the innermost part of the heart

It's gone, it's like cutting off the last ties between him and his elder brother! "For the future of the entire Chinese people," he has always been a person without a "future", and even the "now" has been living extremely difficultly in the past twenty years, so he doesn't care about using his own body to gain a whim, " Including you." And now, for his eldest brother and his future wife, children and family to have a stable living environment, he is even more willing to give up everything!

"So, you don't hesitate to sacrifice your lives to find your so-called common ideal?" In Ah Chu's words, there was even a bit of grief and sarcasm. A major adjutant, a rich daughter, this is because of love. Are you brainwashed by so-called idealism?Do you really think that if you use your life as the cornerstone of your ideals, they will be immortal?Is this trying to put a halo on yourself in the eyes of the other party, or is it self-indulgent that your sacrifice is particularly sacred and great?Ah Chu only knows one fact, once a person dies, everything is gone!

"Well, it can be understood in this way." Ah Ci didn't know how to explain it to Ah Chu, and in fact, he couldn't explain it at all.The high-sounding statement may make the elder brother think he is stupid, but no matter how stupid and unrealistic the idea is, it is much stronger than the ugly truth behind it.Behind the bloody tragedy was his twisted and perverted heart. How could he tell his elder brother that Ronghua was involved because he loved him and couldn't ask for less?At this time, Ah Ci even thought absurdly that if he had loved Ronghua wholeheartedly, Ronghua would not have died!

Ah Chu seemed to be given a sap in the head, dizzy, chest tightness and shortness of breath, and the tearing pain in his heart made Ah Chu shake his head again and again. "But you know what?" I can't understand!Ah Chu almost blurted out, but fortunately he changed his words in time at the last moment, "Our whole Rong family may not understand it. The eldest lady's mother must not understand it, and she will collapse because of it." I will also collapse, Ah Ci!In fact, he almost collapsed before, Ah Chu couldn't even remember what exactly happened in the operating room, he couldn't imagine what he would be like now if Ah Ci couldn't wake up like Ronghua?

Ah Ci looked at the sad Ah Chu, feeling a burst of despair in his heart.Did he give the elder brother another reason to hate him even more?Ronghua's death.But even he himself felt that Ronghua was to blame for his death, so how could the elder brother and the Rong family not blame him?Ah Ci couldn't find a word of rebuttal.

At this moment, Xia Yuechun rushed in without knocking on the door. "Chu!"

"What's the matter?" Ah Chu immediately got up and asked, because he knew Yuechun just like Yuechun knew him. He knew that Xia Yuechun was not impatient, and most of the time he was not rude. Ah Ci was talking alone in the room, and he was able to enter without heeding the door, which meant that the matter must be urgent.

Sure enough, Xia Yuechun brought an unusual piece of news, but it was just a long list. Although Ah Chu could hear something was wrong, he still couldn't figure out the mystery.But Ah Ci's heavy breathing quickly caught Ah Chu's attention, and looking at Ah Ci's expression, Ah Chu knew, Ah Ci must know something. "You know what they do, don't you?"

"You can't help me." In fact, he didn't want his elder brother to help him anymore.Whether he was arrested, tortured, or even died, he only hoped that his elder brother would stay away from all these disturbances and live a peaceful life for him.What's more, in fact, Ah Ci was already begging for death.For many years, what battle has he not seen while walking alone in the heart of the enemy?Why was it that at this moment a phone call made his mind go blank, and he couldn't think of any ideas?In fact, it wasn't that he couldn't think of it, but that his mind was filled with Ah Chu's hatred, and he couldn't allow him to care about anything else, including his own life.

After a short conversation, Ah Chu pressed forward step by step, and Ah Ci finally told the whole story, but he also said "You can't help me" three times, how could Ah Chu not hear Ah Ci's words? The meaning of begging to die?

He loves him so much, but he wants to accompany Ronghua to die?Ah Chu turned his head to the side, and severely suppressed all the grief and hurt emotions that filled his heart.When facing Ah Ci again, Ah Chu's voice was soft but firm, "I gave you your life. If you want to die, you must get my consent. Take him away." The last sentence, Ah Chu It was to Xia Yuechun.

"No." If there was anything that made Ah Ci change his mind, it was the almost inaudible tremor in Ah Chu's tone.Ah Ci and Ah Chu are twins. Others may not be able to tell, but Ah Ci caught it keenly, so he said, "I can't go, I have to go, which means I'm not calling myself." Ah Ci's mind finally started to slow down. Slow recovery.The eldest brother said that if he is not allowed to die, he will not be able to die. If there is a way, there must be a way!

