my dog ​​brother

I gritted my teeth, and all the muscles in my body began to stiffen.

Sweet words can't escape the words she wants to hear the most, but at this moment, such sweet words are like a poisonous needle piercing her back.

Maybe it's more anger, uncontrollable anger.

Mixed with the pain in the blood.

He once asked me, to what extent will the relationship not be destroyed?

I don't know what kind of relationship will not be destroyed, but I know that if I am the only one left today, my life will be destroyed.

However, the instigator spoke the most intimate words as if nothing had happened at this moment.

I dislike him.

I've hated him ever since.

He stroked my chin and said with a smile, you don't know, right?I didn't expect an idiot like you to know.

I straightened up, staring at him with eyes wide open angrily.

I know Nima is awesome!

Do you know that you almost died!

Do you know that even if you don't come in to find me, I can escape through the window!

Do you know the feeling when I jumped out and couldn't find you?

Aren't you smart?Can't you do it?

Why don't you know, I'd rather you not love me than come in and find me?

You said, then don't love Ruan Xun, I want to see you win even more.

Then don't love that guy named Ji Wen, he wants your life to be safe even more.

Who is more stupid than who.

fool.

The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, and I kicked the legs of the bed a few times.

He raised his eyebrows and looked at me for a while, touched his chin, and said, I'm not afraid, Ji Wen, I didn't feel afraid at that time, I thought I would be afraid, very afraid, but in fact I wasn't.

He paused, smiled, and said, I just figured out why I wasn't afraid at that time, just like the previous car accident, afraid that you would leave me.

He was silent for a long time before slowly opening his mouth and saying, I just want to keep you, and I will definitely keep you, right?

I grabbed his hand and grabbed it very hard.

Just a liar.

He put his arms around the back of my neck, the stubble on my chin pierced my forehead, and the voice came from the bones, which seemed very solid, he said, Ji Wen, did I tell you about Meng Xia?

He smiled lightly and said, you heard Ding Yanqi and the others say it, right?do you mind?

I moved, and he grabbed my shoulder and pressed me down, saying, don't move, listen to me.

He said, let me think about it, Meng Xia and I met when we were in college, and he was my roommate.There are still many places on his body that I like very much. Then one time, in summer, he helped me wash the clothes. When it was drying, it touched the balcony, but it was not dirty. He took off the clothes and washed them again.I was quite surprised at the time. Before that, maybe we just took what we needed, I think so.

After that, though, things got a little weird.I started to focus on him, and I found that he is very powerful, he can do many things in silence all the time, and of course they are all around me.

That feeling is good to me, like love.

We got together naturally, and we had a good relationship during the period. It probably started in the year of graduation. I arranged for him to go to the Economist for an internship. Maybe the relationship between us had already started to fade before he went, but I was not very willing. Go figure this out.

I am not a gambler, thinking that the more you pay, the better your chances of getting it back.But sometimes I am very stubborn. I believe that if one thing does not reach the final outcome, I will not give up easily.It is also true that in many things, I finally got the results I was satisfied with, so I think it makes no sense that I should not get the results I want in this case.

However, this is not the case.

At that time, Meng Xia and Statement were very speculative, and I started to take over some things in the family. I was relatively busy, and unlike before, I could spend more time managing our relationship.The only time they were together, they almost broke up on bad terms.

I know that there will be problems if this situation continues, but I didn't make any changes to solve this situation, because I don't think I have anything to modify. I feel that I am in every detail of this relationship. They all did their best.So it's not me that needs to be changed, just the other variables that were added.

This idea is very naive and extreme, but I didn't think it was wrong at the time, because I was very conceited subconsciously, I couldn't find my faults, I was good enough to him, I gave him enough, and everyone else If I can't give it, no one has the right to criticize me, neither does he, let alone the statement.

So it just keeps getting worse.

The statement began to pursue Meng Xia, but Meng Xia refused. He wanted to have a good talk with me, but I didn't have the heart to talk to him seriously, or even if I did, there was no result.

Then I found the statement and asked him to leave the post.

He was unwilling and continued to pursue Meng Xia.

On the one hand, he and Meng Xia have more and more similarities, on the other hand, the differences between Meng Xia and I are getting bigger and bigger, and problems in all aspects have begun to explode.

