like her

Lin Duqing really forgot what Cancan's real name was.

Or, she never cared what her real name was.

Because she likes the word Cancan very much, so she doesn't deliberately ask other questions.

Many years later, Lin Duqing never expected to see her in Mocheng.

Especially when she said "I'm here to find you", Lin Duqing was a little dazed at that moment.

After all, the memory of the five-year-old, in fact, is really hard to remember until now.

Cancan briefly mentioned the ins and outs of the matter, including how she has been in these years, to Lin Du. After Lin Du listened lightly, he was stunned for a long time.

There has been no way to slow down.

"how come……"

There are so many things that are suffocating.

Cancan lowered her head and choked up slightly: "In some places, it's really normal. In a life of flying dogs and dogs, it's always women who work hard. Most people don't see hope, so they pin their hopes on their children. But what they can give their children is also very limited. Times have changed, and children’s growth is really not that they can grow up with just one bite of food.”

Lin Duqing originally thought that with her current ability to accept, she should be able to sum up the absurdity of life, but at a moment, when the naked reality was in front of her, she was stuck in her throat, even the simplest comforting words , she seemed unable to speak.

"Duqing, you don't need to tell me anything. You are still young and have never experienced such a life. I came to you because I just wanted to see you again. In the past, I wanted to dance but never had the chance. Dance dream."

It was clear that she was as old as him, but what she said was extremely distressing.

It was later that Lin Duqing found out that before meeting her, Cancan planned to leave this world forever.This is not the first day she had this idea. It started when she was 16 years old, unable to continue her studies and went to work in a factory.

But because she still has some thoughts in her heart, she also believes that everything is slowly getting better.

But in the end, she found that if she took one wrong step, the rest of her life would be wrong.

She worked hard to get by, but found that life had long since abandoned her.

She tried her best to take good care of her family, but her family did not give her any warmth back.She even said that she didn't do well enough.

At that moment, everything she has endured in the past will become double damage and swallow her up.

Until her heart was ashamed.

Just when she was making a decision, she accidentally saw a video of Lin Duqing teaching people to dance Latin dance on the Internet. At that moment, she burst into tears.

Although his face has been completely changed, he is completely unrecognizable.

But that kind of enthusiasm when facing the dance, and her very special name, can't be forgotten.

In this way, with the last obsession.

She came to Mo City.

Fulfill your last wish.

Fortunately, Lin Duqing sensed her emotions and used her innate strength to bring her new hope.

Lin Duqing didn't continue to ask about the things that happened in her family, but when she said that she wanted to fulfill a dream she hadn't fulfilled back then, she told her, "Then you stay here and don't go anywhere, I'll teach you Dance, you will dance with me from now on."

"In the future, we will work together to help other people realize their dreams of dancing."

"is it okay?"

Cancan didn't dare to think at all, she would tell herself these words without any hesitation.

Her tears fell in an instant: "Is this true? I... Can I stay, stay here, stay by your side?"

Lin Du nodded lightly: "If you want."

Cancan smiled through tears: "Of course, I am willing."

Lin Du smiled softly: "That's it."

Cancan choked with sobs, "Thank you, Du Qing, I don't have any money yet, wait for me..."

Lin Duqing interrupted what she said, "It's me, and now I need you to stay by my side and help me. It's me who wants to pay you."

"But……"

"It's nothing but, that's all. You come home with me later, and I'll take you to see Gaigai."

Cancan asked, "Is that sister Ruan Gai?"

Mentioning Ruan Gai's name, Lin Duqing couldn't help smiling: "Yes, it's her."

Cancan thought for a while: "It was many years, and I haven't seen her again."

Lin Du smiled softly: "Yes, she is a doctor now."

Cancan showed envious eyes: "Wow, it's amazing. She must be working hard to live."

Lin Duqing said solemnly: "Yes. She has been working hard all the time to have the life she wants today."

"Yeah." Cancan replied.

When I was in my hometown, I heard too many gossip about Ruan Gai, most of them were sarcasm, but Cancan always believed that Ruan Gai was not that kind of person.

Part of the reason why she was able to have the courage to leave everything behind and come to Lin Duqing was also related to Ruan Gai.

Her bravery, in the eyes of adults, is considered unworthy.

But the younger generations who are a little bit enlightened know that she is looking for her own life direction.

She has seen that Ruan Gai's mother, when faced with the broken comments in the message, said confidently, I know what kind of person my daughter is, and you don't need to say more.She has also seen her younger brother argue with others and even fight because others said that his sister is not good.

So, she always believed.

Ruan Gai, who got out of the predicament by her own efforts, must be striding forward in her own direction.

The day Cancan came to find Lin Duqing, Ruan Gai received a call from her father.

