don't get close

Just go shopping hand in hand like this, don't care about everything around, as if there are only two of us in the whole world, thinking about all the attacks and dodges I have done to this person next to me in the past, I feel stupid.

What's wrong with me being gay, we are all individuals living in the sun, why can't we be together openly and aboveboard?We all have the right to pursue what we want, why should we care so much, right?

I was desperately convincing myself not to care about those strange eyes, not to care about my inner anxiety and fear.

"Do you remember what you told me in Shangdu half a month ago?" Kang Mingyu said to me as he walked.

"What?" I said too many words, and I really couldn't remember that sentence for a while.

"You said, no matter how much I do for you, you won't be with me." When he said this, I could hear a touch of sadness in his words.

Maybe my unintentional words really hurt him deeply at that time!

"I'm sorry." That was the only word I could make up for.

"It's nothing, as long as you're by my side now, it's fine." He stopped, looked at me affectionately, and didn't care about the environment we were in at that time.

I pulled him forward with some embarrassment, and muttered in a low voice, "You are always so nasty!"

"My slut is only for you." He leaned on my ear and said.

It can be seen that people really can't talk too much. It is ironic that they refused at the beginning, but now they are unable to extricate themselves!It can be said that the slap made a crackling sound.

In the future, when you talk and do things, you really have to leave a way for yourself, otherwise, because of that sentence, it will cause a lifetime of regrets, and it will be too late to regret.

I used to lament the injustice of fate, because I felt that all the bad things happened to me alone. Now I just think that God is fair. He closed the doors and windows, but left me a hole in the wall. It's cramped, but big enough for me to crawl out of it.

After wandering aimlessly, we came to the most famous scenic spot in Kyoto, the revolving restaurant in the air. It is a good place. Standing on the highest point, you can overlook the whole city, especially when night falls, the city under the neon lights is perfect It is like a bright pearl.

"Strange, there are usually a lot of people here! Why is there no one today?" When I first came up, I felt very strange.

"I want to have a quiet meal with you, so I booked the place."

"It's people like you who are rich and self-willed."

This is my sorrow as a poor man!If you want to create a romantic atmosphere, you can't do it by booking a room or something!

Don't tell me, 'Aren't you with Kang Mingyu now?His is not you. 'This kind of words.He is him and I am me, even if we are together, theoretically I am still a poor man.

Men can have no money, but they must not lose their dignity.

"Do you want something to drink?" Kang Mingyu asked me tentatively.

I thought about it, and it shouldn't be a problem to drink less, "A bottle of beer."

Seeing his slightly embarrassed expression, I realized that he seemed to only drink red wine, but he still asked the waiter to come over and get two bottles of beer.

In fact, he is really accommodating me. Since we got together, he has been trying hard to integrate into my world of ordinary people. I know he is very tired doing this, but I can't help it. After all, I am an ordinary ordinary person. He and I live in different worlds, and we need a longer run-in if we want to understand each other in a real sense.

"If you can't drink, drink less." Kang Mingyu reminded.

"It's okay, a bottle of beer, it's okay." I said indifferently.

It's rare that we can live like ordinary people for a day, so naturally we have to drink something, otherwise at night, hehe! (You all understand) Didn’t you say that Jiu Zhuang is cowardly?

"Come on, are you home?"

I swear, I just drank one bottle, I really didn't drink much, I'm definitely sober now, but tonight, why are there so many stars?Hey hey.

"almost there."

I might be on his back, because I lay on his shoulders and could hear his breathing and heartbeat clearly, so it should be a laborious task for me to carry me home.

"You drank too much." He said to me from my living room.

"Impossible." I waved my hand at him, "I can't drink enough, I can drink a thousand cups, I won't get drunk after a thousand cups, um, um... um." My stomach churned, and I felt like I was about to spit out my internal organs .

Then the consciousness became blurred, and the whole person was dizzy and fluttering, as if floating in mid-air, probably because he vomited completely, so he didn't feel so uncomfortable.

It felt like there was the sound of water being released, and then someone undressed me again.Water, in the water, I opened my eyes in a daze, and it turned out that I was sitting in the bathtub, and Kang Mingyu was helping me take a bath, and I was seen all over, and I was at a loss.

But why does it always feel like deja vu?When did it happen?I subconsciously raised my hand and tapped my head.Thinking about it, it was the last time, the last time I went to the bar to drink, it turned out that he was really taking care of me that day, but I hit him...

"Does it still hurt?" I reached out to touch his face, I don't know why I asked that, it felt like I was out of control.

I could feel him froze for a moment, then shook his head.

At that time, I didn't know whether I was lucky or confused, anyway, I felt like he pulled me out of the bathtub, wiped my body, helped me get dressed, and then took me away from the room. Go, and then... and then I fell asleep.

When I woke up in the morning, I just opened my eyes, and saw Kang Mingyu staring at me with two big eyeballs, which almost didn't scare me. I felt a little dizzy when I first woke up. Feeling gone, fully awake.

"You, why are you looking at me like that? Is there something on my face?" I sat up from the bed.

He shook his head, "Do you know what you did last night?"

I'm a person who likes to break up when I drink too much, but I really remember what happened yesterday, and I remember everything before going to bed clearly, but now I think it's not a good thing to remember.

"I don't remember." I said pretending to be stupid.

"You really don't remember?" He asked reluctantly.

"Really." I blushed.

"Do you want me to recall it for you?"

As soon as the words fell, he rushed over, and I quickly covered my head with a quilt. We both knew in our hearts that nothing happened last night, because I was always the one who lost the chain at critical moments.

But he actually yelled at me meanly, and he almost couldn't breathe from laughing, so he begged for mercy and shouted, "Stop it, ha, it's too itchy, ha."

When the quarrel was in full swing, the doorbell suddenly remembered, and Kang Mingyu let me go and got off me.