When Ah Ci said "...you are beyond your power", he was still calculating in his mind whether this matter should be investigated by team leader Li or by the department?And if he is found out, will he still be able to see the teacher, and what are the chances of him getting back from the teacher?

Ah Ci hasn't made up his mind yet, but Ah Chu has already made up his mind: pretend to be Ah Ci again, and Li Daitao will be stiff!

The idea is a good idea, but without strong environmental and technical support, it is just empty talk. Fortunately, Xia Yuechun is quite reliable in critical moments. Although he did not approve of Ah Chu's adventure at the beginning, it is obvious that he There is no better way.After dispatching the military doctor and fighting for two hours, they moved out the architectural design drawings of the hospital. Xia Yuechun fully supported and cooperated with Ah Chu's decision.And Ah Chu's only worry was what if he was self-defeating and failed to help Ah Ci but instead hurt him?Although he didn't understand what he said, he finally got a guarantee from Xia Yuechun. For Xia Yuechun, no matter whether it was out of personal friendship or public interest, he couldn't let Ah Chu and Ah Ci have trouble at this time. The special envoy meeting was not held. Ah Chu is their important and only trump card, and Ah Ci is the only rein that can hold Ah Chu's wild horse. At such a critical juncture, he must not let Ah Chu run free; and Ah Ci, after all, is their comrade, A bullet in the enemy's heart is not a last resort, so don't abandon it!

And Ah Ci, when Ah Chu proposed to pretend to be him again, his mind went blank again.Only this time, Ah Ci's heart was surprisingly calm, as if the flow of time had stopped there.Seeing Ah Chu pinching his watch and running again and again, watching Ah Chu sitting in front of him and carefully imitating his pronunciation of every word, Ah Ci only felt very warm and peaceful, even if he had to sacrifice in the end this time. , He also felt that there was nothing to regret.

Two hours later, Li Qinhong came, and according to the original plan, the first to appear on stage was Yang Muchu.Due to the lack of contact with Li Qinhong and her reputation, Ah Chu felt uneasy. Fortunately, Ah Chu has mastered the best way to play Ah Ci, which is silence.Silence can have too many explanations, and Ah Ci is used to keeping silent most of the time, so Ah Chu is happy to speak less, or even not.During this period, Ah Chu kept coughing occasionally, in order to show Ah Ci's weakness as much as possible, and to make his voice as rough as possible, so as to be closer to Ah Ci's slightly deep voice, and also different from his own real voice .

The screening started, and everything went as they wished, the person on the other end of the phone denied Ah Chu's voice, and definitely said no.And Xia Yuechun also seized the opportunity very well, before Li Qinhong had further doubts and actions, he brought Ah Chu back to the consultation room with a hidden door, and completed the exchange between him and Ah Ci again.

It's true that Ah Ci has returned, Ah Chu is safe, Ah Ci's heart is at ease, and Xia Yuechun's heart is also at ease.Facing Li Qinhong, Ah Ci really had an extra provocation. This was something he would not do before, but now, it was out of anger, angry at her for involving Ah Chu, and in order to confuse Li Qinhong's judgment even more. .When he listened to the sound again, Ah Ci realized that the voice on the phone was not the one he heard in the office, but he was absolutely sure that it was the same person, so Ah Ci judged that the other party was deliberately changing his voice, so He just said a bunch of professional terms he heard from Ah Chu, just to confuse the other party's judgment more thoroughly.

The people on the phone were really confused, so Li Qinhong was furious.But her anger did not disturb her judgment. On the contrary, Li Qinhong thought of another possibility, a guess that was closest to the truth. In other words, Xia Yuechun deliberately led her in that direction, because even if Li Qinhong Thinking about it, it was already too late, the Ah Ci at this time was the genuine Yang Muci.

But Li Qinhong was not stupid, she didn't directly ask Yang Muci's identity, but made indirect judgments through one question after another, until it came to Ronghua.In Li Qinhong's judgment, Ronghua has nothing to do with Yang Muci, because they met Ronghua once, when Ronghua was arrested at the train station, and Ronghua came to release him on bail. Ci and Ronghua didn't know each other yet, and that kind of complete strangeness couldn't fool anyone, so she thought that even if Ah Ci was really a Communist, he and Ronghua wouldn't know each other very well; but Rongchu was different. , Ronghua and Rongchu grew up together. Even though Rongchu later studied abroad, they grew up together as childhood sweethearts. The grief of suddenly losing a loved one cannot fool anyone.It's just that Li Qinhong never expected that Yang Muci and Ronghua would be a pair of lovers. Although it was only a few days, they had a few quiet and beautiful dates after all.