Relying on love in the entertainment industry

Fang Nan buried her head in the pillow, neither happy nor sad.

He felt that something was broken in his heart.

He took the initiative to kiss Gallo on the cheek—without having any thoughts about the other party.He pretended to be in pain, Gallo had no doubts at all.In fact, when he was not sick, his physical condition was still similar to that of ordinary people.

But Gallo ate it up.

Fang Nan knew that it was not right to do so. He hated himself for acting like this, but he felt that it was much easier to do so.

—he should have done it long ago.

How ridiculous, lies are more popular than the truth.

Afterwards, the doctor suggested that Fang Nan should have a more comprehensive physical examination. Fang Nan agreed, but the result of the examination was not very good. On the contrary, it proved Fang Nan's words from the side.

The symptoms of Fang Nan's congenital heart disease are quite complicated. At present, it is basically impossible to treat it through simple surgery. However, due to the problem of blood type, it is extremely difficult to obtain a heart source.The doctor asked Fang Nan to relax as much as possible and not to have too violent mood swings.In addition, if the situation worsens, it is necessary to prepare for palliative surgery again.

For patients, each operation causes relatively great harm to the body.Fang Nan had already undergone a palliative operation, and every additional operation after that would increase the burden on her body.What's more, his situation is quite special. Sufficient blood reserve is a problem during the operation. If it is found that there is no necessary blood before the operation and the timing is delayed, it will be fatal.

So the doctor kindly reminded Fang Nan of the points to pay attention to in this regard, and asked him to pay attention to his body as much as possible, so as not to let his heart fall into the situation where another operation is needed too quickly, but once it gets worse, he must not delay it...to avoid poor preparations complete.

Although the doctor may be too tired because of the first aid duty, his complexion is not very good, and his tone is a bit blunt, but Fang Nan is very appreciative.

After returning to the ward, Fang Nan found that someone had come to visit the patient.

When Chu Xiting appeared, Jia Luo's expression was not very good, but Fang Nan squeezed his hand, and he didn't say anything more.Chu Xiting noticed a subtle change in the exchange of movements between the two, so he inevitably squinted his eyes.But soon, he suppressed some doubts, and then asked about Fang Nan's situation.

Before Gallo could speak, Fang Nan replied, "It's just hypoglycemia, it's not a big problem."

Jia Luo froze for a moment, hesitated for a long time, but still did not expose Fang Nan.

He looked at Fang Nan's faintly smiling face, and recalled his expression when he first woke up, his eyes almost glistening with tears, and said in a rare show of weakness: [Gallo, I beg you. 】

The voice was soft, as if it could scratch people's hearts, but Fang Nan looked so pitiful and fragile, as if he would get sick immediately if he didn't agree.

Jia Luo had mixed feelings in his heart, not only because of Fang Nan's seemingly dependent attitude, but also because of the content of his begging.

Then there is the discharge procedure.

Gallo felt that Fang Nan's excuse was clumsy.It's not uncommon to have hypoglycemia, but it's very rare for people with hypoglycemia to be hospitalized for emergency treatment - he doesn't know if Chu Xiting believes it, but he just thinks that if the other party really believes it, he would be too stupid.

But Chu Xiting was just so stupid.He didn't show any doubt about Fang Nan's excuse, and he didn't ask a few more questions from the beginning to the end.

But he didn't know that Chu Xiting didn't believe the answer of hypoglycemia in his heart.Even he himself knew why Fang Nan was hospitalized, and he would soon know why Fang Nan was hospitalized.

It's just that as soon as this thought flashed through his mind, he was suppressed by himself.

——He decided that Fang Nan was admitted to the hospital because of hypoglycemia.

The song recorded this day is "The Magician".

This song is composed by Gallo and written by Fang Nan.

…I wish I was your most brilliant deception/I just hate you for not daring to carry out the magic to the end/Give up halfway/Weak follow-up/If you tell a lie, do you need to persist to the end/Stupidly until the end to find out that you have deceived yourself /Forget in a blink of an eye/The purpose of the game/Looking for a sweet breath/Who can blame who is too involved in the drama...

If it was before, Gallo's singing of such a love song would actually be superficial.Fang Nan said that Jia Luo was not as good as Chu Xiting before, not because he deliberately belittled him, but because there was a real gap between the two.

The most obvious part is the type of songs that Gallo is good at.Among the love songs, he sings the best songs with light feelings and brisk rhythm.And once it comes to songs with complex artistic conception and emotional changes, he will have an obvious sense of detachment when he sings, which is the saying "no emotion".

Also because of this reason, Fang Nan paid great attention to writing lyrics and selecting songs for Jia Luo, and chose love songs with clear themes and simple emotional relationships as much as possible.

