like her

After Cancan brought back her daughter, she moved out.

In the same community where Ruan Gai and the others lived, they rented a top floor.On the one hand, it is because the price is cheap, and on the other hand, she likes the top floor herself.

In the past, even if she liked it, she would not live there.

Because everyone said that the top floor is cold in winter and hot in summer, and it leaks rain.Definitely not good.

But now she wants to try more and follow her inner thoughts.

Even if the final result is not what she thought, she can bear it.

During the period of her temporary stay, she proposed to share the utility bills and rent equally, but Ruan Gai and the others really did not lack this little money.

And they also know that she has just started, and it is the most difficult time.

But when she left, she left an envelope, which contained a long letter, which was the history of her life changes from the past to the present, and also contained a sum of money.

She concluded the letter by writing:

"If you are grateful, don't say more. This is also a little heart from me. Although it is not much, it is really a heart and blessing to you. Please be sure to accept it."

Nguyen Gai knew what she meant by heart and blessing.

It is an affirmation of their love and a blessing to their future life.

They took the money.

But one week after Cancan moved, when she invited them to visit her home, the two of them gave her back a red envelope as a joy of moving.

He said that this is also a wish and blessing from the two of them.

Be sure to accept it.

Cancan also knew what the two of them said about their wishes and blessings.

I am happy to say goodbye to the past for her, and extend new blessings to her present and future.

Sophisticated.

In fact, you come and go.

Perhaps due to the influence of the two of them, when Cancan decorated her new house, she did not follow the traditional style, but chose whatever style she liked.

He didn't take care of it casually because it was a rented house.

She is very careful to clean up the place where she will live here in the future.

I also arranged a children's room for my daughter, which is also according to the pink series she wants.It was only after seeking her opinion that the construction began.

Because the daughter has been living in the country before, and the mother has been away for a while, it hurts her.

The whole person became very timid.

When I see people, my eyes are dodging.

At that time, when Ruan Gai brought her from Linzhen to Mo City, the first time he saw her, he felt very sad.There is no light in this child's eyes.

But fortunately, Cancan has been reborn, and she continues to guide her.

And it was Cancan himself who was taking her all the time, so as long as she stays away from those suffocating environments and crowds, she will definitely get better.

Several people here in Mocheng have the idea of ​​settling down.

The city of Meaux is very inclusive.

There are not many local people, most of them are from other places.

But they can find their own sense of belonging in different corners of the city.Sometimes I often take the subway on Line [-], or a gourmet shop hidden in a corner, or a coffee shop at the corner.

In short, here everyone can find a corner that makes them feel at ease.

This may also be the reason why so many foreigners like to live here.

Food, lodging, and transportation are very convenient, and the relationship between people seems to have nothing to do with each other, but it can always touch people's hearts inadvertently.

Although the two had the idea of ​​settling down, they never took Lao Mo and the others over.

They are saving money now and plan to buy a house in Meaux.

Thinking about it, after buying a house, I will take them over.Everything in daily life will be more convenient.

After having this idea, Ruan Gai planned to ask his local colleagues about buying a house.

Both of them studied in university here, and their household registrations were also moved here at that time.

Later social insurance was also bought here, and Ruan Gai graduated from graduate school and is an imported talent, and there are preferential policies for buying a house.

On the day when I went to my colleagues to ask about specific matters, Ruan Gai didn't know what was going on, and Ruan Gai felt that his chest was tight.

She thought it might have something to do with being on duty at night recently, but she didn't think much about it.

He went to his colleague's ward to find him.

That colleague is an ophthalmologist, a local, although he is young, he is already at the level of deputy director.A low-key man, he only cares about his academic journals and patients.

But for Nguyen Gai, he was still willing to talk.

Knowing that she had the idea of ​​buying a house, she was very active.

I want to pass on some of his experience to her.

Ruan Gai had never paid attention to buying a house before, thinking that someone who had bought a house could explain a few words to himself, so as to avoid stepping on a trap.

That day, when Ruan Gai went to the ward, he didn't see anyone.

Just when she asked, the door of the ward opened.

A patient comes in.

But he didn't take the medical records.

For some reason, when Ruan Gai looked up at him, his eyes made her tremble.

She immediately felt goosebumps all over her body.

There was a feeling that she couldn't tell.

This patient is here for review.

