Still tide

Chen Chao said "Let's be okay", making the picture stand still.

Miao Jiayan opened her eyes, stared blankly at the ground in front of her, and didn't make a sound for a long time.Every time Chen Chao tapped him on the back, he would move forward and hide again, until now Chen Chao could no longer reach him, and if he moved forward, he would almost fall to the ground.

Chen Chao simply sat up.

Miao Jiayan finally turned her head back, her eyes were shining brightly in the dark, quite obvious, he blinked and asked Chen Chao: "Why... okay?"

Chen Chao had never experienced such a scene, if it wasn't for Miao Jiayan's hiding from him these days, Chen Chao wouldn't have spoken out on impulse.Now that Miao Jiayan asked him like this, Chen Chao didn't know what to say so that he wouldn't get tired of being crooked.

Miao Jiayan breathed lightly, she didn't understand what Chen Chao meant, and she didn't seem to dare to understand.

He also sat up, looked up at Chen Chao, and said softly, "What do you mean, Brother Chao?"

"Together, fall in love," Chen Chao looked down at him, feeling that every word was hot, "This is good."

It is no exaggeration, Miao Jiayan was so frightened by Chen Chao's words that she fell back, and all the nerves in her brain seemed to be broken.He was completely out of the situation, he didn't understand why Chen Chao said this, he didn't even understand the meaning of these words.He even thought it was a joke made by Chen Chao, teasing the "abnormal" close relationship between the two of them during this period.

Miao Jiayan didn't know how to deal with it, he looked at Chen Chao with a little bit of exploration and precaution, everything was too sudden for him.

Chen Chao looked at his reaction and didn't know what to do.This is also the first time for him to experience this, and he has no experience.

"Don't be so scared," Chen Chao panicked for a moment, "I can scare you with anything I say."

Miao Jiayan didn't say anything, just stared at him blankly, her eyes were watery and wide open in the night.

The two had been sitting one high and the other low, and Chen Chao lowered his head when talking to Miao Jiayan, which was really awkward.Chen Chao couldn't bend his ankles back, so he could only tell Miao Jiayan, "I can't get down...you come up and sit?"

Miao Jiayan was obedient and sat up in silence.

The two finally became eye-level, which made them much more comfortable.

"I didn't want to tell you this now, but you are in a panic every day..." The two of them were sitting and talking like two students with a distance of about one meter. , and can’t take it back.”

Miao Jiayan sat there and listened, she seemed to be listening very seriously, and she didn't know if she had listened.

"I've never been in a relationship, and I don't know how to talk about it," Chen Chao could tell that he had tried his best to make his voice sound natural, but there was still a little restraint, "I might not do well... …I mean at the beginning."

Miao Jiayan's palms felt cold when she heard it, and she didn't dare to breathe.

"Tell me what I'm not doing well." Chen Chao had exhausted his thoughts in saying this, and he was still babbling.

Miao Jiayan sat on the side, Chen Chao saw him tense, and didn't know what to say to make him relax, all the words he could think of had been said just now.

Chen Chao asked slightly frustrated: "Am I not scaring you anymore?"

Miao Jiayan shook her head immediately.

Chen Chao couldn't say anything more, so the space became quiet again.

After a long while, Miao Jiayan made a sound, tentatively calling: "Brother Chao."

Chen Chao looked over: "Huh?"

Just now, Chen Chao's words just kept pouring into Miao Jiayan's unconscious mind. Only now did Miao Jiayan come back to her senses, and asked softly, "You...why did you say that?"

Chen Chao said: "There is no reason for this."

Miao Jiayan asked again after a while: "Is it because I... like you?"

Chen Chao didn't understand at first, but when he realized it, he looked at Miao Jiayan and asked, "I said this because you like me?"

Miao Jiayan gently picked at the cloth of the bed sheet, and heard Chen Chao say, "You have to listen to nasty words."

Before Miao Jiayan recovered, Chen Chao said almost fiercely: "Because I feel more and more wrong when I look at you every day, and I feel uncomfortable not seeing you every day, okay?"

Miao Jiayan's heart skipped a beat, and the second Chen Chao's voice fell to the ground, her heart seemed to be swallowed by some animal.

Chen Chao concealed his nervousness and discomfort with a fierce tone, while Miao Jiayan counted his own heartbeats.

This is the first time in Chen Chao's life that he has confessed to Miao Jiayan, whom he has known since childhood.

However, this first confession ultimately failed.

Chen Chao then touched Miao Jiayan's hand, tapped the back of his hand with his fingers, and asked, "How are you with me?"

Miao Jiayan withdrew her hand and stammered, "No, no, Brother Chao."

Chen Chao sucked it in for a long time before spitting it out, but he didn't force him, and said after a while: "No, no, it's because I didn't think about it."

Miao Jiayan's voice was trembling, she still sounded a little flustered, but she also sounded sad: "I've never thought about this before, I don't know why you suddenly said this, but I think you are...unconscious now .”

Just as Chen Chao was about to speak, Miao Jiayan said again: "Did I embarrass you?"

He raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and said softly, "Brother Chao, I really only want this."

When he wiped his eyes, he naturally felt uncomfortable. Chen Chao went all out and said a lot all night, but in the end nothing was achieved, it was a mess. Now he saw Miao Jiayan shrinking his shoulders and saying that he didn't want anything. For a while, my heart felt pinched.

Chen Chao raised his hand and flicked him on the head, not wanting to torment him anymore, and said, "Then let's do this first, just don't hide from me every day."

Miao Jiayan nodded repeatedly.

