Huaizhi remembers the past

Originally it was just me and Gu Nian, but now I joined Su Chao.I looked at the two close people in front of me, and thought with some jealousy, it should be my position, and it should be me who is so close to her.Just thinking about it like this, I suddenly realized a fact that even I couldn't believe - "I'm in love with Gu Nian."

Our family used to have a neighbor who was a big brother.He rarely came home after college.I remember one day, when I heard the noise outside, I also went out to watch the excitement.I saw that big brother was beaten continuously by his father with a wooden stick, and said in his mouth: "You bastard, you like men, are you a woman?" Neighbors on the street discussed, I stood by the side, and after everyone left, I walked towards the big brother who was still kneeling at the door of the house.I knelt down and asked him: "Why do you like boys?" He looked at me in surprise: "You are the first person to ask me why, but I don't know why, I just know that I like him." I dug the soil under the ground, was silent for a few seconds, and said to him: "I wish you happiness." He looked at me gratefully, and said to me: "Thank you."

As long as he knelt, I stood beside him.Until later, a good-looking boy hurriedly ran up from a distance, he hurriedly helped his elder brother up, and said in a distressed tone, "You idiot, why did you come out with my family behind my back? ?" The elder brother smiled and touched the boy's head, and said, "It's all right."

Then he turned his head and said to me: "Goodbye, little girl." I looked at the backs of them leaving, the elder brother seemed to say something to the boy, the boy looked back at me, that look was full of gratitude, I still remember .

I never thought that I would like Gu Nian, but it seems to be a matter of course, she treats me so well, how could I not like her?

I was a little nervous and afraid to hide in my heart, my dirty thoughts would be discovered by Gu Nian.I walked up to Gu Nian and said to her, "I'm not feeling well, I'm going back first, you guys go." After I finished speaking, I left in a hurry, I heard Gu Nian calling me from behind, but I didn't dare to turn around, for fear that she would find out something .

The moment I was about to enter the classroom, a boy stopped me, and I tried hard to remember that he was in our class.I asked him what's the matter, and he faltered and said, "Can you be my girlfriend?"

At that moment, my mood was a little complicated, and I asked him: "What do you like about me?" His face was a little red, and he said: "You look very good-looking." I don’t want to fall in love.” I remember that his originally shy mood suddenly turned into disappointment, and he asked me cautiously: “Then can we be friends?” I nodded and said: “Yes.”

Since that day when I realized that I like Gu Nian, I have been avoiding her.Maybe it's because my evasion was too obvious, and she noticed that I was so careless.She took the initiative to find me and asked, "Why do you always hide from me?" I lied and said, "I don't want to disturb you." She was silent for a while, and seemed to feel that she had too little time with me recently. She said to me seriously: "I won't accompany him in the future, I will accompany you."

In fact, I'm quite happy that she can say that, but she doesn't belong to me completely. Thinking of this, I feel a little shy, and said with a strong smile, "It's okay, I'm fine."

She shook her head, held my hand and said: "You are more important than him." I almost cried when I heard this sentence, but I only remember that my heart was very warm at that time, as if it was about to burn.

After we talked that day, she has been with me all the time.Not surprisingly, Su Chao broke up with her.The reason is: Gu Nian doesn't like him.Gu Nian seemed calm on the surface, but only I knew that she cried that night.I feel sorry for her, but I don't know how to comfort her.I boldly lifted her face and kissed her forehead: "Don't cry, your eyes will be swollen if you cry again." He hugged her, and I said with sobs: "I don't dislike him." My Her heart ached, and she suppressed the pain to comfort her: "I know, don't cry."

She cried for a long time that night, and I hugged her and trembled slightly, as if I felt the same way as her.

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Ah Huai who likes Xiao Nian