Relying on love in the entertainment industry

When Chu Xiting's phone rang, he was listening to several department managers reporting the work results of this quarter.

When he saw the phone number, he quickly pressed it.But after the meeting ended, he called back immediately.

"What did you investigate?"

The object of his talk was SN, a credit agency with good reputation.At Fang Qingzhi's funeral, Fang's parents were almost outraged and ordered Chu Xiting to be beaten out of the auditorium.Their grief and pain really didn't look like a fake, so Chu Xiting didn't doubt Fang Qingzhi's death.

To Chu Xiting, the whole thing seemed like a ridiculous joke with too much force.And the joke he wrote himself made him know what stupidity is.

Many people were like this when they were teenagers. Adhering to the concept of "I am justice", they often have to be reasonable and unforgiving, and they can't stand a little bit of grievance. They wish that every supercilious look they receive can be retaliated a hundredfold.

Chu Xiting once resented this world because of birth, fate, luck or other unchangeable things.In fact, he did not live a very unlucky life, because those who have really encountered many misfortunes will learn to accept the established fate, learn to accept the established facts, and look for what is worth doing in life through the broken sunlight pouring down from the tree shadows The joy part.

And he was just spoiled.

Because he has never suffered real misfortune, he is especially harsh to the world, and cannot suffer a little bit of fate's contempt and ill treatment.Therefore, he is more likely than ordinary people to hold a grudge against a little bit of misfortune, and hold grudges for many years, until he vents this resentment on innocent people.

Or until something truly "painful" has been experienced.

One night when he was 19 years old, Chu Xiting's heart was so anxious that it almost seemed to be on fire.It was the first time he watched a person die like that, and the other person was the first person in his short life whom he held a vague fondness for.

And that afternoon at the age of 21, Chu Xiting understood for the first time what is the real malice from fate... what is called "justice".

Every evil word spoken will be rewarded as it should be, and every evil deed done by oneself will be punished as it should be.Fate will neither bargain with you, nor argue and distinguish with you... If you despise love, love will bid you farewell forever;

Chu Xiting will never forget the last expression the boy looked at him.He covered his chest with his hands, and looked at him for the last time before closing his eyes.

In that look, there was no resentment, no complaint, only bewilderment, and a little pleading.

He must not understand why the person he loves treats him like this.

That was the last time Chu Xiting saw Fang Qingzhi.

For many years later, Chu Xiting cultivated his character, no matter how big the matter was, he maintained a calmness that ordinary people could not maintain, and almost never became impulsive and angry, why did things get too angry with others.

But even so, it was impossible to change the malicious words he said to the boy that afternoon, and the malice he showed.For many nights, he couldn't help thinking, what was Qingzhi thinking in the last time?Did he take what he said then seriously?In the end... was he in love with him?Or hate him?

However, no matter which conjecture it is, it only makes people despair.

Because the injury was frozen forever at the moment Fang Qingzhi's heartbeat stopped.

Two years after Cao Min passed away, he and Fang Qingzhi met, knew each other, and fell in love.Cao Min doesn't love him, Fang Qingzhi loves him like he is the whole world; Cao Min and him used to be classmates, but Fang Qingzhi has the same goals with him, he praises and loves Chu Xiting's musical talent, and puts him As a lifelong confidant; Cao Min died in a car accident two years ago, and Fang Qingzhi always smiled at him like a ray of bright sunshine while propping up his sickly body.

Then on this day, Chu Xiting murdered the latter for the sake of the former.

When they all turned into a cold corpse, lying alone and indifferent in the cold soil, Chu Xiting finally could clearly and clearly understand who was more important to him.

Of course he could argue that he never wanted Qing to die, he just wanted to scare the Fang family a little bit.But in fact, this kind of excuse is meaningless. He may not have thought of murdering Fang Qingzhi, but he should be clear in his heart.

His behavior...will push Fang Qingzhi to hell, and make him unable to live.

Because the boy regarded him as the source of all his desire to survive.

In the end, Chu Xiting never explained it to anyone around Fang Qingzhi, because this kind of explanation had long since lost any meaning.The likes and dislikes of Wen Rongxi or anyone else didn't mean anything to him, because that person was dead.

