my dog ​​brother

I said, Brother Guoqiang, can you stop using me as an example, why does it sound so awkward.

Zuo Sunglass pouted, made two popping sounds, squinted at me and said, you are right, it is not appropriate to use you as an analogy.You are different from Meng Xia, that little bitch of Meng Xia has more wealth than you.

He snorted coldly, and said with a hey smile, what a pity, what a pity.His share of the city is not just relying on Ruan Xun's liking.I really thought it was how many catties I had.

When I heard what he said, I couldn't help but feel a little curious. Although Zuo Sunjing's words can't be trusted, it's hard to guarantee that he wasn't exaggerating and carrying private goods, but apart from him, I can't seem to find a better opportunity to explore Ruan Xun's past. .

Zhou Ao never talked about Ruan Xun's personal affairs, and Ding Yanqi was even more indifferent to Meng Xia. When he occasionally touched on it, it was only a few words, and he should have lost it long ago.

I took a sip of my wine and said, if Meng Xia is so bad, how could Ruan Xun like him?

Zuo Sunglass laughed and said, because Ruan Xun is stupid!In the beginning, it was Meng Xia who chased Ruan Xun. At that time, to be honest, Meng Xia did a lot for Ruan Xun. Anyway, it was all 360-degree care for Ruan Xun.However, even if there is indiscriminate concern, it is actually just a small matter in life.They were roommates at that time, and he basically took care of Ruan Xun's daily chores.

Did you know that the most obvious contrast with Ruan Xun is that he is extremely rigid emotionally, which is completely different from his style of doing things.And at that time, he was relatively innocent, he had never experienced such a tender and indiscriminate bombardment.Not to mention him, none of us can stop him, no matter how cold and hard a person is, there is a softness in his heart, and Meng Xia just happened to meet him.

The left sunglasses rested on his chin, turned the water glass around and continued, I have to admit that I can’t do what Meng Xia does, I can’t do it, Ding Yanqi can’t do it, and everyone else around Ruan Xun can’t do it. At least at that time, there would be no second person to give Ruan Xun that kind of meticulous care, so the result was that only the person who did it moved him.

Meng Xia's dedication is rewarded, and the reward is that Ruan Xun gave everything back to the other party.In life, materially, spiritually, everything that can be given, everything that can be given up, Ruan Xun has given.

At that time, many people envied them, or Meng Xia, but of course I was not one of them.

Zuo Sunjing laughed softly. He asked me for cigarettes. I asked Ah Sheng to get two.

He said, errand runner, I tell you, some relationships are doomed from the start.Like Ruan Xun and Meng Xia, they can't ask for anything.

My heart was a little swollen and painful, as if the blood was frozen after being pumped. The more I listened to him talk about the past, the more I felt that there was a hurdle that I couldn't overcome.

I mechanically followed his words and asked him, why destroy?

I remember this question, it seems that Ruan Xun once said to me a long time ago.

He said it was because of extremes.Extreme goodness is exchanged for extreme indulgence, and extreme level differences are exchanged for extreme outpouring love.Meng Xia's kindness at the beginning soon became insignificant under Ruan Xun's formal input.Meng Xia helped Ruan Xun buy a breakfast for three or four yuan, and Ruan Xun gave him a car for three or four million yuan; Meng Xia helped Ruan Xun occupy a seat, and Ruan Xun took Meng Xia into another living circle.Meng Xia helped Ruan Xun wash a coat, and Ruan Xun recommended Meng Xia to know the editor-in-chief of Economist.

If it has to be said that feelings are not about material things, but only about feelings, then the even more ridiculous thing is that their feelings have also begun to become weaker.The long-term unilateral feedback obviously made some people lose their way, especially those who think they are smart. Meng Xia is not stupid, and he quickly integrated into some of Ruan Xun's circle of friends, at least on the surface.

But no one in this world is stupid, right?

But people are like this sometimes, especially easy to swell, Meng Xia thinks that he is doing well, even if he takes advantage of Ruan Xun's east wind, it depends on the person to make a success.

In my opinion, his feelings for Ruan Xun range from admiration to disappointment.

Looking up lies in the difference between them, and disappointment lies in the fact that Ruan Xun's bottomless devotion and indulgence really make people lose any desire to conquer, so there is only spoilage left.In fact, their relationship was already in jeopardy at that time, but Ruan Xun seemed to be unable to think of any good way to reverse this situation.If you ask me, Ruan Xun's handling of emotions has always been extremely simple and rude.

It's so hard to die, at that time the singer ran in and got involved again.

Because of this, Meng Xia and Ruan Xun got into a big fight.I don't know if Meng Xia really wanted to end it at that time, or just wanted to create a little passion by continuing to trample on Ruan Xun.

