Huaizhi remembers the past

I am Yang Huai. My parents have liked boys since childhood, but the first child gave birth to me as a daughter.Grandpa and grandma were also unhappy, thinking that I was a loser.It wasn't until later that I found out that the one who liked me the most was actually the grey-haired grandfather who didn't speak and smile.

My grades are also mediocre, and my looks are not outstanding.Because of abnormal performance during the senior high school entrance examination, he entered a high school near his home.I am introverted, and generally do not take the initiative to talk to others, Gu Nian is an exception.

I remember that when school just started, the head teacher was surnamed Jiang, but because it was too long, I couldn't remember his appearance and name clearly.The head teacher put me and Gu Nian together, probably because she didn't know me either, so we didn't talk.I was really trying to break out of this embarrassing situation, but I didn't know how to speak.

When get out of class was over, I accidentally swept the things on the table under Gu Nian's desk.I knew my chance was coming, I touched Gu Nian's shoulder cautiously, and said in a low voice, "Can you pick up something for me?"

She bent down without hesitation, picked it up for me and handed it to me.Maybe it was because I asked for help in a low voice to break the awkward atmosphere between us, she smiled and said to me: "Hello, my name is Gu Nian, how about you?" I nodded politely to her: "My name is Yang Huai."

She asked me with some doubts: "Your name looks like a boy." My smile may have froze on my face, which is ugly. I don't know how to tell her that my parents like boys, so I can only stammer Said: "Maybe it's because my mother likes acacia trees."

Gu Nian was careful and didn't find anything wrong with me. She still praised me in a friendly way: "Your name is nice." The name sounds nice.

I smiled at her sincerely: "Thank you."

After that, she opened up to me.She complained to me: "The head teacher is bald and fierce." "There is no good-looking boy in our class." I didn't know how to respond to her, so I just nodded and said, "Yes."

But she didn't seem to care about my lack of words, and kept sharing some interesting things with me.Naturally we became good friends.

Because it is high school, our schedule has also changed.The evening self-study session doesn't end until ten o'clock, and I don't have time to go home for dinner after school in the afternoon, so I have to eat at school.My parents didn't give me much money.

That was the first time I had dinner with Gu Nian. After buying a cup of porridge with a small amount of money, I didn't buy anything.On the contrary, Gu Nian bought a lot of things.Gu Nian looked at the cup of porridge in my hand and asked me, "Is this all you eat?"

I smiled awkwardly: "I'm losing weight." Gu Nian took my hand and gave me a pancake.I didn't want it at the time, so I had to give it back to her.She ran away quickly, turned her head and said to me: "You eat, I bought so much, I can't finish it." I sighed and chased after me helplessly.

Since then, Gu Nian has brought me something to eat every day, sometimes biscuits, sometimes bread.I didn't want it, so she used: "I brought a lot, let's eat together." This is an excuse to let me eat.I had no way to refuse, so I had to eat it with her.

The two of us gradually became very good girlfriends.

Suddenly one day, she asked me: "What do you think of Su Chao in the class next door?" I recalled it and remembered that good-looking boy.I said, "Well, it's pretty." She blushed a little, and said to me falteringly, "He confessed his love to me, and I don't know whether to agree or not."

All I knew was that my body stiffened and my heart ached.I tried my best to pretend to be natural and asked her: "Do you like him?" Her carefree character really didn't find anything wrong with me, and said a little shyly: "I also like him, I think he is very nice. "

My heart sank gradually, and I pretended not to care and said: "Then agree." She hugged me a little excitedly and said: "Ah Huai, you really understand me."

They've been together ever since.Gu Nian also stopped gossiping with me, but told me about her love process with Su Chao.My heart hurts so much, I want to tell him if he can not fall in love with Su Chao?I don't want to hear that.

But I can't say.

The author has something to say:

Poor little Huai