all i want is a man

"Oh, get up." Breaking apart the octopus on her body, Xia Xuechen jumped up.

"What's the matter, baby? It's still early. You won't be delayed from listening to the old witch Cixi's class." Xiao Chuan murmured with his eyes closed, but his hands restlessly squeezed Xia Xuechen's silk-like smooth skin Knead and knead.

"I don't know why, but since yesterday afternoon, my right eyelid has been twitching. Just now I thought I had sand in my eye." Xia Xuechen said seriously.

When sadness comes, people always have an indescribably strong sixth sense.Anxiety enveloped the two of them.

"Call your brother." Sensing Xia Xuechen's anxiety, Xiao Chuan was mostly sleepy.

"It's already been fought. It's not him."

"Could it be the in-law's family that was sensed?"

"Stop talking."

"Whatever it is? My husband is here." Xiao Chuan's eyes were firm, he tightly grasped Xia Xuechen's soft and boneless hands, and let them curl up into his arms meekly.

"You sleep a little longer, you had a lot of trouble last night." Xia Xuechen's face was full of coquettish anger.

"Sleeping together, I can only sleep soundly if I hold you." Xiao Chuan stretched out his arms to embrace Xia Xuechen.

Before the two could lie down, the phone rang.

"Your!" They all said in unison.

In order to show the close relationship between the two, Xiao Chuan forced them to set their mobile phone ringtones to be the same.

The call was to Xia Xuechen, from Lan Feng.

"Xia Xuechen, something happened to Lin Yuan." The voice was cold.

"What... what? Hey... Lan Feng? Lan Feng, are you listening?" Xia Xuechen was completely confused.

"XX Public Security Bureau, City C, Province H. He's there." Lan Feng said in a business-like tone.

"Public Security Bureau? Lan Feng? Hey! Hey! Hey! Lan Feng, please explain clearly..." Xia Xuechen's tone had changed from eagerness to exasperation, and finally to a helpless sigh, and tears fell down.

Brother Xiaoyuan, what's wrong with you?Why is it at the Public Security Bureau?Brother Xiaoyuan, I miss you.Brother Xiaoyuan, what happened to you?Brother Xiaoyuan!Xia Xuechen asked over and over again in her heart.

On the long-distance bus to C City, Province H, Xia Xuechen kept facing out the window. He wished he could put on his wings and fly to Lin Yuan's side immediately.Listen to him tell himself that he didn't make a mistake.Xia Xuechen still can't believe that the person she loves and likes will do something that hurts nature and violates the law.

"Drink some water. You haven't eaten anything since morning." The voice came from Xiao Chuan.

"I'm not thirsty."

"Xiao Chen, don't worry too much. Things have already happened, and there will always be a solution." Xiao Chuan patiently relieved Xia Xuechen from the side.

"You do not understand."

"what?"

"Lin Yuan is an excellent man. He won't do anything that violates the law. He won't! You don't understand him at all." Xia Xuechen's last few sentences were filled with tears.

"Well... I believe him too." Apart from passively choosing to believe, Xiao Chuan couldn't think of how he could comfort the people around him, "Xiaochen, let's sleep for a while. No matter how fast the car is, it will take five hours."

"Ah—" He yawned a long time, Xiao Chuan leaned against the back of the chair, closed his eyes and fell asleep.His breath is even, his whole body is relaxed, his appearance is quiet and natural, but his heart is turbulent.How does one really understand a person?After all, Xiaochen cares about Lin Yuan.

Xiao Chuan's speculation continued, but the person next to him had really fallen asleep.

After a series of fierce battles last night, both of them almost collapsed.From this morning till now, they have been very busy.After learning that Lin Yuan was at the Public Security Bureau, he checked out, asked for leave, packed his things, took a taxi to the bus station, bought a ticket, waited for the bus, and had no time for breakfast.In a hurry, Xiao Chuan only bought four bottles of Pulse.After some running, and after learning about Lin Yuan's news, Xia Xuechen was furious. Now that she was in the car, she knew that she would not arrive in a while, so she was so tired that she snored slightly.

Slowly opening his eyes, Xiao Chuan lightly fastened Xia Xuechen's seat belt.Looking quietly at the sleeping person beside him, Xiao Chuan felt strange for a while.

The person who indulges himself under his body at night, the person who secretly puts snow on his back when he is not prepared, the person who would rather starve himself and leave his dinner for himself, and the person who likes to be a hero when crossing the road The person who is always in a hurry, the person who always gets angry when encountering injustice, the person who obviously doesn't like badminton but always reluctantly watches him play on the court... This person is by my side.

In his sleep, he still looks so naughty and charming, his eyes are tightly covered by dense and black eyelashes, occasionally turning slightly, his thin and beautiful lips are tightly closed together, everything is so beautiful. familiar.However, the sudden sense of strangeness could not go away for a long time, and it kept lingering in Xiao Chuan's heart.What kind of person is Lin Yuan?