The inch is shorter and the ruler is longer.Although Gallo has nothing to do with sad and lingering love songs, he is not without a style that he is good at.His temperament is free and wild, and he is naturally better at expressing more atmospheric and neat themes-in addition, because of the flirtatious relationship with the little loli Xiao Zhengtai since he was a child, the general theme of seducing little girls is also expressed. very good.

But when he started recording the song today, Fang Nan found that the other party was obviously acting a little differently.

If I have to say it, I just feel a little... enlightened?

Fang Nan used to think that Gallo's grasp of the emotions in the songs was good or bad because of his personality.You can't ask a person to show a character that he can't understand, and you can't let a person show a feeling that he doesn't have. Even if you want to embellish it through acquired pondering, it will be half the effort after all, and it will inevitably violate the harmony——No Wrong, Fang Nan always felt that Gallo himself was not a person who would be "affectionate".Gallo himself obviously knows this very well, so he has always been very honest, even when interacting with people, he does not hide his true nature.

During the college days when the two didn't know each other very well, Jia Luo still had many chances to meet Fang Nan due to the close campus and the famous sister school of the two.And every time we meet, the other person is surrounded by different people, sometimes male, sometimes female, and occasionally meet people who are not particular, and there will be a combination of plural forms-this combination is more varied...Fang Nan has always been Turn a blind eye and try not to delve into it as much as possible.

Just before returning home, Gallo was irritated by being involved in a triangular dispute.In addition, the sales of his first album were not going well, and he was squeezed out by a fairly well-established competitor in the production and distribution company... When he felt upset, he followed Fang Nan to CN.

Generally speaking, Gallo's concept of chastity exists in a different dimension to Fang Nan, and it belongs to the range where Fang Nan can calmly watch but doesn't want to try it himself.However, Fang Nan felt that there were all kinds of people in this world. Even if Gallo's life was a little messy, it didn't offend Fang Nan, so he never said much.

After returning to China, Gallo didn't mess around for a while, Fang Nan was already surprised enough.But at that time, he only thought that the other party might just be unfamiliar with the environment and hadn't met a suitable partner, so he restrained himself a little.

It's just that the subsequent development completely deviated from Fang Nan's expectations and became a mess.

In this case, Fang Nan hadn't expected it at all, and Gallo would suddenly be enlightened—generally speaking, people who have never been in love must not be able to express the uneasiness and tact in love well, but Fang Nan I have never felt that Gallo is lacking in this aspect.

In fact, Fang Nan felt that he talked too much.

But now it seems that it is the first time that Gallo has subtly grasped such a boundary when singing, showing a "lingering" taste that is difficult to describe in words.

The two words lingering, in fact, can best express the state of love.Love is such a thing, you want to refuse and welcome, entangled, sometimes there is no hope, or you have been hurt, but you still linger and stalk.

Gallo had always hated things like this before.In his opinion, it should be a fairly simple thing to get together if you come together, and separate if you don't come together, but it is really ugly if it is sticky and entangled.

But on this day, he suddenly realized that if he really didn't even have a bit of reluctance, and he followed reason to love and hate, then this feeling would be too cheap.Those lingering love songs sometimes illustrate such a truth-the expensiveness of love lies in the price you are willing to pay for it besides right and wrong.

If you can let go easily, then this relationship may not be of much value.

Psychological changes will show up in voice and demeanor.Naturally, Gallo's singing skills cannot be improved by leaps and bounds overnight, but the singing voices that contain emotions and those that do not contain emotions are completely different.

"The Magician" was written by Fang Nan. When writing the lyrics, considering Gallo's own situation, the lyrics were not too mellow and lingering, but more beautiful and charming, with a bit of a game in the world.

Unexpectedly, when things came to an end, Gallo sang a bit of tenderness.

Fang Nan listened carefully to Gallo's song which he had recorded for most of the afternoon, before he understood that it was Gallo's voice with a bit of sadness and lamentation.

These two words don't seem to appear on each other's body.

Fang Nan was quite emotional about this, so after the recording ended, she couldn't help but said to Gallo: "Today's recording... feels a little different from before."

In the end, Jia Luo smiled at him and said, "Didn't I tell you? Because I fell in love for the first time."

They were actually still in the recording studio at this time, and everyone was packing up their things. The nearest person was only a few meters away from them—although there was a soundproof glass wall, and Gallo spoke English again, but after all, the door was open and he was working. The personnel were not illiterate, and could not understand English—Fang Nan's heart skipped a beat, thinking that this guy was so bold.

With a blank face, he thought to himself, he has been in love for thousands of times, how dare this guy talk about first love?

However, he was somewhat solemn, so he didn't entangle Gallo on this topic, but said: "If we can maintain this state, there are two songs that we can completely re-record."