He was lying under the tombstone, his once handsome face was slowly rotting until it turned into dry bones that could not be seen.The slender fingers lost their white and thin skin, their nerves were dry and broken, and they could no longer strike a clear and clean syllable on the keys.And the most frightening thing is that his brain will also be slowly eroded by some microscopic insects. Whether it is love or hatred for Chu Xiting, it will all disappear, as if he had never been in this place. existed in the world.

From this day on, no matter the photos or videos, there will be no change.All the gestures of the lover are destined to stay in the past, replayed repeatedly in the time that he can't touch.Sometimes Chu Xiting would fall asleep hugging his photo, but no matter how much he thought about it, hallucinations frequently occurred, the portrait in the photo never made even a slight movement.

Later, Chu Xiting also entrusted his feelings to others.At first it was a young man who looked alike, and later he was a talented young man with Fang Qingzhi.It's just that neither the former nor the latter can transform the image of "Fang Qingzhi" in his field of vision.

Chu Xiting couldn't even kiss anyone else like kissing each other.

But even so, he would still praise some young people who even felt only slightly similar to Fang Qingzhi.He didn't fall in love with them or sleep with them, he just watched from afar... Hypnotizing himself in that way.

Until Fang Nan appeared.

Chu Xiting actually asked people who had met Fang Qingzhi and Fang Nan at the same time what they thought after meeting them, but almost everyone said that they looked nothing alike.But Chu Xiting didn't know whether his memory was bad or what, he always felt that Fang Nan and his Qingzhi looked very similar...it could almost be said that they were printed from the same mold.

In fact, when comparing the photos of the two of them, there is a little difference in facial features, but Chu Xiting thinks this is normal - after all these years have passed, if Qingzhi is alive, she will also grow up, and in terms of appearance Some edges and corners are also normal.

And just thinking about it like this made Chu Xiting's heart gradually become hot.

The events back then happened so quickly and logically, and the grief expressed by Fang's parents was so intense and real, Chu Xiting hardly thought of the possibility that Fang Qingzhi might not have died.But after seeing Fang Nan several times, he couldn't help but have this guess in his mind.

Coincidentally, the age and surname are also right.

This conjecture is actually very subjective and wishful thinking, but Chu Xiting seems to have grasped at the straw, and refused to let go once he grasped it, desperately trying to prove it as a fact.But he couldn't confirm it from Fang Nan.

Only in terms of personality, Fang Nan and Fang Qingzhi are really far apart.Fang Nan has an arrogant personality, and ignores Chu Xiting; Fang Qingzhi is gentle and frank, and never makes people look bad; On the face... From the point of view of personality and style, in fact, the two have almost no similarities.

But Chu Xiting felt that...over the past few years, no matter what Fang Qingzhi's personality has become, it is understandable.

To prove this, Chu Xiting chose to investigate the whereabouts of Fang's parents after they left the country.It's just that six years is not long or short, and when it is time to investigate, many clues have almost been lost in time.

At the same time, Chu Xiting found credit bureaus at home and abroad, trying to investigate the whereabouts of Fang Qingzhi's parents, but after conducting such investigations for a period of time, the results have not been obvious, that is, he could not even find out the name of the subject of the investigation.

"We have searched for a long time based on the name SongchengFang, but we have not found a similar list. Considering that there is already a procedure for changing names during immigration registration, and domestic surnames are commonly used, and the name resolution is high, while SN is a common first name, and the surname The resolution is high, if Mr. Fang has changed his name, even if his surname remains the same, it will be extremely difficult to find if he uses an English name and a Chinese surname.”

"We have investigated Mr. Fang Nan's background based on the information we have. However, although we have investigated the schools he attended in college and middle school, it seems that not many people know about Mr. Fang's family. He is talented and excellent in his studies. This matter is well known... But other than that, no one knows about the specific family background. It is said that he rarely participates in gatherings among classmates, and he has almost no close friends when he was in school. It is admiration He has a lot of people."

After hearing this, Chu Xiting was stunned for a moment, and then he felt it was a matter of course.

Fang Qingzhi is good, no one knows better than him.If Fang Nan is really young...it is really normal for him to be admired by others.Even Chu Xiting, in his haste back then, occasionally saw Fang Qingzhi being sent to the emergency room for the first time, and thought that young man was so beautiful and amazing.

Not to mention that when he woke up, his temperament and demeanor were shining brightly against the backdrop of his natural talent and flexible temperament.

So knowing that it was suspicious, he still couldn't help but ask one more question: "... Has no one successfully caught up?"