Chen Chao breathed out and said, "Go to sleep. Are you still willing to sleep here? I can go downstairs to sleep."

Miao Jiayan quickly said, "No need, Brother Chao."

Chen Chao couldn't squat down, and he couldn't tell Miao Jiayan to sleep on the bed, so the two had to maintain the original state.

This is destined to be a night where no one can sleep, and they all pretended to be asleep again.Chen Chao's ankle hurt, but he didn't turn over several times.Miao Jiayan's heart didn't return to normal frequency all night long, and it kept beating very fast. Before dawn, Miao Jiayan thought, did I have a heart problem?

Miao Jiayan promised Chen Chao not to hide from him anymore, and she really didn't hide from him in the next few days, and she was under Chen Chao's nose every day.

This night, the atmosphere between the two has undergone a slight change, as if separated by a layer, it is a bit awkward, but the eyes that they inadvertently looked at each other clearly seemed to be closer, and there was a little more indistinctness Complicated meaning.

Chen Chao was indeed frank, and he didn't force Miao Jiayan to think about it in the next few days, and he didn't mention it again.It was true that night because of impulsiveness and lack of consideration, Miao Jiayan said no, Chen Chao didn't force him anymore.

Two days before Chen Chao left, Ding Wentao came back.

He went to Tibet to play with his friends, and when he came back, he seemed to have turned into a lump of mud.Chen Chao doesn't have to lie on the bed now, and Ding Wentao looks at him like a normal person, so he can't make a joke.

But now Chen Chao basically has to move slowly when he walks, and he becomes limp when he walks too fast.Ding Wentao asked him: "Can you still play in the future?"

Chen Chao said, "Yes."

"You take good care of yourself when you go back to school, and you just lie down when you don't have classes," Ding Wentao said.

"Well," Chen Chao glanced at Miao Jiayan who just came in from the outside, "I can't lie down, I can't sit still."

"Where's Brother Xun?" Ding Wentao asked Miao Jiayan.

Miao Jiayan replied, "I don't know."

"How could you not know?" Ding Wentao still thought with all his heart that the little boy Jiang Xun wanted to keep even if he was fired was Miao Jiayan, "You always try to cover up with me."

Question marks were written on Miao Jiayan's face: "We haven't been in touch for the past two days."

Ding Wentao turned his head and said to Chen Chao: "I don't know what the two of them are hiding, it's been all these years."

Chen Chao reached for a box of toilet paper from the table, threw it on Ding Wentao, and said, "Don't talk nonsense."

"What nonsense?" Ding Wentao caught the paper, drew one, and threw the rest back, "I knew it 800 years ago."

"You know what a fart." Chen Chao swept Miao Jiayan around, and Miao Jiayan looked at him with innocent eyes.

Chen Chao stretched out his hand and called him: "Come and sit."

Miao Jiayan came over and sat on the chair next to Chen Chao.

Although Miao Jiayan sensibly said "No, no" that night, she kept her gaze down and her brows and eyes gentle every day for the past few days, and she looked very obedient and obedient.

Chen Chao handed him the fruit plate and watched him eat the pineapple with a toothpick.

"He knew you were okay 800 years ago," Chen Chao asked without expression, "Are you two okay?"

Miao Jiayan quickly said, "I don't."

"To cover it up, there is no 300 taels of silver here." Ding Wentao said.

"Stop talking nonsense here," Miao Jiayan looked at Ding Wentao, then at Chen Chao, shook her head and said, "We're not okay."

"Well, it's not good." Chen Chao said to the honest boy, "Then who are you with?"

How could Miao Jiayan be so teased by him, no matter what she said, she dared not speak while holding the pineapple plate.

"Eat yours." Chen Chao said.

Ding Wentao's nerves have always been rough, or he is also short-sighted.

But no matter how thoughtless they are, they still feel that the atmosphere between the two of them is a bit strange, but they can't tell what's wrong.

After looking at it for a long time, I glanced here and there, and asked, "What are you two doing?"

"What are you doing?" Chen Chao asked.

"What are you two doing sitting so close to each other?" Ding Wentao looked wrong, "What's going on?"

This is really a bit unfair, Miao Jiayan is sitting normally, Ding Wentao can't find out what's wrong, so he said that they are sitting close to each other.

Miao Jiayan moved aside, and Chen Chao asked him, "Do you want to eat pineapple?"

"Don't eat." Miao Jiayan shook her head and said.

Chen Chao took the plate from his hand and put it on Ding Wentao's lap: "Eat the fruit and stop talking."

Ding Wentao has occupied the bed under Chen Chao's bed for so many years, but the two people upstairs have no intention of keeping him at all.

Before Ding Wentao left at night, Miao Jiayan's mattress was already laid out.

Ding Wentao wanted to sit down, but Chen Chao stopped him and asked him to sit on a chair.

"Why can't you sit?" Ding Wentao asked inexplicably.

Chen Chao said that he had been wearing trousers for a whole day and was not allowed to sit on the bed sheet.

"What's wrong with you?" Ding Wentao had been sitting on Chen Chao's bed for a whole day, and he didn't see him refusing to let him go. "Besides, don't I stay at night?"

"I live, I live." Miao Jiayan sat on her bed sheet and took up the space, "I've lived here for many days."

Ding Wentao didn't understand why he went to Tibet, and the atmosphere was so strange when he came back.

"Then I'm leaving?" Ding Wentao asked.

Chen Chao said "hmm" and said, "Don't come tomorrow morning, I will go to bed in the morning."

Ding Wentao: "..."

"Understood." Ding Wentao said with a sigh while walking, "This is light."