May there be no youth to turn back

"You're better than a lot of people I've met."

There should be two explanations.You are fine, or, a lot of people I meet are not.

Of course I have self-knowledge, and I don't think Chen Yi is talking about the former.

But how bad should most of the people you meet be?

In any case, even for this sentence, I have to treat him better.

At night, I tossed and turned, it was dark outside the window, and there was no place for loneliness. I suddenly got up and sat there for a long time.Thinking for a while about the various scenes with him during the day, every expression, every word, sweet and uneasy.I know something is wrong with me.Maybe I had a problem the first day I saw him, otherwise I wouldn't have observed his every move so carefully, and cared so much whether he answered me or not.Some obscure feelings gradually became clear, and I was terrified, but I couldn't help it.

My throat was so dry, I was about to go to the living room to pour a glass of water, and when I opened the door, I heard low sobbing.

is the mother.

She was in her pajamas, curled up on the sofa, her face buried in her arms, her shoulders twitching constantly.

I walked over wordlessly, sat beside her, and patted her on the back lightly, just like how she coaxed me to sleep when I was a child. I didn't need to ask the reason, because I already guessed a bit.

This night is too long.

I feel that I am a straightforward person. Once I know what I think, I don't bother to hide it.If I want to see more, I will look at him all the time until I find that he is a little uncomfortable; if I want to talk to him, I will talk to him all the time, even though he ignores me most of the time; I want to be with him , just follow him, follow him after eating, follow after school, find out when he goes to school, wait at the school gate, and say: "What a coincidence." The only holiday, I also like to run to coupdefoudre, see him in uniform, elegant Alienated like a cat.I knew that his pale face and dizziness were due to anemia, so I brought him an egg and a small bag of red dates every morning.Doing all this, I feel an unspeakable joy and satisfaction in my heart.

My aunt came back from abroad that day and brought a lot of souvenirs. I thought some of them were pretty good, so I took them to school.When I handed it to Chen Yi, Chen Yi had a weird expression on his face, and whispered hesitantly: "I said I don't blame you, why have you recently..."

I stuttered: "I just...want to be...befriend you... I also gave these souvenirs to Zhang Jue and the others..."

He looked at me cautiously, didn't speak, and didn't accept it.

I'm a little annoyed, can't we just be friends?

"Yo yo yo, I've been dating that kid Chen Yi these days, and I've completely forgotten about us brothers." I slipped out to go to the bathroom during evening study, and was blocked by Zhang Jue and Li Zixuan.

I lit a cigarette and said angrily, "Go to hell, isn't it your bad idea?"

Zhang Jue laughed out loud, and said schemingly: "The progress is still good. With Chen Yi's withdrawn character, it is very difficult for him to accept you wandering around. Hurry up and get rid of him."

"Fuck you big-headed ghost!" I cursed.

Li Zixuan smiled and watched us fight, and at the end, he seemed to casually say: "Shao Nian, let's play again, don't let yourself get involved."

I was a little flustered immediately, as if he saw it clearly. It turned out that I was still afraid of being noticed by others.

When I passed the office, I was caught by Wang Laowu's bright eyes: "Squad leader, come and count the scores for me."

Damn, there are so many things to go to the toilet.I wander slowly into the office.

"Shao Nian, look at your math. It's getting worse every time. What's the matter? If you have any questions, ask Chen Yi next to you. He gets full marks every time." Wang Laowu scolded me while drinking a small cup of tea.

But I was inexplicably happy, and while registering the results, I obediently agreed repeatedly.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the outside was full of the sound of students leaving the classroom noisily.There is still half, I sighed, and hurriedly continued to register.Wang Laowu also started to help: "You can go first if you have something to do."

I thought about it, I have been going home with Chen Yi in the past few nights, and it is only the distance from walking to the school gate together. Every time, I take the initiative to follow up and talk to myself. Very tired, and remembering that today he refused to agree to be a good friend...

"It's okay, I'm not busy."

About 10 minutes had passed since the registration was completed, I hurried out and saw that the lights in the classroom had been turned off.There is a sense of loss in my heart for no reason.

I didn't bother to turn on the light, so I went in and went to my seat to pack my schoolbag. By the moonlight, I found that there seemed to be someone lying on the chair.

It's Chen Yi!

Chen Yi was lying sideways on two side-by-side chairs, with his schoolbag on his head, covering his eyes with one hand, revealing a beautifully curved chin, and earphones plugged into his ears.

I felt an indescribable feeling, and for a moment, I rubbed Chen Yi's hair, it was very thin and soft.

Chen Yi took his hand away, looked at me in a daze, then yawned and sat up.

The lights on the school road were also turned off, but the moonlight was exceptionally bright, and it was almost fifteen.

"Are you waiting for me?" I was in a good mood and asked tentatively.

Chen Yi gave a small hum.

"Oh." I said casually, but kept laughing in my heart.

"What are you listening to?"

Chen Yi took off an earphone and plugged it into my left ear, and I became quiet.

"bandari, silence"

The beautiful melody flows in the left ear, like a lover's soft whisper.Fallen leaves fluttered down, paved the ground, and creaked when stepped on.

The two walked side by side on the quiet school road, and I accidentally touched Chen Yi's hand, suddenly wishing that this road would be longer, and longer.

When the school gate arrived, I saw my car parked at the intersection.

"It's so late, I'll take you back?"

"No, I live nearby." Chen Yi smiled.His smile is always very shallow, and the smile disappears before it reaches his eyes.

I yelled at his back: "See you tomorrow." Chen Yi paused and disappeared at the turn of the overpass.

The mother looked at the direction Chen Yi left: "Baby, who is that?"

I put on my seat belt and said casually, "I'm a friend, what's wrong?"

The mother shook her head, her face haggard: "It looks like a person."

"Mom...Dad hasn't come back yet?"

"You know, baby, he's not coming back."

The joke was so bad that I took out my phone and impatiently deleted several unread text messages.

The author has something to say: In this way, he successfully approached Xiao Yiyi? ? ?

Is this kind of progress the next chapter? ? ? ?

But no, the sheets are next chapter.

Hehe, this is not a long article after all~