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Ruan Gai didn't intend to tell Lin Duqing what seemed to be Zhou's death.

It was her who still didn't believe it, and there was no definite evidence to prove that that person was Brother Zhou, so she chose not to say.The second is, even if it is true, she will not let her know.

She just wanted to bear this grief by herself.

But as if there was some kind of gravitational force, He Lele called her.

But Ruan Gai was sitting on the negative floor at that time, and there was no signal on his mobile phone.

It was only after she walked out of the negative floor that the phone buzzed twice, and a notification popped up.

She held the phone, not knowing how to answer.

There was no strength in her.

It was as if she couldn't bear it at all. After waiting for so many years, what she finally waited for was such news.

But she still adjusted her mood and called He Lele back.

When the phone was connected, He Lele seemed to be in a low mood.

She said, "Sister Gai, are you busy?"

This is a sentence that I will habitually ask every time I call.

Ruan Gai replied: "Not now. I was in the hospital just now, and the signal was not very good."

He Lele said, "Okay."

Ruan Gai: "Yes."

After a pause for a few seconds, He Lele went on to say, "Sister Gai, I don't know why, but my chest feels so tight today."

If it was before, Ruan Gai would definitely ask her what's wrong immediately and try to comfort her.

But today, she didn't know how to speak.

After a long time, Ruan Gai asked, "Could it be that the weather over there is bad?"

He Lele replied: "No, the sun is shining brightly."

Ruan Gai asked again: "Is that because you stayed up late?"

He Lele: "No, I've been sleepy recently and went to bed early."

Ruan Gai: "Will that be..."

He Lele interrupted what she said: "Sister Gai, tell me, maybe something bad happened."

"When I was sleeping recently, I had a dream. I was bitten by a snake. I couldn't move my whole body. I tried to wake up, but I couldn't open my eyes. It seemed that I was crushed by something. Is this a ghost bed? Am I possessed by something unclean?"

Ruan Gai was invigorated when she said that, after all, it involved a professional issue, "You, that's not a bed press, and you're not possessed by something unclean. In medicine, that The condition, commonly known as "nightmare". In sleep neurology, this is also a symptom of sleep paralysis. It is after you enter deep sleep, when your frontal lobe is awake, but the cerebellum is not. This will happen. Reaction."

He Lele was amused by her seriousness.

"Sister Gai, I found that you are really serious about medicine, and your persistence is terrifying."

Ruan Gai smiled wryly: "After all, isn't this the field that I have dealt with the most in my life?"

He Lele's tone improved: "That's right."

Ruan Gai: "Then do you feel better now?"

He Lele returned to a relaxed tone: "Of course, every time I call Sister Gai, I feel like I'm in a particularly good mood."

"But I'm also afraid that it will become dependent."

"Won't it be hard for me to bear that we lost contact again. It must be super sad."

Ruan Gai smiled: "Haven't you always been like this since you were a child? When you encounter things, you will shrink by my side. Why did you just react now and say, ah, I am afraid that I will become dependent. I will cut off contact again."

"Do you think we are so old, will we break contact again?"

He Lele's voice was a little choked up: "That's right, but..."

"I don't know why recently, but I just think of my life in Lin Town and those years. At that time, we never thought that everyone would lose contact. Don't we all think that we will be on the way?" Go to high school, go to college..."

"Those are in the past. Everything is slowly getting better. He Lele." Ruan Gai called her in a low voice.

He Lele sniffed: "Sister Gai, I know all about it. But some people, don't we just see them again?"

He Lele hardly mentioned Zhou Ge in front of Ruan Gai.

But I don't know why that day, as long as she thinks of the time in Linzhen, the figure of that person will pop up in her mind.

After He Lele finished speaking, Ruan Gai couldn't hold back, tears welled up.

She covered her chest.

After taking a few deep breaths, he said, "Today I..."

There was no way to speak the sentence that he might have passed away, so he had to change it to: "I seem to see him today."

!!!

He Lele was speechless.

I wanted to speak, but I couldn't.

It took a while to hear her say: "Then I'll go..."

Ruan Gai took the words: "But he left again."

He Lele lost: "Oh."

But quickly asked again: "Didn't you leave your contact information?"

Ruan Gai: "Yes."

"I forgot."

He Lele was a little excited, and didn't notice the change in Ruan Gai's voice, "Then, if you see him again next time, you must tell me, okay?"

"Then, you didn't meet him in the hospital, did you?"

"He should be in good health, right?"

"right?"