But at that time, Ruan Xun never thought of really ending it.

So even if it was trouble, Ruan Xun always let him go.Until the statement began to pursue Meng Xia, during the time when Meng Xia and Ruan Xun nominally broke up.

I said that Ruan Xun's way of dealing with feelings has always been simple and rude. He is not a good man and a faithful woman. He didn't dare to be more cruel in the matter with Meng Xia. It doesn't mean that he treats other people the same way.

Statement is an academic person, and he is also one-sided, unwilling to retreat.Ruan Xun probably was also very angry at that time. Although he was kind to Meng Xia, he was also possessive. At that time, the statement was the deputy editor-in-chief of Economist, and Ruan Xun lost his job. Anxiety, which involves the parents.

He also had a fire set off once, and the stated house was burned down.

There was no way to state it, and he was forced to leave the country in the end.

Ruan Xun thought that this would be fine, and now that the statement was gone, Meng Xia had no one to bother with, and he would be fine if he made a fuss.

However, Meng Xia followed the statement and went abroad.

This move completely angered Ruan Xun. Ruan Xun was more scruples at home, but what scruples did Ruan Xun have abroad?I guess Ruan Xun wanted to kill the statement at the time. He first found someone to find the statement's parents and threatened to let Meng Xia go back to China first. If Meng Xia left at that time, I guess the statement would say goodbye.

Meng Xia didn't leave. He called and begged all the people he knew who had a relationship with Ruan Xun, including me, to persuade Ruan Xun to let his parents go and talk to him.

Ruan Xun agreed, but only saw him.

The statement may not be at ease. I wanted to follow it, but lost it.

Maybe it was bad luck, or something else, who knows?He stated that he was in a car accident and managed to save his life, but he was paralyzed half of his body.

I don't know what Meng Xia and Ruan Xun talked about at the time, anyway, it's impossible to face such a result.

Meng Xia thought it was Ruan Xun who did it, and Ruan Xun talked to him just to separate him from the statement.

Ruan Xun didn't admit it, he only said one sentence at that time, I still remember it now, he asked Meng Xia, are we finished?

Zuo Sunglasses turned the lighter in his hand back and forth, and after a long time, he raised his head and smiled at me, with a sarcastic and contemptuous smile as he usually does.

He said, so, they're done.

I looked at him, but what was reflected in my pupils seemed to be Ruan Xun and that intense past.

Zuo Sunglasses pushed me, hooked his fingers and said, okay, the story is over, Brother Qiang will give you a question to test whether you have listened carefully.

He said, there are three people in the story, Meng Xia, Chen Chen, and Ruan Xun, who is the most pitiful among them?

I say, the statement is the most pathetic.

He said the answer was wrong.Fool.

I said, Meng Xia should also be in pain.

He said, idiot.

I said, Ruan Xun should not have done that.If there is no way to continue walking, you should not force it, let alone such a drastic method.

He took my wine, brought it to my mouth, and said, come on, errands, give me a sip, I swore not to drink.

I helped him drink it.

He said that Ruan Xun was the most pitiful, because he got nothing from the beginning to the end.

I ran to the toilet and threw up.

Tears and snot all choked out.

I'm having a hard time, I think it's like giving birth to a baby.

My stomach was churning, and my head was constantly stirring like a truck mixing mud and sand.

All in all, I'd like to say that I've never been so miserable.

Surely no one else has had the same pain as me, so none of them have ever tried to bang their heads on the bathroom door.

It's just blocking, you know?

There was no way to relieve the suffocating feeling, so I had to bang my head on the toilet door to feel slightly better.

It didn't hurt when I hit it, really, but I felt very comfortable.

I don't know if I was too strong or the toilet door was too fucking broken, I just knocked the door panel off.

Many people surrounded the toilet door, Ah Sheng was so frightened that his tongue got stuck, he stammered, Ji Wen, what's wrong with you?What happened?

I felt something stuck to my eyelids, and I wiped it with my hands, oh my god, where did the blood come from?

I raised my hand and wiped my forehead, and said to A Sheng, what kind of broken door is this, please tell Brother Zhou.I pay.

I turned out the four pockets and shook all the money on the ground. The coins jingled, about a hundred dollars.

I said, let Brother Zhou deduct it from my salary.

Xiao Xiao squeezed in from the crowd and pulled me.

I shook off his hand and said, I'm dirty, don't touch me.

Yeah, there's still a bunch of vomit on the shoe.

Zuo Sunglasses also squeezed in and said, sin, sin, Brother Qiang will take you to the hospital.

I watched the qi that had just dissipated gather in his body again.

I grabbed the shoulder of the left sunglasses and pressed my head against his chest five or six times in a row. I felt that he was shrunk directly to the ground like silky chocolate.

Damn, it's worse than a door panel.