the innermost part of the heart

When "I treat him as a brother", tears fell down hard.The "I love him", "I love him" and "I love him" shouted with all my heart, but I couldn't say a word.This is not the first time that Ah Chu cried for Ah Ci, but he also did not dare to let it go. When the tears just flowed down, he tried his best to swallow them and wipe them away quickly.

Ah Chu's grievances are not only Ah Ci's acknowledgment of the thief as his father, and his refusal to admit that he is his elder brother, but also guilt and unforgiveness towards himself.He obviously loved Ah Ci so much, but why did he persecute and even use Ah Ci again and again for the so-called family responsibility?Why didn't he cherish or take pity on him?And Ah Ci, he obviously loves Ah Ci so much, why can't Ah Ci feel it?It's fine not to recognize him, it's fine to push him away from his side again and again, but he is on the verge of death in front of him time and time again!How could he bear it?How can he?How dare he?

Regarding this, Ah Chu was not only wronged, but even hated!Those who hate Ah Ci do not cherish life, hate Ah Ci who treats him like a waste, and even more hate that they seem to never be able to walk by Ah Ci's side.Obviously he is Ah Ci's closest relative, he has been in the mother's womb, but looking at it now, it is a person who regards himself as Ah Ci's own person, but he has become an irrelevant outsider, like Yang Yuhua, So is Du Luning!Even Xia Yuechun...he saved his own younger brother, and even the person he loves the most, who does he need to thank? !But look at them one by one, Du Luning thanked him, Xia Yuechun also thanked him, and Yang Yuhua took all the positions beside Ah Ci.

But Ah Chu couldn't say anything, he could only endure it, swallowing all the grievances, unwillingness, pain, sadness and even deep love.But there is only one sentence, which he can't suppress no matter what, that is "... can't lose him again." Absolutely not!

Yang Muchu didn't react when he heard that Ronghua's body had been delivered, because it was something he already knew. Xia Yuechun would not leave his comrade's body to outsiders, and he would not let the body of Miss Rong's family They were asked to investigate by the Detective Department or someone else, so finding a way to get Ronghua's body here was something they had already agreed and arranged, but they didn't expect it to take a long time. The second emergency operation is done, isn't it?But when he heard that the young master of the Rong family had also come, Ah Chu was startled, and then hurried to the morgue.He knows how much Rongsheng loves Ronghua, and he also knows what kind of responsibility Rongsheng, as the eldest son of Rongsheng, bears to the family members. It's nothing more than that, although Rongsheng's feelings for Ronghua and his feelings for Ah Ci are different, but the responsibility and love of being a brother are interlinked, not to mention that Rongsheng watched Ronghua grow up from a young age.If you say how much pain he is having right now, Rong Sheng will only be in more pain than him!For Rongsheng, after all, the kindness of nurturing and teaching in the past 20 years is very heavy. At this special time, many subtleties before it are inconvenient to worry about. Ah Chu's feelings for Rongsheng are complicated, and there are estrangement and resentment. But the father is also true, so Ah Chu is very worried at this time.

When Ah Chu and Xia Yuechun arrived, Rong Sheng had already seen Rong Hua's body first.Before that, Ah Chu had never seen Rong Hua's body with his own eyes, so when he saw it now, in addition to comforting Rong Sheng who lost his composure, Ah Chu was also struck by grief again.When all the truth came to light, when Rongsheng knew that there was no such thing as Lao Yu's Ronghua fiancé, Rongsheng was not the only one who was terrified and had chills all over his body?Seeing Rong Sheng desperately shaking Rong Hua who could no longer wake up, Ah Chu's hands and feet were cold and tears streamed down his face.Will it?Could it be that Ah Ci also lied to him like this one day?Giving him an unfounded lie just to make him feel at ease?Then he doesn't know what he's doing?Or will he be wounded and die in some unknown place?Then he can only watch him like this and drink his hatred alone?No, no, absolutely not!

When Ah Ci woke up, he didn't know where he was.He had a dream, which was too long and too beautiful, so he was a little reluctant to wake up.In the dream, he came to a river, there was a bridge over the river, his parents stood on the other side of the bridge, and Ronghua was standing on the bridge smiling at him, when he was about to pass, Ah Chu suddenly appeared behind him , anxiously shouting "Come back" over and over again, Ah Ci hesitated, looked at his parents and Ronghua, and then at Ah Chu, but Ah Chu didn't stop, and even stretched out his hand to him, looking at the hand stretched out in front of him. Palm, and looked at the three people waiting for him on the other side, Ah Ci resolutely chose Ah Chu, no matter what he betrayed, Ah Chu was always an irresistible temptation for him, and when he held Ah Chu's hand In an instant, he woke up.But after waking up, I found that everything was too far from the dream.Among the people in the room, the one he cares about the most is missing!

