This meal and this date, Fang Nan had a lot of doubts and conjectures.
Chu Xiting's unusual performance did not look like a fake.Trembling is a kind of physiological instinct. If you do it deliberately, it is actually easy to find something wrong.
What's more, Fang Nan didn't think that Chu Xiting was that powerful, even the sweat stains and complexion could be controlled.
So assuming his reaction was real, Fang Nan thought, could that reaction be due to the siren of the ambulance?Chu Xiting didn't have this problem before.
Fang Nan had some doubts in his heart, but he couldn't be sure of his guess, so he finally gave up thinking about it.
He began to focus on the movie he watched today.
Fang Nan himself quite likes the film form of musicals.The form of expression of music is different from that of film and television, but when combined, one plus one is greater than two.Just to be honest, CN has hardly had any well-known musical works in recent years, so Fang Nan has not paid attention to this aspect of the content.
But the "Chong Dynasty" I saw today is very amazing.
This film has a very strong romantic style, with exaggerated and bold performances. Throughout the film, the presence of the male protagonist simply breaks through the sky. It is not so much a historical literary film as it is a one-man show by the male protagonist.
The hero's own experience is a fusion of many historical figures, but his identity is fictitious.Even so, the whole story is not put together, but the plot is smooth and emotional.If I have to say that there are any deficiencies, it is that the whole drama emphasizes the presence of the protagonist too much, and almost all the highlights are emphasized by relying on the performance of the male protagonist.
But because the performers can indeed support such a role and sense of presence, this is not only a shortcoming, but a bright spot.
After eating, Chu Xiting didn't want the date to end so quickly, but it was late after all, and he couldn't force Fang Nan to stay, so he could only send Fang Nan home.
Just before getting into the car, Fang Nan bought a notebook at a convenience store and started to write something.
The light in the car was very dim, making it inconvenient to write, but Fang Nan didn't care too much, just started to write and draw on the booklet with the feel of his hand while humming.
Chu Xiting pricked up his ears and listened for a while, only to find that Fang Nan was humming exactly the song in "Chong Chao".
He actually memorized most of the melodies.
But after all, it is a two-hour movie, and there are quite a lot of songs in it. Although most of them are not long, and some of them are fused together to form a song, they are quite long together.
Fang Nan inevitably couldn't remember a few things, so he had to bite the cap of his pen and start thinking hard.
Chu Xiting glanced at the notebook out of the corner of his eye, and quickly understood what Fang Nan wrote in the notebook, but asked, "Are you interested in the songs in the movie?"
Fang Nan nodded and said: "This is the first time I have seen a musical of this style, and the songs in it are not in the opera style. I think this film has the style of foreign opera in various aspects. It feels very novel."
Chu Xiting's attitude towards Fang Nan was not surprising, as if he knew that Fang Nan would have such thoughts.
In fact, the reason why Fang Song City built the Oriental Stage Theater, the predecessor of the music carnival, was to develop operas and stage plays with oriental styles.At that time, the new opera "Smiling Flower" was popular at home and abroad, so it should have been a very suitable time.
It's a pity that similar attempts after that all failed, which led to the weak succession of the project, and also dragged Fangsong City and Nanjixing into the quagmire.Although Chu Xiting made a decisive decision afterwards and used various new technologies to transform it into a playground-like existence, which can be said to turn the tide, but for Fang Songcheng and Fang Qingzhi and his son, this project is not just an investment.
...is still an ideal.
It’s just that for CN at that time, such a pace was going too far after all, and such consumption was too high-end, and there was no corresponding public consumption habit to match.
Fang Songcheng tried to integrate various traditional art forms into operas to create CN-style oriental operas, but he almost succeeded.In recent years, the style of playing and singing in skits and cross talks has become popular again. One of the projects of the music carnival retained Fang Songcheng's previous plan. They re-wrote the tunes and lyrics, trying to match the classic melody with the changeable The lines, reproduce the art form of "singing instead of speaking".This is somewhat similar to traditional opera, but it is different from traditional opera because the style is more varied, more innovative, and closer to modern times.
It combines various forms of opera, folk songs, pop music and rap, and is different from any of them.It is not a traditional opera or opera, because most of the songs can be sung by ordinary people.And the scope of adaptation is also wider, not limited to traditional repertoire or costumes.
In the past six years, the status and reputation of the music carnival in China has become more and more important, and the carnival has adapted more than 70 styles of universal tunes, and has trained nearly three-digit music practitioners in this field.
