my dog ​​brother

"I just can't figure it out. Why can't I go to their company party when you say it?! Why can't I go?!"

My name is Ruan Xun, the chairman of Guangsheng Group Ruan Xiangjun is Ruan, and Xunzi is Xun.

To be honest, I am handsome, smart, well-off, self-motivated and self-disciplined.

33 years old, a good time, a golden age, now tied to the hands of a little bastard.

Speaking of my little boyfriend, I am not happy.

First, he is simply too immature.

Second, it doesn't matter if I am immature, I am old after all, and there is nothing wrong with teaching children, but this kid has a stubborn temper.Meek, who chased me for a while, was thrown away somewhere, and became more and more tempered every day.

Third, I always feel that this kid is a bit unreliable recently. He told me to work overtime until 11 o'clock every day, seven days a week, six days a week, and he was too tired to catch up on sleep on the last day.What about my nightlife?I didn't see him give me a few days off.

To sum up the above three points, I think this young man, when he first entered the society, is not guaranteed to be bewitched by some bad people, and he is about to do something sorry for me.

As an adult with sound abilities, it is necessary for me to intervene in the current situation. After all, although my little boyfriend has many problems, which are far worse than mine, how can I be willing to let someone else pull out a seedling that I raised with one hand? , not to mention that the person who pulls out the seedlings may still be a dick who is not as good as me anywhere.

"Boss, don't follow him if he doesn't let you go. Give him some space, he's already in his twenties, and it's not good to take you with him even to a company dinner."

What are you talking about?Turning his elbows out, taking my salary and eating my food, but helping that little bastard Ji Wen to speak, I think that bastard is stupid in everything, even if it is a trick to buy people's hearts, it will work.

give him space?

"I haven't given him space yet? It's already 1:[-] in the morning, and this kid hasn't called me yet. If it wasn't for the quarrel yesterday, I still can't get rid of this face today. I would have rushed to his party to arrest people."

"Are you fighting again?"

"Ah. People are small, but they have a lot of trouble."

Zhou Ao glanced at me with a smile, this old fox looks like he is gloating, does he still consider me the boss?

"why are you laughing?"

"It's nothing." Zhou Ao paused, "I remember when Ji Wen sat at the bar and asked me how to chase you. It happened six or seven years ago, and it's been so long in a blink of an eye."

I thought about it, it's been quite a few years.Before I knew it, Ji Wen and I had been together for almost seven years, and my most glorious years as a man were taken away by that kid. In the end, even an ungrateful thing like a party was reluctant to take me there.

I don't care about going there, just their IT company, a group of programmers, all of them are fat, fat and bald dicks, not as tall as me, not as handsome as me, not as rich as me, not as romantic as me, not as humorous as me, even I What's there to attend at a party of guys who can't even hold a thumbs up? !

cut!

"When are you going to go home, boss. It's almost two o'clock, and you won't have much work tomorrow?"

Which pot is not opened, which pot is specifically mentioned.Knowing that I have a lot of things to do tomorrow, and people will not let go, they still have to light my sore spots.

"There are a lot of things. Is there no one here if I don't go back? I can't sleep."

"Give me a call, Ji Wen isn't easy to coax, is it?"

"Him?" I thought for a while, it was easy to coax when I was a child, but it has become more and more difficult to coax in the past two years, the wings are stiff, and I am about to fly.I was promoted to a team leader last month. I was very happy. It's just a team leader. As for it?An extra salary of 1000 yuan a month, as for it?The tail is going up to the sky, and the wind is blowing when I walk. My age is astronomical, and my family property can't be used up. I haven't seen me happy like him every day!

Besides, it's fine to invite colleagues to dinner to celebrate the promotion, but why are women from other departments following?What is it called Brother Xiaowen, brother Xiaowen, won’t it hurt your teeth?Don't piss and look in the mirror to see what you look like so that people who come to snatch me will come.

Flies don't bite seamless eggs. It seems that Ji Wen, a bastard, has been doing things in their company, and he gets angry when he thinks about it.

Of course, what's even more annoying is that the kid actually went home overnight? !

I was wondering, when did this kid become so wild?Are you not afraid of breaking your legs?Or the tiger doesn't show its power, when I am a Hello Kitty?