The other party was taken aback for a moment, and then replied with some hesitation for a long time: "... We made an excuse to inquire, and it is said that Mr. Fang has always been a little repulsive. He seems to be..." Be afraid', this is what the other party said when we inquired."

The other party said this original sentence directly in English, which is very straightforward and nasty in the style of Westerners.

After hearing this, Chu Xiting's smile froze for a moment, showing a little lost look, only his voice was calm, but he asked nonsense: "...Really?"

Is Fang Nan really Fang Qingzhi?Chu Xiting seemed to have an answer to this question consciously, but he couldn't be sure.

Then he talked about the progress of the investigation, and the other party finally said that he had sent a copy of the latest investigation results and the obtained information in Chu Xiting's mailbox, and hung up the phone.

Chu Xiting read the information inside, but for a long time he couldn't see what looked like a form.

He remembered a lot of things that happened when the man was still alive.

In fact, Chu Xiting's life was not too evil.He is sorry for most people, including Cao Min who passed away suddenly that night.

The only person he was sorry for... was Fang Qingzhi.

In his whole life, he was the only one who could never be sorry.

When he was an angry youth, he always felt that Cao Min's death was because the Fang family bought the relationship with the hospital with money.Such angry youths popped up from time to time until they fell in love with Fang Qingzhi.Perhaps people and things that have been lost always seem to be more worthy of nostalgia, but for Chu Xiting when he was young...the so-called self-righteousness is to do evil things with righteousness and self-confidence, and think that he is doing justice for the sky.

How stupid?

Chu Xiting may not have known this truth at the beginning, but he felt that it was probably because he was not kind by nature, so he used double standards and only acted according to his likes and dislikes.After hanging around in the circle for a long time, one day he suddenly realized that he was conceited and intelligent, but in fact he was no different from those brainless fans who appeared at fan meetings or on the Internet.

Convictions are only based on rumors and imaginings. If you have prejudice in your heart, you can't wait to put someone to death. You know that you are not a saint, but you don't understand it.Qin Hui convicts Yue Fei for nothing.And these modern people who think they are more noble and clear than the ancients are actually not much different.

Previously, there was a lot of noise about a young girl who had just debuted and took the wrong thing when she was getting a gift from the TV station. After being exaggerated by the gossip media, she was strangled to death on the Internet and directly rose to the level of "deliberate". Stealing", to the point of "corruption of character".Some people even said that in the future, any film and television drama with her will be black forever, and they will never watch it again.The girl actually performed well in the play, but she just played a supporting role for this reason and then disappeared.

When Chu Xiting first saw the news, he had no idea.It's just that later I happened to see the manager bring the girl to the TV station to make amends. Several departments involved, including the program group that was on at the time, the propaganda department that distributed the gifts, etc., bowed and apologized one by one, but they still disappeared later. Some emotion.

As for the look in the girl's eyes when she apologized, Chu Xiting later felt...it was actually a bit similar to Fang Qingzhi's expression he saw last time.

They are all a little dazed, at a loss, and questioning... as if asking: "What did I do wrong?"

I did something wrong...it was just that I met him.

If it was said that he was lucky to meet Fang Qingzhi back then, but it was pure misfortune that Fang Qingzhi met him.

In the six years since Fang Qing's death, Chu Xiting also met various people and encountered various things.I've seen affectionate couples, I've seen old men who stay together forever... In all fairness, there is no one like Fang Qingzhi.

Such a wholehearted, unreserved love, such a talented and dazzling young man... Chu Xiting felt that he would never meet again in his whole life, or even see him again.

At that time, I felt that true love is easy to get, and the friendship of knowing each other is not as good as a little temperament in my heart.He even felt that just because of Cao Min's death, the Fang family deserved to bear his lesson... Then, there was the news of Fang Qingzhi's death.

Chu Xiting has never said a word of regret to anyone, because regret has long been useless.

When he was the loneliest, he even dreamed that Fang Qingzhi came to seek revenge on him.In his sleep, Qingzhi's hands were as cold as water, with an angry expression, tightly tightening his neck, but he never felt fear or pain, but he couldn't help being ecstatic, wanting to look at her more.

Even in the form of a ghost, Fang Qingzhi has a lively expression and can be touched.

It's a pity that I woke up from a dream.

Chu Xiting still had doubts about Fang Nan's identity, so he told the other party to continue the investigation.