It has been a long time since I received a call from him last time, because my grandma was sick to see a doctor, but she refused.He also called several times later, but Ruan Gai was busy and didn't answer.

She didn't receive it, and she didn't have time to go back.

In short, it is not a good thing for him to come to her.

Sometimes it is said that 1 yuan a year is too little, but he used to be reluctant to spend thousands of dollars on her.Apart from the money, more is complaining about her studying medicine but refusing to help her family see a doctor.

So what did you train her to study medicine for?

Ruan Gai really didn't have the energy to respond to him.

very tired.

Also very disempowering.

I also made a cruel heart and blocked his phone.

He called from another number.

Some people hang up the phone after hearing his voice, and they will receive text messages cursing from him.

This time he chose to call at night.

After a busy day, Ruan Gai thought it was a call from a courier, and picked up the phone without checking where it belonged.

His dissatisfied voice sounded:

"Are you willing to answer the phone?"

Ruan Gai frowned slightly, his tiredness from busy work turned into anger.

But she was holding back and asked him, "What's the matter?"

He snorted: "Oh, quite self-conscious."

Ruan Gai didn't answer him.

He went on to say: "Your grandma fell very badly. Now she is hospitalized. Either you go to the hospital to help her, or you pay some money."

???

What is this?

"What did you say?"

Ruan Gai asked back.

The other party thought she didn't hear clearly, so he repeated it again.

She began to feel that this world was really ridiculous.

"Does it have something to do with me? As I said, I don't get involved in family affairs. Whoever is your mother will handle it by himself. Don't come to me again! I don't have that much time! I don't have money either!"

Ruan Gai, who has always been calm, was really angry this time.

But the other party was more angry than her: "What bullshit are you talking about! Whose mother is it? Who will deal with it! She is your grandma, how do you think you grew up? She pulled you so hard when she was a child! Now she is sick Now, go and have a look, if you pay some money, will you die?"

"Yes, I will die."

Ruan Gai replied indifferently.

"You heartless, ah, I spent so much money to train you..."

The man's cursing and cursing voice kept coming, and Ruan Gai hung up the phone directly.

After hanging up the phone, tears welled up in her eyes.

She originally thought that she was already very strong, and she could handle these messy things well.But when it came time to face it, I found——

She seemed to be that fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl, and the other party could easily stab her in the heart with a sharp knife.

Why should I mention it, I worked so hard to bring her up when I was a child!

Why mention it, spend so much money to train her to study!

Why did she only think of her when something happened?

How did she live when she was a child, how did she grow up, and how did she go to study outside? What was the process like, must she count it out in detail?

Why, they have never seen their own problems.

Why do you always regard children as something they own.

Why can they dictate the life of their children at will, even though they have not fulfilled their duties as parents?

Why are you still not satisfied after giving money.

Why after studying medicine, it must be her fault if the family members get sick.

Why, how to get rid of, can not be completely broken.

Why……

……

Just when Ruan Gai was so sad that he couldn't help himself, the phone page lit up.

Someone sent a text message, she thought it was a manic text message from her father, and was about to press it, but saw the words "little dirty boy".

All her haze began to lift.

After reading the text message, she looked up at the horizon.

I'm really glad that I don't get married or have children in my life.

At least let her life live more clearly and meaningfully.

Like telepathy, before Lin Duqing met Ruan Gai, his heart was empty.

Both of them happened to be free tonight, so Lin Duqing took Cancan home and sent her a text message in advance, but she never replied.

Maybe the hospital was too busy, she thought.

Did not see the message.

But intuitively, she should be able to come back tonight.

So she and Cancan first went to buy dishes and seasonings for hot pot at night.

On the way to the supermarket, Cancan wanted to ask her a lot of questions, but she didn't know how to ask her.

Lin Du smiled generously: "Have I not told you that Gagai and I are not ordinary friends?"

Cancan's eyes froze.

Lin Duqing was very frank: "We are close lovers."

Cancan didn't expect that she would tell herself so directly about the relationship between the two of them.

She hadn't been to the outside world very much, and it was a bit difficult to accept for a while: "Girls and girls..."

Lin Du slightly tilted his head and smiled: "Why not."

"We have the same relationship as normal male and female friends. Moreover, it is precisely because we both like girls that we will be more gentle when facing the world. We will also be able to see what we need to learn from each other. , and, more empathy. Also think about more things.”

"The most important thing is that each of us will stride forward more bravely because of each other's existence."

"Isn't that nice?"

"Also, the person we like is just 'her'."

"Then why do you have to worry about whether to be with a boy or a girl?"

The author has something to say: I hope the story of the little dirty boy and Gaigai

Can give courage to sisters who have the same experience

Be brave and fearless to find your own obsession Joy and love the pure book

I love you~

感谢在2020-09-1018:03:16~2020-09-1119:26:38期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: slightly slightly 5 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!