That doesn't include average performers who aren't very skilled or just do it purely as a job.
In the music carnival, there is a project called Music Ocean. All the staff in the event venue have undergone strict training and can always answer all the questions of tourists with singing.The hundreds of amusement machines in the venue all have built-in intelligent robots, which can use specific tunes to sing questions and answer questions, and argue with tourists, make fun of them, and give scores.Visitors can sing their way through the levels until they enter the TV competition.
Chu Xiting combined it with the TV talent show, and has produced a lot of income and talent resources every year.In addition, the most outstanding performers in the music carnival have been on the Spring Festival Gala for the past two years, and performed an excellent "singing endorsement" skill on the show-on-the-spot questions, limited style and limited content. It made people sing a lot of tricks.
The music used in "Chong Dynasty" was specially filled in by Nan Jixing according to the predetermined lyrics, so Chu Xiting was invited to participate in the premiere of this film.
Chu Xiting looked at the music score that Fang Nan had written down, but suddenly asked the other party to give him the notes.Fang Nan was taken aback for a moment, but he gave the notebook to Chu Xiting as promised.
Then Chu Xiting wrote a piece of score with rare stagnation all the way, which is exactly the score of the accompanying music in "Chongchao".
Fang Nan read it carefully, and hummed again. He didn't realize it, but Chu Xiting's heart trembled when he heard it.
Then he closed his eyes and told himself: It's just that the voices are somewhat similar.
Chu Xiting suppressed the conjecture about Fang Nan's identity in his mind, and hypnotized himself many times with "No", "Impossible", "How could Qingzhi smile at me so innocently", finally calmed down, and followed After all, Fang Nan, who was about to get out of the car, bid farewell.
Fang Nan has already obtained all the music scores of "Chong Dynasty", although it is too late to read it carefully, but a thought came to her heart.
"Chong Dynasty" itself has been shot very well, but the focus is on the story and the picture after all. Although the music is well done, it can't be said to be perfect.
In Fang Nan's view, there are still many areas that can be improved.
But no matter what, this play always opened up a new way of thinking for him.
——Ancient song and dance drama.
It's not the opera style, but the ancient style like pop music.
Fang Nan thought about going upstairs, but almost bumped into Gallo at the elevator entrance.
Fang Nan didn't expect that the other party would stand at the elevator entrance like this, but she was startled.
Gallo asked him, "Have you had a good time?"
This question did not sound very friendly, and Fang Nan inevitably aroused a little cautiousness, and said: "...I can't say it was pleasant or unpleasant, but I saw something useful."
Gallo added: "Since you hate him, won't you feel uncomfortable going out with him?"
Fang Nan was speechless for a moment.
In fact, Gallo made a mistake. Fang Nan hated Chu Xiting, but not the other party.There is actually a big difference between the two.
Fang Nan never hated Chu Xiting, whether it was his voice, his appearance, or the wisdom and courage he had shown in his work.
There is a difference between hating and loathing.
He still remembered the first time he met Chu Xiting.It was autumn, and Chu Xiting was just 19 years old. He came to visit Fang Nan after returning from the notice, wearing a gray-blue checked shirt and slim trousers.
Fang Nan was still young and had no idea about Chu Xiting, but when he saw him, he still found it pleasing to the eye—Chu Xiting certainly sang well, but in this circle that pays attention to appearance, he can stand out from among a bunch of young singers. Standing out from the crowd, that face is also indispensible.
That year Chu Xiting was still relatively young, his facial features were not as sharp-edged as they are now, and his temperament was not as calm as now, but he also brought a confidence and arrogance unique to young people.He was handsome, with black eyes and bright eyes, a straight nose, and his facial features were as handsome as sculptures.It's not that Fang Nan has never seen good-looking people, not to mention when looking in the mirror, even when there are occasional banquets at home, most of the people who come to participate are handsome men and beautiful women.
In this regard, Fang Nan is not an appearance association.
But Chu Xiting was different.Compared with Fang Nan, who always seems to have some communication barriers due to lack of interpersonal communication, Chu Xiting may have a proud and confident temperament because of his smooth life since childhood.
He was born in the middle class, and his parents were senior intellectuals.He is handsome and has an easy-to-use brain. He has been sought after since he was a child, and he has naturally developed an aura of being the boss and my second child.
Etiquette, knowledge, and fame can all be acquired, but only tolerance is something that is innately cultivated. If you cultivate it deliberately, you may spend decades of energy and only scratch the surface.
