my dog ​​brother

To be honest, I didn't like hearing this. Even from Meng Xia's confident attitude at this moment, I can imagine how good Ruan Xun was when they were together.

That kind of kindness and accommodating has probably gone deep into the bone marrow, and it has become a strong inertia, which still affects Meng Xia's attitude today.

I can't know everything about them when they were together, and I know that at least Ruan Xun gave his best in that relationship.

Some people say that if you don't protect the hero in your heart, he will be wantonly insulted by the younger generation.

If I don't stand up to protect the person I love, he will be trampled on by others.

I pondered for a while, and it's rare that I didn't get angry because of this. After all, other people are personable and speak calmly, and I don't want to lose face to Ruan Xun.Hitting him and scolding him made me appear cowardly.

I said, Ruan Xun didn't tell me specifically about your previous affairs, but I think he paid a lot.You are right, you have many unforgettable things together, and if you know a little bit, you will understand that he must have been very involved at that time, and there was no perfunctory. Even after your relationship broke down, he still did a lot of things to try his best to restore it, like you That said, in the end, as long as you are willing, he still hopes to go on with you.Sometimes I feel very lucky. Others say that homosexuality is not easy, and it is even more difficult to go on for a long time. Sometimes it may be over before it starts.But I am very lucky, and I am very proud that this person I fell in love with is such a person.

He once took the relationship with you seriously, paid, worked hard, maybe the way is not good enough, maybe there are some other reasons, you failed to continue, but even you will not deny that he loves you, and really Really invested a lot.Such a person is worthy of being loved, and I am willing to give my all to cherish such a person.

It's a pity you couldn't go on.But you have no right to blame him, not before, not in the future, to put it bluntly, a slap can't be slapped, and if you want to hit, you will hit [-] boards each. Even if he really owes you, after so many years, it is impossible Things are dragging on.

If you want to say that he has no more love for you and will never forget it, I doubt it.If this is the case, he will not choose to be with me. A person who is not perfunctory in love will not pretend to be you in his heart, but is willing to reject you at the door. If he is still waiting for you to turn around, sitting here today and It's definitely not me you're talking to, it's him.

He rolled up his cuffs slowly, raised his eyebrows slightly and said, did Ruan Xun teach you to say that?That's his excuse for refusing to see me?Don't forget, he taught me that too.Ji Wen, he gave me everything you can get from him now.So, why does he use you as a shield? If he loves you so much, shouldn't he come and explain it to me in person?

I watched him carefully for a while, maybe my mind has never been so clear.

I asked him, what do you want to do here?

He smiled and didn't answer.

I put my eyes on his left ring finger, where he sometimes touches, where there is a ring mark.

I suddenly felt a little clear.

I asked him, saying, when you said this, didn't you think about making a statement?

He froze for a moment and said that it had nothing to do with the statement.

How can it be irrelevant?

He came here today and said these words, presumably just to make a statement.

He kept trampling me, trampling Ruan Xun, and their past, all just for the sake of statement.

It's just a poor man for love.

I said, is it because Ruan Xun didn't see you?So you have been provoking me in this way, or provoking him?

His expression became stagnant, and he said for a while, he will come to see me, I understand him.

He might really know Ruan Xun very well. After he finished speaking, Ruan Xun came in after a while.

He smiled sarcastically and said, do you need me to give you a little time before we start talking about us?

I nodded and looked at Ruan Xun, suddenly feeling a little nervous and a little excited.

I stood up and walked a few steps, still not knowing how to speak next.

Ruan Xun just looked at me, didn't interrupt my thinking, and didn't answer Meng Xia's words.

I said, wait for me to smoke a cigarette.

Ruan Xun smiled and said, you can smoke ten cigarettes, which is not enough for me.

I put the cigarette in my mouth, and took it out after hearing what he said.

I have a lot of things I want to say to him, I want to be honest with some of my inner thoughts, and I want to tell him that no matter what happened between him and Meng Xia before, it can’t weaken my love for him, even though I have feared the past between him and Meng Xia , but never doubted his feelings for me.

I know there are things he never said.

But I'm not stupid, I'm not unfeeling.

I want to tell him that I love him, I love what others like and what they don't like.

But the words finally got stuck in my throat, and when he stared at me and smiled, all the emotions I had just brewed disappeared.

