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August.

Both left the campus.

Ruan Gai went to the school's affiliated hospital and practiced in the Department of Orthopedics and Traumatology.Lin Duqing opened a Latin dance training class in the busiest university town.At the same time, it also cooperates with various gyms to open classes.

The two rented a house in a compromise position.

Two rooms and one living room.

Although the two are lovers in an intimate relationship, both need enough personal space from each other.Just like Lao Mo and Lao Lin at that time, while maintaining an intimate relationship, the two also had a space to be alone with themselves.

Digest some emotions that you can't tell your close lovers.

The house where the two live is facing the sun.

There is a large floor-to-ceiling window, as long as the curtains are drawn, the sunlight can fill the entire living room.

When neither of them went to work, they just lay at home basking in the sun.

But it is very rare that when both of them are resting, Ruan Gai is in the hospital, and it is not a weekend job. Lin Duqing's training class is very busy on weekends.

So when the two of them happened to be free on the same day, they thought about where to go to play.

Instead, I take a quick nap, then get up and go shopping in the large supermarket downstairs to buy some fruits and vegetables. When I am in a good mood, I make hot pot for myself. Usually, there are only two dishes and one soup.

Although it is very simple, it makes both of them feel the warmth of home.

It's like no matter how tired you are outside, but when you come back to this place, you can make people come alive.

Before they came out to work, the two had already experienced the feeling of going to work.

But I didn't expect that when I officially started working, I was far more tired than when I was in school.The pressure I endured is much greater than when I was in school.

And during the internship period just after graduation, Ruan Gai's salary was not very high.

Lin Duqing's start-up business is still in its infancy, and a lot of investment has been made, and it will take time and energy to recover it.

Faced with the pressure of life after graduation, both of them are reducing consumption and keeping everything simple.

Did not start to worry about it.

On the one hand, the reason is that both of them have a certain plan for their future life, financial independence, and independent thinking.Another reason is that the family does not interfere a lot with them.

From choosing which school to study and what major to study, to working and living in that city after graduation, there are no so-called elders who impose what you must do on them.

It depends on who in that family, what a good job he found, and what a rich husband he married.

Although Ruan Gai's grandparents also said so.

But she heard it as if she hadn't.

Other people's affairs are none of her business.

I still remember that one year during the Chinese New Year, she didn't go home again.

Hearing from my younger brother, my grandma cried and complained to people about the unfilial incident of her eldest granddaughter.

Ruan Gai could even imagine how she described it to others, that girls should not be allowed to read more, because if they read too much, they will lose their conscience.

Until now, those older generations who stand on the moral high ground have not understood why they will be abandoned, hated, and ignored.

Isn't the root cause out of themselves?

This is really not Ruan Gai's indifference.

It's that they don't deserve her to get along with her with her sincere heart.

She will not try to change them, what she can do is to become stronger, be herself, and stay away.

And just like that, another year has come.

In the new year, Ruan Gai has been officially employed for several months.

They are already able to start consulting as an orthopedic doctor.

Lin Duqing has also grown rapidly in the past year or so.

In addition to training classes, she also set up a dance troupe headed by herself.In the future, I also plan to establish a dance dream chasing foundation.For children in remote mountainous areas who like to dance, build a platform and space where they can dance.

This is just a preliminary idea. Whether it can be established in the later stage depends on how capable she is.However, she will work hard in this direction.

After adding public welfare to the efforts for herself and her family, she felt more motivated.

She has such thoughts, one is because she reunited with her little friend, Cancan, who has been pestering her since she was a child and asked her to teach her dance.The second is that once she watched a news video and saw a girl in a remote mountainous area. When the interviewer asked her, what is the thing you want to do most, she raised her head and said with a twinkle in her eyes, I want to learn Dance.But no one can teach me, yet, I have learned a little by myself.But only a little bit.

At that moment, Lin Duqing felt a suffocation in his chest.

To help the dreams of children in remote mountainous areas, I planted seeds in my heart and began to germinate.

And her little friend in Lin Town, Cancan.

In fact, both of them don't remember each other's appearance very clearly. After all, they were young at that time, and they haven't seen each other for more than ten years, but they still remember each other's name.

Especially the word 'Lin Duqing'.

As far as Cancan is concerned, she always remembers.