I sat on the sofa and smoked a cigarette. The room was so quiet that I was a little unaccustomed to it.Usually I would sleep soundly at this point, the respiratory tract is not very good in the past two years, I always snore at night, sometimes I wonder how that kid Ji Wen fell asleep next to me, young people, sleep Well, like a pig every morning, it only wakes up after barking several times.

But he always got out of bed before me, especially in the past two years, he didn't stop making breakfast every morning.

I sometimes think about it, probably since I fainted after staying up all night, he started to insist on cooking breakfast in the morning.

Speaking from my heart, I am a person who is used to enjoyment. I probably understand his kindness and don’t feel too much indebted. Maybe it’s because I’m used to being served, maybe I’m used to his thoughtfulness, or maybe it’s because I trust him love me.

Who made him love me?So even enjoyment is taken for granted.

To my surprise, this guy persisted in this kind of thing. At least when I was with him, he didn't miss a day.

He is so stupid, he obviously doesn't need him to do it, or even if he does it, he doesn't need to do it so meticulously, but he thinks that he will move me a little bit if he insists on being considerate, and he performs it tirelessly.

I'm not saying that I'm not moved, it's just that moving has become a natural way of getting along with the habits accumulated over time. I accept it with peace of mind, and it will definitely not have the original effect.

If it were someone else, they probably wouldn't be able to do the same thing as Ji Wen.

Just like me, I won't, because I know that such a long-repeated behavior and behavior, no matter how ecstatic it is at the beginning, will end up with nothing but dullness.This is a losing business, why should I do it?I might as well change the way, the rhetoric, and the way of getting along.

Of course, in the end it might just be another person.

This is not good.

So, I said, if someone like me does not meet Ji Wen, then I will never be able to live the life I want in this life.

I just want him to stay by my side all the time, to always be so considerate of me, to accompany me until I grow old, to always love me so much, of course it is the best, who cares about the colorful and bizarre world?Who cares about whether to be moved or not, whether to be happy or not?

Anyway, I don't care.

This world is colorful and grotesque enough, full of surprises and surprises all the time, too many to see.

But I don't want any of these, I just want to be plain.

I just hope that he loves me like this, and it would be best if the world dies.

No matter how hard I try or how hard I don't, it's best that he won't leave.

Will Ji Wen leave?

To be honest, I really don't know.

Sometimes I am sure that he loves me so much that he is reluctant to leave me.

However, most of the time, I am still full of hidden worries.

I'm not sure if it's the influence of my previous relationship experience, or my personality, or if I foresee something in advance, or if I worry too much.

To be honest, my memory of the people and things in the past began to blur, leaving only specific fragments and symbols in my mind. Besides, it would be too ridiculous to say that these people and things in the past can have a decisive influence on me. Too cowardly, so cowardly that even the decision-making that an upright man should have has to be avoided.

As far as my personality is concerned, I seldom look forward and backward and hesitate, nor do I have to make myself uncomfortable like I am in the current state.

Then there are the last two reasons, which seem to be all speculation.

It's just this bit of pretentiousness, but it remains in my heart for a long time.

After talking for a long time, I was jealous after all.

If I hadn't been jealous, I would have almost forgotten that he is not the only one who loves me.

I love him more.

I originally planned to meet Ji Wen before the business trip and give him a chance to coax me.

How do you know that this kid hasn't seen anyone since that fight, and he called and said that a new version is online, and he is working overtime at the company on the floor.

Well, I didn't say much, but he said, "Why don't you meet again when you come back from a business trip."

Wish I could leave sooner.

I said, "I have to go for more than 20 days."

He said, "Okay, got it."

I said, "You don't want me?"

He paused, and said weakly, "It's okay, don't worry, let's go."

What's the matter with this Nima?

"Let's go at ease?!"

"Well, let's have a good meal when you come back from work."

I still want to talk to him a few more words, but the phone call has already been hung up blindly.

I really ate the guts of a leopard, and I don't know which fly gave it to me.

I bet it's the few admirers from their company.

Pooh.

Disdainful, not even one of my toes, let alone a few, I don't worry about dozens of them, without blinking my eyes.

I went to country B calmly and calmly. Although it was more than half a month's trip, I really missed it very much.