Gallo looked at him, lost his mind for a moment, and then replied: "I will try my best."

On a rest day after that, neither Jia Luo nor Fang Nan had work arrangements, so Fang Nan suggested that Jia Luo take a good rest and sleep in, but he went to Chu Xiting's place—the two made an appointment, and Chu Xiting I will ask the producer of "Chong Dynasty" for a DVD copy that has not yet been released, and all the song scores in the movie, so that Fang Nan can compare and study.

And up to this time, the weekly box office of "Chong Dynasty" has far surpassed any movie released so far this year, leaping to the throne of champion, and this is just the beginning.

"Chong Dynasty" is a quite innovative domestic song and dance film, but the songs in it are actually not very outstanding.Except that the lyrics are derived from the Book of Songs, the melody alone is actually mediocre.It's just that even a mediocre tune can touch an audience when it finds the right context.

Fang Nan doesn't know much about film techniques, but he knows that the real essence of "Chong Dynasty" lies in the actor's performance, and the songs and music are just a foil.

This foil is used very delicately, at least it deepens the impression of the whole movie by three or four points-but this is not the reason why Fang Nan pays attention to it.

What he pays attention to is the use of songs in the whole play-compared with most of the general musicals, where the actors sing as they speak, "Chongchao" has more complicated and diverse techniques of inserting songs and dances.For example, the song "Heguang" adopts a technique between reality and illusion - the young master Bai fell asleep leaning against the wooden railing beside the pavilion, and then a singer began to dance on one side, singing but It is "He Guang" which expresses his inner desire and distress.The performance of the movie makes people confused whether the song and dance is real or not, whether it is reality or a dream.

Another example is that Sang Youzhou appealed to the truth, and the Song Dynasty people used songs to speak out against Prince Bai in the wilderness. These are all very natural and reasonable behaviors.

On the one hand, Fang Nan felt very moved, but on the other hand, she faintly felt that...if he was allowed to compose and score the music, maybe he could do better.

This kind of thinking is a bit arrogant, but Fang Nan's professional level is indeed higher than that of ordinary people, and such a long-term superior position has led to his extraordinary self-confidence in this area, which seems too arrogant to ordinary people, but to him. Said it was very direct and honest.

And this time I came to the Chu family for this matter.

Of course, apart from the reason on the surface, Fang Nan knew that deep down in his heart, he might not have no desire to take this opportunity to take a look at his hometown.

He spent his childhood and adolescence in this house, which was his most unforgettable home at first, and the place where he left the most memories besides the hospital.

From this point of view, he really has another reason to resent Chu Xiting, who has occupied the magpie's nest.

But he didn't show it.

On the morning when Fang Nan said he would come, Chu Xiting hesitated for a while, struggling for a while on whether to take down the photo of the piano room, and finally chose to find a piece of red flannel to cover the photo Living.

When Fang Nan came, he didn't pay attention to this small detail - mainly because most people would not think about it.What's more, Fang Nan hasn't been back for more than six years, and he doesn't remember much about the details of the house, let alone whether there are any paintings on the walls.As long as there is no major change in the arrangement of the main body, it is worth remembering for him.

In fact, Fang Nan really wanted to visit the bedrooms and study of her parents and herself, but she didn't have a good excuse, so she put down such thoughts for the time being.

When he came, he was talking with Chu Xiting in the living room while watching a movie copy.

Fang Nan and Jia Luo went to watch the movie "Chong Dynasty" again before, and finally recorded all the scores and lyrics for the second time, and briefly proofread them.

However, when he got the official score, Fang Nan followed Chu Xiting to watch the copy of the film carefully again.The arrangement of a movie soundtrack is quite complicated, not to mention that there is not one song in "Chong Dynasty", but many songs.Although Fang Nan watched it twice and memorized the main themes of all the songs, there were some mistakes and omissions. As for the performance of some other auxiliary instruments, he didn't have much time to record them.

It's much easier to get the original score.

Moreover, although the visual effect of watching DVDs is not as good as that of a big screen, you can play it repeatedly on your own initiative when you see places you are interested in. It is obviously very useful for Fang Nan to think about songs and soundtracks.

During this process, Fang Nan often watched, then suddenly paused the picture, then took out a pen and started to write in the notebook according to the original score.

I wrote and wrote, and occasionally hummed.

Chu Xiting discussed with him about arrangement and musical instruments - many traditional CN musical instruments were used in "Chong Chao", some of which Fang Nan was more familiar with, while the other parts were only barely touched, and it was easy to use them. It's more troublesome.

Halfway through the conversation between the two, Fang Nan went to the bathroom, and Chu Xiting wanted to pour a glass of milk.While warming the milk, he was in a daze for a moment, always feeling sad and nostalgic.