Moreover, it was written down in her homework one stroke at a time.

In Lin Town that year, the arrival of Lin Duqing undoubtedly excited the children who had lived in the countryside since childhood.Before her arrival, most of the children's play was wandering around like herding sheep.Or roll all over the floor, play in mud, and play house.

In short, no one can dance like Lin Duqing.

To put it simply, they don't have anything they are good at, and they may not even know what they like.Even those children don't even know what dancing is.

But Lin Duqing not only didn't dislike them, but also told them what dance is.

I will teach them to do some basic movements, and I will say with a smile in my eyes that dancing is a very happy thing.

The children asked again, what is happiness.

When Lin Duqing was very old-fashioned and told them when he was young, he just laughed.

When I was a child, I understood that being happy is laughing.

After growing up, it seems to have a different understanding.

You will start to think with certainty that:

“Happiness is being able to do what you love to do.”

When Lin Duqing left that year, she didn't miss her little friends too much.

It's not because she doesn't remember them anymore, but because she puts all her thoughts on Ruan Gai, and the others are naturally not that important.

Many years later, I reunited with someone whose memory has been blurred.

Everyone looks like an adult, especially Cancan, who is already the mother of a five-year-old.

Lin Duqing was really surprised.

She couldn't even imagine it.

After she met Gai Gai, she didn't seem to think about getting married and having children.

All she wanted was for the two of them to live by themselves.

It's not that she resents getting married and having children.

She still has a blessing attitude towards the people around her, whether they want to get married or not.

It's just that Cancan is about the same age as her, and Moyue is only a year or two older.But he got married early and the children are all that old.

In other words, when she was still in her twenties, the child was born.

20 years old.

I am still ignorant, and I am already a mother.

Cancan said that she has no choice.

The family was already poor and had little money, so my parents gave birth to three more.

There are still two younger brothers who want to study and get married in the future. As an older sister, she can only get married first, otherwise the pressure on the family will be too great.

After Lin Duqing heard it, several question marks popped up in his head.

What are these things?

Because she has a younger brother, she has to marry first?

She said, I don't want to either.

But then, my dad got sick and had an operation.I really can't open the pot at home.

It turned out that when Cancan was 16 years old, she stopped studying after finishing the third year of junior high school.

That year, her father had an operation and emptied the family. The family cried and told her that the family really had no money.

I want her to go out to work in the factory.

Each earns a few thousand yuan, and it is good to supplement the family, or the family will really starve to death.

Cancan's studies are not bad, and she wants to continue to study in high school.

She wants to see the outside world.

But the relatives in the family told her with their mouths crooked, what kind of books do girls read, look at the so-and-so in that family, what's the use of reading books, and they didn't go home.Besides, with your grades, can you be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University after reading it?

It's better to go out to work early to make money, honor your parents, and take care of your younger brothers.

In the future, if you marry a good family again, you will be happy and complete in this life.

If you have to study something and make your family unsafe, would you feel sorry for it?

Are you willing to force your parents to die?

At that time, Cancan was not as lucky as Ruan Gai, and someone around her was her lighthouse.

When everyone around her was telling her these words in such a gesture, she even doubted herself, she wanted to go to the outside world to see if her idea of ​​continuing to study was wrong from the very beginning .

She even felt that if she continued to insist on such thoughts, she would be a villain.

The sinner who destroyed her family harmony and forced her parents to death.

Originally, because of the poor family conditions and the partiality of her parents, after a long time, she had low self-esteem and embarrassment hidden in her heart.When such an unnecessary crime was imposed on her.

She broke down.

I can only follow what my family said.

Go to work in the factory.

When you reach the age when you can get married and have children, find someone with similar conditions, preferably closer to your home, so that you can take care of your husband at home to get married and have children.

Originally thought that in this way, she could get rid of her original family.

But what ushered in was an intensified devouring.

In the end, she was to please neither side.

Her natal family treated her as an outsider, but when something happened, she still had to come forward.The in-law's family didn't treat her as their own at all, and they didn't discuss some things with her at all.

The husband is also a decoration.

She does everything.

Inside and out.

Eventually, she broke down again.

Leaving behind her family, her children, her original family.

Let go of everything, everything imposed on her by the outside world.

She came to Mocheng alone.

Found Lin Duqing.

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