At that time, it was hard for me not to see these two situations as a kind of provocation and comparison, instead of trying to resolve some kind of contradiction that existed between me and him.

I don't want to lose, and I take it for granted that I won't lose.

So, I did a lot of bad things to the statement, and these things hurt not only the statement, but also Meng Xia.I have always been sorry to them on this point.

Meng Xia proposed to break up, but I didn't accept it. I told him that he couldn't get along with the statement.

I may never be able to understand Meng Xia's mood when he heard me say this, I think it will be very cruel.For him, it will be particularly cruel, because I was very accommodating to him before, the gap will be very big.

I got the statement abroad, and Meng Xia followed.

This is an incredible thing for me, it seems to mean that I have lost, and I cannot accept such a result.I chased him out of the country, kidnapped Chen's parents, and asked Meng Xia to return home.

Meng Xia asked to talk to me. He said he was willing to compromise, but he hoped that I would let the statement go.

Of course I agree.

However, Chen Chen had a car accident that day and was taken to the hospital.

I really hate things changing at this time. I need to confirm that the statement will not cause any deviation to the matter. I went to the hospital one step ahead of Meng Xia. At that time, the problem with the statement was not serious. He was not paralyzed. I told the statement, Meng Xia Will go back to China with me, he can't keep Meng Xia.

He said he could keep it.

He unplugged all the medical equipment, and then asked me, he said, Ruan Xun, you said that you have paid a lot, more than anyone else, it is because you have, but do you dare to sacrifice your life?Don't you think it's fairer to use your life to compare according to your reasoning?

Maybe that's when I started to realize something wasn't right.

Very wrong, but no one can tell me what is right.

Ruan Xun put his hand on my cheek, traced the bridge of my nose and eye sockets with his fingers, and said, Ji Wen, I don’t want to tell you this, especially I don’t want to tell you, it’s not something worth remembering.I did something wrong, I don't want these wrong things in the past to affect you, and I don't want you to see me in the past.But I don't even want you to hear from other people. Everyone has a different standpoint and sees a different story. I just want you to listen to what I have said.

Cause I'm not trying to tell you about the old shit that doesn't matter, what I'm trying to tell you is that no one tells me what's the right way to do it because I've been looking for the wrong people , They have no way to tell me what to do, how to do it, and to what extent.

But you can.

Do you believe it?waste material.

When I was a little distracted from you at the beginning, I had a lot of worries, which must be countless times more than everything you can think of.I don't want to repeat the same mistakes, and I don't know how to get along with you to maintain a good relationship. I'm not even sure if I like you. I just think when you leave me alone in the restaurant, you actually Dare to make me pay the bill myself.

I was going to go to your dormitory and drag you down to scare you, but I ran into a dog and left.

Then at dawn the next day, I was so annoyed because I didn't sleep all night, I kept thinking about the dead dog that kept me from dragging you out.

Well, I sleep very well, because I usually have a lot of work, and I fall asleep as soon as I lie down.I have never had a sleepless night.

I think I must not like you, because when I was at work, I drank three cups a day, and all the documents were wet for me. Is it possible to encounter such unlucky things when you like someone?Won't.

When Zhou Ao called me and said you wanted to borrow money, I really wanted to rush to your school and drag you out to beat you up.But I endured it, you said why I endured it, it was too easy to beat you up, but I remembered that when you were beaten by my bodyguard last time, I really wanted to drag you into the alley behind and kill you, you Let's focus on those bodyguards, are you going to be in the hospital for a few months like Si Zhe?

I'm too lazy to deal with you idiot, lest I get angry, it's bad for my health, I'm so busy all day, and I'm always mad at you for being a fool.

But I haven't seen you for a long time, and I feel that it's a pity. Although sometimes I am teasing myself, but it's very itchy if I don't.

I will persuade Zhou Ao to persuade you to come back.

You are awesome, and you look like your nostrils are in the sky. Damn, you don't even look in the mirror. Where can you find such a good job?

Ruan Xun pinched my nose and said, I was so fucking angry when I said it.

I couldn't breathe, and the more I listened, the more I started to feel something was wrong.

His heart, which was still uncomfortable just now, started beating violently after being scolded by him a few words, don't care about me.

He put his finger in my mouth and I bit him.

He grabbed my chin and said, don't you think you deserve a beating?Ji Wen.