Ruan Gai didn't realize that something was wrong until she turned her face and asked back.

She replied: "Everything is fine with him. It's the same as before."

"That's good." He Lele smiled happily, "Sister Gai, I seem to feel that my chest is not so stuffy anymore."

"Well, then hang up first."

"it is good."

The phone hangs up.

Ruan Gai couldn't move forward for a long time.

She lowered her head and closed her eyes.

There was silence for several minutes.

Then he raised his leg again and left.

When I got home, the lights in the house were dim.

At this point in time, Lin Duqing should still be teaching the students in the training class.

Ruan Gai didn't have any appetite, threw away his cell phone and coat, lay down on the sofa and fell asleep.

I don't know how long I slept, it feels like the whole world is dark.

Both of them are working hard to make a living, and everything seems to be getting better.

But tired is really tired.

It is tiring to rely on a small family like the two of them alone, let alone those ordinary families, where there are old people on the top and young children on the bottom, so the pressure is even greater.

But everyone is trying to live.

Work hard towards the sun.

When I woke up, I could smell the aroma of rice porridge.

The cell phone and jacket she threw on the ground were picked up at some point and put aside.

She sat on the sofa for a while, and the warm lights in the kitchen, like the warm sun, revived her.

At that moment, Ruan Gai suddenly wanted to understand something.

Many times, there is actually a place for family.

It is a real home.

rather than a house.

Before that, she had been entangled in the fact that she had to have her own house before she could take her family by her side so that they could live a better life.

However, based on the current situation of the two of them, it must be difficult in the short term to take root in Mocheng without relying on outside help, but on their own.

Therefore, the matter of taking Lao Mo and the others to live in Mo City has been delayed and delayed.

Both of them are too independent, so when considering the matter in front of them, they must have gone through many evaluations.will do it.

But sometimes, when the two of them have weighed it up.

A lot is missed.

She got up.

Go to the kitchen.

Go to Lin Duqing's side, hug her from behind.

"Let's drive back to Lin Town at night to pick up Lao Mo and the others. I'm on annual leave recently and I have time. What about you?"

Lin Du was surprised when he heard this.

It was really sudden.

A few days ago, the two of them were still discussing where to buy a house and how long they would need to save for the down payment, but now they suddenly told her, no matter how much it is, they should take over first.

Seeing her dumbfounded, Ruan Gai asked again: "Don't you have time?"

"I, I have it too. Isn't Cancan here? She can take care of it for me. That's right, I think it's too sudden. I thought we wouldn't be able to live with Lao Mo and the others in the short term. "

Ruan Gai buried her neck, smelling her body greedily: "We always think that we are very comprehensive. But in fact, sometimes deep in our hearts, we are still children. Many things are still We need an adult by our side. Then why are we bound by the house?"

"There are many things that cannot be brought or taken away."

"If, one day, we are not happy living in Mocheng, we can go back to Lincheng."

"We can take our time with the house, but with the company of our family, it's not enough to take our time."

"What do you think."

Lin Duqing's eye circles were moistened by what she said.

Since both of them were working, their time to go home was different.

Sometimes she came back earlier, the house was pitch dark, and she didn't even have the desire to eat.

But today, when she came home, she saw Ruan Gai there.

The first thing she could want was to cook something delicious so that when she woke up, she would be able to fill her stomach.

Then she will check to see if there is anything that needs her help.

For example, help her pick up the mobile phone and clothes on the ground, and then help her cover her body with a blanket to prevent her from catching cold.

Even if it is some trivial things, when she does it, she will feel very happy.

It's her all day, except for being busy.

The last moment of belonging.

She also thought, if Gai Gai wasn't there when she got home.

If Lao Mo and the others were here, she would have someone to talk to and see if there was anything she needed to do.

This is something she couldn't find outside of her family.

After graduating and leaving the campus, the defense between people suddenly became deeper.

Everyone will form their own little family.

Live in your own little family.

Other feelings seem to fade away slowly.

Although it is not absolute, it is also inevitable in the end.

"Then let's go after eating porridge." Lin Du turned his head slightly, with a smile on his lips.

Ruan Gai kissed her on the cheek: "Okay."

Lin Duqing thought for a while and said, "I want to buy some more snacks to eat on the way, and I also want to bring some delicious food to Lao Mo and the others."

Ruan Gai turned her body around and put his arms around her waist in another position: "Okay."

Lin Duqing didn't receive her signal, and said, "Then I still want to..."

The words are not finished.

Ruan Gai had already kissed her lips.

"Whatever you say is good."

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