Still tide

Chen Chao's question made Miao Jiayan panic and wanted to stand up and walk away, he couldn't answer this question at all.

People's feelings can't be hidden. The closer you are, the more you see them. When you are not careful, your eyes will tell all the little secrets in your heart.

Miao Jiayan was grabbed by Chen Chao's arm, her mouth was tightly closed.His eyes slowly turned red, and he called out "Brother Chao".

Chen Chao responded with an "um", looking at Miao Jiayan with a kind of calm and tenderness in his eyes.

But Miao Jiayan couldn't say anything, those ugly, embarrassing, invisible thoughts could only rot in her heart.

Chen Chao waited for him for a long time, but nothing came out.

Chen Chao waited to laugh: "You..."

Miao Jiayan didn't dare to look at him, Chen Chao asked, "Are you so afraid of me?"

Miao Jiayan shook her head, but did not speak.

Chen Chao wanted to say something to him, but Miao Jiayan had already shrunk like a little ostrich.Chen Chao never expected such a direction, he couldn't laugh or cry, and called out "Miao Jiayan".

"En." Miao Jiayan lowered her head cautiously.

Chen Chao put his hand on the back of his head and rubbed it vigorously.

Miao Jiayan was about to burst into tears, Chen Chao said helplessly, "What's wrong, why are you so pitiful."

Miao Jiayan's voice became unsteady, and she looked at Chen Chao cautiously: "You will leave in a few days, and everything will be normal when you come back next time, I... promise."

There was even some fragile begging in his eyes.

Chen Chao frowned, Miao Jiayan's eyes and what he said made Chen Chao feel like he was caught.

Some people feel bad.

"I'll guarantee you a ghost." Chen Chao's voice became fierce again.

Miao Jiayan didn't wait for him to speak, stood up and took off the mask: "I'm going to wash my face, Brother Chao."

After speaking, he turned around and left. He stayed in the bathroom for a long time and didn't come back. Later, Chen Chao went to catch him.

From this night onwards, Miao Jiayan seemed to have returned to the previous state of the two of them, saying that they were not born, but they were not that close.Miao Jiayan stopped sending WeChat messages to Chen Chao, and she didn't have any vague physical contact with him anymore, so she just stayed around him in a regular manner every day, neither staring at him nor talking to him much.

Chen Chao tried to keep him talking several times, but Miao Jiayan hid him.

This was the first time that Chen Chao found Miao Jiayan so difficult to catch. He lay down on the pillow early at night and began to pretend to sleep. There was always someone at home during the day, so he couldn't say much.Miao Jiayan tried her best to hide from him, and Chen Chao couldn't even talk to him.

"Let me show you my garden." Miao Jiayan took the phone and showed them with the rear camera, "I have everything here."

Miao Jiayan chatted on the live broadcast. Last time, many people said they wanted to see his small garden. Miao Jiayan wanted to pick begonias today, so she played the live broadcast to show them.

"This is a cherry tree, the very small kind of cherries, not the cherries you usually eat." Miao Jiayan squatted on the ground, picking a small cherry tree back and forth, and finally found two from the middle. The little cherry was picked, "Look, it's this kind. We used to eat this when we were young. There are no big cherries. It has a different taste. This one is sweet and sour, but it has a cherry flavor."

The little cherries are out of season, and Xiaokai and the others had already picked almost all of them at this moment, and they picked a few more from the tree after careful rummaging.

"Which one is delicious... I think the smaller ones are tastier, or maybe we're used to them, but the bigger ones are sweeter." While talking, Miao Jiayan walked to the wall with the cherries in her hands. In the shade by the side, he stretched out his hand to Chen Chao.

Chen Chao was sitting there looking at a few design drawings with his tablet, but Miao Jiayan reached out and handed them over.

"Not dirty," Miao Jiayan said in a low voice, "I didn't wash what I gave you before."

Chen Chao suddenly raised his head, shocked.

Miao Jiayan wanted to laugh a little, and said to him: "This little cherry will be broken as soon as it is washed. I have never washed it for you."

"Really?" Chen Chao had lost his expression control, "Then you say you washed it."

"I told you not to eat it if you don't wash it." Miao Jiayan said frankly.

The public screen in the live broadcast room has already turned "hahaha" like crazy, and the full screen of "ha" is scrolling quickly.

Miao Jiayan passed her hand again, there were six or seven in the palm of her hand, Chen Chao squeezed half of it and walked away, barely overcoming the psychological barrier and put it in his mouth.Miao Jiayan ate the rest, and with the seeds in her mouth, she replied to Gongping, "I've been eating this way since I was a child, and it won't spoil me."

Chen Chao popped out the three seeds one by one, Miao Jiayan thought his expressionless expression was cute, and smiled silently with his eyes bent.

"I'll show you the apricot tree again," Miao Jiayan turned and went back, "I picked a lot of apricots, and I kept the pickled apricot meat."

"The apricots are small... yes, the apricots on this tree have never been big, small.

"What other trees... and begonias, I'll show you later."

"Who was it just now...Just now," Miao Jiayan said with a smile, "I won't tell you."

Miao Jiayan was live broadcasting here, and Chen Chao was not far away to accompany her. Miao Jiayan didn't talk about any sensitive topics today, and he didn't read the questions on the public screen.

—My wife, why do I think you dare not speak today!

——Yanyan, if you are held hostage, just blink!

—Is it because of the one who ate the cherries?

"Pick something up and have a look... Okay, then I'll pick some crabapple later, or they'll all fall off, so I'll put you next to me?" Miao Jiayan ignored the question on the public screen and said to herself.

Miao Jiayan put her phone aside, went to fetch a small pot and a ladder, and said with a smile, "Aren't you guys too bored during the summer vacation? You have to look at picking things."