Finally, Xiao Chuan also fell into a deep sleep due to exhaustion.

The car passed a temporary rest stop halfway, and the two filled up water, bought some bread hastily, and continued on their way.At two o'clock in the afternoon, I finally arrived in City C, Province H.After many twists and turns and inquiries, the two finally arrived at the Public Security Bureau where Lin Yuan was located at three o'clock in the afternoon.

"Xiaochen, go in by yourself. I don't know Lin Yuan very well. It will be awkward to meet in this place. I'll find a place to live nearby. Come out and contact me. If you have anything to say, speak slowly." Intuition Tell Xiao Chuan that something unexpected is about to happen.

"Thank you." After a long time, Xia Xuechen said this.

"Fool. Go quickly." Xiao Chuan tried his best to suppress the suspicion and curiosity in his heart.

"Hmm..." Xia Xuechen seemed to have made an important decision.

"Xiaochen!" Although he really wanted to follow, his rationality told Xiao Chuan that he should stop.

"Ok?"

"It's okay, see Lin Yuan and ask the matter clearly." Since I choose to be together, I choose to believe everything about you.

"Ah."

After another setback, Xia Xuechen finally saw Lin Yuan.

"Brother Xiaoyuan." She wanted to speak and shed tears first.

"Xiaochen, don't cry. I'm just staying here temporarily for a few days, it's fine." Lin Yuan deliberately squeezed out a strange and blunt smile.

"Why is that?" Xia Xuechen was still sobbing, but her eyes were extremely focused, for fear of missing a word.

"This...Actually...it's nothing. Xiaochen, don't think too much. I'm going out in two days. You wait for me. Please stay here for a few days after you go out." Lin Yuan continued to forcefully smile.

"Brother Xiaoyuan, what is the reason? Are you anxious to kill me?" Xia Xuechen almost collapsed, tears flowed from his eyes, as if they were about to bleed, and the bloodshot eyes seemed to be red from the tears.Hands gripping his pants tightly.

"Xiaochen, I..." Lin Yuan smiled bitterly.

"What are you? Wasn't it fun to mess around with a man in a small hotel naked?" The policeman who appeared out of nowhere answered Xia Xuechen's doubts lightly.

"What nonsense are you talking about? This is the Public Security Bureau. We want to sue you for defamation!" Xia Xuechen yelled at the case, her red and swollen eyes were murderous, her voice changed completely, but her tears could no longer be restrained, and burst into tears.

When he learned that Lin Yuan was locked up in the Public Security Bureau, Xia Xuechen already knew the seriousness of the matter, but he never expected that the matter would be told so nakedly from an unknown stranger. He would rather Lin Yuan make up a story. Lying to lie to yourself, even if you don't believe it yourself.However, Lan Feng's indifference, Lin Yuan's embarrassment, his plausible words against the police, and his own reason all told Xia Xuechen that it was true.Everything here is true.Small hotel, men and women, fuck, police station, Lin Yuan, himself.

"Crack!" A sharp slap across the face.

Lin Yuan's face was burning hot, a trace of red leaked from the corner of his mouth, his complexion was pale, and the corner of his mouth twitched.

"I'll kill you!" Xia Xuechen screamed, but her hands were shaking violently in the air.

"Public security organs, what's the trouble!" Another police officer stopped the bloodshed just in time.

"Why do you do this?" Xia Xuechen stared at Lin Yuan in front of him fiercely, questioning, distressed, gentle, caring, regretful, disappointed, and finally closed his eyes.Can't bear and don't want to see the opposite person.

why did you do this?You would rather choose to be with a stranger than to be with me; you would rather be with someone you don’t like than be with me; Don't want to be with me; you would rather kiss me and hug me as if nothing happened, but don't choose to be with me.

Why?Why?what is this?You say, you like me.You say, you love me.you call me baby.You want me to be happy.Are you doing this now because you like me?For loving me?Because you want me to be happy?Why?Say it!Even if you lie to me, tell me!Say it!You know, from childhood to adulthood, all I want is you!say something!Why are you lying to me?

The real pain can't be expressed at all.The tears dried up, her voice became hoarse, her hands and feet seemed to be no longer her own, cumbersome and heavy, she no longer questioned, no longer expected, Xia Xuechen decided to leave, to leave this gloomy secret room.

Decisive, terrible.

Xia Xuechen wanted to get out of Lin Yuan's world as soon as possible, but he hesitated and questioned every step of the way.Just leave him like this?Is this the end of those good times?Just like that?That's all?that's all?

Finally, he walked out of the gate of the Public Security Bureau, the sun was still there, and the dependence and watch that had fermented and bacteria were over.