That person has many qualities that he desires but cannot obtain. Compared with Fang Qingzhi, who is naturally docile, Chu Xiting is much braver about what he wants...It can be called brave, or it can be said to be domineering .
Even in those days when he hated Chu Xiting to death, Fang Nan still often envied and yearned for Chu Xiting’s character—in the past, everything Fang Nan wanted to do but didn’t dare to do was all caused by Chu Xiting. Hold his hand, and force him to experience them one by one like this.
It was the first time I tried seven yuan ice cream in a fast food restaurant, I ran for the first time holding hands in the street, I went to an amusement park for the first time, I sang in the square for the first time... too many firsts, all with Chu Xiting experienced it together.
Fang Nan often thought, if he had the courage of Chu Xiting...he would not be so alone now.
Fang Nan hated Chu Xiting, but even if he hated him, it didn't mean Fang Nan hated Chu Xiting.On the contrary, he felt that he might still love the other party...but this love gradually became distorted, so he no longer wanted Chu Xiting's confession, nor did he want to be happy with the other party.
If he is capable, Fang Nan hopes to make Chu Xiting suffer.He wanted to torture the other party with his own hands, make Chu Xiting howl in pain, and let the other party experience pain that he had never experienced before.
But there is no need to tell Gallo these things.
So he said, "I told you, Gallo, don't interfere with my plans anymore... please."
Gallo replied bluntly, "I can't do it!"
Fang Nan was stunned.
Gallo said, "Nolan, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and then I realized something. I think I love you—I've never cared so much about a person. I used to not care who my date dated. , but you are different, I feel sad that you are dating Chu Xiting. I think you are my first love!"
Fang Nan said speechlessly: "I thought your first love was the prettiest little girl in the kindergarten when you were six years old."
This is what Gallo himself told Fang Nan.
Gallo said, "I used to think so, too, but she's no match for you." He paused, and said in a sighing voice, "No... I don't think anyone I know can be compared to you."
Fang Nan was a little speechless—he had never expected such a situation.
"That's a bit of an exaggeration," he said.
"I'm not joking," Gallo said emphatically.
"Gallo, you're embarrassing me by saying that..." Fang Nan squeezed her palms and said with a frown, "I think you might be really lonely."
Fang Nan knew that Gallo had a crush on her, but Gallo had a crush on too many people.With his usual hedonism, Fang Nan didn't take this matter seriously.
But true love?Sorry...he really couldn't take the word seriously.
Galona's character is not material for talking about true love with people.If you really believe him, when it comes to true love in the end, you have to become tired or not.
Jia Luo didn't know that Fang Nan was slandering him, so he continued, "Nolan, I'm serious. I think it doesn't matter if I stay with you, even if I don't want to play with others in the future."
Fang Nan thought that this is really embarrassing for you, and said, "Why are you pushing yourself so hard? I think you are lonely and empty. Go back and find someone to fall in love with...I can't do it."
Gallo glared at Fang Nan.
Fang Nan sighed: "It's really not possible."
His psychological endurance is not good, he can't play emotional games, and he will die if he gets stuck.
Gallo looked at him with deep eyes, and said firmly, "I don't want anyone but you."
Fang Nan's heart skipped a beat.
...this situation looks a bit bad.
Fang Nan said: "...Gallo, I won't fall in love with you, it's really not okay."
Gallo asked, "Why?"
Fang Nan thought for a while and said, "I won't call you...I see you as if I were seeing my younger brother."
Gallo sneered: "Come on, I'm older than you."
"I mean emotionally." Fang Nan felt from the bottom of her heart that she was more mature than Gallo.Of course, this can't be said, otherwise Gallo will definitely jump his feet.
Gallo said, "Then who are you calling? Chu Xiting?"
Fang Nan was in a complicated mood, but what he said was a bachelor, and he replied, "At least I've been here before."
Gallo suddenly became angry, and said: "I knew it-what revenge!? You actually want to get back together with him!? Nolan Fang! You figured it out, he almost killed you! You Are you cheap!? Are you cheap!? "
Fang Nan didn't expect him to be so furious, and blurted out such words, but his face suddenly turned pale, and he took several steps back.
Seeing his appearance, Gallo was still yelling, but suddenly his throat was blocked, and the curse words behind him also softened.
He still didn't apologize in the end.Angrily, Jia Luo glared at Fang Nan, his chest heaved as if he was running violently, but his face was also pale like Fang Nan's.