The phone couldn't find a suitable place to lean on for a while, and Miao Jiayan was about to get the stand when Chen Chao walked over and took the phone away.

Miao Jiayan was a little worried about his feet, Chen Chao said in a low voice, "It's okay."

Miao Jiayan hesitated for a while, but still handed the phone to Chen Chao, and said, "Don't talk nonsense."

Chen Chao couldn't use his strength on one foot, so he leaned against another tree to help Miao Jiayan hold the phone.

On the screen, Miao Jiayan stepped on a small ladder, holding a small pot to pick crabapples.

He is very familiar with these, stepping on the ladder with one foot to pick taller crabapple, Chen Chao frowned and reminded him: "Be careful."

Miao Jiayan raised her voice and said, "It's okay!"

—Who do I rely on!

— Not Brother Xun!

—Who are you and what is your relationship with my wife?

Chen Chao didn't even look at the public screen, he kept looking at Miao Jiayan.

Miao Jiayan picked a small pot of begonias and came down from the ladder. Chen Chao returned the phone to him. Miao Jiayan said to him, "Stop standing, Brother Chao, go back and lie down, you can't stand still." .”

Chen Chao asked, "What about you?"

Miao Jiayan said: "I'll download it after washing these later."

Chen Chao did sit and stand for a long time, his ankles were swollen, but he didn't leave, he just said, "I'll sit there and wait for you."

Miao Jiayan had no choice but to say, "Okay, then I'll wash it quickly."

Neither of them looked at the public screen. Miao Jiayan went to the pool to wash the begonias before looking at the public screen.

—Brother Chao! !

—Did Yan Yan call Brother Chao just now!

—I remember this Brother Chao!Be fierce!

- I don't care!I want to find brother! ! ! Be? ? ?

Miao Jiayan had already adjusted the screen to the front camera, and he said "shh" to the phone.

He has been hiding from Chen Chao for two days, and he will definitely not say anything about feelings in front of Chen Chao.

It was quite late at night and Miao Jiayan hadn't come yet. Chen Chao stood up and looked out the window. The light in Miao Jiayan's room was still on.

Chen Chao has lost his temper, and he never knew that Miao Jiayan could hide from him like this.

-not coming?

Chen Chao sent a message.

Miao Jiayan quickly replied: Immediately!

Chen Chao: Why are you hiding from me?

Miao Jiayan: No!

It took a while for Miao Jiayan to come, and when she came, she had already changed into her pajamas and finished her bath.

Chen Chao lifted his eyes from the phone and glanced at him.

Miao Jiayan was about to go to bed when she came, and asked Chen Chao: "I turned off the light, Brother Chao?"

Chen Chao said, "Shut it down."

As soon as the light was turned off, the room instantly became dark. Chen Chao put down his cell phone, and only the moonlight was left through the window.

Miao Jiayan lay on his pillow, the blanket was pulled up and covered, and no sound was heard.

Chen Chao turned over and looked in Miao Jiayan's direction.Miao Jiayan's back was facing him, her hair was tied on top of her head, and she was lying obediently, as if she was asleep.

"Miao Jiayan." Chen Chao called him.

"En." Miao Jiayan's shoulders trembled indistinctly, and she responded in a low voice.

"What are you afraid of me?" Chen Chao asked him helplessly.

Miao Jiayan didn't turn around, and replied, "I'm not afraid."

Chen Chao lay beside the bed, stretched out his hand, and tapped Miao Jiayan's back.

Miao Jiayan's thoughts that have been hidden for so many years are his own secrets.Miao Jiayan is very content to maintain the current relationship with Chen Chao.Once some words were punctured, the status quo could no longer be maintained. Instead of saying that Miao Jiayan was afraid of Chen Chao, it was better to say that he was afraid of this.

Miao Jiayan desperately wanted to get through the few days before Chen Chao left, but she was afraid that Chen Chao would say something to him gently.They haven't had much contact for three years since the last time, and Miao Jiayan is afraid that if she talks about it again this time, it might be like that in the future.

Chen Chao tapped his back, but Miao Jiayan didn't turn around, and Chen Chao tapped him on the shoulder again.

"I just want to chat with you these two days, but you always avoid me." Chen Chao said to Miao Jiayan with one hand under his face.

Miao Jiayan did not remain silent this time, but whispered: "I don't want to talk, Brother Chao. Can we do it like this?"

Before Chen Chao's words had a good start, Miao Jiayan choked back again.

"You..." Chen Chao was not so angry when he wanted to lose his temper, and he couldn't laugh when he wanted to, "What if I say no?"

Miao Jiayan covered half of her face with a blanket, and her voice sounded muffled: "Brother Chao, I really only want this, I didn't think about anything more."

Chen Chao said decisively: "I think about it."

The two of them were not on the same line of thought at all, Chen Chao knew it, Miao Jiayan didn't.

He was too frightened to turn over, and hid in the blanket, daring not to make a sound.

Chen Chao didn't want to scare him anymore, he felt that he couldn't talk to Miao Jiayan normally, so he didn't listen at all.

So Chen Chao looked at him, and asked simply: "Do you still like me?"

Miao Jiayan stopped breathing for a moment, buried her face in the pillow, and closed her eyes almost in despair.

"I do not……"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Chen Chao's deep voice: "We'll talk after we think about it."

Miao Jiayan's fingers holding the blanket were trembling, her tears spilled into the pillow, she wanted to say that she didn't like it, but she couldn't open her mouth.

I just like it.

Chen Chao cleared his throat, some words were really hard to say, they were too familiar with each other.

"I'm now..." Chen Chao stretched out his hand and lightly touched Miao Jiayan's shoulder. Miao Jiayan shrank nervously, and Chen Chao said awkwardly, "Let's be fine."