don't get close

Today is No. 12 days since we were discharged from the hospital, and we returned to Kyoto from Shangtou.If I said that in the past twelve days, we have never left each other's sight almost every minute or even a second, I will definitely be called a pervert.

But the fact is really what I said, Kang Mingyu regards his home as an office, so all the work is done at home, and I hold my notebook, sit next to him, write my novel, and eat three meals a day. He did it, and I was responsible for helping out.

As for the night, although we are in the same bed, we have never overstepped. Don’t think my explanation is a demonstration, because what I said is the truth.

"Today is Sunday, go on a date with me!" He hugged me from behind, resting his chin on my shoulder.

This kind of intimate action is performed almost every day. Although I still feel uncomfortable in the past ten days, I have never refused. Since I have chosen this path that may disgust others, I should just be disgusting to the end. Anyway, I It’s good to know what it feels like in your heart. Sometimes it’s tiring to care too much about what others think.

"Well, where should I go to see a movie? It doesn't seem like there's anything interesting to do."

Compared with the cities, there is nothing interesting in Kyoto City. Even if there are people who are all born and bred, they will get tired of the fun.

In addition, his rich people's entertainment is really not suitable for me, such as playing golf, riding a horse at the racecourse, etc., my level is basically not high enough, and the tone is embarrassing. I would rather not touch it and keep it to myself. Face is still necessary.

"I wanted to take you abroad..." He had just finished speaking, and I made a stop gesture. "First, I don't have a passport. Second, my English is not good. Third, I'm a road idiot. So, let's go to the cinema, it's safe."

For me, there is no difference between foreign countries and domestic countries. It is nothing more than that I do not speak Chinese. Besides, I haven’t recognized all ABCs. I don’t want to lose face abroad, and what if I get lost?You know, I only have the cognitive ability to go to and from the fixed line. I used to go to work by myself, it was a big risk!

"Hehe, it's not a problem with me here, but since you think the movie theater is safer, then let's go to the movies and listen to you."

I feel relieved to hear him say that. I think Kang Mingyu must think that I am making excuses. In fact, I am making excuses. I am used to sitting in a well and looking at the sky, and I am too lazy to jump out of the well. The most important thing is that I am afraid of heights...

After breakfast, he changed into casual attire, without the seriousness he wore in formal attire, he still looked cool and handsome. It is said that men only have taste in their thirties. Sure enough, I, who is in my early twenties, stood with him , It's completely the feeling of a child, immature.

"What are you doing in a daze, don't you plan to go out?" He said and pulled me out, who was in a daze.

"Don't you drive?" I asked curiously.

"I haven't done a bus before, I want to experience it." He said resentfully.

I was a little hesitant, but I still nodded, so we walked out of the house like ordinary couples, and then stood under the bus stop and waited for the bus, but he never let go of my hand, just kept holding on to the bus. The crowd in the car forced us to get closer, and his gaze stayed on me and never moved away.

"Two big men are still holding hands, it's disgusting!"

"As soon as they got in the car, I saw that something was wrong. It turned out that they were really gay, and they were so blatant. I don't think it's embarrassing."

"It's really unlucky. I encountered such a bad luck early in the morning. I saw that the eye of a needle was about to be opened."

The surrounding discussion was one after another, and the voice became louder and louder. It felt like everyone in the car was paying attention to us. I even heard the sound of filming. It is estimated that someone was posting to Moments.

Facing the strange gazes from the people around me, staring at us as if they were aliens, I didn't even have the courage to raise my head, so I kept my head buried in Kang Mingyu's arms, and the strength of his hand holding me was gradually increasing.

At that time, I really wanted to cry.

The weird atmosphere on the bus made me really unbearable, and I didn’t even have the courage to persevere until the end. When the bus stopped halfway, I dragged Kang Mingyu out of the public bus as if to escape. To be honest, I had been in the bus before. The longest stretch of the road.

"Are you okay?" Seeing the tears in the corner of my eyes, Kang Mingyu said to me nervously, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't force you to take the bus."

I just shook my head.

When he offered to take the bus, I didn't have the opportunity to say no, but I didn't expect the reaction to be so violent.

In fact, as early as the moment I decided to be together, I realized what would happen today, but I didn't expect it to come so soon, but this time I didn't want to run away, but I still felt very uncomfortable hearing those discussions.

There is nothing wrong with love, what is wrong is that we are all men...

I used to be unable to accept it, but now, that kind of thinking has long since disappeared. I am willing to do stupid things for the man around me. I am willing to endure incomprehensible voices, comments, insulting and offensive language around him, not because I don’t care. , but he can bear it for me, why can't I bear it for him?

"I'm very grateful that you never let go of my hand." I raised my hand and shook it twice, then said with a smile, "Are you still going to the cinema?"

He smiled, sweeping away the haze on his face just now.

Sometimes when two people are together, it can be very simple. Although I can't think of what I said, I really don't care about other people's eyes, but I am working hard to realize what I said.

I'm glad that the bus incident didn't affect the mood of the two of us. Watching a movie is quite exciting, and a blockbuster movie has the sense of sight of a blockbuster movie.

Standing at the entrance of the cinema, he asked, "Where is the next stop?"

"I haven't thought about it, why don't you go for a walk!" I looked around, and there seemed to be nowhere to go.

There were people coming and going on the street, I lost my initial nervousness, and stood side by side with Kang Mingyu naturally, he held my hand, I didn't even care too much about the eyes of people around me, because more time, I The object of gaze is right next to me.

"Wow, so handsome! Are they gay? They look so good."

"It's such a pity, it's good to give me one! But walking together is still quite eye-catching!"

This is the second time we have become the focus after taking the bus. This time, most of the people who gathered around to comment were girls, the younger ones, the aggressiveness is quite low, and most of them have associations with appearance.

"Do you enjoy hearing someone praise you for being handsome?" Kang Mingyu asked with his head tilted.

Without even thinking about it, I replied, "It's okay."

Then we both laughed.