Fang Nan's heartbeat became disordered because of anger—after the palliative operation, his heart condition was considered to be much better, but it was not cured.Although he's slowly regaining control of his emotions, things have only gotten worse since his parents passed away.
Almost every morning when he woke up, he would feel that he couldn't breathe, his heart was like a urchin out of control, it was light and heavy on his chest, trampling on it without measure.
And as Gallo yelled out, he felt his heart start to rebel again
He said softly: "You speak too much."
Even if he didn't have such intentions for Jia Luo, Fang Nan felt that they were friends after knowing each other for several years and getting along with each other for several months.And the word "cheap" was too insulting, which made Fang Nan feel unbearably suffocated.
Jia Luo knew that he might be impulsive, but verbally he didn't want to admit defeat directly like this, so he sneered and said, "If you continue to date Chu Xiting, wouldn't it be a bitch?"
Fang Nan didn't answer him.
He only felt that his brain was groggy and his vision was a little out of focus.With trembling hands, he tried to take out the medicine from his pocket, but there was no strength in his hand, and every movement was like a slow-motion replay, which was very useless.
Seeing his empty eyes, Gallo vaguely felt that his reaction was a bit unusual, but he didn't realize that Fang Nan had an illness.He was silent for a while, but he took a few steps closer to Fang Nan, and said, "Nolan, I don't want to say that about you. What's the use of you and Chu Xiting continuing to entangle? Even if it's revenge, it breaks his heart, and then What's the use? It won't make you happy."
Gallo is not a self-sacrificing person who puts the needs of others before his own desires, even if it is Fang Nan.So while trying to persuade the other party, he said again: "If you must associate with Chu Xiting, I will go to him to expose your identity and purpose. By then, he will know everything. Even if you want revenge, I'm afraid It may not be possible to..."
But Fang Nan shook twice, and finally couldn't hold on any longer, and fell down directly.
Jia Luo was taken aback, and instinctively hugged Fang Nan into his arms, but saw that his brows were tightly wrinkled, his face was pale, and he seemed to be barely breathing—that's when he panicked and yelled a few times Fang Nan's name, but it was found that something bad happened.
Fang Nan was so mad by Gallo that he fell ill.
He never imagined that Gallo would threaten him with this matter—it was not so much worried about Gallo's threat as it was because he was stunned by the fact that he could not recognize people clearly again.
Ever since Fang Nan went abroad, she lacked a sense of trust in people.He thought that his vigilance was enough, but Gallo proved with his own behavior that he was still too gullible.
Fang Nan told Gallo about his past and Chu Xiting's affairs out of trust, but unexpectedly, the other party threatened him with this matter-this blow to Fang Nan was more likely to be known by Chu Xiting. This matter is even bigger.
Gallo hurriedly sent Fang Nan to the hospital in the middle of the night, and it took most of the night after all kinds of first aid toss, before he knew he was panicking.When the first aid was over, he was already drenched in sweat as if he had just been fished out of the water. He didn't care about being picky, so he casually scrubbed in the bathroom of the ward and changed into two cheap clothes that were sold in the supermarket before he had time to look at it. Fang Nan's situation.
Afterwards, he stayed in the bed all night, and when he woke up in a daze, Gallo found that the person on the bed had already woken up.
He called "Nolan", but Fang Nan ignored him.
Jia Luo knew he was wrong, but he talked to himself, and started to help Fang Nan peel apples in a fawning manner.
In the end, Fang Nan said, "I don't care if you tell Chu Xiting... Anyway, I might die soon."
Jia Luo's hand was unsteady, but he cut his finger with a knife.He didn't care about the pain, so he said impatiently: "I was in a hurry and said the wrong thing. But even if I said the wrong thing, you wouldn't curse yourself!?"
Fang Nan turned around, smiled at him with a slight frown, and said, "Who cursed me? I'm just telling the truth... After my parents passed away, my heart began to rebel at every turn. I have experienced this kind of situation, so I understand it in my heart.”
"I'm about to die. Even for the sake of my dying—Gallo, how about keeping this secret for me and letting me breathe out for myself?" Fang Nan lay on the hospital bed with her head resting on the white Single pillow.The cross-dressing face was not beautiful, but when he looked at Gallo, his slightly frowning brows and slightly melancholy smile were very pretty.
The apple in Jia Luo's hand was not held firmly for a moment, and fell to the ground and rolled around, but he couldn't eat it.
