the innermost part of the heart

I waited for him by myself, especially after hearing Xia Yuechun say that Ah Chu had transfused a lot of blood to him, in addition to being moved, warm, gratified, grateful and other emotions, there was also anxiety and worry.Big brother lost so much blood to him, how is big brother?Can the body handle it?

But probably he had waited from hope to no hope, maybe his body was really weak, so when Ah Chu really appeared in his ward, Ah Ci didn't notice it immediately.At first, he only thought it was a nurse or someone with Yashu, because the scent of the flower was so familiar, after all, Yashu's house was full of gardens, and after smelling it all these years, no matter how idiotic people are about flowers, I remember the smell.But the visitor was too|quiet and had no intention of leaving for a long time. Only then did Ah Ci slowly open his eyes, and the person in front of him made him unable to find his voice for a long time.

Ah Chu was quietly arranging a bouquet of blooming roses in front of his hospital bed, and there was even dew on the roses.Ah Ci didn't want to hear the nonsense that Ah Chu picked from He Yashu's house, because that could only mean that he just came out of Yashu's house, so Ah Ci didn't ask why Ah Chu gave him roses.Let him deceive himself, even if he picks it up from Yashu's house, it's still a gift from his elder brother. He doesn't want him to take it back, just like the clothes from last time, so he can't even keep a thought!

"How?" Sensing Ah Ci's gaze, Ah Chu spoke first, he didn't want to give Ah Ci time to reject or question Rose.

"Very good." Ah Ci did not.He had already waited for him, and that was enough.He's here, that's enough!

"I don't think so." His younger brother didn't blow his beard and stare when he saw him, and Ah Chu was a little uncomfortable with his pleasant face. Could it be that he was not physically strong enough?While Ah Chu was teasing, he was also carefully examining Ah Ci's body with his eyes.

"How are you?" I lost my childhood playmate and lost so much blood to him.Ah Ci asked because Ah Ci really cared, not out of politeness or anything else.

"Same as you." Ah Chu said this, but it was not perfunctory. They both lost their glory and lost a lot of blood. In fact, this is true, but more, Ah Chu still wanted to stop Ah Ci The sentence "very good".very good?How could it be good?It hurt so badly.And I heard from Xia Yuechun that Ah Ci cried for the glory.Ah Chu felt trembling in his heart after knowing this, did Ah Ci fall in love with Ronghua?when?Why doesn't he know anything?

What is the same as me?Unusual, Ah Ci chuckled lightly.How old is his brother?Still love to quarrel, do you really think he is Xia Yuechun?In the rare quiet time, the two of them faced each other quietly, without disputes or interruptions, just chatting casually, and they already felt very happy.

"I've been with you for so long, and this is the first time I saw you smile. I thought you were facial|paralyzed!" Ah Chu admitted that he had a low mouth, as if he would not be reconciled if he didn't tease Ah Ci.This seems to be the fault of most men when they tease their beloved little daughter-in-law. He obviously didn’t have this problem when he was making girlfriends in England. It's as if you have to relax your bones to be comfortable.

Ah Ci's reaction was nothing more than a blank look at Ah Chu.His brother gave him too many blood transfusions, and his brain cramped, didn't he?It's hard not to quarrel, isn't it?

"What's the matter? I came back from a circle before the gate of hell, and my personality has changed?" Although such a quiet Ah Ci is also good, Ah Chu still likes the lively Ah Ci, even if he yells at him and squeezes his neck, it's better. Now that he is sick and weak, he looks worried.In fact, Ah Chu was more worried about Ah Ci's psychology.There is a saying, there is nothing more sad than heart death, is it true that Ronghua died, and took his Ah Ci's heart with him?Ah Chu smiled on his face, but he was always panicking in his heart.

Ah Ci sighed, knowing that he had to say something, he could feel Ah Chu's panic.Since the first meeting at the train station, this was the first time he felt Ah Chu's emotions strongly again.The elder brother still worries about him, doesn't he? "Thank you."

"Thank you for what?" Ah Chu was tired of hearing this sentence these days, especially since he didn't want Ah Ci to thank him.

"Thank you for saving my life again. I heard from Dean Xia that you transfused a lot of blood to me." To Ah Ci, this blood is no different from the best gift, the most precious gift.Now his whole body is warm, from heart to body.Ah Chu's blood was transfused to him and fused with his own blood. No one could take it away. Unless he died, even Ah Chu himself would never want to take back this gift.

"The blood I gave you is not for nothing." You have my blood flowing on your body, so you have to live well for me.It's just such a heavy word, Ah Chu didn't say it after all.He just said jokingly, "I will definitely get back the favor you owe me." Or should I start by tying you to my side?I'm really worried about letting this kid out alone again!