The bed was not solid, and the food was not delicious.Thinking about not being sure that Ji Wen would go out to have sex while I was away, I felt bored and flustered.

Even if I have the confidence to strategize and win thousands of miles away, I will inevitably be affected by this gloomy aura.

In order to end this state as soon as possible, of course I hurriedly finished my work schedule, returned home three days in advance, and ran downstairs to that bastard's office as soon as I got off the plane.

I found a small cafe and waited.

During working hours, the cafe is very quiet, and there are hardly any pedestrians on the street outside the glass windows.

I imagined how Ji Wen suddenly saw me.

Will it be unbearably happy?

Speaking of uncontrollable, I suddenly found that the word seemed to be drifting away from him.

Since when, it seems difficult for him to use such words to modify it.

That's right, it's not the time when I just met him, and he is no longer the silly student he was back then.

I felt suddenly indescribably lonely, and a little astringent.

Rather than missing those times, it’s better to say that I rarely have time to mourn the silent imprints these times carved on Ji Wen’s body.

He has grown up, matured, and will become more mature, and the words "too mature to be unbearable" will never be with him again.

Should I be happy, or happy, or happy?

But I'm not so happy, but a little panicked.

An unbearable panic.

I didn't expect Ji Wen to appear in front of me in such a way.

A girl hugged him and gave him a kiss, which was staged on the glass in front of me like a movie.

For me, this is not some fresh love movie, this TM is simply a horror disaster movie, or the kind that can win a gold award.

I'm middle-aged, I didn't expect God to play such a bloody drama for me?

I've said it all, I just like mediocrity, why can't I get my wish?

Ji Wen, oh Ji Wen, okay, okay, I didn't expect you to be like this Ji Wen? !

Why was it so slow to push the woman away?Why give the opponent a chance to pounce?Why don't you tell her loudly that you already have a perfect husband like me?

Oh, you want to leave this opportunity to me, right?

I strode out of the cafe, walked around Ji Wen's side at a fast speed, inserted between the two of them with lightning speed, and patted the girl who thought she was the heroine but was actually a passer-by with my calm mind after experiencing the storm Shoulder said: "Sister, have you heard a word?"

"Ah?" Of course she looked at me blankly, she had never seen a handsome man like me so close to her.

"Don't pick the weeds on the roadside casually."

"Ah?" She turned her head and looked at Ji Wen. She looked like Li Dafang, who fell in love with Liu Goudan in the village, blushing like a monkey's butt, thinking that she had become a flower in shyness.

Trotter flowers?

"I said, the grass is someone else's grass, don't kiss it casually, touch it casually, pick it casually." After I finished speaking, I turned back to Ji Wen who was even more dazed, hugged his head viciously and kissed him.

After finishing this, I looked back at the girl triumphantly. After watching for a second, I turned my head back and kissed Ji Wen's head. After watching for a second, I kissed again. After watching for a second, I kissed again. Kiss once, watch again and kiss again, watch again and kiss again.

Until the girl suddenly covered her mouth and ran away.

hahahahahahahaha.

mock up.

"Did you return to China early? I remember you said it would take a few days."

I cleared my throat, it will be a few more days, is that okay?

"If you don't come back early, how can you see the good things of today."

Humph.

Ji Wen was silent for a while, and didn't explain anything, and I didn't believe it even if he explained it, because the explanation was just a cover-up.

"Why didn't you speak? I was arrested at the scene, and I didn't distinguish a few words. I resigned to my fate, right?" No matter how I heard it, I felt that my tone was quite eccentric, like a young daughter-in-law who was pissed off.

He still didn't say anything.

My heart skipped a beat, and I was suddenly afraid that something I didn't want to hear would come out of his mouth in a while.

"Nothing to say, right?"

He glanced at me with complicated eyes.

My temples twitched: "Okay, okay, cheating now is more natural than not cheating. Don't love it, it's boring, don't you think my old bacon is not as tender as a small flower?"

He raised his eyebrows, hesitant to speak.

"Just say what you have to say. No matter how ugly it sounds, I can bear it." I clearly can't listen to it, how could I?Just 10 minutes ago, I was imagining how happy he was to see me.

But I still couldn't help urging him to speak.