Ruan Gai probably understood that the patient was a veteran who looked in his thirties, but he always felt that he had experienced many vicissitudes.Sure enough, he had an eye-cornea injury before and could not see for a long time.Later, some kind-hearted people donated, and the light was restored.

Every October, he will come to the hospital for a review.

At the same time, I will ask the doctor again, where is the kind person who donated his eye-cornea back then.

But the doctor did not tell him every time because it was inconvenient to disclose the donor's information.

But every year at this time, he would come to ask.

After getting no answer, he didn't leave immediately.

Instead, he stood still and slowed down.

After he left, Ruan Gai, who never liked to ask questions, took the initiative to ask, "So, did something happen to the donor?"

Most of the eye-cornea donors are deceased.

Looking at the expression and mental state of the retired soldier just now, this is one of the reasons why the doctor didn't choose to tell him the truth.

"His donor had an accident because he was saving a drowning child. He was not rescued. It was found that he had registered for organ donation at the organ donation center before his death, so after it was confirmed that he died, the organs on his body , donated to patients in need across the country."

"The retired soldier just now served in the military at the border. Well, it's quite special. He has also experienced a lot. I chose not to tell him because I didn't want him to bear too much."

"If he finds out, he will definitely look for the person who donated his eye-cornea."

"However, I heard that the body of that kind-hearted man became a general teacher of the medical school a long time ago and was soaked in formalin..."

"So, he can't see him again."

……

silence.

I didn't know what to say for a long time.

Nguyen Gai is no stranger to organ donation and formalin-soaked corpses.

But for some reason, every word the colleague said seemed to hit her heart.She always felt that the person who passed away was the one hidden deep in her memory.

She asked word by word, "Is that donor a man?"

The colleague replied: "Yes."

More than ten years ago, there were really not many people who could have such a fearless spirit.

So he always remembers it very firmly.

Ruan Gai rested his hands on the table, trembling slightly, "Did it come from Lin Cheng?"

The colleague thought for a while, and replied: "It seems to be."

Ruan Gai's whole body went limp, and his strength was exhausted, "So, that person, is his surname Zhou?"

The colleague thought for a while, then shook his head: "I don't think so, this kind of information is rarely revealed. But I also went to find out, but it shouldn't be Zhou. After all, it's been too long, and it's another dead person , It was accepted by my teacher at the time, and then he retired, and the patient was transferred to me. I can know the specific details, but there are really not many. "

"What's wrong?"

"It feels like after you saw that person just now, your expression is not quite right."

Ruan Gai didn't know how to describe the guess in her heart to him, the strength in her body seemed to be drained.She could only shake her head and say it was okay.

But it is actually on the verge of collapse.

She hoped that this was her nonsensical guess, an unnecessary fantasy produced by her missing the existence of that person deep in her memory too much.

"I'm going back……"

"Wait, I'll come back another day to ask you about the specific situation." Ruan Gai kept beating her chest lightly, and she felt a little out of breath.

Colleagues noticed that something was wrong with her and were a little worried about her.

But she turned her back to him, "I'm fine, I just suddenly feel... It feels like I forgot to do something. Let's go first."

Before his colleagues could react, Ruan Gai left tremblingly.

The negative floor of the hospital.

A dark, cold corner of the stairs.

Ruan Gai leaned against the wall, staring blankly.

As a doctor, she has seen the impermanence of life and the separation of life and death, far exceeding that of ordinary people.She even endured more pressure than ordinary people.

She thought she was immune.

But when she learned that the accident happened to the person she was familiar with, she found that she was at a loss just like those ordinary people.

None of this must be true.

Her brother Zhou must exist somewhere in this world.

He obviously left a message, but he just closed the shop temporarily and will come back again.

So, it's definitely not him.

But if it wasn't for him—

Why would I have such a reaction?

And where did he go?

Why did you choose to leave without saying goodbye back then, and now more than ten years have passed, and there has been no news.

So many people in Lin Town need him, so he doesn't miss him at all?

Ruan Gai closed his eyes.

Tears welled up from the eyes.

Brother Zhou, I really miss you.

Can you give me a report of peace.

Okay?

The author has something to say: Well

In fact, Brother Zhou is a very special existence that is even difficult to meet.

so how to define him

all on you

感谢在2020-09-1213:45:10~2020-09-1320:48:29期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: what are you farting 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 7720 bottles of Xiaoerhuo;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!