...I always remember a time when he would do this for Fang Qingzhi every day.

How stupid can a person be to hurt someone who has been cared for so carefully for a moment of anger?

Chu Xiting thought: Actually, I don't really want him to be unlucky...I just deceived myself.When a person is always paranoid, but the paranoia hurts important people, it is not justifiable, but self-inflicted.

Later, he thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't admit frankly that his stubbornness and stupidity back then were never for Cao Min.In this matter, Cao Min was actually very innocent, because from the beginning, his attitude was not important to Chu Xiting at all.

What Chu Xiting did was only because of his own paranoia.

In the name of seeking justice for Cao Min, in fact, it was purely to prove that he was right, not to covet Fang Qingzhi's beauty and affection, or the Fang family's wealth - how stupid and extreme, obviously in his heart She has long understood Fang Qingzhi's innocence.

He said to himself: Don't think about it, forget about it.After forgetting, you can temporarily enjoy the sweet dream.

He poured the milk for Fang Nan and the coffee for himself, and after returning to the living room to put it away, he accidentally touched Fang Nan's backpack on the coffee table.Fang Nan may be quite student-like because of his recent graduation. He usually wears a backpack with two shoulders.

Sometimes it's just what you're afraid of.

When Chu Xiting's hand touched the backpack, he accidentally knocked it to one side.But he had a drink in his hand, so he couldn't help it right away.By the time the drink was put down, the backpack had already fallen to one side, and some of the contents inside had spilled out. The first thing to bear the brunt was a wallet that was spread out.

There was an old faded photo in the wallet. After Chu Xiting looked at it, it took him several seconds to recognize the person in the photo.The moment he recognized the other party, Chu Xiting's face turned blue uncontrollably, but the pale tone seemed to seep through the skin on his face.

... The person in the photo is Cao Min.

Chu Xiting almost hastily put the wallet and other scattered things back into the backpack. When the backpack was restored to its original shape, he realized that a layer of cold sweat had already oozed out of his palms.

He hadn't breathed a sigh of relief, but he heard a soft question behind him, it was Fang Nan's voice, asking, "What's wrong? What did you see?"

Fang Nan stood behind him, her fingers were still a little wet, and she asked with a smile.

Chu Xiting inexplicably felt that there was a strange cold feeling in his smile.

It was a very strange smile, at least Chu Xiting did not expect to see such an expression on Fang Nan's face.

He was stunned for a while, before he said: "It's nothing, I accidentally knocked over your bag just now, but I've put everything back for you, and I'm checking to see if there is anything left out."

Fang Nan looked at him for a long time, then nodded, and said with a smile: "Your complexion is not very good, I thought you saw a ghost in my bag."

His words seemed to have something to say.Chu Xiting took a deep breath, but didn't change his expression, just replied with a smile: "I didn't peek at the things in your bag...I'm not so tasteless."

Fang Nan couldn't see any flaws, so she replied: "I didn't mean that. Brother Xiting, you are too sensitive. I just want to say...your complexion is really not very good."

Chu Xiting's complexion was really bad, and this kind of badness was out of his control.The moment he saw Cao Min's photo, he almost went into physical shock, because he couldn't bear the deep meaning of this photo appearing here and now.

Just thinking about how this photo got into Fang Nan's hands, he felt a convulsive chill all over his body, but on the surface he pretended nothing had happened, and said, "Very Is it bad? Maybe I didn't sleep well last night..."

The author has something to say: Fang Nan will not die...you have to believe me, I have finished writing the full text, and I know best whether he is dead or not.Stories always have twists and turns.The new article is being archived, and it is estimated that it will not be published too early. I am saving data and saving more manuscripts by the way.

I watched Sword Art Online recently, and I really liked it.I actually like Western Fantasy and online game themes, but it's a pity that Jinjiang is not popular.Speaking of it, I quite like watching Japanese harem manga (I also read it against the harem, but I think the subject matter is not as wide as the masculine ones). There is a sentence that may be tricked-I never think that monogamy is a moral issue. I've always felt it was a show of strength.The strong possess more resources, both material and immaterial.Of course, being able to control each other with love is also a manifestation of strength.Emotional control itself is to use an emotional dependence to make the other party unable to leave you. It is not simpler than economic control, and even more difficult.

So girls, stop thinking about true love conquering everything, let yourself be strong, from spirit to body.At any time, people are born to be strong.Whether it is beauty, talent, wisdom, courage...these are all powerful.There is no love for no reason in this world, male gods will only fall in love with goddesses, and two people who are not equal in spirit should never try to be equal in status.Don't let him be tolerant and patient with you, let him be faithful and loyal to you.