Chu Xiting's unusual performance did not look like a fake.Trembling is a kind of physiological instinct. If you do it deliberately, it is actually easy to find something wrong.
What's more, Fang Nan didn't think that Chu Xiting was that powerful, even the sweat stains and complexion could be controlled.
So assuming his reaction was real, Fang Nan thought, could that reaction be due to the siren of the ambulance?Chu Xiting didn't have this problem before.
Fang Nan had some doubts in his heart, but he couldn't be sure of his guess, so he finally gave up thinking about it.
He began to focus on the movie he watched today.
Fang Nan himself quite likes the film form of musicals.The form of expression of music is different from that of film and television, but when combined, one plus one is greater than two.Just to be honest, CN has hardly had any well-known musical works in recent years, so Fang Nan has not paid attention to this aspect of the content.
But the "Chong Dynasty" I saw today is very amazing.
This film has a very strong romantic style, with exaggerated and bold performances. Throughout the film, the presence of the male protagonist simply breaks through the sky. It is not so much a historical literary film as it is a one-man show by the male protagonist.
The hero's own experience is a fusion of many historical figures, but his identity is fictitious.Even so, the whole story is not put together, but the plot is smooth and emotional.If I have to say that there are any deficiencies, it is that the whole drama emphasizes the presence of the protagonist too much, and almost all the highlights are emphasized by relying on the performance of the male protagonist.
But because the performers can indeed support such a role and sense of presence, this is not only a shortcoming, but a bright spot.
After eating, Chu Xiting didn't want the date to end so quickly, but it was late after all, and he couldn't force Fang Nan to stay, so he could only send Fang Nan home.
Just before getting into the car, Fang Nan bought a notebook at a convenience store and started to write something.
The light in the car was very dim, making it inconvenient to write, but Fang Nan didn't care too much, just started to write and draw on the booklet with the feel of his hand while humming.
Chu Xiting pricked up his ears and listened for a while, only to find that Fang Nan was humming exactly the song in "Chong Chao".
He actually memorized most of the melodies.
But after all, it is a two-hour movie, and there are quite a lot of songs in it. Although most of them are not long, and some of them are fused together to form a song, they are quite long together.
Fang Nan inevitably couldn't remember a few things, so he had to bite the cap of his pen and start thinking hard.
Chu Xiting glanced at the notebook out of the corner of his eye, and quickly understood what Fang Nan wrote in the notebook, but asked, "Are you interested in the songs in the movie?"
Fang Nan nodded and said: "This is the first time I have seen a musical of this style, and the songs in it are not in the opera style. I think this film has the style of foreign opera in various aspects. It feels very novel."
Chu Xiting's attitude towards Fang Nan was not surprising, as if he knew that Fang Nan would have such thoughts.
In fact, the reason why Fang Song City built the Oriental Stage Theater, the predecessor of the music carnival, was to develop operas and stage plays with oriental styles.At that time, the new opera "Smiling Flower" was popular at home and abroad, so it should have been a very suitable time.
It's a pity that similar attempts after that all failed, which led to the weak succession of the project, and also dragged Fangsong City and Nanjixing into the quagmire.Although Chu Xiting made a decisive decision afterwards and used various new technologies to transform it into a playground-like existence, which can be said to turn the tide, but for Fang Songcheng and Fang Qingzhi and his son, this project is not just an investment.
...is still an ideal.
It’s just that for CN at that time, such a pace was going too far after all, and such consumption was too high-end, and there was no corresponding public consumption habit to match.
Fang Songcheng tried to integrate various traditional art forms into operas to create CN-style oriental operas, but he almost succeeded.In recent years, the style of playing and singing in skits and cross talks has become popular again. One of the projects of the music carnival retained Fang Songcheng's previous plan. They re-wrote the tunes and lyrics, trying to match the classic melody with the changeable The lines, reproduce the art form of "singing instead of speaking".This is somewhat similar to traditional opera, but it is different from traditional opera because the style is more varied, more innovative, and closer to modern times.
It combines various forms of opera, folk songs, pop music and rap, and is different from any of them.It is not a traditional opera or opera, because most of the songs can be sung by ordinary people.And the scope of adaptation is also wider, not limited to traditional repertoire or costumes.
In the past six years, the status and reputation of the music carnival in China has become more and more important, and the carnival has adapted more than 70 styles of universal tunes, and has trained nearly three-digit music practitioners in this field.