"Family love is giving," this is what Ah Ci said in his heart, and he has always done so, but he never dared to ask others like this. He would not say this to his adoptive parents, let alone He Yashu. He could speak, but to Ah Chu, Ah Ci naturally poured out what was in his heart. "I think you've lost a lot this time."

"Family love?" Grasping the loophole in Ah Ci's words, Ah Chu leaned forward, if he was not afraid that he would not be able to restrain himself, he would have almost grabbed Ah Ci's hand.Is Ah Ci finally admitting to his big brother?

"Friendship." Ah Ci didn't want to admit it, as if once he recognized this elder brother, it would be impossible to go back. His heart suddenly tightened, and Ah Ci subconsciously changed his words.

"Wait a minute, are you fickle?" Little bastard, do you still want to take back what you said?

What are you talking about?It's only women who are fickle. Does anyone say that about their younger brother?Ah Ci was awkward, but he also knew that what he did was wrong, but if he wanted to go against his own heart, it was not so easy. "Let's start as friends." Big brother, why can you only be my big brother?

"Friend? Is it the kind of friend who can be used at any time in an emergency, or the friend who can be ignored after the crisis is resolved?" Ah Chu was dissatisfied with Ah Ci's serious retraction of his words, especially since Xia Yuechun himself was the one he said In the case of such an unreliable friend, he has a lot of opinions on Ah Ci's so-called friend.

Ah Ci understands that what Ah Chu is satirizing is the identity of himself and his comrades, and this is indeed what they often do.Every time he needed his elder brother, he would drag him here, and when he didn't need him, he would ignore him, but he thought that his elder brother understood that they were only thinking about his safety, especially him, and they didn't want his elder brother to get involved in danger. "Do you know my dream on the operating table? I dreamed that you came to see me off." You are my only family member. Even if I will leave at any time, I hope to protect your safety.

I send you?I won't send you off, I just tell you not to go!Ah Chu couldn't say a word, because his hands and feet started to become cold again, and the horrible feeling of losing Ah Ci made him lose his teasing mood instantly.

"Why did you choose such a violent and extreme method of suicide?" Ah Chu tried to calm down his emotions, trying to understand Ah Ci's thoughts.As a doctor, in his opinion, nothing is more important than life!But obviously they don't think so, neither Ronghua nor Ah Ci, as for Xia Yuechun, Ah Chu really doesn't know.He didn't have time to know that he was just afraid that one day his Ah Ci would disappear without a sound like Ronghua, and his Ah Ci had clearly done this kind of thing once.Ah Chu was afraid, so scared that he clenched his hands tightly and still couldn't stop the trembling of his fingertips.

"Because," Ah Ci thought of Ronghua's smile again, the smile when he was saying goodbye in the car, the smile of anticipation on the Naihe Bridge, Ronghua let him remember her for a lifetime, at the cost of his life, she wanted his love, But his love has clearly been given to another person, and he can't take it back. "There is no choice."

"What if I choose again?" Start over again, choose again, don't choose Ronghua, Ah Ci, don't love Ronghua!Ah Chu looked at Ah Ci's eyes that were gradually turning red from thinking of Ronghua, and his whole heart was twisted together.He impulsively asked this meaningless question and should not have asked. He hoped that he had made a mistake. He hoped that Ah Ci could at least say this for the sake of transfusing so much blood into him. This time he will cherish himself and try not to let himself get hurt.

But Ah Chu's wish came to nothing, because Ah Ci said, "The ending is the same."

Of course the same, how could it be different?Ronghua loves him and forces himself to love her too, but Ah Ci doesn't love her, and will never fall in love with anyone other than Ah Chu, so he can only choose to die with her, at least, to accompany her to hurt, It hurts for her.

"Is this for your future?" Ah Chu doesn't understand, at least he doesn't understand right now. What beliefs and ideals are too vague for him. The dreams he knows are plans for the future based on a clear understanding of his own abilities. Then work hard to achieve it, neither belittle oneself nor whimsical.But what Rong Hua and Ah Ci did at this time, in Ah Chu's view, was whimsical.

our future?We have no future.In other words, he, Yang Muchi, has no future.The best future he could have foreseen before was nothing more than that he lived a seemingly incompatible life with Ronghua in the name of his eldest brother and brother-in-law, and suppressed himself in a wealthy family's house to live grovelingly, just to maybe be able to spend every year on New Year's Eve or I will see my brother during the Spring Festival.But now Ronghua