May there be no youth to turn back

In a daze, I dreamed that a big ferocious monster was chasing me, and then sat on my face. When I was about to suffocate, I woke up in time, only to find my son sitting on my face.I slapped it depressedly, and it meowed and jumped aside, squinting at me while licking its paws.

Sleepy-eyed, I found Chen Yi lying beside me. His eyes were a little swollen, and his brows were slightly furrowed. I smoothed his brows gently with my hands. To keep him by my side, we are destined to be together, gender or the past, nothing is important, the important thing is the present, the moment, the person in front of us.I kissed his eyes lightly, and he suddenly opened them, staring at me in a daze, trying to struggle to get up, so I held him down, and then I fumbled for a red brocade in my pocket with the other hand. Inside the box, there are two couple rings decorated with clear half-heart-shaped gemstones. They are the bluelove I bought last time. I keep them in my pocket all the time, hoping to wear them on his hands one day.I held Chen Yi's left hand, put the ring engraved with CY on his slender ring finger, and took another ring engraved with ZSN on my own, and interlocked with his fingers, smiling slyly: "My Zuo Shaonian is right I swear to God, everything I said yesterday is true, otherwise I will die badly. Wearing this ring on your ring finger is considered engagement. When we go abroad to get married after graduation, you will never want to get rid of me again."

He didn't say yes or no, he just took off the ring slowly.

I was a little sad, but I still smiled indifferently: "It's okay, I can wait for you, for a lifetime."

He raised his eyebrows and looked at me for a moment, his eyes full of smiles.

My heart was pounding, and I hugged him into my arms, but he pushed me away all of a sudden: "Check the time, I'm late."

I took the phone and looked at it, it was so fucking bad, it was already 9 o'clock, and the second class had started, I didn't go to class yesterday, I don't know what to do with Wang Laowu!We both got up to wash in a panic, Shao Nian warmed me a sandwich from the refrigerator, and I held his hand tightly and rushed to school.

City C at [-] o’clock has completely woken up from sleep. The aroma of fried dough sticks and noodles can be heard from the breakfast stalls on the street. Crowds of aunts pass by in the supermarket and vegetable market, and the employees of a restaurant are playing music at the door. Weird morning exercises, the uncle cleaner in the park was vigorously sweeping the layers of fallen leaves that fell last night.

Many people looked at us on the street, Chen Yi looked at me and whispered, "Let go!"

I pretended not to hear.He gritted his teeth again and said, "A lot of people look at us, it's immoral!"

I laughed while running: "I like whoever holds the hand, what's the matter with other people? Can't you run? Can I hug you?"

Chen Yi gave me a helpless look.

Approaching the school gate, the sound of reading can be heard from some classrooms.

Chen Yi pushed my hand away, and I knocked on the door of the classroom with a snickering smile. Bawanghua English teacher, who was giving a lecture impassionedly, looked at us as if he had eaten flies: "Okay, you still know that you are coming to class? Zuo Shao Year! You still dare to laugh? One class monitor and one grade one, don’t take the lead! You two stand at the door for me!”

The students in the class laughed together, and someone whistled at me. I made a gesture of goodbye and pulled Chen Yi to stand in the aisle.

Chen Yi looked at the shoes sullenly, his back was straight, like a pupil who was punished to stand, his ears were red.I held his hand a little funny, and he looked around in a panic.

"It's all in class, no one is there." I whispered.He hesitantly put his left hand in mine, and I lowered my head and kept snickering.

Suddenly a voice sounded: "Zuo Shaonian!"

Chen Yi and I hurriedly let go, and saw Wang Laowu, the head teacher, walking over with a serious face.I secretly complained, although the young master wanted to come out, but the first person to tell him was not Wang Laowu!It's over, it's over, looking at his dignified expression like a concrete floor, the whole morning's ideological education is inevitable, he is so rigid, has he not been scared out of heart disease, and his concentration is still

It's a big deal, he must be thinking that people can see everything if they live a long time, no, I have to think of a resounding slogan for coming out of the closet, too bad it's too late...

Wang Laowu came to me, handed me the phone, and said solemnly: "Shao Nian, answer the phone quickly, something happened to your mother."

There was a bang in my brain, and I answered the phone tremblingly, and there was my father's hoarse voice.

"Shao Nian... I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for your mother..."

I yelled impatiently: "What's the matter, Mom?"

"Your mother... committed suicide by jumping into the river, a fisherman saw her body, Shao Nian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

I yelled hysterically: "Go away! Go away! What's the use of saying sorry??"

"I know you won't forgive me...but I have my reasons, Shao Nian, come back and see your mother for the last time."

I slid down the wall weakly, my head was a little dazed, and then I buried my head on my knees and choked up. After class, many people gathered around. Chen Yi held my hand tightly and never let go.

I asked for leave to go back to my hometown in S Province to bury my mother.My uncle was waiting for me at the school gate. I leaned on Chen Yi's shoulder and walked over in a daze. Chen Yi looked at me worriedly, not knowing what to say.I tried my best to smile, and took his hand: "I'm left with you, don't abandon me."

Chen Yi wiped away my tears and hugged me tightly.I said softly: "Aren't you afraid that others will see it?" He hugged me even tighter, as if he wanted to hoop me to the bone, Zhang Jue and Li Zixuan helped me pack some luggage from my home and bought some things in the supermarket Handed it to me, they looked at Chen Yi and said nothing tacitly.

After I said goodbye to them and got in the car, my mind was filled with the gentle eyes of my mother, thinking that I had expected her to come back in a few days, I couldn't help crying bitterly.

The author has something to say: the biggest dog blood is about to usher!

The role of the parents in front is to pave the way for this moment!

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