I don't know if this counts as unbearable, even though I look like I'm pretending to be very free and easy, but seriously, even my asshole is clamped.

Ji Wen was silent all the way until we found a restaurant and sat down.

His hand suddenly crossed the table and touched my chin, and said simply: "The beard is coming out."

I looked at him intently, but I didn't see his current appearance clearly. I just watched his familiar movements, pouring tea, picking up vegetables, and preparing tissues.

"Let's eat," he said.

I grabbed his hand that hadn't been put back to his side, and at that moment, my hanging heart seemed to be at ease.

"Eat." He urged again.

These two words are really worth a thousand words, and it made my turbulent heart calm a bit more.

When did these two words start to have such a magical power, like a spell.

I said, "Ji Wen, I love you."

He looked up, with an eggplant in his mouth, "Me too."

"I think you are very good."

"Me too."

"Then you still let people kiss you?"

"I don't know either." He paused, then suddenly smiled slyly, "If I had known you were coming back today, I wouldn't have let you see it."

Seeing his complacent look, I curled my lips: "Rare? I don't even want to give it to me like that, as long as you like it. Wild boars can't eat chaff."

He grinned: "You are a dog, not a pig."

I watched him smile and feel happy.

I like the way he smiles, it's so good-looking, I can't find any other words to describe that kind of good-looking.

"Ji Wen, I love you."

"Me too."

"Then don't be angry with me, okay? I won't quarrel with you in the future, okay?"

He smiled and shook his head.

"Then you don't want to attract others all the time, okay? Don't let those dicks think about it, okay?"

He smiled and nodded.

"Then can you let me attend your colleagues' party in the future?"

I look at him and he looks at me.

He laughed out loud: "Actually, I think so too."

I looked at him suspiciously.

"It's just that the previous company environment was not suitable." He paused, and continued, "Maybe I was too anxious before. I always want to hurry up and catch up with you, as if a mistake I can't have it, so I can feel that I am getting closer to you. Sometimes I feel that the harder I try to catch up with you, the more I find that the distance between us is much greater than I imagined. I think I have to be more cautious and move forward, I am afraid that if I make a mistake, I will fall further away from him. But the more cautious I am, the more tense our relationship seems to be. "

He lowered his head, with some helplessness in his voice: "I sometimes think, as an ordinary person, is it impossible for me to be truly side by side with you in this life?"

I was surprised. I didn't expect that the little brat in my eyes had reached the time to think about these things and face these pressures.

It turned out that it wasn't that something had changed, it wasn't that our relationship had become dull and tense with the passage of time, it wasn't that the uneasiness in my heart couldn't be eliminated, but that I still paid less attention to this person in front of me.

Some portions were missing.

So, I didn't realize that Ji Wen opposite me had grown into a man.

He is thinking with an independent man's head, facing pressure, even facing me.

Therefore, he always accommodates me more.

And I am so used to his tolerance and dedication.

I want to comfort him, but I don't know where to start.

The problems he faces are so real and cruel, even if I give my all, all I can give him is to cover his eyes and prevent him from seeing the world.

However, this is not what he wants.

I can't give him the answers and values ​​he wants to find, not because I don't want to, but because I simply don't have the ability to plan a man's life.

He faces a dilemma that I will not face. I understand him, but I can't replace him.

Although I really want to.

All I can give him is companionship, and perhaps it is my companionship that has caused his immediate difficulties.

I don't know if I tell Ji Wen, in my heart, he is much better and better than me, but I have always been unable to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, and it is because I cannot grow up to be like him.

So willing, so careless, so open minded.

But I don't know if he will believe it.

So, I just said lightly, "Ji Wen, I understand you. If it were me, at your age and in your position, I would not do better than you."

His eyes lingered on my face with a special air, for a long time, "Brother Dog, without you, I don't think I would be able to do better than you at this age and in this position."

this kid.

I blinked and thought to myself, it's better not to be as knowledgeable as a bastard.

"But, hypothetical aside, I was already the center of attention when I was your age."

He tilted his head, with a doting smile on his face, as if I was the child who needed to be coaxed and comforted.

Maybe I am.

It's no big deal either.

The important thing is that he still loves me so much.

And I love him uncontrollably.