In the morning, when Ah Ci woke up, Ah Chu was preparing breakfast for Rong Sheng, the young master of the Rong family. It wasn't that he didn't want to guard Ah Ci, but that there was no place for him there.How strange isn't it?There is Yang Yuhua's position, Du Luning's position, Yu Xiaojiang's position, and even any doctor's and nurse's position, but there is no place for him alone!It's just because there is a thief father, but he, the real big brother, can only hide.Fortunately, fortunately, the young master of the Rong family still needs him here, otherwise he wouldn't even know where he should be?What reason is there to stay in the hospital?He stayed in the hospital undoubtedly to wait for the good news of Ah Ci's waking up, but he did the most irresponsible thing.Well, maybe comforting the young master and helping out the idea of ​​deceiving the third wife is not a bad job!Ah Chu thought sarcastically.

Everyone in the room left, but the person who came in alone was still not the person he wanted to see.Looking at Xia Yuechun, Ah Ci actually didn't want to talk that much.But all kinds of emotions came one after another, especially when Xia Yuechun said that his father had guarded him all night, especially when he thought of last night's dream.A so-called "enemy" guarded him all night, and at this time he even went back to get him what he needed for hospitalization, but his own elder brother was nowhere to be seen. Did the elder brother really hate him that much?Or, in fact, he should have left last night. Did he pay off his debts by going to his parents? Did he smooth out his guilt towards her when he went to glory?He really shouldn't take advantage of Ronghua, he obviously doesn't love her, why would he lie to her?Even on the Naihe Bridge, Ronghua was still smiling at him, she was waiting for him to pass, but he didn't, he betrayed and abandoned her again! "My eyes are open and eyes are closed, all are Ronghua's smiles, can I see her again, see her again?" Looking at her body, at least let me repent in person and ask her for forgiveness.But Xia Yuechun didn't say anything, Ah Ci knew it was a rejection. "If, if I don't wake up, can I get her bright smile back? If so, I'm willing to replace her with my body." Was he wrong?He must be wrong!If in the dream it was really by the side of the Naihe Bridge, the person who was shouting "come back" should be Ronghua, right?After all, compared to him, a strange younger brother who recognized a thief as his father, Ronghua was the older sister who had grown up with the eldest brother for many years, and at this moment, the eldest brother should also be guarding Ronghua's body, right?Why wasn't he the one who died?Why did Rong Hua die?Is there another reason for elder brother to hate him from now on?He didn't know, he really didn't know, if he knew that his elder brother's name was Ronghua at that time, he would change it, he would really like to change it back to Ronghua, as long as his elder brother hated him less!

No.20 six episodes

Ah Chu dared to enter Ah Ci's ward with peace of mind after Yang Yuhua delivered the things and left. He didn't want to argue with Yang Yuhua in front of Ah Ci, and he didn't want Ah Ci to be in a dilemma among them. He couldn't bear to be sick, and he couldn't bear to part with it.It doesn't matter whether he recognizes the thief as his father or refuses to recognize him as the elder brother, at this time, it is not as important as Ah Ci's body, he doesn't want him to bother at this time!While waiting for Yang Yuhua to leave, Ah Chu, who had already sent Rong Sheng away, had no place to pass the time, so he walked around the hospital gate so that he could know when Yang Yuhua was leaving, but he also One day, Ah Chu accidentally bought a bouquet of roses from the flower girl in front of the hospital.Just because the flower girl said, buy a bouquet of flowers for the one you love, and wish him a speedy recovery; just because when he saw the bouquet of flowers, he suddenly thought of the night he gave Yashu flowers, Ah Ci's shy and charming look when he held the rose in his hand.Sending a bouquet of flowers to a patient isn't too much, is it?Even if someone asked, he could say that it was because there were only roses at the entrance of the hospital, and he had no choice.And a bouquet of roses representing love was given to Ah Ci by himself, this time it was really for Ah Ci, only for Ah Ci!As soon as this idea appeared in Ah Chu's mind, he couldn't stop it, so that he had to buy it before he was reconciled.When the rose was in hand, Yang Yuhua left, but Ah Chu, who entered the room with the rose in his hands, was extremely anxious. Seeing that Ah Ci was resting with his eyes closed, he put the flowers into the vase without calling him.He was afraid of Ah Ci's refusal, even afraid of Ah Ci's inquiry. He didn't know if he could say the perfunctory words he had thought up beforehand to Ah Ci, what's more, if Ah Ci refused his flowers, what would he do? ?But no, none of the things he feared happened.

Ah Ci was actually very tired, his whole body ached, and he was even so tired that he had to close his eyes to rest his mind, but subconsciously, he was still waiting for Ah Chu intentionally or unintentionally. He didn't know if he could wait, but Just like the last time he was hospitalized, he was always eagerly looking forward to Ah Chu's arrival unconsciously, even if Ah Chu didn't come, he couldn't stop him.