That doesn't include average performers who aren't very skilled or just do it purely as a job.
In the music carnival, there is a project called Music Ocean. All the staff in the event venue have undergone strict training and can always answer all the questions of tourists with singing.The hundreds of amusement machines in the venue all have built-in intelligent robots, which can use specific tunes to sing questions and answer questions, and argue with tourists, make fun of them, and give scores.Visitors can sing their way through the levels until they enter the TV competition.
Chu Xiting combined it with the TV talent show, and has produced a lot of income and talent resources every year.In addition, the most outstanding performers in the music carnival have been on the Spring Festival Gala for the past two years, and performed an excellent "singing endorsement" skill on the show-on-the-spot questions, limited style and limited content. It made people sing a lot of tricks.
The music used in "Chong Dynasty" was specially filled in by Nan Jixing according to the predetermined lyrics, so Chu Xiting was invited to participate in the premiere of this film.
Chu Xiting looked at the music score that Fang Nan had written down, but suddenly asked the other party to give him the notes.Fang Nan was taken aback for a moment, but he gave the notebook to Chu Xiting as promised.
Then Chu Xiting wrote a piece of score with rare stagnation all the way, which is exactly the score of the accompanying music in "Chongchao".
Fang Nan read it carefully, and hummed again. He didn't realize it, but Chu Xiting's heart trembled when he heard it.
Then he closed his eyes and told himself: It's just that the voices are somewhat similar.
Chu Xiting suppressed the conjecture about Fang Nan's identity in his mind, and hypnotized himself many times with "No", "Impossible", "How could Qingzhi smile at me so innocently", finally calmed down, and followed After all, Fang Nan, who was about to get out of the car, bid farewell.
Fang Nan has already obtained all the music scores of "Chong Dynasty", although it is too late to read it carefully, but a thought came to her heart.
"Chong Dynasty" itself has been shot very well, but the focus is on the story and the picture after all. Although the music is well done, it can't be said to be perfect.
In Fang Nan's view, there are still many areas that can be improved.
But no matter what, this play always opened up a new way of thinking for him.
——Ancient song and dance drama.
It's not the opera style, but the ancient style like pop music.
Fang Nan thought about going upstairs, but almost bumped into Gallo at the elevator entrance.
Fang Nan didn't expect that the other party would stand at the elevator entrance like this, but she was startled.
Gallo asked him, "Have you had a good time?"
This question did not sound very friendly, and Fang Nan inevitably aroused a little cautiousness, and said: "...I can't say it was pleasant or unpleasant, but I saw something useful."
Gallo added: "Since you hate him, won't you feel uncomfortable going out with him?"
Fang Nan was speechless for a moment.
In fact, Gallo made a mistake. Fang Nan hated Chu Xiting, but not the other party.There is actually a big difference between the two.
Fang Nan never hated Chu Xiting, whether it was his voice, his appearance, or the wisdom and courage he had shown in his work.
There is a difference between hating and loathing.
He still remembered the first time he met Chu Xiting.It was autumn, and Chu Xiting was just 19 years old. He came to visit Fang Nan after returning from the notice, wearing a gray-blue checked shirt and slim trousers.
Fang Nan was still young and had no idea about Chu Xiting, but when he saw him, he still found it pleasing to the eye—Chu Xiting certainly sang well, but in this circle that pays attention to appearance, he can stand out from among a bunch of young singers. Standing out from the crowd, that face is also indispensible.
That year Chu Xiting was still relatively young, his facial features were not as sharp-edged as they are now, and his temperament was not as calm as now, but he also brought a confidence and arrogance unique to young people.He was handsome, with black eyes and bright eyes, a straight nose, and his facial features were as handsome as sculptures.It's not that Fang Nan has never seen good-looking people, not to mention when looking in the mirror, even when there are occasional banquets at home, most of the people who come to participate are handsome men and beautiful women.
In this regard, Fang Nan is not an appearance association.
But Chu Xiting was different.Compared with Fang Nan, who always seems to have some communication barriers due to lack of interpersonal communication, Chu Xiting may have a proud and confident temperament because of his smooth life since childhood.
He was born in the middle class, and his parents were senior intellectuals.He is handsome and has an easy-to-use brain. He has been sought after since he was a child, and he has naturally developed an aura of being the boss and my second child.
Etiquette, knowledge, and fame can all be acquired, but only tolerance is something that is innately cultivated. If you cultivate it deliberately, you may spend decades of energy and only scratch the surface.