Seeing Xia Xuechen's back falling into his field of vision inch by inch, Lin Yuan's face was devoid of blood, except for a gleam of red at the corner of his mouth.His lips trembled so violently, but he couldn't make a sound.He knew that the person who loved him the most was gone, and his favorite was gone.Tasting the fishy, ​​sweet smell in his mouth lightly, Lin Yuan smiled quietly.

Seeing that there was no news from Xia Xuechen, Xiao Chuan couldn't hold back and dialed the phone.

"Xiaochen? Where are you now? Hello...Xiaochen? Hello..." A bad thought came to him suddenly.

"I just left the Public Security Bureau, I'll find you right away." Xia Xuechen blocked the phone's microphone and cleared her throat.

"Xiaochen, stand there and don't move, I'll come over right away. Don't move." Hang up the phone and go as soon as possible.

April 22, [-], March [-], just after Grain Rain, summer is approaching quietly.May Day is approaching, and everywhere is full of vitality, a scene of prosperity and joy.The sun at five o'clock in the afternoon hides its head and shows its tail behind the clouds, sickly, unclear, but the light and heat it shoots have never diminished.This kind of hot and cold, bright and dark weather is the most disturbing.

Seeing Xiao Chuan's figure moving from far to near, Xia Xuechen felt in a trance.He asked himself in his heart, did he treat Xiao Chuan just like Lin Yuan treated him?I pursued hard, but was politely rejected and deceived by the excuse of being good for you and wishing you happiness.Lin Yuan's self-righteousness is subtly hurting himself, so why isn't he squandering Xiao Chuan's care and care wantonly?Lin Yuan thought he was right, that he was protecting Xiao Chuan, but what about the truth?Those so-called aboveboard and high-sounding reasons and evidences are nothing but cages to confine people.I like you, you like me, this is a very clear and touching thing, but it is so stupid and cruel to keep prevaricating with all kinds of hypocrisy!

The man Xia Xuechen loved deeply and gave silently is now being grounded.Do you want another loved one to suffer too?Xia Xuechen's eyes were filled with tears, but his eyes were firm and bold.

"Xiaochen... woo woo woo... woo... um... um" Before Xiao Chuan could speak, Xia Xuechen covered her lips when she saw Xiao Chuan.

Xiao Chuan looked terrified. The Public Security Bureau was on the side of the street. Six o'clock was the peak time for people to go home from get off work.Pedestrians and vehicles shuttle on the road.Even though Xiao Chuan likes to play pranks on weekdays, he never thought of doing this kind of thing with Xia Xuechen in such a place.However, this kind of pleasure and excitement that had never been tried before immediately overwhelmed the two of them.

Opening his eyes, Xia Xuechen looked at Xiao Chuan with surprise and surprise.Xia Xuechen's eyes were ten times more beautiful than usual because of crying for a long time. The sky thunder stirred the fire on the ground, and the irresistible heat hit the two of them at the speed of light.The beauty is passionate, but Xiao Chuan returns it with a fiery passion like a storm.The tongues of the two were lively and moist, carrying each other's unique breath, they each penetrated into each other's teeth, sweeping every sweet corner.

At this second, Xia Xuechen suddenly understood that this stupid man who absolutely loved her was by her side right now.very nice.I have lost so many happy moments with him before.At this moment, Xia Xuechen just wanted to hold this man tightly, tighter, tighter, tighter, it seemed that as long as he was less distracted, this man would disappear from his world.Now his breath, his heartbeat, his lips, his face, his arms, his back, and his body are tightly fitting Xia Xuechen, so real and warm.This man is mine, Xia Xuechen felt the satisfaction of having nothing else to ask for, so Xia Xuechen shed tears.Hot tears flowed into each other's lips along the close facial texture of the two, and melted into each other's hearts.

"Xiao Chuan, I love you." A trembling voice came from Xia Xuechen's lips, which was so subtle that it made people blush and heartbeat.

"Xiaochen, what did you say?" Xiao Chuan panted, his knuckles deeply grasped Xia Xuechen's shoulders, as if they were about to get embedded in them.

"I love you." Another faint tremor.Hearing this, Xiao Chuan let out an obsessive depression from his throat, he could not resist, and pressed against the root of Xia Xuechen's tongue more forcefully, forming an extremely rich deep kiss.

The whistle of the car, the chirping noise of little girls, the whistle of a young man wearing a peaked cap, the spit of a well-behaved middle-aged woman, all kinds of sounds echoed around Xiao Chuan and Xia Xuechen.

Amidst the noise, police officers from the Public Security Bureau filed out. In the panic, it seemed that someone was about to take out their mobile phones to take pictures.Before everyone came back to their senses, Xiao Chuan had already pulled Xia Xuechen out of the encirclement and escaped alive.Men and women with dropped glasses left behind.

I love you, this is just the most common sentence, most people in love will quote it.If you love it, you can quote it.Why can't you say it, why can't you say it in public, why don't you want your loved one to guess and guess, but you don't accept your fate?Love has never been simple.Complicated is not love.

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