It's just that the credit bureau is a legally operated institution, and after all, only the legal part can be investigated.Chu Xiting is far away in CN, so there are naturally many difficulties in investigating Fang Nan's affairs in SN.Among them are some materials with confidentiality agreements, such as personal data kept in banks, insurance companies, and even schools. The people hired by Chu Xiting can only obtain part of them after all, and most of them have nowhere to start.

Unlike China, SN has serious bureaucracy, and many systems are not implemented effectively.They attach great importance to commercial confidentiality in terms of ethos, so when Chu Xiting tried to get people to investigate Fang Nan's specific information, he encountered a lot of obstacles.

But Chu Xiting is not helpless.

He found some not-so-legal private hired intelligence agencies, and collected some information about Fang Nan through them.But unexpectedly, after pursuing all the way, the other party found that they were always inquiring and then disconnected.

In some personal data containing educational information, Fang Nan’s personal information stated his educational experience, but this educational experience shows that he has studied in a private school in SN since elementary school, but Chu Xiting But don't believe this at all.

Fang Nan's Chinese is too proficient, and his personality is also very typical of overseas Chinese. In any case, for Chu Xiting, who has been in contact with people from various backgrounds, it is not difficult for him to distinguish between overseas Chinese and ethnic Chinese.

Gallo is a typical Chinese style. Even if he is not Chinese, he must have lived abroad since he was a child.Fang Nan, on the other hand, is more like an international student who started living in SN when he was almost an adult, so he still retains a typical Chinese style in every move.

It's just that there is no gain for a while, and Chu Xiting can only let the other party continue to do their best to investigate deeply.

This day at the end of September is the seventh anniversary of Fang Qingzhi's death.

The Fang family's parents seemed to have never been back since they left the country sadly, and even Fang Qingzhi's grave had never been visited.On the contrary, some people who were not very close to Fang Qingzhi during his lifetime would come here every year.

Among them were Fang Qingzhi's old teacher, and some of Chu Xiting's peers who had acquainted with Chu Xiting when he first debuted.But the most eye-catching ones are naturally Chuxi Court and Wenrongxi, which must be visited every year.

Because of this incident, there was a news announcement at the beginning that praised the two people for their nostalgia, but because both Chu Xiting and Wen Rongxi were very repelled to hype this incident, so in the end this little news did not arouse any interest. Any waves just passed away without any sense of existence.

On this day, although Chu Xiting went to sweep the tomb as usual, his mood was very different from previous years.

After he visited the tomb and gave flowers, there was a rare smile on his face.

With a gentle tone, he stroked the photo on the tombstone with his fingertips, and said slowly: "It doesn't matter if it's a human or a ghost... If you hate me, come to me."

"You see that you trust me so much, but I took advantage of your trust to take away your chance to become healthy again, and even caused you to lose your life...Qingzhi, you are not so magnanimous, are you? Can you bear it?"

"So, if you hate me, come to me."

As he said this, he recalled what happened back then.Now that I think about it, when he took advantage of Fang Qingzhi's trust in him and pretended to be Fang Qingzhi's willingness to replace his opponent and gave up his heart source, and later revealed his true purpose of getting close to Fang Qingzhi and caused the other party to get sick... ... The Fang family's reaction was too wrong.

Although it was a difficult situation at the time, if Fang Qingzhi really passed away, Chu Xiting felt that Fang Dong would go to him desperately... But the other party just slapped him and refused to meet Chu Xiting again .

He didn't even attend Fang Qingzhi's funeral, and even found out the location of the cemetery from him.At the time, he thought it was because Fang's parents hated him because of Fang Qingzhi's death, so he didn't think there was anything wrong.

But if Fang Qingzhi really died, how could his funeral be so hasty and simple?Even though the Fang family's parents were in trouble at the time, it wasn't that they were powerless to fight back. It was okay to make trouble for Chu Xiting at that time.

But the other party hastily left the country under the pretext of being too sad.

It's a pity that Chu Xiting was also hit too hard by the news of Fang Qingzhi's death back then, and he couldn't think normally at all, so he didn't find anything strange about it.

After this thought came out, a very absurd thought came to Chu Xiting's mind - if he asked someone to dig up Fang Qingzhi's grave at this time, would he find a hollow coffin?

After this thought came to Chu Xiting's heartbeat began to speed up.But after a long time, he sighed and gave up such an idea.