That person has many qualities that he desires but cannot obtain. Compared with Fang Qingzhi, who is naturally docile, Chu Xiting is much braver about what he wants...It can be called brave, or it can be said to be domineering .
Even in those days when he hated Chu Xiting to death, Fang Nan still often envied and yearned for Chu Xiting’s character—in the past, everything Fang Nan wanted to do but didn’t dare to do was all caused by Chu Xiting. Hold his hand, and force him to experience them one by one like this.
It was the first time I tried seven yuan ice cream in a fast food restaurant, I ran for the first time holding hands in the street, I went to an amusement park for the first time, I sang in the square for the first time... too many firsts, all with Chu Xiting experienced it together.
Fang Nan often thought, if he had the courage of Chu Xiting...he would not be so alone now.
Fang Nan hated Chu Xiting, but even if he hated him, it didn't mean Fang Nan hated Chu Xiting.On the contrary, he felt that he might still love the other party...but this love gradually became distorted, so he no longer wanted Chu Xiting's confession, nor did he want to be happy with the other party.
If he is capable, Fang Nan hopes to make Chu Xiting suffer.He wanted to torture the other party with his own hands, make Chu Xiting howl in pain, and let the other party experience pain that he had never experienced before.
But there is no need to tell Gallo these things.
So he said, "I told you, Gallo, don't interfere with my plans anymore... please."
Gallo replied bluntly, "I can't do it!"
Fang Nan was stunned.
Gallo said, "Nolan, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and then I realized something. I think I love you—I've never cared so much about a person. I used to not care who my date dated. , but you are different, I feel sad that you are dating Chu Xiting. I think you are my first love!"
Fang Nan said speechlessly: "I thought your first love was the prettiest little girl in the kindergarten when you were six years old."
This is what Gallo himself told Fang Nan.
Gallo said, "I used to think so, too, but she's no match for you." He paused, and said in a sighing voice, "No... I don't think anyone I know can be compared to you."
Fang Nan was a little speechless—he had never expected such a situation.
"That's a bit of an exaggeration," he said.
"I'm not joking," Gallo said emphatically.
"Gallo, you're embarrassing me by saying that..." Fang Nan squeezed her palms and said with a frown, "I think you might be really lonely."
Fang Nan knew that Gallo had a crush on her, but Gallo had a crush on too many people.With his usual hedonism, Fang Nan didn't take this matter seriously.
But true love?Sorry...he really couldn't take the word seriously.
Galona's character is not material for talking about true love with people.If you really believe him, when it comes to true love in the end, you have to become tired or not.
Jia Luo didn't know that Fang Nan was slandering him, so he continued, "Nolan, I'm serious. I think it doesn't matter if I stay with you, even if I don't want to play with others in the future."
Fang Nan thought that this is really embarrassing for you, and said, "Why are you pushing yourself so hard? I think you are lonely and empty. Go back and find someone to fall in love with...I can't do it."
Gallo glared at Fang Nan.
Fang Nan sighed: "It's really not possible."
His psychological endurance is not good, he can't play emotional games, and he will die if he gets stuck.
Gallo looked at him with deep eyes, and said firmly, "I don't want anyone but you."
Fang Nan's heart skipped a beat.
...this situation looks a bit bad.
Fang Nan said: "...Gallo, I won't fall in love with you, it's really not okay."
Gallo asked, "Why?"
Fang Nan thought for a while and said, "I won't call you...I see you as if I were seeing my younger brother."
Gallo sneered: "Come on, I'm older than you."
"I mean emotionally." Fang Nan felt from the bottom of her heart that she was more mature than Gallo.Of course, this can't be said, otherwise Gallo will definitely jump his feet.
Gallo said, "Then who are you calling? Chu Xiting?"
Fang Nan was in a complicated mood, but what he said was a bachelor, and he replied, "At least I've been here before."
Gallo suddenly became angry, and said: "I knew it-what revenge!? You actually want to get back together with him!? Nolan Fang! You figured it out, he almost killed you! You Are you cheap!? Are you cheap!? "
Fang Nan didn't expect him to be so furious, and blurted out such words, but his face suddenly turned pale, and he took several steps back.
Seeing his appearance, Gallo was still yelling, but suddenly his throat was blocked, and the curse words behind him also softened.
He still didn't apologize in the end.Angrily, Jia Luo glared at Fang Nan, his chest heaved as if he was running violently, but his face was also pale like Fang Nan's.