I threw the cigarette box to him and said, let's talk, I'm going to the bathroom.

I heard him laughing at me behind my back, and I didn't have the nerve to turn around.

I dropped my pants to pee, thinking that Ruan Xun must understand, I have complete love and trust in him.

But it was still unavoidable to be nervous, and I lingered in the toilet for a long time, and was about to go out, when I heard a loud noise, my ears immediately buzzed, and I fell to the ground.

I felt dizzy, and it took a few seconds for the tinnitus to subside slightly.

I immediately realized that it was not good and wanted to go out, but the toilet door seemed to be stuck. I went to pull the doorknob, and my whole hand was burned red.

About half a minute and a minute more, black smoke began to rush into the crack of the door, and a burning smell came in.

I was a little anxious, and raised my foot to kick, but the door was like Tietuo, and couldn't be kicked open at all.

I thought of the loud noise just now. Although my ears were still buzzing and my hands were hurting, my thinking was very clear. I had never experienced an explosion, but I knew that something outside must have exploded and it was burning.

I think the first thing people think of in times of crisis is definitely not just themselves. There are many pictures passing through my head, but my brain is filled with a voice, how is Ruan Xun?

When I was banging on the door, the black smoke almost filled the entire toilet. The thing was so smoky that I couldn't stop my tears from falling down, and my nostrils were filled with a pungent smell.

I scolded and bumped, and then I started shouting, and then I started coughing, even my airway felt like it was going to be cut.

At that time, I realized that I would die if I went on like this. I could almost feel the burning outside through the door, but my only thought was to make sure that Ruan Xun was safe. If he was outside, I had to go out.

I don't know why I still have the mood to think about other messy things at that moment. I even flashed a thought in my mind that I will die with him if I die.

At this time, the phone in my trouser pocket vibrated.

I quickly took it out, but I couldn’t see the display clearly at all. The smoke was too heavy. I put it to my ear and shouted at the top of my lungs, because I still have tinnitus, and I couldn’t hear what the other party was saying clearly. .

I thought it must be Ruan Xun who called, and suddenly I was a little scared, afraid that I would never have the chance to see him again.

At that time, I was already a little dizzy from the choking of the smoke, and I knew that I should try to cover my mouth and keep my breath shut, but when I picked it up, I still started to yell loudly, I was afraid that he might not hear me.

I said, brother dog, I really love you, I miss you every day, I know that I am very useless, sometimes I feel that I am not worthy of you, but I have been working hard, and I really want to be with you all the time.

There are so many things I want to say out loud, but I'm too choked up.

Although I feel worse and worse, my heart seems to be extraordinarily at ease.

The tinnitus has subsided a little bit, and I heard a familiar voice on the other end of the phone.

He is really different from me, his voice and tone are very calm.

He asked me if I could be clear.

I covered my mouth and hummed.

He said, Ji Wen, are you in the toilet?

I also hummed and said, I can't hit the door.How are you?

He said, first find a rag in the toilet and wet it to cover your mouth and nose, and then listen to me.Don't knock on the door. If there is a big towel, you can wet it and stuff it under the door.There is a small window at the back of the toilet, you should be able to get out from there by stepping on the top of the door panel, the sooner the better, you know?

I said, what about you?Where are you?

He gave a very light laugh and said, of course I ran out, do you think I'm as useless as you?Hurry up, I'm running to pick you up in the alley behind Chaolou, you hurry up and get out.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I heard this, pulled out a few towels from the mop pool, turned on the faucet, and got wet all over, while looking for a small window.

He asked me, said, did you find it?

I said, I found it, and I'm going to start digging.

The small window is very close to the last bathroom, so you should be able to get in by climbing to the door and tilting your body.My skills are not too bad. I was worried that the window was too small to squeeze in. I grabbed it only to find that I could still pass by turning my body sideways.

As soon as it got stuck on the window frame, I heard a few more bangs, which were a little quieter than before.

My heart skipped a beat, and I almost fell into the alley outside.

I hugged my head and curled up and rolled for a while, subconsciously touched the phone, it was still there.Although my bones were about to break from the fall, I immediately grabbed my phone and propped it on the ground to stand up.

I heard a coughing sound on the phone, a coughing sound that I couldn't stop.

The back of my head twitched, and I said, Brother Dog, I'm out, where are you?