Goodbye Wing On

It was only after the incident between him and Ah Nian that I made up my mind to stay away from him and live a peaceful life. I can no longer be depressed, and if I drink alcohol recklessly, my liver will be ruined.

I didn't ask him about Ah Nian, because Ah Nian was my brother, of course, not anymore.

Ah Nian is my brother, the one who grew up together, and the only one who knows my feelings for Xie Yongan.

But things are so ridiculous and vulgar, but the world is made up of men and women, and the stories that happen are nothing but love and hatred between men and women, men and men, women and women.

When Xie Yongan came here before, Ah Nian met him because of me, but I don't know how familiar they are, let alone when Ah Nian actually had Xie Yongan's contact information .

Ah Nian went on a trip to Harbin and stayed for more than ten days. On the day he came back, I went to his house to see if there were any souvenirs. The photos were placed on the coffee table. Many of them were of Ah Nian and Xie Yongnian together. With their shoulders draped, some with their arms around their waists, and one with Xie Yongnian carrying Ah Nian on his back...

Hundreds of photos are there, the two of them are smiling brightly in the photos, looking at me with great happiness, I stayed for a long time, and finally squeezed out a sentence, "Are you two together?"

Ah Nian smiled innocently, "Yes."

I could hardly stand still, and reached out to support the sofa, "You two are together."

Ah Nian looked at me very honestly, "I know everything about you, you are not together, it's just your unrequited love."

Hehe, what he said is quite right, what position do I have to mind if they are together, it is unnecessary for me to even ask.

Once I asked him, "Why are you with Ah Nian?"

He was confident and confident, "It's just a joke."

It was even worse for me, I never did a play.

What kind of onion is it?

Fortunately, or because the pain was too much, my depression did not attack.

I never saw him again until today.

We do email once in a while, an average of one or two a year, because I find that by the time I feel like I've calmed down enough to stop thinking about him, he'll drop an email, or a text, or Direct phone calls, he seems to have a feeling in the dark, every time I reach my critical point, I am about to climb out of the big pit and see the light of day again, he will make some noise, he is my Achilles heel, whatever , I know something unreliable, a word, a word, can kick me down again, fall into the pit again, it seems like a boring infinite loop game, the big boss will never die, and I will never escape the pit.

This time I was at peace the longest, I really basically didn’t think about him at all, I even had a few backup teams, and I was working hard to repair my useless wood, if nothing unexpected happened, my dead wood would be in spring again.

But he made such a big noise for me and came to see me directly.

I asked him Xiaoyu, this is the source of our acquaintance; I asked Xiaoqi, it was the pain that made me think he was promiscuous; Stay away from his reasons.

He won't understand why I ask them, because I always feel that I am just one of them, one of them, and there is no difference.

He talked about these things frankly.I appreciate his candor, and Zhang Sanli Li Sishang.It's so natural to get out of bed, let me see it frankly.

The food at Real Kung Fu is as bad as ever.I have no appetite for food, and the light blue drink he picked for me looks nice, but it's too sweet and greasy.