Fang Nan's heartbeat became disordered because of anger—after the palliative operation, his heart condition was considered to be much better, but it was not cured.Although he's slowly regaining control of his emotions, things have only gotten worse since his parents passed away.
Almost every morning when he woke up, he would feel that he couldn't breathe, his heart was like a urchin out of control, it was light and heavy on his chest, trampling on it without measure.
And as Gallo yelled out, he felt his heart start to rebel again
He said softly: "You speak too much."
Even if he didn't have such intentions for Jia Luo, Fang Nan felt that they were friends after knowing each other for several years and getting along with each other for several months.And the word "cheap" was too insulting, which made Fang Nan feel unbearably suffocated.
Jia Luo knew that he might be impulsive, but verbally he didn't want to admit defeat directly like this, so he sneered and said, "If you continue to date Chu Xiting, wouldn't it be a bitch?"
Fang Nan didn't answer him.
He only felt that his brain was groggy and his vision was a little out of focus.With trembling hands, he tried to take out the medicine from his pocket, but there was no strength in his hand, and every movement was like a slow-motion replay, which was very useless.
Seeing his empty eyes, Gallo vaguely felt that his reaction was a bit unusual, but he didn't realize that Fang Nan had an illness.He was silent for a while, but he took a few steps closer to Fang Nan, and said, "Nolan, I don't want to say that about you. What's the use of you and Chu Xiting continuing to entangle? Even if it's revenge, it breaks his heart, and then What's the use? It won't make you happy."
Gallo is not a self-sacrificing person who puts the needs of others before his own desires, even if it is Fang Nan.So while trying to persuade the other party, he said again: "If you must associate with Chu Xiting, I will go to him to expose your identity and purpose. By then, he will know everything. Even if you want revenge, I'm afraid It may not be possible to..."
But Fang Nan shook twice, and finally couldn't hold on any longer, and fell down directly.
Jia Luo was taken aback, and instinctively hugged Fang Nan into his arms, but saw that his brows were tightly wrinkled, his face was pale, and he seemed to be barely breathing—that's when he panicked and yelled a few times Fang Nan's name, but it was found that something bad happened.
Fang Nan was so mad by Gallo that he fell ill.
He never imagined that Gallo would threaten him with this matter—it was not so much worried about Gallo's threat as it was because he was stunned by the fact that he could not recognize people clearly again.
Ever since Fang Nan went abroad, she lacked a sense of trust in people.He thought that his vigilance was enough, but Gallo proved with his own behavior that he was still too gullible.
Fang Nan told Gallo about his past and Chu Xiting's affairs out of trust, but unexpectedly, the other party threatened him with this matter-this blow to Fang Nan was more likely to be known by Chu Xiting. This matter is even bigger.
Gallo hurriedly sent Fang Nan to the hospital in the middle of the night, and it took most of the night after all kinds of first aid toss, before he knew he was panicking.When the first aid was over, he was already drenched in sweat as if he had just been fished out of the water. He didn't care about being picky, so he casually scrubbed in the bathroom of the ward and changed into two cheap clothes that were sold in the supermarket before he had time to look at it. Fang Nan's situation.
Afterwards, he stayed in the bed all night, and when he woke up in a daze, Gallo found that the person on the bed had already woken up.
He called "Nolan", but Fang Nan ignored him.
Jia Luo knew he was wrong, but he talked to himself, and started to help Fang Nan peel apples in a fawning manner.
In the end, Fang Nan said, "I don't care if you tell Chu Xiting... Anyway, I might die soon."
Jia Luo's hand was unsteady, but he cut his finger with a knife.He didn't care about the pain, so he said impatiently: "I was in a hurry and said the wrong thing. But even if I said the wrong thing, you wouldn't curse yourself!?"
Fang Nan turned around, smiled at him with a slight frown, and said, "Who cursed me? I'm just telling the truth... After my parents passed away, my heart began to rebel at every turn. I have experienced this kind of situation, so I understand it in my heart.”
"I'm about to die. Even for the sake of my dying—Gallo, how about keeping this secret for me and letting me breathe out for myself?" Fang Nan lay on the hospital bed with her head resting on the white Single pillow.The cross-dressing face was not beautiful, but when he looked at Gallo, his slightly frowning brows and slightly melancholy smile were very pretty.
The apple in Jia Luo's hand was not held firmly for a moment, and fell to the ground and rolled around, but he couldn't eat it.
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