;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!