Goodbye Wing On

He got up and bought me another drink. It was light blue with ice cubes floating on it. It was very pretty, but it was too sweet. In fact, I don’t drink drinks. I usually drink tea, and I’m a little picky. I like Taiping Houkui.

We are not familiar enough to understand each other's interests and hobbies.

But he bought it, and I still happily drank it.

I asked, "How is Xiaoqi?" It was easier to talk about others than myself.

He was smoking a cigarette, his eyes were calm, and he said in a flat tone: "He is also in our city. He is a teacher in No. [-] Middle School. Seven or eight years ago, he called me during the summer vacation for a few years, saying that he was concentrating on grading papers." , In a certain hotel, I was there for one year, but I didn’t go, and I was out of town for two years, and then I disappeared.” He looked at me calmly and sincerely.

I laughed: "This is your friend with benefits, it's a pity if you don't go."

There was some noise around, he couldn't hear clearly, and I didn't repeat it.After so many years, I finally let go.What's more, who am I and what qualifications do I have to ask him.

He forgot that he brought Xiaoqi to Shenzhen that year, or he avoided it on purpose.

In the few months after he emailed me that I was back to health, I gradually calmed down and lived better without him.

He actually showed up in my office one day.

Shock is the only way to describe how I feel.

Of course there is also joy.

I always thought we would never see each other again, he was the one who didn't even bother to give me emails, I wasn't arrogant enough to think he had me in his heart.

"Stupid?" He tapped my head.

I was really stupid.

"Why are you free?"

"I'm on sick leave, and I was given a year's sick leave to go out and walk." He lost some weight and looked in good spirits. After the operation, he had grown a few inches of hair on his head, and he could vaguely see long surgical scars.

Probably because he was on sick leave for such a long time, the director was not in his position, and the people who greeted him did not take him out for entertainment, or he was on sick leave, so there was no way to entertain him.He has a lot of time and often comes to see me, and sometimes he sits with me in the office while I work as usual, while he makes tea, reads a book, and occasionally talks to me.

Although I have a separate office, others will still see it and ask who it is, and I say it is my cousin.

He Xiaoyu's cousin became my cousin.

Fortunately, my wife took her daughter on annual leave and went back to her natal home. I was free and often accompanied him everywhere. I went to Dameisha, went to the library, went to concerts, and more just wandered around aimlessly.

He never directly said that he likes you, but he always said literary sentences implicitly, which made me think about it; he always whispered in my ear, and explored my face with his fingers casually or casually. Or lip, occasionally pull me when walking, pay attention to the road under my feet, and take my shoulders; once again, I fell into a pit, forgetting, he would easily leave the pit, leave me there, and fight for the rest of my life Life can climb out.

One morning, my director went on a business trip, and a group of monkey cubs scattered in the department. I also skipped work on a whim. I went to the hotel to look for him after nine o'clock. I rang the doorbell. Maybe he thought it was the waiter cleaning, and he surrounded him. A bath towel came to open the door, the upper body was naked, I patted his chest with the back of my hand, and laughed, "The embryo is not bad!"

I didn't think about anything, and walked in while he was embarrassed. There was no room for turning around in the hotel room. There was another person on the big double bed.

My mind is completely blank.stayed there.

Xie Yongan came over calmly, "Let me introduce you, this is Xiao Qi, who came from home with me."

Xiaoqi also stood up calmly, the sheet on his body slipped down, and he was not wearing anything.

I came back to my senses, "Your uncle is amazing, and you have a servant on sick leave. Sleep."

Xiaoqi didn't mind my eyes, wrapped around the sheets slowly, nodded with me and went to the bathroom.

"The one in your harem looks good, no wonder you take it with you for thousands of miles, for fear of being raped at home?" I pretended to be relaxed.

Xie Yongan smiled and looked at me with a little pity in his eyes.

Do I look ugly?

I felt the cold tears on my face.

No matter how difficult the scene was, he said a few random words and hurriedly fled the scene of others.

People came and went on the street, my nerves were short-circuited, and I walked back in a daze, like a ghost.

Xie Yongan didn't chase him out, of course he had no reason to chase him out, the person he loves or not, at least the person he slept with, is still waiting for him so sincerely.

What am I, someone I played with?He didn't say anything, he didn't even do anything, it was me, I jumped into the pit wishfully.

I remember he said that the winter in the south is warmer, which is good for his recovery. Come and see me, an acquaintance.

Who am I, just an acquaintance.

In fact, acquaintances have already been praised, we are not familiar with each other, we are not familiar with each other, we are not familiar with each other.

Warm winter, cold heart.

We didn't see each other again after that, and I don't know how long he stayed.

He skipped this matter lightly when he was young, and today he also talked about Xiao Qi lightly, he would not know how long this matter has caused me pain and how much stimulation it has.

Later, I suffered from depression and was unable to go to work for two months. After three years of treatment by the psychiatrist who was unwilling to give up on me like an angel, I was basically cured.

In other words, for three years, I couldn't sleep at night.

From this I became addicted to alcohol.

He still left without saying goodbye, and of course he would not leave me any contact information.